JIMIN'S POV

I threw the coat on Taemin hyung and ran outside to see the person who mentioned Mina's surname. I looked around, but he wasn't there already. It's like he vanished quickly.

Sighing, I went back inside and I was welcomed by Taemin hyung's question, "What's the matter?" He asked.

I shook my head and gulped, "Nothing."

"Are you sure?" I nodded and remained silent. I didn't really recognize his face because he was wearing a pair of sunglasses. "Wait, let me go back to my question, Jimin." He said. "What do you mean by girlfriend? Do you mean Mina--"

"No," I cut him off right away. "I mean Sana." I added and his face became confused. He even snickered and thought that I was jesting or what. "What?"

"Since when did you break up with Mina?" He raised a brow.

I shook my head sideways, "She's dead." I told him, but it seemed like he doesn't want to believe in me. "Five months ago."

"Are you kidding me? We just heard a guy mention her family name--"

"It was just a family name and it may or may not concern Mina."

"Oh, please. Mina is just probably the only Myoui lurking here in Korea." He said and he did not make a point. How can he say facts without basis? "Did I make a point?"

"No." I took the coat from him and went to the counter to buy this. I have to look the most handsome, so Sana won't look for someone more handsome than me. I believe that I will be the prettiest man in that ball.

*

"Hey," I chuckled when I felt Sana's lips on my nape. I tilted my head to see her lovely eyes. She cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips which lasted for about five seconds. "You tired?" She then gave me a back hug as I was doing my thesis.

I nodded and yawned, "So much."

"What can I help?"

"It's okay, baby." I told her. "I can do this."

"You sure?" I hummed a yes. She then let me escape from her embrace and went to our bed. "I'll be off to bed."

"I'll follow. I'll just finish chapter three."

She hummed, "Hmm-kay. Love you." She uttered. I looked back and saw her lying on bed with her eyes closed. She's pretty tired, too, for sure.

"Love you, too." I stood up from my seat and kissed her forehead. I went back to my seat and finished my thesis just like what I told her.

Sana is a keeper and I will keep her for the rest of our lives. We've been planning and my heart flutters whenever we do that. It is something that is light to the heart and it helps me recover from Mina's death. Even though I've been with Sana recently, I still can't forget her. She's my true love.

I continued typing the words I need to encode. I have been writing on my blog for about three weeks now and the only thing I post there is Mina. Sana doesn't know this and it may hurt on her part, but that can't be helped. Mina is such a big impact in my life and I just can't remove her from my life.

She's a monster. A monster with a strong attitude. A monster in bed. A monster whom I fell in love with. A monster whom I can't hurt, but I still did. A monster whom I lied to. A monster who showed me a different perspective in life. A monster who died because of me.

I sighed.

I'm the real monster.

*

It's been a week and I'm getting busier and busier since I'm graduating college. Tomorrow is the graduation ball of our batch and Sana is growing more and more excited as she waits for the day. She even asked me to anticipate longer because she still can't see a good dress for her.

I remember going to the mall with her the other day as she looks for a good dress.

"Oh, this dress is 20% off!"

"It's better if it's 100% off." I said, smirking and she rolled her eyes on me for pulling such dirty joke. "Just kidding."

"Or so I thought." She smirked and continued picking for some good clothing.

I sighed. As far as of now, me and Sana doesn't have any bad memories. We never fought. We were so good to each other that people might think that it's unreal, but it's not. Me and Sana are good to each other because we know that we've been hurt of the past. We both made a promise to heal each other's broken hearts because we don't deserve all the sadness in the world. We still have to smile, atleast for ourselves.

I'm on my blog now and I'm typing since my heart suddenly missed Mina.

Posted by: Noodle Boy
March 19    10:20 PM

I am here again, writing for my monster.

We never had a moment of being silent. We were always scolding each other. We hate each other, but I swayed. It was my fault to sway for a monster, but that sway was the happiest accident in my life.

She wasn't someone very typical. She's strong. She's brave. She's always mad. She will let you know if she doesn't like you. She's frank. She's funny. She's a monster.

To my deceased love, I have a wish for you.

Come back to life.

Sighing, I closed my laptop and stretched out my body. I stood up and went inside the bedroom where I saw Sana curled up on our bed. Cuddly.

*

SANA'S POV

"We hate each other, but I swayed." Taehyung read infront of me. He placed his tablet ontop of the table and smirked. "He doesn't love you, doesn't he?"

"He does. Stop making false conclusions just to win me back." I told him, teeth gritted because of anger.

"He doesn't love you." He said. "Nope, he does not." He even added which added more anger inside of me. "He has a lot more entries you know. Wait, let me scroll more for your blind eyes." He insulted, but I preferred not to say anything anymore. "She was the person whom I loved the most." He said and smirked right before me.

I felt my chest hurt, "Would you please shut up?" I politely asked, but he continued Jimin's entries about Mina. "You're not helping."

"My intention was not to help." He put down his phone and looked at me with his sharp eyes. "Do you know why I broke up with you? Do you still remember why?"

I looked away and gulped. It was my fault why we ever broke up, "I was dependent." I answered.

"Yes, you are." He then held my hand. "And seeing that you found yourself now makes me happy and that makes me want you back. I was wrong that I let you go and did not support you with your studies--"

"Then just be happy for me and Jimin, Tae." I replied. "Just be happy for the both of us."

"You see me in him, right?" He told me and so I gulped. He's partially right. Maybe I fell in love with Jimin because I've seen Tae in him. "We're both bold, independent and..." he trailed off. "...and we're both inlove with you."

"Please don't make things hard for me, Tae." I said.

"So, please, take me back." He begged and held my hands tightly. "I miss you; I miss us." I bit my lip and lowered my head. Should I take him back? After all the pain he had caused me? After all the happiness that Jimin gave to me when I was broken? Should I let myself hurt Jimin for my own happiness?

*

I looked infront of the tall mirror and stared at my reflection. I look good, but I'm not happy. I can't find the reason why I can't smile. I don't know why I can't.

From behind, Jimin walked towards me and gave me an embrace from the back. "Wow, my soon-to-be-wife looks great." He smiled so widely that it rips my heart. Soon-to-be-wife? I tilted my head towards him and looked at him nervously.

"W-Wife?" I gulped.

He laughed, "I'm jesting. Let's go, baby." He then held my hand and dragged me towards his car.

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