Kakashi P.O.V
This broke me. I hate to admit it but Iruka broke me, he broke my heart, he broke my mind he broke everything. I loved him, and he knows that. Thoughts ran through my head as I speed-walk out of Iruka's hospital room tearing up. My feelings get hurt too but nobody else seems to notice it. I'm a human like everyone else. I eat I sleep I cry and most importantly I love. I felt like I lost something, It felt like I lost a piece in a puzzle. That piece was important to me and Iruka. But now it's gone and the space was empty. We lost something important. Our connection was cut. It's like everything we went through was nothing, and it felt like it meant nothing. But I'm still hoping there is something there that we could both hold onto. I thought he would be there for me. But it's not his fault for not being there, it's my fault for thinking he would be.

Iruka P.O.V

I did what I had to. I don't want this relationship getting in the way of everything. It was hard for me to break him but it's over. And that's final. Will things change? Yes but it's for the best. I don't know what he's thinking about but I hope he doesn't hate me. After everything, we been through? 

If there was something Kakashi could do about it he would, but unfortunately it's about what Iruka decided on at the end of the day.

GUYS I'M SO SORRY! IT'S FINALS WEEK! I SWEAR I'LL UPDATE MORE OFTEN!!!! AGAIN I'M SO SORRY