Chpater 16- Painful Truth

Y/N

"Sa...Satty." I was shocked.

"You heard it right Y/N."

"Why you didn't tell me Satty?" I asked him, realizing how stupid I am.

"Even if I tell you, you wouldn't care at all." He said.

"No Satty, I care about you." I land my foot near him but he step back.

"If you really care about my feelings then at the first place you must recognize me!" He yelled.

"Satty I care about you. There is no time that I forgot to think of you, to picture you in my mind. Wishing that you and I would meet again."

"You should have told me that before." He said furiously.

"Sorry Satty... I really want you but-" I was cut off.

"That's what you are Y/N, you always make excuses."

"Satty." I mumbled.

"Don't call me Satty!" He steamed up "You don't deserve to call me that."

"Satty please..."

"Y/N you are just making yourself hurt. I love you but you can't love me." He looked down, wiping his tears.

"Please Satty I also feel the sa-"

"Don't worry Y/N I am happy if you are happy with Shintaro."

"Satty."

"It's okay Y/N I knew it. He's better than I do."

"No Satty. You are the one I wanted to have. Please stay."

"Y/N please if you can't stop perhaps I shall be the one to avoid you." He smiled sadly "Because loving you Y/N is cursing me."

"No Satty I love you."

"Save that Y/N. It's only for Shintaro. That words doesn't meant for me."

"It's only for you."

"Stop making it Y/N. I am tired to listening to your lame excuses. "

"Satty..."

"Until next time Y/N."

"Gaara my Satty wait." I grabbed his hands.

"Y/N I am okay. You are free. You can do whatever you want. You can love who you want." He said.

"It's only you Satty."

"Sorry Y/N, I have to go." He removed my hands on his.

"Satty I love you with all my heart!" I yelled "Please stay. I don't want to lose you."

He did not turned around.

"Satty!!" I yelled with tears.

He ran as fast as he could but I did not catch him. My eyes is looking for him but he's nowhere to be found.

The sun laid down to it's bed and only the light and the moon filled my eyes. I sat the bench near where I was standing. Looking up at the pitch black sky.

"What I have done." I said to myself "Fate, why do you have to separate us? Why in the time like this were I already met him again?"

He's words torn my heart into tiny pieces and no one could help me fix it. Only Satty...

"Satty..." I whispered to the air.

The sky starts to cry. Drops from above hit my cheeks and went down.

"This is the worst thing happened to me. Now I have to pay for my foolishness."

My shirt became wet as the weather became more stormy. I did not mind if I would get sick or not. I don't deserve to live after all.

"You should be going home now Y/N." A man appeared in front of me, shading me with his umbrella.

I looked at him before I speak. I saw Shintaro smiling at me.

"Y/N are you okay?" He asked.

"The world is cruel. Do you think I have wear a smile again?"

"You have to. Putting a brave smile would help problems to be solve." He comforted me.

"But I lost him, I lost someone who is very precious to me." I sighed.

"Don't worry Y/N you can have my shoulders to cry on." He rubbed my back.

"Thanks Shinataro."

"I'll be here for you." He smiled.

I didn't mean to hurt you Satty and I don't like Shintaro either. The place in my heart is only for you Satty. I am happily hoping that someday you will end up with me...
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Please don't make me cry...

-ainzdorado

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