"Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you" -John Gay

****WARNING!!! This chapter has a mature content! read at your own risk! for 18 years old and above!****

REGAN'S P.O.V.

My desire for her was eating the hell out of me and I gave in. I didn't know how this whole thing started but the one thing I already knew was I wanted her. I couldn't recall when it started but I desired her.

Hearing her moaning and panting ignited the hidden fire within me. I couldn't believe how much I desired her. My hand left her breast once more and started unbuttoning her pants. My lips were alternately giving her breasts attention. When I successfully unbuttoned her pants, I pulled it down to her knees together with her panties. My hand slid between her legs and cupped her intimate part causing her to gasp and her body jerked off. My breathing became short and ragged as I saw the sight of her enjoying my touch. My inner self was telling me to stop because this was wrong, for her and for me. But the thought disappeared as quickly as it came.

I felt her so wet against my palm and my mouth watered for wanting her so badly. My fingers worked its magic on her s*x and that made her squirm and moan louder. Her fingers were tugging through my hair. We were so lost in our own little world and didn't care if one of the help would see what we were doing in the living room. I was about to pull down further her pants and panties when I was interrupted by a ringing cellphone. Her body went still, opened her eyes and removed her hands from my head. She tried to get up but my fingers started to move again against her sopping s*x and she bit her bottom lip, controlling her moans.

"I-I need t-to a-answer my phone" She said in a small trembling voice. Her hands were trying to pull my hand away from her womanhood. But I kept up my pace and caught her lips again for a rough kiss, determined to finish what we've started. My hand moved faster and her muffled wails became louder. I deepened our kiss again and she was responding in equal fervor, hesitantly at first then surrendering her body to me. After a few seconds of continues effort, I felt her body tensed up and quaked in my arms, reaching her limit. Her climax was so powerful that she screamed in my mouth.

I let go of her lips and stared at her, her lips were slightly open and swollen from our kiss. Her eyes were closed. She looked so erotic. Then I noticed tears fell from her eyes. Realization hit me. What have I done? I sighed and took her into my arms gently.

"I'm sorry. Was I too rough?" I asked her gently and she shook her head slowly as a response.

"Then why are you crying?" My heart was beating erratically, suddenly afraid of what her response would be.

"I-I was just embarrass and confuse. Why are you doing this things to me? If you are just playing with me, please stop" She pulled away from me and wiped her tears. She stood up and pulled her pants and panties up. I noticed her hands were trembling and her cheeks were red, embarrassment was evident on her face. She was about to put back her bra on when I swiftly grabbed it away from her. Her mouth fell open, staring at me questioningly.

"Sir, please!" She pleaded and as if a glass of cold water pour over my head.

"Sir my a*s! After what we have just done, you will call me that?! I can't believe it" I said exasperatedly.

"Then answer my question! Why are you doing these things to me? You are confusing me you know! You were treating me like I didn't matter before, then....then...suddenly y-you claim me like you desire me all of a sudden..." she said and her blushing cheeks became more evident, whispering the last part. She embraced herself and sat on the couch, hiding her chest from me. I didn't know how to answer her question and I remained standing for a few seconds. I swallowed the lump in my throat and stared at her. My desire for her rekindled at the sight of her sitting there half naked. She was the only woman who could do this to me. The desire I felt for her was unbelievable that I felt my manhood tightened in my pants, I felt like I was about to explode. I swore under my breath.

"I-I don't know. The only thing that I know right now is I want you, so much that.....that..." I desperately ran my fingers through my hair. I couldn't find the right words. She looked stunned of what I've had said. She opened her mouth to say something but closed it again without saying anything. I was about to say something when her phone started ringing again. I swore under my breath knowing who it was. She picked up her phone and answered.

"Hello?.....I'm sorry Gian, I didn't hear my phone ringing...Yes....Give me 5 minutes....Okay, see you. Bye" I was just watching her while she was talking to her friend.

"Please give me my bra back. Gian is already outside. I need to go" She said while evading my gaze. I handed her her bra and watched her while fixing herself. I clenched my teeth in agony at the thought of her being with that guy. She was about to leave when I grasped her arm. I could feel the tension between us as we stared into each other.

"W-what do you want?" She asked, stuttering. I raised my hand to the corner of her lips and wiped carefully the smudge of lipstick. I couldn't help but to stare at her luscious swollen lips as I was removing the smudged red mark at the corner of her lips. I bowed my head to kiss her again but she evaded it, turning her head to her side. I heaved a sigh and let go of her.

"I need to go" She whispered and walked out of the door like she was being chased.

"I want us to talk when you come back" I said before she could close the door.

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CARINA'S P.O.V.

I walked out of the house gathering all the strength I could muster. My knees were trembling that I was surprised how I managed to walk away from him that quickly. Gian was smiling to me while I was approaching towards him but his smile suddenly disappeared when I reached in front of him.

"What happened to you? Your hair is messy and I....I don't know, something's not right" he said, his forehead wrinkled as he inspect my appearance. I untied my hair and fixed it with my fingers.

"N-Nothing. Let's go. I'm going to retouch in the car" I was about to enter in his car when I noticed Gian was staring at the house. I followed his gaze and my eyes widened at the site of my shirtless boss at the front door, staring back at us. I grabbed Gian's hand, motioning him to get inside.

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After retouching my make-up, I pretended to be busy with my phone, even though I was just checking my social media account. I could see in Gian's eyes that he wanted to ask me something but I wanted to avoid his question as much as possible. He seemed to notice that and he never ask anything. Just a casual conversation about my time here and his experiences in France.

We parked at least a kilometer away from the Eiffel tower. The summer was almost over but there were still lots of tourists lurking around the area.

"I think we should eat first before we stroll around" I heard Gian said. His voice sounded so distant because my mind was on a different time, my time with him a while ago. Just the thought of him made my body tingle and scream for his touch.

"Hey Cari, you're with me or not?" I heard him sighed and I felt guilty all of a sudden. I was with him the whole time but my mind was full of someone else.

"Yes. I am here. You were saying?" I tried to brighten my face with a smile, making him smile at me.

"I said we should eat first. Where do you want to eat? There were international cuisines here" I suggested.

"I want to try some Japanese cuisine"

"Okay. I know a great Japanese restaurant here. Let's go!" He tugged on my hand and I chuckled at him.

"By the way, you look great today" he complimented without looking at me. I looked at him and saw his face suddenly went serious.

"Thank you Gian. You look great too" I complimented back and made him smirked like a fool.

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After we ate, we walked to the famous Eiffel Tower. I was so excited to see it. When I was younger, going to France to see the Eiffel tower was one of my dreams. I even drew it when our teacher in elementary school asked us to draw the place we wanted to visit someday.

"Wow! It's so beautiful here Gian! I squealed as I wrapped my arm around his arm, gazing at the tower which was changing its color every now and then. There were a lot of tourists sitting on the bermuda grass around the Champs de Mars, eating, drinking, dancing, talking, kissing etc. The mood was very lively because of the loud music coming from the loud speaker. A lot of couple were dancing to the tune of the music. We sat at the upper part of the Champs de Mars, overlooking the tower and the large garden along with the large fountain.

"Let's take a picture together" Gian suggested to me and I brought out my phone to take a picture with him, our back was the view of the tower.

"Send it to me" He said happily and I gladly sent it to him. We sat on the Bermuda grass when we were tired of walking. We talked and laughed together while eating the snacks we bought at a food stand a while ago. Being with Gian was so much fun that I forgot about him for a while. I sighed when I remembered about him again. Why do I always think about him? Do I like him that much?

"Cari, I have something to tell you" I heard him say but I continued eating and staring blankly.

"Hey! Cari, what's up with you today? You keep on staring into oblivion, as if you were not here" his voice was a little bit disappointed and I felt guilty again. I could see that he was excited about being together with me and I kept on day dreaming in front of him, thinking about someone. 

"Sorry. What were you sayin' again?" I tried smiling cheerfully and diverted my attention to him. His frown softened and stared at me seriously. He then took my hand and held it gently.

"Cari. I've been keeping this a secret from you for a long time and I guess this is the right time for me to tell you about it" He heaved a nervous sigh and continued, softly caressing my hand with his. His eyes looked directly into my eyes as he spoke.

"Please don't be mad at me but I've been in love with you since we were in high school. I wanted to tell you for some time now but the time wasn't always right" I stared at him. I was so shocked of his revelation that my lips were hanging open, unable to say anything. I reluctantly pulled my hand away from his hand. I suddenly felt uncomfortable with his gaze.

"You don't know what you're talking about Gian" I said and averted my eyes from his gaze. He moved closer to me and held my shoulders, shaking them gently.

"I am serious Cari! I love you. Not as a friend but as a man in love with a woman" I could see the honesty in his eyes and my heart sank. Gian is a very special person to me and I love him, but only as a best friend. I was unsure what to say to him so that I couldn't hurt his feelings. I stared back at him helplessly.

"Do you have someone?" He suddenly asked and I saw him clenched his jaw. I couldn't say anything. Do I have someone? I didn't know how to answer that. I felt so confuse.

"You don't have to answer me right now if you can't. But I will wait for your answer and I hope that you will choose me" He said gently and kiss my knuckles. My heart fluttered. Being with Gian was calming and I felt safe with him. But I couldn't feel any spark between us.

"Gian---"He put her fore finger on my lips to silence me.

"I will wait for your answer. I want you to think about it carefully before you tell me your answer" He said and I nodded hesitantly.

After the awkward moment between us, he changed our topic and I felt relieved. We talked like nothing happened and the light atmosphere between us came back. It was already 11:30 when we decided to go home.

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