(y/n) - your name

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"Where the fuck did you go brat?" Levi growls out at me as he hovers in front of me from the wall. I sigh out at him, feeling morose and sad all of a sudden. I nudge my nose against Levi, whining softly. "What's wrong with you? Why are you acting like this?" I whine softly, letting everything crash around me once everything finally became calm. I don't know why but I started crying, my emotions flying like a tornado inside from everything that's happened in one day already.

I was captured for my blood.

I'm supposedly immortal.

I was ripped away from my family to be a damn Guardian titan.

My human body is slowly being eaten away the more I transform but I promised myself that I would keep everyone in Attack on Titan safe.

And I'm going to die as a titan after 1000 years after everyone else around me will already be dead by then.

I can't tell Levi.

I can't tell anyone.

There's no point if I tell them.

As long as everyone is safe, I'll stop being selfish.

I'll let my body die for them.

For Levi.

Levi frowns as I wipe my eyes, whimpering as I shake my head. "Don't worry." Levi sighs out.

"Fine. Let's get you out. It's been a long day." I nod and kneel down, waiting for him to cut me out. I whined out from the pain of being cut open, forced into darkness until I feel arms beneath mine and I open my eyes to see the sunset. Levi pulls me out and zips to the top of the wall.

"Captain Levi! We found Kenny! I don't know how he got back to the walls in his condition but he's being treated." Levi narrows his eyes at me and I look away when the random extra walks off.

"Was this your doing?"

"Maybe. Maybe not." I chuckle softly and Levi helps me on my feet, zipping towards an infirmary on the streets with his gear. We stop in front of the door which was being guarded by soldiers and Levi hesitates to enter. "You should go Levi." I nudge him forward and he looks at me.

"Fine." He opens the door and I see Kenny resting in bed. He nods at me, saluting me and Levi turns to me with wide eyes before I close the door. I wait outside the door, leaning on the wall on the opposite side with my arms crossed. The soldiers don't even bother to talk to me so I just wait in awkward silence. I don't know how much time has gone but I've had enough.

"Yeah, I'm going in." I sigh out, slamming the door open to reveal Kenny resting as Levi was sitting on a chair next to the bed. I close the door behind me quietly, frowning at how Levi had his head bowed, gripping onto the box with the needle Kenny managed to swipe from Reiss.

"Hey Levi, your girlfriend is here." Kenny chuckles.

"Shut up!" I whisper yell and Levi turns to look up at me with dead eyes. His stormy gunmetal eyes looked more dull than usual and I frown. "Let's leave Kenny to rest." I carefully slip my hand into Levi's hand, holding it gently and pulling him up. Levi looked so lost and it hurt seeing him like this. I quickly pull Levi out of the room and into an empty one, closing the door behind us to give Levi some privacy to shed some emotion. I set him down gently on the bed, sitting down next to him.

"Kenny is my uncle..."

I know.

"He's my uncle. My mother's brother..."

I know.

"He wasn't my father..."

I know.

"You knew, didn't you." I nod and Levi looks up at me, finally lifting his head and my heart breaks to see his eyes glossy. I nod and he sighs out, wiping his hands down his face. "That fucking bastard that just left me in the underground to fend for myself. And the fucking excuse he gives me was he wasn't ready to act a father. Bullshit!" Levi growls out.

"Levi, he's never had to look after someone before other than you. I don't think he was ready but I'm sure he asked you for a second chance." Levi nods and sighs out. "Are you going to give him another chance?"

"He'll be locked up so I don't know if he will get to." Levi's shoulder slump and I sit next to him, waiting until he's ok again.

"Hey, come here." I mutter softly and turn around to face Levi, gently moving his head onto my shoulder as I shift closer to him. "Is this ok?" Levi nods, shifting his head into my neck as he leans into me. I drape an arm around his shoulder, the other running through his hair as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I lean my cheek on top of Levi's head and I hear him let out a shaky breath.

We stay in the bedroom for a while, me just hugging Levi for comfort until he's ok again. "Kenny mentioned something weird." I hum in response. "He said to look out for you. He seems to respect you."

Kenny. Respecting me? What crap is he pulling?

"Thank you for this (y/n)." Levi leans back up from my arms and I smile gently at him.

"We should go. We have to get ready for Historias coronation." I stand up and turn around but Levi doesn't move. "I'll let Hanji know you need some more time." Levi nods and my heart warms slightly at the shed of emotion he was showing. It was good for him to release some sadness or anger instead of bottling them up. I lean down and pat Levi's hand. "I'll see you later ok."

"Ok."

I watch as Dhalis crowns Historia and everyone erupts into cheers as she stands up and doing the scouts salute. I do the same with the other scouts, grinning brightly up at the now Queen Historia.

"Long live the true ruler of the walls!" Someone yells after me and everyone starts clapping, chanting together.

"Long live Queen Historia!" I scream out, cheering as Mikasa just shakes her head with a small smile while Eren cheers with me. Jean suddenly picks me and puts me on his shoulders and I cheer louder. Historia blushes with wide eyes, smiling and waving at me as soon as she saw me. "Jean, don't you dare drop me." I look down and he grins up at me, jumping me up on his shoulders.

"Don't worry. If I did, I'm pretty sure Levi would have my head." I look over to see Levi glaring at Jean from the podium as he stood next to Erwin behind Historia. Connie lifts Sasha on his shoulders as well and I hi-five her. The coronation slowly comes to an end and Jean simply carries me inside the castle on his shoulders, not bothered to put me down.

"Look how tall I am!" I giggle, and the others chuckle at my childlike excitement.

"Guys!" I look behind me and I see Historia run up to us and Jean finally sets me down on my feet. I straighten my scouts green cloak as Historia runs up to hug me and I pick her up, spinning her around.

"So, are you going to punch Levi?" I ask and Historia nods with excitement.

"Are you really going to do it!?" Eren asks we walk off and I trail behind the group.

"Yeah I am."

"Come on. It was just a joke!" Eren still looked panicked, terrified of teh captain. "Right Mikasa?"

"After you smack him, you should say this 'I dare you to hit me back.'" I chuckle at how serious Mikasa sounded. We all keep walking and I spot Levi's figure bathed in light like some sort of angel until he steps out to greet us. Historia hesitates but then screams out, running forward to punch Levi in the arm. I laugh quietly as everyone gasps in shock but I freeze when I hear someone else chuckle.

I look over and gasp loudly as Levi lets out a chortle with a small smile on his face. "Thank you guys. I needed that."

"Heh!? I think my heart is going to explode!" Levi smiles over at me and I point at him as my face turns bright pink. "You're smiling! You're actually smiling! Holy shit your smile is gorgeous! I think I'm going to faint." I let out a breath, trying to calm the butterflies in my stomach as my heart raced. Levi rolls his eyes playfully before his face goes back to be stoic. "No! Smile again, please! I need to see your precious smile! It's so much beautiful in person than through a screen!" I cry out and Levi walks over to me, leaning down slightly to my height.

"How's this?" Levi smiles softly at me with gentle eyes and I burst into tears at how beautiful he was.

I'm ready to go to heaven after seeing that.

"She actually fainted!?" I hear Armin before I blackout.