Gaara

"Am I bothering you?"

"No. Actually I was about to call you."

"I see… Y/N can I tell you something?" I asked her.

"What is it?"

"I want to tell you this for a long time that I a-" The line went off.

"Why!!!!!!" I screamed "Every time that I try to tell her who I really am someone and something interrupts me. Why?!!"

This is so ridiculous. Do really destiny exist? If it was why do I have to suffer in pain?

"Gaara?" Temari and Kankuro rushed as they entered my room.

"Why are you screaming?" Kankuro asked.

"Mind your own business." I glared.

"Is this about Y/N?" Temari asked.

"Who cares. She can't even remember me. My efforts are useless."

"Gaara you can't just give up with a single problem." Temari said.

"Then why does the destiny don't want us to be together?"

"Things come and things go. Maybe there is a reason why fate can't let you be together." Kankuro said.

"What is that reason then?" This time more anger.

"We can't tell. You are the only one who can answer this." Temari answered.

"It will just hurt me."

"Having a relationship with the one you love also means accepting differences between you two." Kankuro said "Even sometimes it hurts."

Accepting is all that matters? Even it hurts? Why do people keep on loving if they knew it would just hurt?

(…)

"Gaara where is Y/N? I thought you are with her." Tenten asked.

"I wasn't. I did not see her a while ago." I answered.

"Okay, please inform me if you see her around." She said.

I just nodded.

I don't know if I want to see her but she did not do anything aside that she can't remember me.

"Gaara." Someone called my attention "Good morning Gaara."

"Good morning." It was her.

"You look so depressed. Did something happened?" She asked.

"Nothing happened." I lied.

I love you Y/N and that's what happened.

"Tell me how to cheer you up?" She smiled.

"Maybe seeing you everyday will cheer me up." I lied again.

No. I want you to be mine Y/N. I want to feel your love like I do for you.

"If that's the case I'll never stop to show up in front of you everyday." She sat beside me.

"I am looking for that." I pretended to smile.

(…)

"If you really love that person, learn how to wait. Maybe you are not meant to be together today but meant to be in the future." Kakashi sensei said "This quotes summarized the whole story."

Love can wait?

"But why they did not end up with each other?" Ino asked.

"Like what the quote said maybe you are not meant to be together today but meant in the future and if you are still not meant in the future maybe you are meant to be together forever. Kakashi sensei explained.

"So that means they can still love each other until eternity?" Sakura asked.

"Yes that's why there is forever." Kakashi sensei smiled.

Forever?

"Does love really can wait?" I asked myself.

"And if you wondering if love can wait. Yes love can wait." Kakashi sensei said

Did he red my mind?

"As long as you love each other." Kakashi sensei added.

As long as we love each other? Perhaps Kakashi sensei is right. I love Y/N and that means I have to wait.

(…)

Y/N

"Gaara did you copied our assignment. I did not finished copying it. Is it about that book?" I asked him.

"Here Y/N. I am done copying it." He gave his notebook.

"Thanks Gaara, by the way did you understand what Kakashi sensei said?" I questioned him.

"Yes, that love can wait." He blushed a bit.

"Hey Gaara I notice something different from you lately." I rub my chin.

"What is it Y/N?" He leaned closer.

"Do you have special someone that makes you smile differently?"

Honestly I don't want to ask him about this. It hurts to see him blush because of someone else.

"Yes, there is someone who makes me smile." He responded.

"Wh…Who is it?" I felt my tears are going to drop anytime.

"I can't tell you now but I can describe her to you." He leaned very close "She have a bright eyes like you."

"Oh… well… um… I can't wait to meet her soon." I pushed him back

"I have to go now. See you tomorrow Gaara." I walked away.

Stupid Y/N. You are very stupid. Why did you asked him if you know it will only hurt yourself? I wish I never knew you Gaara…

(…)

"Y/N-neesan are you okay?" Erin asked.

"I am okay." I lied "Just tired."

"You should rest now Y/N. I know you are tired." Mom commanded.

"Okay mom."

I went up to my room and lay down to think what should I do.

"Gaara what did you do to me? Why am I like this?" I said to myself.

I closed my eyes to calm my self and try to forget him.

"Why do I love you?"

A noise suddenly broke the silence.

"He's calling me?"

Should I answer him or not?

"If ignoring him will ease the pain then I'll do it."

I chose to ignore his call so I could not feel pain anymore.

I'm sorry Gaara.

After a few minutes he messaged me.

From: Gaara

Why did you walked away from me? Did I say something wrong? Please reply Y/N, I can't sleep if you are still mad at me.

Should I reply? Maybe this is not the right time for him to know.

Sorry Gaara but I don't want to.talk to you right now… I am so sorry and I love you.

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It hurts to love at the wrong time. Don't worry Y/N he'll love you back. Someday

-Ainzdorado