Mickey was at work and I was at the house with mandy and lip it has been about 3 days and terry hasn't come home it didn't really bother me Cuz I hated when he was home mandy was laying on the couch her legs draped on lips lap and I was sitting next to lip while him and I passed the blunt back and worth mandy has only took one hit and she had a bit of a contact high we had a stupid cartoon playing on the tv I don't know why but when we are high cartoons are the bomb we finished the blunt "you want me to go get more?" He asked "ya!" I responded "I'll come!" Mandy volunteered they left and I sat on the couch watching the wack ass cartoon then I heard the door open "wow back so fast-" I turn and see Terry I take my phone and text mandy "Terry's back" and looked back at him "hey baby" he slured walking towards me shit he is drunk I got off the couch quickly "I've missed you" he says stumbling closer I stepped back he cornered me to the wall I breath heavy scared he leaned in to kiss me and I start trying to push him "shelly why are you playing hard to get?" He asked my eyes go big and my heart stops hearing him call me my mothers name "come here baby" he says kissing me I refused to kiss back and tried to push him off "shelly baby" he slured kissing my neck my eyes water "please stop!" I yell "I know you like it shell" he says "no please" I cry tears dripping down my eyes "enjoy it shelly" he says I start balling my eyes out "get off me please!" I yell mandy and lip run in the door lip hits Terry with a bat knocking him out I run into Mandy's arms and cry "I'm so sorry" mandy said rubbing my back as she begins to cry "I'll take you guys to my house" lip says rubbing my back we walked to the Gallagher house mandy wouldn't let me go I continued to cry as we got there we walked inside I wiped my tears and sat on the couch mandy sat next to me grabbing my hand I layed my head on her shoulder she squeezed my hand lip sat on the other side of me and rubbed my back "I'm sorry mindy" lip said softly "I gotta go find mickey" mandy said after a few seconds "are you fine staying here?" Mandy asked me I nodded and she huged me one more time then ran out the door I stayed sitting down on the couch I felt tears forming in my eyes I tried to push them back "it's ok to cry" lip said "no it isn't" I said as a tear slips lip timidly put his arms around me and I fell into his hug and cried into his chest after awhile I heard lips voice "I'm sorry so so sorry I shouldn't have left you" he said I looked at him "it isn't your fault lip" I said softly "I gotta go talk to fiona" he said getting off the couch I sit on the couch looking at the pictures on the walls trying not to think about what almost happened "CARL" I hear lip yell up the stairs "what!" Carl yelled back annoyed "come down here now!" Lip yelled back "fine!" Carl yelled again then walked down the stairs "stay with mindy" lip told him and left carl walked towards me "sup" he said then he looked at my face and saw my mascara smudged "you ok dog?" He asked concerned I didn't say anything I just stared at the wall emotionless "ah mindy you good?" He asked I still said nothing he sighed and pulled me into a hug "I know somthing is wrong" he says and I hug him back "you don't have to explain but I'm here" he says squeezing me tight after awhile we watched a movie and I fell asleep with my head on his lap while he played with my hair I was asleep till the door flung open and I hear my older brothers voice "I'M GONNA KILL THAT MOTHER FUCKER" He yelled and I jumped off the couch "Mickey-" I say "shhh come here" ian said and pulled me into a hug "are you ok?! What all did he do?! Are you hurt?!" Mickey asked a bunch of questions I just huged ian tighter and tighter each question he asked "mick stop!" Mandy yelled "it isn't helping" ian said giving me one last squeeze then letting go Carl sat on the couch not daring to move he looked scared and confused "I'm sorry mindy" mickey said pulling me into a strong hug I started to lightly cry into my big brothers arms finally I pulled myself together and pulled away "it's ok mick" I say softly "I love you min" he said holding my shoulders "I love you mick" I say he hugs me one last time then looks at mandy "I have to call them" Mickey says "why?" She asked "you know why" he says and walks out my face became emotionless "min" mandy said softly I collapsed into her arms and cried "shhh it's ok I got you sissy" she said stroking my hair she began to cry to "I'm here" she says