JIMIN'S POV

"Where have you gone? You disappeared last night." Taemin hyung greeted me with a question once I entered the dorm. He's holding a cup of coffee and he looks like he just got up from bed. I shook my head sideways and went straight to my bed to lay down. He followed me and started interrogating more questions as I take off my jacket. "I didn't see you after your scene with that performer." He smirked, so I looked at him. I sighed and threw myself to bed. "Hey, you have school today, right?" He asked.

"I have a 2 o'clock in the afternoon class." I lazily replied and placed my arm on my eyes. I closed them and tried to get some sleep.

"It's 11 o'clock already, kid. You better get going." I felt his presence fade away from me, meaning that he walked away from my direction. I groaned and took my phone to check what's going on with the social media. I almost forgot that my lockscreen wallpaper is a photo of me and Seulgi.

Her breaking up with me still feels unreal. I didn't know what should I do last night. My angry mind just led me to the bar and let me do insane things with a woman that I don't even know. I didn't even catch her name and even if I know, I'll probably not remember it.

My heart sank as I stare at our photo together. I don't get the reason why am I not crying. I should be drowning in tears right now because of the sinking and heartbreaking feeling inside of me, but I'm not. Maybe I still can't properly digest everything.

I opened my phone and scrolled at my messages to see if she ever messaged me or what. I'm assuming that I'll get a text from her or a missed call, but there's none. The last text that I received from her was when she broke up with me. I wanted to ask her why she did.

"Are you seeing someone else now, babe?" I whispered and felt my heart sink once more. I held onto my chest and heaved a deep sigh. "Please don't." I scrolled through our conversations. I can't help but to smile at them and feel happy and sad at the same time.

August 10

Seulbear: thanks for today, handsome 😘

Chimbear: no problem, babe 😘❤

Seulbear: when's the second date? 🙈💕

Chimbear: when are you free?

Seulbear: i'll make time for you, babe ❤

Chimbear: alright, i'm free this weekend. See you?

Seulbear: sure. i love you ❤

Chimbear: i love you, too 😘❤

"I love you," I smirked and wiped these falling tears. I actually didn't notice that I'm already crying after reading that old conversation. "Was it a lie?" I asked my phone as if it's Seulgi who I am talking to. I placed my phone on my bed and just stared at the bottom of the top bed. I'm missing her so bad. So I decided to go to her school. I know her schedule. She has a 2-hour Chemistry class right now. We memorized each other's schedule, so if ever we wanted to see each other, we'd know if we're free or what.

I stood up and went to shower. I took a half hour bath and wore her favorite look on me. She'd always loved me wearing a simple wool sweater, a pair of pants and shoes. She likes it when I wear simple clothes because she'd always reason out that we're a simple couple. I like how she kept things very simple for the both of us. She's the daughter of her school's Director, yet she doesn't brag. She's even shy to tell it. I love how humble she is.

"You're going already?" Yonghwa hyung asked as I wear my shoes. "Did Taemin told you so?" I hummed a no and faced him.

"I'll go somewhere important." I smiled at him, so I can assure him that I'm okay. He must've seen my little drama earlier and became worried. He just nodded and let me go.

*

It's been 10 minutes since I got here, in Seulgi's school. After five minutes, her classes will end already, so I waited outside her room. I didn't text her or anything. I want this to be a surprise. It's been some days since we last saw each other and I'm missing her already. I want to see her face again. I want to touch her soft and delicate skin once more. I just want to be with her again.

I casually stood outside and checked my wrist watch from time to time. This is the longest five minutes of my life, to be honest. I can't wait to see her. And when their professor exited the room, I ran towards the door and waited for her to come.

I'm watching her from afar. She really looks pretty no matter how far or near the distance is. She's pretty from any angle.

It looks like she's got loads of books to carry, so I came to her aid and carried them for her. She must've not noticed that it wad me at first because she just thanked me swiftly, but you can clearly hear that thankful tone from her. I just smiled at her until she noticed that it's actually me. She looked surprised and she just stared at me.

"Babe," I called her, but her eyebrows just crossed. "Where are you headed? Let me drive you or something."

"N-No, I can handle myself." She refused and took the books from me, but I insisted. She forcefully grabbed it away from me and annoyingly walked out of my direction, so I followed her. I even held her arm.

"Seul, let's talk."

"We don't have time to talk." She said coldly and continued walking. Her pace is getting faster and faster as I continue to follow her.

"But you promised me before that you'd make time just for me." She stopped and looked at me. She heaved a sigh and brushed her hair using her fingers. She frustratingly rubbed her hands against her bare face and placed it on her waist.

She smirked, "You didn't even make time for me when I needed you the most." I stopped from talking when she suddenly became very sarcastic. I gulped when I saw how angry and sad she is just by looking straight into her eyes. "And now you're demanding? How great, Chim."

"I just want to clear things--"

"We're over. Which part of the sentence can't you understand?" My heart pierced. Her sweet tone fainted. Her gentleness for me faded. I guess she was really hurt when I decided to focus on myself first, not minding if there will be people who'll get hurt because of my selfishness. "Look, Chim, I made my decision--HEY, stand up!" I kneeled on one knee and held her hand as I begged. I don't care if a lot of people are staring at us. I just want her to come back to me. "Yah! Park Jimin!"

"Seul, let's talk about this, please?" I begged, continuously kissing her hand. She just looked at me mercilessly and shrugged her hand from me. She stepped back, which made my heart cry out in tears. "S-Seul..." I stood up and hugged her. I repeatedly asked her the same question, whispering, but she rejected me repeatedly as well. She's acting as if she didn't hear me. "L-Let's talk just this once, please? T-This will be the last time that I'd talk to you." I said and then she sighed. She took my hands away from her and stepped back again.

"Okay, then. After this, we won't contact each other again, ever." She said coldly. "And we will be able to date anyone. We will fuck whoever we want to fuck. We will forget each other. Deal?" She offered out her hand for a handshake, so we can make a deal, but I can't. Those conditions are tol much. I won't be able to forget her. "If I were you, I'd bet on it."

"I don't want to. Give out your conditions, but don't ask me to forget you." I told her with a brave tone. I heaved a sigh.

"Okay. Let me rephrase it." She nodded. "We won't chase each other anymore. Is that better?" It sounds lighter, but it has the same meaning as the other one. "My hand is waiting." Closing my eyes, I shook hands with her. She then swiftly turned around from me and started walking away. "Café. 1 o'clock in the afternoon." After that, she fled from my sight. I held onto my chest because of this pain inside my heart. I suddenly can't breathe, that I held onto the wall. I tried enduring it, but the pain is just bad.

I tried walking, but I almost stumbled, causing me to held onto someone's arms.

"Be careful, Noodle Boy."

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