 Lucy Heartfilia's POV (during Natsu's confession) 

What will I do? Maybe I should end my life here. That's a good idea! I should die. Wait, I haven't wrote a letter of farewell to my fellow guildmembers. I started to write my letter of goodbye to them. I did write my feelings for Natsu. He has the right to know how he hurt me.

After I wrote the letter, I grabbed the knife and pointed it on my neck. I'm not planning to slice my precious neck which Natsu kissed. I would just pierce my skin and leave a deep cut on it.

I don't deserve the life I was given here on Earthland. I was just born to receive pain, sadness and anger. I lost my mom and dad at an early age, my fellow guildmates, I think, already forgot my existence. You know what hurts really a lot, the person you love can't love you back. Finally, I realized that don't give your 100% to a person who doesn't deserve your love and affection. My life ends here. Goodbye, my fellow guildmates, friends and to the one who broke my heart, Natsu.

I pierced my skin and left a deep cut on my neck. I felt blood flowing out on my body. Finally, I'll joined my mother and father in heaven. I already accepted death whole-heartedly. After a few moments, my visions got blurry and I felt that a lot of blood scattered all around my apartment. I don't care. I already passed away...

 Natsu Dragneel's POV (continuation of the previous chapter) 

I noticed blood scattered on the floor. I smelled it and it's Lucy's blood. I followed the traces of blood and found Lucy's body, unconcious and paler. Tears escaped from my eyes. I ran to her lifeless body.

"Lucy! *sob* What happened to you? *sob* Please don't leave my side. *sob* You're my bestfriend. *sob* I still need your advice. *sob* I can't live without my bestfriend at my side. *sob* Please don't die. *sob* I'm begging you. *sob* Just be patient, Luce. *sob* I'll bring you to the guild. *sob* I'm sure that Wendy will revive you. *sob* Lucy, hang in there." I said while crying and shaking her.

Without a second thought, I carried her in a 'bridal style'. I don't care if my clothes got stained with blood. I just want her to live. I also noticed two letters in her hands. I got those two letters and put them in my pocket. I jumped through the window and started running to the guild with Lucy in my arms.

When I reached the guild, I bursted the doors open. I got everybody's attention. They all ran when they saw Lucy's lifeless body covered with blood all over it.

"Natsu, what happened to Lucy?!" Mira asked.

"I don't know. I just found her lifeless in her own apartment. Just please revive her. I can't afford to lose her. Get Wendy." I said more like commanded at the last sentence.

"Wendy?!" Mirajane called.

"What's the matter, Mira-san? Wait, what happened to Lucy-san?" Wendy asked.

"Just do revive her. I beg you, Wendy. Please." I begged.

"I'll do whatever I can to save Lucy-san." Wendy replied.

"Thank you." I thanked her, bowing really deep.

I put my hopes on you, Wendy. I hope that you can save the one precious in my heart. Please revive my bestfriend.

 Wendy Marvell's POV 

Mira-san and I carried Lucy-san until we reached the infirmary. I admit it. It's like carrying a person who's pregnant. I don't want to lose a guildmember again. It reminds me of losing Caitshelter before. It will really hurt me a lot. Mira-san placed her on the bed and checked if there's still a pulse.

"Is there still a pulse, Mira-san?" I asked. Panic is evident in my voice.

"Sad to say, there's none. I can't even feel a thing. Her hands are so cold. It so cold that it could surpass Gray's ice. Please do what you must, Wendy. Goodluck. Just shout if there's anything I need to know." Mira-sam said.

"Thanks. I promise that I'll do my best to save Lucy-san." I said. Mira-san already left.

I casted a spell which could revive any person. I used this spell to revive Jellal. When I started to cast, I felt that I'm reviving two persons. Is Lucy-san pregnant? I don't know. After a few hours, my magic has gone beyond my limit. Good thing, she already opened her eyes.

"Why am I still alive?" She asked.

"Lu---" I was about to exclaim in delight but she cut me off.

"Shh... Please be quiet, Wendy." Lucy-san shushed me.

"Ok, Lucy-san. Why would you want me to keep quiet?" I asked. I didn't noticed that there's already tears on my face.

"The guild might hear us." She said.

"Why?" I asked.

"I don't want them to know that I'm still alive." She answered.

"Huh? I don't get it, Lucy-san." I replied.

"You'll soon understand but for now, please tell them that I'm dead and vanished here on Earthland. Also tell them that I wosh them luck in their lives especially to Natsu, 'kay?" She asked.

"I can't do that, Lucy-san. I can't lie to my fellow guild members." I honestly said while crying.

"You can, Wendy. I promise that I'll be back soon. I just need to be stronger. Wait for me." She said.

"I would like to tell you this. I think I revived two persons while I'm saving you, Lucy-san." I informed her.

"Okay but I would like you to tell them those words and them read the two letters okay. Farewell, Wendy. See you soon." She then left the infirmary by jumping through the windows.

"Lucy-san!!!" I cried not because she died but she left the guild.

After that, I heard many footsteps heading to where I'm in. They probably heard me. I have to tell them what Lucy-san told me. I have to this for Lucy-san's sake. I saw the door bursted open and noticed Natsu-san, Mira-san and the others entered.

"So, how was Lucy?" Mira-san asked.

"She's dead, minna-san." I told them while crying.

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Author's note:

Hey guys! Did you like this chapter? Sorry for the late update. @bluetoogi, you already know the reason why. Actually, I already posted this chapter of min but I showed the opposite one. It showed weird words, an address to be exact. I really don't know where it came from. I had no choice but to rewrite this all chapter. I got so mad that I was about to throw my iPad away and delete this story but my little brother calmed me down. I lost my inspiration to continue writing stories. Good thing, when I read fanfiction books, I felt that my inspiration to write was returned and now, I already posted an update. Yehey! *throws flowers, cakes, strawberries and potatoes everywhere*. I dedicate this chapter to everyone who's reading this story. Thank you, minna-san. I greatly appreciated all your efforts reading this book. Thank you for making this book almost 400 views! Thanks! I love you all!!! *continous throwing strawberries and potatoes everywhere*

Nashi <3 :))) <3