Chapter 57


Sasha POV

I knock in the door twice waiting for a response but I receive none.

"Bayley can I come in?" I ask but receive sobbing noises coming from the room I knock again.

"Sasha leave me alone, please!" Bayley yells sobbing I back away from the door heartbroken hearing Bayley crying.

"You can't blame her for acting like this, Sash." I turn around and see Finn leaning against the wall.

"As a soon to be father I can relate how Bayley feels right now and it feels like your slowly dying." Finn pauses and continues, "Bayley is no longer going to see or hear from her daughter again. She won't be their to see her crawl, say her first word, take her first steps, for her first birthday, and other events. Bayley will no longer be the same Bayley that we all know her daughter is the most important person in her life just like you. But even with you by her side a piece of Bayley will always be missing." Finn finishes and starts walking away but stops.

"I know that this sounds crazy considering the history the two of you have but I believe that maybe you can reason with Alexa to work out some agreement between Bayley and her." Finn recommends and walks to his room.

I stand in the hallway and face Bayley door where I can hear the sobbing getting louder I clench my fist in anger.

"Don't worry, Bayls, everything going to be okay." I say to myself and go to my room and grab my keys and head out.

Nia Apartment

I knock on the door twice waiting for them to open the door.

"Sasha?" Nia says after opening the door,"What are you doing here?" Nia asks surprise before I can answer I see Alexa walk in carrying the baby.

"Nia let Sasha in." Alexa says Nia nods and steps aside I walk in the apartment as Nia closes the door.

"So did you come here to me convince me not to go, Sasha." Alexa asks already knowing the answer.

"Alexa please reconsider Bayley is completely heartbroken she's crying in her room, Bayley will be broken if you leave your leaving tomorrow and she's only seen her twice in the past two weeks you decided to stay that's completely unfair." I exclaim.

"Sasha, right now I honestly have no idea what I'm doing." Alexa admits.

I signed in frustration and stare at the baby who's awake.

"Do you mind holding her, Sasha, I need to make her formula milk." Alexa asks I nod and Alexa gently puts her in my arms.

I slowly rock her smiling, "Hey little angel." I whisper lovey receiving a cute little giggle melting my heart.

"I promise that your mommy and I, along with your uncle Finn, Dean, Roman, Big Cass, and your aunt Carmella, Becky, and Charlotte, will never forget about you. You will always be in our hearts. Will miss you, baby girl." I whisper trying my hardest not to cry.

"You really love her, don't you, Sasha?" Alexa asks holding the milk bottle as she's stares at the baby and I.

I nod my head, "Of course I do after all I did help deliver her." I mentioned.

"I know am actually glad you came here seeing you carry my daughter it helps me relax." Alexa  confesses.

"I don't understand?" I reply confused on why Alexa said that. Alexa looks at me and then at the baby.

"You'll be a fantastic mother for her." Alexa announces, "What are you talking about, Alexa?" Nia asks now standing beside me.

Alexa narrows her eyes at Nia, "Stay out of this, Nia, this is between Sasha and I." Alexa coldly answers and focuses her attention back to me.

"I'm leaving Sasha I need to get away and I don't know when I'll be back." Alexa explains.

"Alexa you can't do this! Please don't take her away from Bayley! I'm begging you don't do this!" I plead.

"I'm not taking her with me." Alexa exclaim Alexa takes a deep breath and continues. "I want you and Bayley to be her parents." Alexa finishes completely shocking me.

I stare at Alexa in complete utter shock I would've never expected Alexa to do this.

"Alexa think about what you said this is your daughter we're talking about!" Nia exclaims hoping to knock some sense into Alexa.

"The decision is final! I put a lot of thought about this decision and I know giving you and Bayley to raise the baby is the right one." Alexa explains.

"Nia right the baby needs Bayley but she also needs you as well. She needs love and caring from both her parents. She needs both her parents even if their divorced." I explain.

Alexa signed and strokes her daughter cheek bringing a smile on the baby face.

"I know that Sasha but when I thought about it I realized that she shouldn't be with me but with you and Bayley." Alexa exclaims and continues, "I done horrible things to you and Bayley just to keep the two of you apart I brought pain in both your lives I admit and I can never forgive myself for that I don't deserve to have her I need to discover myself so when I do come back I want my daughter to be proud of me and not see me as a monster." Alexa finishes explaining.

"Alexa...

"Wait here while I pack up the bags of the baby." Alexa tells me interrupting me and walks away.

"Let me try to talk to her, Sasha." Nia tells me and follows Alexa.

I bring the baby close to me and plant soft kisses on her face whispering comforting words  I sit down on the couch and feed the baby her milk.

Twenty Minutes Later

Alexa and Nia appear carrying the baby equipment in a luggage and diaper bag.

"This is all the baby equipment, Nia will give you a ride back home since she has the baby seat in her car." Alexa explains.

"Don't do this, Alexa, don't abandon your daughter. The daughter that you carried for nine months she's apart of you, Alexa. Carry her in your arms and look at her innocent face." I pled tears falling down my face.

Alexa remains silent I look at Alexa straight in the eyes and see theirs no talking sense into her.

Alexa walks towards me and slightly bends down and whispers to the baby and kisses her on the face and the top of her head.

"I love you and I hope when your older you'll understand why I did this." Alexa says and steps away.

"Before you leave tell Bayley that she wins that she can name her after the name she picked." Alexa tells me I nod my head as Nia opens the door I cast one last look before Nia closes the door.

Alexa POV

Once I hear the door close I break down and fall into my knees and cry uncontrollably I knew that I was doing the right thing for my daughter but it hurts that I won't be their to see my daughter grown up. I pull out two small photo the first was Bayley and I smiling brightly as we carried our baby, and the second one was me carrying my baby girl.

I plant a small kiss on both photos, "I'll promise I'll try to come back and as a good person." I say out loud and get up and start packing up all my bags.

Bayley POV

I hear knocking on the door again knowing who it is I decide to open the door I get up from my bed and cast a look at my daughter crib and felt tears threatening to fall but I wipe them away.

I hear knocking again and walk towards the door and open it and completely shocked to see Sasha carrying the baby in her arms.

"Sasha! What are you doing carrying the baby?" I ask as I step aside to let Sasha come inside the room I see the luggage and diaper bag and pick it up and place it beside my bed.

"Let me put the baby in the crib she feel asleep on the drive over here." Sasha answers as she lays the baby in her crib I walk towards the crib and bend down and softly kiss my daughter on the forehead.

"I'm happy that Alexa was kind enough to let her stay here before she leaves tomorrow." I say in sadness for this would be the last day I'll see my daughter.

I turn around and see that Sasha staring at me intensely, "Sasha what's wrong? Why are you staring at me like that?" I ask nervously.

"Alexa isn't going to pick up the baby, Bayley." Sasha answers, "Is she not leaving tomorrow?" I ask confused.

"Alexa is planning to leave forever and she decided to give you the baby." Sasha answers I step back in shocked.

"Well me and you." Sasha says and looks at the baby, "She told me to be a mother for her to care for her and love her." Sasha explains and looks up at me.

"Alexa abandoned her daughter, Bayley." Sasha states I run my hands through my hair in frustration that Alexa would do this.

"Did she tell you why she's doing this?" I ask, "Alexa says that she wants to become a good person and she thinks by leaving it help she doesn't want her daughter to see her as a monster after all the horrible things she done to you and me." Sasha answers explaining Alexa reasons.

"She also told me that you can name the baby after the name you picked." Sasha adds surprising me that Alexa is letting me.

The baby starts crying I walk towards the crib and gently pick up my daughter and rock her slowly I stare at her face seeing her calm down.

"Alexa and I will always argue over the baby names that was one of our main fights next to coming with the agreements on the baby." I explain as my daughter just stares at me and places her tiny hands on my cheek.

"What name did you want for the baby?" Sasha curiously asks resting her chin on my shoulder.

"Bayley Jr Martinez." I answer earning a laugh from Sasha and surprisingly a small frown from the baby.

"From the look on the baby face she's not a big fan of the name." Sasha points out, "What name did Alexa want." Sasha asks.

"Allison Bayley Martinez." I answer and surprisingly receive a giggle from the baby both Sasha and I look at each other in shock.

I turn my attention back at the baby, "Do you like the name Allison Bayley Martinez?" I ask and receive a giggle again.

"Your mom last wish was for me to name you after the name I picked out but I think it better if I named you after the name your mom picked out." I say and raise the baby up to my level.

"So how about it, Allison Bayley Martinez?" I ask teasingly and receive a smile.

Sasha and I laugh at Allison I rest her back in my arms and slightly turn my head and place a kiss on Sasha forehead earning myself a peck on the lips.

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