Special Chapter - His last and lost love.

"I really don't want you to meet him alone." Yoongi mumbled under his breath while looking forward as jealousy took over him.

"You said he called for me to talk. It's been three years yoongi. And we're about to get married in a few days. You trust me right!" Y/n asked making him to look at her in a swift motion.

"If I don't trust you I wouldn't have brought you here! I just don't like it, I mean you meeting him alone. He's still the same. I'm afra-"

"It's okay yoongi,he will be handcuffed right?! It will be safe an-"

"Miss Y/n! he's here." the jailer called for Y/n and she assured yoongi with a nod that she will be fine.

Sprinting up from her seat she headed towards the door but the jailer stopped her.

"Take this Miss, press the red button if it's an emergency. He's handcuffed but still." he handed over a little device to her and Y/n exhaled deeply and entered the room.

There he sat with his hands completely handcuffed to the desk. He smiled as soon as he saw her figure coming towards her and gestured her to take a seat before her while smiling.

He looked so different from what she remembered him to be like. His hair got a little shorter which made him to look cute in his orange jumpsuit. He looked cute rather than manly. He looked like a puppy who just smiled after seeing his owner.

"How are you Y/n!?" he asked her smiling genuinely while his eyes depicted pure love and nothing less.

"What do you want Minhyuk?" Y/n asked rudely not replying his question.

"Ouch that hurt!" he acted as if he got shot. But chuckled softly when he saw her glaring.

"What?! are you still angry on me?" he asked tilting his head to the side and looked at her adorably but she spoke nothing.

"How is Jimin doing? And Stella! I heard she can't-"

"It's because of you! Just because of your doing she couldn't be a mother. You killed her baby and now she can't even get to be called as a mother in all her life. Why do you think I'm angry on you? And what about all the girls whom you used for your own benefit?" she looked at him disgust. But he just chuckled in reply.

"Seems like you really hate me than Jimin. He even wrote me a letter. But you didn't." he pouted making her to scoff at his words.

"Y/n! You're the first person whom I liked, whom I loved,whom I hugged, whom I loved ever in my life. You're the first person whom I wanted to keep watching all my life without getting tired." he said staring at her with an unknown expression and she found hard to look away from his sincere eyes.

"If you're going to flirt with me like this. Then just forget it." she was about to leave but he interrupted her making her to take a seat back.

"They asked me. Asked me about my past. But I said nothing. I want you to be the only person to know about my past. You don't hate just because of my past right?" he asked raising his eye brows in curiosity.

"No! Not because of your past. You did nothing wrong when you were a child. I hate you for being such a cruel person in present and taking away so many innocent lives just because of your rough childhood isn't a valid reason. You tried to kill me and Namjoon and even Stella." she said a bit seriously than before. His lips curved upward into a genuine smile when he saw her getting angry. He found her beautiful. Beautiful as always. She looked beautiful even she's angry on him. Now he can see her in front of his eyes in person not just a mere imagination that he always has.

"I would never kill you Y/n! I loved you and I regret that I hurt you. It's funny. I mean you know when I didn't care about getting caught, nobody found me and arrested me. But when I wanted to live a peaceful life with you and thought of stopping all my dirty deeds I got caught right away." he chuckled softly while looking into space.

"I don't deserve you Y/n! I'm a monster. I don't have control over my actions when I get angry. I might hurt you even we're together. I hope yoongi will take care of you unlike me." He shifted his gaze to her eyes and confessed.

"I love you Y/n! You're my first, last love and lost love too. I will be loving you forever." he confessed to her smiling.

"Just a minute more!" the jailer yelled from the other side of the door.

"Why do you want me to meet you now after 3 years?" she asked him suspiciously. He chuckled softly but it was sad rather than a genuine one.

"I guess yoongi didn't tell you. I missed you a lot. I wanted to meet you since a while but they said I'm not psychologically stable to meet an outsider so it took me these many years to at least see your face." he smiled cutely.

"I know you would deny it but still can I kiss you? Just your hand. Or a hug?" he asked depicting an unknown expression with his deep ocean eyes which she didn't notice till now that how beautiful they were.

"I'm getting married in a few days." she said looking away from him and he chuckled at her indirect rejection.

He recalled how she looked when she got worried about him seeing a cut on his finger. He felt like someone just cared about him for the first time in his life without expecting anything from him. That was the first and last time he ever got hugged in his life. He felt a pang in his heart when she rejected him.

He inhaled deeply closing his eyes and recalled how perfect she got fit in his embrace, how good It felt hugging someone and getting hugged by someone. He smiled recalling how warm it was and he went back to the day he hugged her for the first time. He saw himself hugging her tightly and a smile made it's way to his lips.

Maybe he was born to be alone. Maybe he was born just to face miseries. Maybe love was never written in his fate. But he smiled realizing that it's going to end soon. And maybe he will get a chance to love, to be loved in his next life. Maybe his life will be filled with happiness and joy. But for now. She was his first and last love. He felt happy just by watching her face even though she doesn't like him.

"Times up Minhyuk." the jailer came in and directed Minhyuk to his cell but before going out of the room he turned to her.

"Y/n! I love you. You said I'm your friend. Don't hate me. You will remember me right! I hope you will." he sighed and continued.

" Here! I bought it for you and I think it doesn't mean anything to you but still I want you to have it. Just to remember me. You will always be my love." he gestured her to take a look at the desk and she found a ruby ring which sure must have costed him a lot.

He bought it for her as he's so obsessed to have her as his wife three years back. He loved like crazy. His love for her didn't change or fade but the situations indeed changed or he would have married her and treated her like a queen, he really thought of her as his queen.

"Love you Y/n! I'm happy that you're here to see me." he smiled at her and a small chuckle left his lips as he recalled all the time he spent with her. Her words, her smile, her thoughts, her jokes, her care and her friendship,her anger, her sobs, her pain everything except for love.

He placed his hand on his heart and pictured all her memories with her and a smile made it's way to his lips remembering her smiling face. For the last time he looked at her figure sitting and waiting for him to leave and now he doesn't want to forget her face even after his death.

He carefully pictured her totally just by his eyes and engraved it into his heart forever.  Even though her heart belongs to someone else he gave his heart to her totally and forgot about having one. Now he can die peacefully. His last wish is right before him and he smiled looking at her for the last time in his life.

Within a few seconds he left her alone in the room and she stared at the ring he bought for her.

Time skip

"What did you guys talk about so long?" yoongi asked sternly while sitting on the couch as soon as they entered their flat.

"Nothing! Just stuff." she said while walking over to the couch.

"I don't know why he wanted to talk to me?" Y/n questioned loudly as she slumped over the couch in the living room.

"Wait! Don't you know?" yoongi asked in return while he looked at her in shock.

"About what?" she asked dryly while turning to look at his shocked face.

"I thought he told you already as you guys talked with each other."

"What are you talking about yoongi? He didn't tell me anything. I don't even know why he wanted to meet me in the first place. I just talked rudely to him. He just bein-"

"It was his last wish Y/n!" Those words of yoongi made her to pause for a second and it felt like her breath got stuck in her throat.

"What last wish?" she asked not being sure of whatever he's trying to say. Her mind flashed the meaning of his words and to be honest she doesn't want it to be that.

"He's being executed that time and meeting you was his last wish Y/n! Normally he's not allowed to meet anyone but as it was his last wish they agreed on him meeting you just before a few minutes of his execution. He must've been die-"

She inhaled heavily as tears rolling down her cheeks making her to clutch her heart tightly. It was his last wish to meet her but still he talked to him rudely. He sure is a criminal but his last words and the smile he flashed towards her when he left made her to feel guilty. The way his face fell when she rejected to hug her for the last time flashed before her eyes and she felt more guilty.

"He's a criminal! He killed so many people. He's a psycho but still why am I crying?!" she sobbed heavily as he her chest rose up and down making her to breath Irregularly. Her throat ached as she sobbed remembering his confession.

Yoongi quickly engulfed her into his arms laying her head on his chest he patted her back trying to console her.

"He said not to hate him. But I told him that I hate him right on his face. When he was about to die I said that I hate him. I even denied his hug!" she sobbed into his chest making his shirt wet even though he's jealous yoongi can understand how hard it must be for her. He was her friend whom she trusted a few years back.

"It's OK Y/n! I hope he will rest in peace since his last wish got fulfilled." yoongi whispered while rubbing her back as she hugged him tighter snuggling into his chest.

She knew he loved him genuinely, she recalled how much he cared for her when they went to a movie together. That time she thought she found a genuine friend. He is! But his perception of the world is different which made him cruel. Minhyuk never let her to stand up and wait for him. He always used to bring flowers of her favorite type even though they met a few times.

He even sent her flowers to her university. She thought they were by a secret admirer but it was from him. When he said about his past she felt pity for him. He was broken,bullied, betrayed, abused, molested and raped. The way which he opted to live is at fault. It made him to be cruel as he didn't get except pain from the people around him. And what's more painful is he died just like the way he was born. Like an orphan without any love, affection and care.

"I'm sorry. I don't hate you. You're my friend forever." Y/n mumbled between his sobs and Minhyuk who was watching her from the sky smiled as he found a person crying for him.

Since that day Y/n never failed to visit Minhyuk's grave every year along with Jimin. No one visited his grave except Jimin and Y/n. Y/n felt guilty. He loved her till the end and he cared for her till the end. As Minhyuk thought Y/n was the only one who cried for him but he didn't expect Jimin would cry for him too. They were the only two people who visit his grave every year without informing anyone as Minhyuk is still hated by their friends.

He's not cruel. The world was cruel to him and engraved an ugly scar on his heart. He chose a wrong way to survive but that's what he leaned from the people around him living by snatching the happiness of others. They were no one to help him to get into a right path and the path he made for himself is too rough and hard. But he felt his heart being fluttered for the first time when Y/n cared for him.

There were days when got injured so badly that he might have died if he didn't get treated immediately. But first time someone else other than himself tried to treat him. He was greedy and selfish. He wanted her to love him, care for him and worry about him. But too late she is already taken by someone else. Love, care and affection. That's what he wanted in his life but he died without achieving them.

He failed in his game of love and he felt like he won just by watching her for the last time. He wanted to see her smile for the last time but that didn't happen so he imagined her smiling at him. She didn't let him hug her but he imagined her being in his arms. She is not with him but he imagined her being with him. That's how he spent all his three years in prison.

All the people around him was too shook to see Minhyuk smiling when he was getting hanged with a rope around his neck. They thought he's crazy but they didn't know that he saw her smiling at him, he saw her hugging him and that's how he died smiling even though he knew that he could be together with her just in his imagination.

" At least I can hold you in my arms in my imagination, and I thought my life was miserable till now. How can it be miserable when I got a chance to love you, even though it's one sided. I love you Y/n!" those were his last words when he got hanged and later his soul left his body with her memories as a treasure.

That's how Minhyuk's love ended.

And Y/n became his last and lost love.

A/n : Here's a special chapter if Minhyuk. What do you think about this chapter?

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