*RHYON'S

I felt like knives are stabbing my chest as I walk away in front of his door. He pushed and shouted at me. Can't I get mad? I love him! And that girl is cheating on him! Nakita ko sya kagabi sa isang bar with a tall guy lingering around her!

I just want to protect him. From those girls who's taking advantage of him.

Nanginginig ang kamay na hinawakan ko yung dibdib ko. It hurts. It hurts like hell at nagagalit ako kasi.. Kaya kong gawin lahat pero yung pigilan ang masaktan.. Hindi ko magawa.

I love him ever since I was ten.. At ngayon nineteen na ako. Mas lalong lumala.

I can't let anyone get him. Over my dead body. I'm into him. I already see my future with him!

Pag uwi ko sa bahay, nakita ko si Dad na nasa harap ng grand piano. I look at him. He's playing while both of his eyes are close. I saw my Mom standing behind the wall, listening to him secretly.

What's with them? Mom could just walk near to Dad and hug or kiss him. Bakit di nya gawin? Bakit ba may mga tao na nasa tabi mo na yung mahal mo, di mo pa sunggaban?

Kung si Kuya Enrico lang ang nasa posisyon ni Dad at ako naman ay kay Mom, I will run towards him and kiss him.

I shrug my head and walk ahead to my room. Bumungad agad sakin yung pictures nya. Yes, I'm addicted to him. Very addicted na halos walang araw na di ako papayag na di sya makikita o makaka usap.

"You should stop being obsess to him, Rhyon. That's not good."

Nilingon ko agad si Kuya Ice. Umupo ako sa tabi nya, sya naman tuluyang humiga sa kama ko. He's my closest cousin. Maybe because we have the same interests and the same personality. Cold.

"What happened?" he ask coldly and look at the ceiling.

I shrug my head and smile bitterly. Of course I can smile. In front of him only.

"He pushed me away. He's with Abby-bitch and they are back together."

"Cue for you to stop."

"Pero Kuya, mahal ko sya! Alam mo naman yun di'ba? He's.. He's everything to me.." bulong ko.

"But he's not your world. You can find better sissy. Wag ka mag paka tanga sa kagaya nya."

"Pero--"

"Just like me, he only treats you as his sister. Wag mo na hintayin na tuluyan ka na nyang iwan." then he stood up and leave.

Bumuntong hininga ako. No. Di ako papayag na mapunta sya sa iba. Kung kinakailangan.. Kung kinakailangan na mag plano ako gagawin ko. Para lang di sya mapunta sa iba.

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"Ms. Collins, pinapatawag ka sa principal's office." tawag sakin ng prof.

Tumayo agad ako saka pumunta duon. I don't care if they are all looking at me. I just can't imagine myself being with anyone except to Kuya Enrico.

Sinalubong agad ako ng principal. I look at her emotionless as she grimace from my stare.

"Do you need something?" ako

"A-Ah yes, Ms. Collins. Tomorrow ay may bagong lipat na student sa school natin and we would like you t--"

"To guide him or her and be his tutor for his late subjects?" pag puputol ko. Tumango ito.

"Do you mind?" kabadong tanung nya.

"I do."

Sabay labas ko. Kung mag tuturo ako, di ko mababantayan si Kuya Enrico. Di ko sya masusubaybayan.

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