"He is gone."

He was gone for long,
But, today? I can feel it,
It's been long that he's gone,
But today? I know it.

He said, I was his princess,
But guess that was a false pretence.
Long six months pass.
Today, I've really lost him,
Because, for so long..

I could feel him,
But today? I'm feeling nothing.
Because,
"He is gone."
This time, he's really gone.

Yes. I've lost him completely now,
Yes. I've lost me completely now.

Lying awake, in an empty room,
Empty house. Empty world.

Yeah, It's coming back,
The memories and the flashbacks.
But we don't laugh like in the photographs,
We don't make up like in the movies.

I know I shouldn't feel this,
Because, this leads me nowhere.
But the feels don't evaporate,
Like his love for me.

So, I sleep. To forget.
To forget the years.
The years of love and hate.
The years of great memories.
The years of sadness.
The years of mistakes?

Because today, I can feel it.
Because today, I can't feel him.

"He is gone."

Leaving me lifeless.