"The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved; loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves." -Victor Hugo 

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CARINA'S P.O.V.

Before we went home, we had our dinner in a French restaurant. I kept on checking my phone and I felt disappointed every time I look at it and there was no message from Regan. Ellie kept on glancing at me but she didn't say anything. When we got to their house, Mrs. Novell happily greeted us. She was at the living room watching a French series.

"Bonsoir chérie, bonsoir Carina" She greeted before kissing us both in the cheeks. Like Ellie, I feel comfortable around her mom. We greeted her back.

"So how's your day ladies?" She said and motioned us to sit on the sofa with her.

"We had a blast. Carina is really a nice girl" Ellie answered lively.

"That's good then. Regan and I arrived an hour ago" I tilted my head and looked around us hoping Regan would be there but I didn't see him. I've missed him so much. It was crazy because I just saw him yesterday. Maybe a person in love is really like this.

"Where is he Mrs. Novell?" I asked shyly. I don't know why but I suddenly felt embarrass in front of his mom.

"He went out again. He has another emergency meeting" She smiled at me and tapped my shoulder. 

Her stare was like telling me she already knew about my relationship with his son. I nodded my head and told them that I would just go to my room to freshen up.

After taking a bath, I went to check my phone again hoping for his text but there was nothing. I began to feel anxious. He never texted me the entire day. Did he even remember me? Miss me like I miss him?

I decided to send him a message but after I typed a short message, I decided to cancel it. Maybe he was just busy, I told to myself. I didn't go down to talk to Ellie and her mother. I was just on my bed, staring at my phone until I fell asleep.

"I'm sorry. I need to leave you. I am not the right guy for you" Regan said as he stared at me. 

Unshed tears were visible in his eyes. My chest tightened. I could see he was also hurt of what he was saying. I tried to touch his cheek but he stepped backwards, avoiding my touch. I began to cry. My heart hurts. I clutched my chest, as if trying to lessen the pain by touching it but the pain was only increasing.

"Please, don't leave me. I need you. I love you" I said and ran towards him. 

I embraced him tightly. My body was trembling of fear. Fear of losing him. I felt him hugged me back, kissed my forehead and whispered something I didn't comprehend. Then his arms loosened around me. I saw him crying before he turned his back away from me. 

I screamed for his name but my voice wouldn't come out. I saw his back slowly getting far away from me. I ran after him but every step I took only made him quickly disappear from me. I fell on my knees and screamed for him to come back.

"Regan! Come baaaaack!"

I woke up with a wet pillow. I sat up and touched my cheeks and they were also wet from my tears. I looked at the wall clock and it was still 5:30 am. Then I remembered my dream and I panicked. I quickly went out of my room and went to his room. I banged on his door and when no one opened after a minute of knocking, I began to cry. Where is he?! Did he leave me?

I sat in front of his room and cried like a kid. My face was on my knees. This panic I was feeling was like the way I felt when my mom died in front of me. Just the thought of him leaving me was like killing me. Then I heard steps approaching me. 

I raised my head to see who it was and there I saw him in front of me, staring at me. He frowned when he saw my state. Then he rushed to me and made me stood up. The relief of seeing him was overwhelming. I instantly wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly.

"What the f*ck happened to you?! Did someone hurt you?! Tell me! I will make them pay whoever it was!" His voice was angry. 

He pulled away and stared at my face. He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. I shook my head and laughed at myself. I realized how silly I was being. It was all just a dream.

"Nothing. I-I just thought you left me" I said softly. 

I stared at him through my wet lashes and his face softened. He smiled and raised my head with his finger on my chin.

"Did you have a nightmare?" He asked amusedly and I nodded in response. He chuckled and hugged me again.

"You're so adorable kitten. Do you love me that much?" He teased and I pinched his side lightly. He laughed and caught my hand to stop me from pinching him again.

"Yes. Why, is there a problem with that?" I asked, trying to be serious but failed. I smiled at him lovingly.

"No, in fact I like it. Love me more and more. Only me" He said as his face turned serious. I rolled my eyes. His possessive side was surfacing.

"What about you? Do you love me?" I asked, needed to hear him say it again. He smiled and cupped my face. He stared directly into my eyes.

"I...Love...you...Only...you" He answered emphasizing every word. I smiled at him contently. I hugged him again and stayed like that for a moment. Then I pulled away from him.

"Where are you going?" he asked as he pulled me back to him. I giggled and stayed into his embrace for a while.

"I'm going to my room to take a bath. I'm still in my pajamas as you can see"

"Okay. Do you want me to join you?" He asked teasingly. 

His gaze became playful as he tried to lift me up but I quickly got out of his arms and ran like a kid. I looked back and saw him following me, I shrieked and ran faster. I opened the door of my room and entered inside. I attempted to close it but before I could do it he was already there and stopped the door from closing with his hand. 

He pushed the door further and entered. I was shrieking and laughing at the same time as he scooped me up and put me on the bed with him on top of me. He tickled me until I begged for him to stop.

"You're a bad girl" He said playfully then his face turned serious. My laugh died down when I saw him became serious.

"I missed you" he said. I could see the honesty in his eyes. I was really silly. Why did I even think of him leaving me?

"I missed you too" I responded wholeheartedly. His face began descending to me but I tickled him. 

He laughed uncontrollably until he fell to my side. I quickly got out of the bed and ran to the bathroom then locked the door swiftly, laughing loudly. I felt so happy. I got out of my clothes and went under the shower. 

I felt my senses liven up when the warm water cascaded on my body. After cleaning my body, I brushed my teeth. Then I realized that I didn't bring any change of clothes. I wrapped the towel around my body and opened the door quietly then peeped inside the room. My brows furrowed when I didn't see Regan there.

I went out of the bathroom and went straight to the closet to find something to wear. I was busy choosing what to wear that I didn't hear someone approaching me. I gasped in shock when I felt someone wrapped his arms around my waist. 

When I felt his strong arms and muscled chest against my back, I instantly knew it was him. The familiar scent and the possessive but gentle touch. I smiled and faced him. His eyes were full of desire. I bit my bottom lip in anticipation.

"You're so beautiful. I want you now" he whispered seductively and he unwrapped the towel around me then threw it at the corner of the room. 

His eyes roamed all over my body, the desire in his eyes was obviously escalating. Then without a word, he cupped my nape and kissed my lips. The first brush of his lips on my lips was rough. I gasped at the intensity of his kisses. I automatically clung my arms around his neck, pulling him closer if that was even possible.

He moaned as I kissed him with equal desire. He scooped me up onto his arms and led us to the bed. He gently put me on the center of it then quickly undressed himself. His eyes never left my body. Then he kissed me again hungrily. His hands were busy feeling every sensitive spots on my body. I returned the favor by caressing his back gently, up and down. 

His kisses went down to my throat where he softly bit and sucked my flesh. His right hand went down to my belly, gently circling around then went down, cupping its target. I moaned in pleasure as he started to play there, making my breath became ragged. I rubbed his arm, encouraging him to continue. When his lips found my breasts, I cried with so much pleasure and increasing desire. I couldn't take it anymore.

I gently tugged my hands through his hair as he kept on making me squirm. When I felt my peak nearing, he stopped and I moaned in protest. He chuckled and positioned himself between my legs. Before I could catch my breath, he entered in me. 

His pace was fast and I had the difficulty keeping up with his movements. Our labored breaths and moans of pleasure filled the room as he increased his speed. I almost shouted at the unbelievable pleasure he was giving me. I tightened my arms around him and I felt his hands went under my hips and raised my butt as he gave all his strength into pounding me.

I clutched into the sheets as I felt my peak coming. Tears were already falling from my eyes as the pleasure overcame my senses and my body shook uncontrollably as my orgasm washed over me. I hugged him tightly again as he kept grinding his manhood inside me but I didn't feel him finish off. When I finally managed to come down from the bliss, he pulled out of me and rolled off me.

"You didn't—" I tried to talk but blushed, couldn't continue what I was supposed to say and he just chuckled.

"Do you want me to?" He asked teasingly and I nodded my head. He gave me an intense pleasure and I wanted to give him that too.

"Then make me come" He said and put his hands under his head, staring at me. My cheeks became hot of embarrassment of what he wanted me to do. 

I glanced at his glistening and still erect manhood. I gulped nervously but I also felt the strong desire of having him inside me again. I reluctantly positioned myself on top of him and I felt his tip grazed on my core. I bit my bottom lip at the sudden sensation it sent me. 

My hand grabbed his hard c*ck and guided into my opening. He didn't move, all the while watching my every move. His eyes were amazed as he watched our intimate parts became one.

When he was completely inside me, I heaved a sigh of pleasure. He was so big and hard. I put my hands on his chest as I stayed like that for a while, just feeling him inside me. I saw him clenching his jaw, probably wanting to move but he held himself still. When I couldn't take anymore, I began to move myself up and down his shaft. 

I heard him grunted and he brought his hands on my butt, squeezing them like encouraging me to go on. My breath became shorter as my pace increased. I closed my eyes and feel the tingling sensation began to build up at the pit of my stomach, down to the center of my being.

"F*ck!" I heard him grunted as he embraced my waist tightly for support and started to pound me. 

I cried at the sudden attack of intense pleasure. I screamed his name as I clutched on his shoulders as I met his thrusts. My senses reeled as my climax spread all over my body. I leaned over him and bit his shoulder to stop my screams. I felt him groaned loudly as he emptied himself inside me. Our labored breathes were echoing inside the room as we stayed like that for felt like an eternity. I didn't want to let go of him. Then I felt him softened and slid out from me. 

I raised my head from his chest and stared at him. He lovingly tucked the strands of hair to the back of my ear and kissed me tenderly. I smiled at him and sighed contentedly. I rolled over to his side then I felt him got up and reached some tissue paper on the nightstand. To my surprise, he parted my legs and gently wiped my still tender folds then threw the tissue paper in the garbage bin.

He pulled the cover over us then he guided my head to his chest and embraced me. I smiled at him.

"Thank you honey" I whispered happily. He really is loving and caring at the same time. My love for him grows everyday.

"You're welcome my little kitten" He whispered back and kissed my forehead. We drifted asleep like that, into each other's arms. With him beside me, I felt so secure that I forgot about my dream.

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