A/n. Italics is in the present and Eliza's POV. Normal is a flashback in third person.

13;I E D

'I'm addicted to you don't you know that your toxic'

'I love you.'

Those were the words uttered to me a moment ago.

"I love you." He answered after awhile.

"I love you." Brett mentioned again, sighing- after a moment of silence.

Eliza frozen at his words, blankly staring at him in confusion, as she watched him run his hands through his hair in frustration.

"I've always loved you, but damn it Eliza!, the fact you can't see that! is j- maybe your just so damn oblivious."

"I-I like you too Brett a lot, I know we fight but your still in my pack-." Eliza justified to him but it just made Brett more angry.

"Ughh you don't get it! I'm in love, like with you, I'm in love with you." He tried to explain his breathing becoming more ragged.

"Why?" Eliza asked pathetically, the news shocked her so much she had barely made a move.

"Trust me I would like to know too! but I can't change how I feel. But Now I'm just too late."

"To late for what!?" Eliza nearly shouted at him. She didn't know what he meant by that, the last time he said that to her, and it's been eating at her.

"To be with you!"

"Why do you think that?" She asked in confusion, her voice begging to sound like a whisper.

"Because of him." Brett answered gesturing to the way Liam left, not being able to even say his name.

"Liam?" Eliza asked, in utter confusion.

He simply looked at her not batting an eyelash. He wasn't going to say his name, not if it was to save his life.

And Eliza took that as a yes.

"We're friends?"

"You just said that, like your asking me? Eliza your just to messed up right now to even know what is going on." Brett remarked stubbornly.

"I'm crazy! Your the one who stupidly confessed your love for me!" She exclaimed, her voice cracking at the word love.

"You can't love me." She added, her head hanging after a moment of silence. She never wanted this, she just wanted a pack, not love. She rubbed her temples in confusion, pushing her long hair back.

Brett forced a chuckle trying to hide the fact he was hurt by that. He never wanted to tell her like this, but the way she with Liam infuriated him.

"Because of him?" Brett asked his features saddened, while he fidgeted on his feet, trying to catch her gaze.

Eliza didn't answer as she avoided eye contact. She didn't ask for any of this, she never wanted a boyfriend. She just wanted the McCall pack to pay for her sisters death.

But she couldn't deny her and Brett had been through a lot, but did she ever think of anything more than just pack mates?

The answer was no.

Eliza wasn't fazed by the way Brett kicked the trash can, she had seen him in rage but he didn't seem angry just hurt, and she caused that, and thats all she ever does.

She's toxic, she destroys everything around her and everyone he didn't deserve that. At least it's what she thinks.

"The plan." Eliza started but was soon cut off.

"The plan was a mistake, you know maybe it's my fault, maybe I pushed you too Liam, which is the reason you picked him."

Eliza shook her head. She wasn't picking any body.

"I was coming to beacon hills anyway you knew that." She clarified with him, her eyes narrowing.

"Did I? I mean all I know about you is that you went to Mexico to train, your a bitten wolf and your name is Eliza. I don't even know your last name but you know mine."

"It was better that way remember! not to know much about each other, thats the way it's always been." Eliza exclaimed, she didnt like where this was going thorough.

"Maybe we should change that."

"Why? why all of the sudden you want to change things!" She once again exclaimed.

"Brett!" One of Brett's team mates yelled out. "Coach needs us to warm up."

Brett turned around to the voice and nodded at his teammate. "Be there in a sec." He confirmed over his shoulder.

"You shoudnt do that you know?"

"Shouldn't do what." Eliza replied back harshly.

"You shouldn't block people out, you can feel you know Eliza, were only human, you shouldn't grieve alone anymore." Brett started, zoning into her blue eyes. He knew what he was going to say next, was easily going to hit a nerve for her, not that she'll show it.

"Carrie's and Demarco's death affected all of us." Brett mentioned, referring to the fact Eliza grew very distant to the pack after there deaths.

"One thing you should know about me, is that nothing ever good happens to me. Everyone around me dies and you should run before I get to you." Eliza said looking dead straight into his eye, her eyes heating up from the mention of her pack mates.

"I don't believe that." Brett replied, his face passive as he looked back at Eliza. He never could help but admire her, she was broken but she was still in away perfectly put together.

He had always watched as the day passed, the spark in her eyes would always go darker. When he first ever saw Eliza cry, is when she first came to the pack. He didn't know why she was crying, because she never told him. But he remembered what she said.

'I'm not your Humpty Dumpty you can put back together again, Brett." Eliza said, repeating what she said when he first saw her cry.

Brett nodded, a small smile spreading on his face as he backed away.

"No your not, just don't push me away because that's what hurts the most." He clarified making sure, she understood what he was saying.

Eliza blankly stared back. Now she didn't know if she was angry at him, or just that she no longer wanted to speak to him.

And that's why she didn't stop when he left. She wasn't good enough too.

I stared intensely at the field, my eyes directing at Liam. He caught my stare and quickly turned away. I sighed in defeat, it was expected that he was going to ignore me. I just didn't think it would have hurt this much.

I lied to him. I was using him but not the whole time I could promise you that.

I felt another pair of eyes burning into my skin, as I glanced to who it was. I quickly caught on Brett's gaze as he kept his gaze on me whilst I turned away.

The game was brutal and I couldn't help but wince every time, Liam got hurt.

Devenford Prep most be doing this on purpose. Again another person getting hurt because of me. I promised no one else dies. But the moment those words left my mouth Carrie and Demarco ended up dead.

I'm not just toxic. I'm a poison.

Cheers and boo's were heard all around me. But I just sat there in silence. I couldn't be in beacon hills anymore, I needed to leave. It's not like I could even stay here if I wanted to, the Calaveras would hunt me down but I wanted to leave something behind.

And that's blood from the McCall pack.

Hisses and cries were heard as my head immediately snapped onto the field. Three of them, all three of them on the ground hissing in pain.

My legs took off before I could comprehend were I was going.

The paramedics dragged Brett off the field as he hissed in pain. Brett didn't notice Eliza coming until he was hounded with questions.

"What the hell just happened." The blonde were jaguar exclaimed, as her eyes widened from the state of Brett.

Brett rolled his eyes. "To busty staring at Liam to notice I was also hurt." He snapped her in pain.

Eliza brow furrowed. She didn't even think of Liam. Her head snapped towards Liam as she watched Stiles and Scott pull him up from the ground.

Before she knew it, she was by Liam Dunbar's side.

"Are you ok?" Her voices laced with anxiety.

Liam snapped her a look, pushing her hand off. "Why don't you ask Brett since you went to him first." Liam hissed bitterly.

Eliza felt her heart sank, as she watched him walk away.

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Sorry for this crappy chapter😫 I wish I did this better.

I will make it up with you guys with an early update of Raise the Dead.

Don't worry there is still amazing things to come for Eliza. Guys I bliza for Brett&Eliza what about Liam and Eliza?,x

Thank you so much lovelies for the last chapter reaching 39 votes as the aim was 35. Why don't we try 45 votes and 30 comments for the next chapter?

I always feel like I drag my stories on, with the episodes and sorry about that.

Her sister will be reaveLed soon!!!

Seeya lovelies -Adri