Y/N

It was already half of the night but still I can't sleep. Thinking how it feels if he love me back like he feel for this strange girl.

"Gaara... Why do you love her?" I imagined asking him.

My phone vibrates beside my bed.

From: Gaara

Why did you not reply? I can't sleep if you still don't answer me? Are you okay Y/N?

To: Gaara

I am not okay... I want to you to love me like that's girl you love. Why you can't love me back? Is there still a chance that we can be together? Gaara I lov-

I really want to tell him about this weird feeling that I felt whenever he is with me but I guess I shouldn't tell him because it might ruin our relationship.

To Gaara

I am fine... just tired that's all.

(Message sent)

I placed my phone back to it's position.

"Why her?" My tears dropped and landed at my pillows.

I guess you are the only one who can comfort me Satty...

I heard my phone rang again and I know it was him.

From: Gaara

Then why did walk away from me?

To: Gaara

I forgot to tell you that I have meeting that time and I am going to be late. Sorry If I did not tell you.

Tears are still streaming from my eyes.

From: Gaara

No you don't have to say sorry Y/N. It's okay I understand.

To: Gaara

Have a goodnight.

From: Gaara

Goodnight Y/N and have a sweet dreams 😍❤

I did not reply but it makes me feel less pain even a little bit.

My eyes are tired crying for you Gaara. Please stop hinting that you love me back because loving you is torturing me.

I love you Gaara...

(...)

"Y/N you've got a swelling eyes. What happened? Did you cry yesterday before going to sleep?" Mom asked with a concern look.

"No mom I did not cry. I slept late yesterday because I was busy making my assignments." I lied.

"But your eyes are watery."

"It scratch it mom."

"It's better if you put this ointment." She gave me a bottle of ointment.

"I'll put some later." I smiled.

"Take care your eyes. It doesn't fit you if you have that ugly swelling eyes." She smirked "You have to stay beautiful like me."

"Mom since when you became beautiful?" I laughed

"What did you say?" Mom said with a monster look.

"Just kidding mom. I know you are beautiful."

"Y/N you are beautiful inside and out because I know who you are." Mom sat at the chair

"I am not mom." I sighed.

"Yes you are." Mom tucked my loose hair "Because you are my daughter."

"Tha... thanks mom."

(...)

"Y/N." Gaara showed up in front of my way causing me to gasped.

"Gaara you made me scared."

"Sorry for that." He apologised.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I followed you here and I want to join you." He replied.

"Okay." I avoid his eyes.

"Y/N is there something wrong?"

"There is nothing wrong Gaara."
I said still not looking at his eyes.

"I know there is, tell me." He pulled me, causing me to stare at his eyes.

"Believe me Gaara there is nothing wrong." I lied again.

"Okay Y/N sorry for pulling you." He apologise.

"It's okay Gaara." I pretended to smile.

If you only knew what is wrong Gaara. You'll understand why I chose to avoid you.

(...)

"That will be the coverage of your periodical exams next week." Kakashi sensei said as he placed the chalk at the chalk box.

"But why too many." Naruto asked.

"Because it was our topics this grading period." Kakashi sensei answered.

"I think my head is about to explode." Tenten rested her head on her desk.

"Better to study if want to pass." Kakashi sensei said.

"Tenten It's easy." I said.

"It is easy for you because you have huge mind." Tenten complained.

"You don't need a have huge mind in order to suceed. It is the will that makes one person achieve what they want."

"Tss..."

"Y/N." Gaara poked me "Do you want to have a group study with... me?"

Oh no... what to say? Think Y/N. Think...

"Y/N?" Gaara repeated.

"Yeah sure that would be okay." I hurried out.

Stupid again Y/N. You are not thinking Y/N, you know you'll be stuck in pain again if you join him.

"Tomorrow night. It would be okay?" He asked.

"Okay tomorrow night."

"Don't worry I'll tell Erin about our group study. I am sure he'll agree." He smiled.

I hope he'll disagree with this.

"Yeah he'll agree for sure."

Okay Y/N be ready to be hurt again.
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Y/N if you only knew his side.

Hope you like it.

-Ainzdorado