Chapter 6: She's Dead

Natsu Dragneel's POV

"She's Dead." Wendy informed us. Tears escaped from all our eyes.

"It's not true, right. Her body is not there. She's still alive." I said while crying.

"She vanished after she said her last words. I tried to save her and her baby but I can't. She said-" I cut her off.

"What do you mean by 'her baby'? Did you say that she's pregnant?" I asked.

"Yes, Natsu-san. She told me that you read the letters in her hands before she died. She also told me that she wishes Natsu-san in his relationship with Lisanna-san. Where are the letter, Natsu-san?" Wendy asked.

"Here. I found her lifeless body in her apartment with holding two letters." I said, handing them the letters.

"This letter is for you, Natsu." Mira gaved me the letter.

"Thank you." I said.

"Dear Fairy Tail,

If you're reading this letter, I already passed way. I just want to bid farewell with you, guys. Thank you for all the memories. I'll always remember those here in heaven. Sorry if sometimes I'm annoying, weird and idiotic. I thought that you already forgot my existence here on Earthland. If you're asking me why did I die, here's the answer. I got really depressed and commited suicide because of personal reasons. It all started when you all ignored me except for Mira and Levy-chan. I would like you to know that I love you all, minna-san. Promise me that you will always rememeber the annoying, happy, idiotic, loud and weird Lucy Heartfilia. Farewell and I'll miss you, guys.

-Lucy." Mira read. More tears came down from our faces.

"Natsu, it's now your time to read the letter. Don't read it out loud. Just read it by yourself." Levy said.

"Ok." I simply replied.

Dear Natsu,

I don't know if you already heard my another letter from a guildmember. I'll confess everything here on this letter. When Lisanna came back, I noticed that you pay so much attention to her. I saw you laughing, talking, dating and many sweet actions. You even asked me how to court her and confess you're feelings for her. When I heard you were already dating, I clearly felt jealousy and I wished that I was Lisanna. Let's make this straight to the point. I LOVE YOU, NATSU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. You clearly broke my heart. When you slept over in my apartment, I obviously lied. You abused me as a girl when you did 'it'. You should get what I mean. Thank you for everything, Natsu. Sorry for being overacting in this letter. Well, don't blame yourself if you're the reason why I died. Good luck with your relationship. I'll be watching over you. Always remember your bestfriend. Keep being yourself. I love you. Goodbye and continue your journey without your bestfriend at your side.

Luce T^T

I read the whole letter. So, I'm the reason that she died. I'm so sorry Lucy for what I did to you. I'll be blaming myself for all what happened. I felt anger, pain, sadness and guilt in my heart. Tears flowed from my eyes uncontrollably. Mira approached me.

"So how was reading the letter?" Mira asked, still crying.

"I'm at fault of her death. I broke her heart and abused her as a girl. I should receive my rightful punishment." I said, crying.

"Don't blame yourself, Natsu. She died because she commited suicide." Mira replied.

"No. I'm the reason why she commited suicide. I'm the reason why she died." I said.

"Please don't blame yourself. You're not at fault. Do this just for the sake of Lucy, okay." Mira said.

"I'll try." I answered.

"Good!" Mira said.

Lisanna Strauss' POV 

When I heard that she's dead, I felt sadness and bliss at the same time. I shouldn't feel bliss. A guildmember died. Few days passed, it was already Lucy's burial. The guildmember who really mourned during that is Natsu. So, he was greatly affected by Lucy's death. I noticed that Wendy didn't mourn much but she's close to Lucy. Why?

Normal POV

Everybody already left except for Natsu and Mirajane. Natsu just sat and stared at the grave of his bestfriend, Lucy Heartfilia. He can't let his eyes get off sight of the blonde's grave.

"Aren't you going home?" Mirajane asked.

"I'm not going home. I have to see my bestfriend first." Natsu answered.

"Come on, Natsu. You should accept the fact that she's already dead. I know that you badly misses her and all of us too. You should take a rest and sleep. You haven't slept for days. You should probably go home now." Mirajane said.

"I just can't accept the fact, Mira. Just understand me. I'll just go home and sleep. But, I'll still believe that she's still alive." Natsu replied.

"If that's what you believe. Go home now. I'll just be cleaning all mess. Bye. See you tomorrow at the guild." Mirajane waved goodbye.

Natsu walked to his home. When he entered his house, he saw Happy crying. He approached him.

"Is it true that Lushee is already dead?" Happy asked, crying.

"Yes, Happy." Natsu answered.

"It's not true, right? Tell me, Natsu. It's not true. Tell me." Happy said.

"Yes. It's not. I truly believe it's not." Natsu answered.

"I would really miss her, Natsu." Happy said.

"Me too. Actually, I badly miss her, Happy." Natsu said.

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Author's note:

Hey guys! It's Good Friday here in the Philippines. Have a safe trip in your vacation for this Holy Week. I wish you could be back in your own houses safe and sound. It reminds of the song "Safe and Sound" by I don't know. I hope you like this chapter. Thanks for the comments, votes and views. They really mean a lot. Wait for my next update and I'll be singing that song. Love you all!!!

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