Chapter 44
Sasha POV
It's been two weeks since what happened at the hospital between Bayley and I. Even though we decided to be friends we still have our moments which drive me completely insane because I have to control myself from kissing Bayley but Bayley doesn't make it easy.
I walk into the catering room and see only Becky and Charlotte who are seating next to each other at a table talking I walk over towards them.
"Hey guys." I say as I seat across them, "Hey Sasha how have you and Bayley been since you decided that the two of you should just be friends." Becky asks me curiously and I stare at Becky in disbelief.
"How do you think it's been, Becky?" I ask in disbelief.
"It's been awful! Do you know how hard it is not saying I love you to Bayley, kissing Bayley, hell I can't even hug Bayley for that long because I'm afraid I'm going to lose it!" I answer particularly yelling at them them.
"I'm so sorry, guys, for taking my anger on you it's just extremely hard being friends with Bayley after all we done. I'm trying so hard to move on but with us constantly tag teaming together and hanging out especially the moments we have together it's really hard not to fall more in love with Bayley." I exclaim.
Becky and Charlotte stare at me sadly, "Sasha I know this must be completely difficult for you and Bayley, the two of you love each other and it hurts us seeing are two best friends not being together when anyone can tell that the both of you belong with each other." Charlotte exclaims.
"Why is that, Charlotte, huh? If we're really meant to be together then why am I not with Bayley?" I question Charlotte, "You wanna know why? It's because Bayley's married and in a few months is going to be a mother to a baby girl. Bayley going to have a family with Alexa. I'm trying so hard to forget about loving Bayley but nothing works i can't even be friends with Bayley because it kills me inside that I will never be with Bayley and all because I couldn't tell Bayley how I felt. I blamed Alexa for all that's happened but in reality I'm the one to blame I had countless chances to tell Bayley the truth but I never did, I deserve all that's happening." I tell Charlotte and Becky who remain silent.
"The couples that are "meant to be" are the ones who go through everything that is meant to tear them apart and come out even stronger than they were before." Charlotte responds back.
"Bayley and I were never a couple to begin with so how does that define us." I stubbornly ask trying not to get my hopes up.
Becky groans in frustration, "Sasha, love isn't a fairy tale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour , every minute, and every second was worth it because you did it together." Becky tells me before I could respond back.
I take in everything that Charlotte and Becky say to me and how their right about everything they told even though things look rocky Bayley still has hope for us and I should to I shouldn't give up on us.
"Thank you, guys, for giving me hope but I feel guilty about my relationship with Seth it's not fair what I'm doing to him, he loves me and before Bayley came back I tired my hardest to reciprocate but I just can't and now he wants to...
"Hey Bayls." Charlotte says I freeze up and slowly turn around and see Bayley standing behind me.
"Hey." Bayley tells me smiling which makes my heart melt, "Hey." I reply smiling back the two of us smile at each other not saying a word to each other.
"You look beautiful, Sasha." Bayley compliment makes me blush Bayley laughs at me I playfully glare at her.
"Shut up, Bayley." I say playfully punching her in the arm she smiles as she rubs her arm, "Ouch, that hurt, Sash." Bayley says rubbing her arm.
I roll my eyes, "Your such a baby, Bayls." I remark Bayley smirks leans down towards me, "I'm your baby." Bayley says whispering in my ear I pull away slightly and see Bayley smirking.
I feel my cheeks starting to get, "Wow, I'm starting to think that am the only one that can make you blush." Bayley comments making Becky and Charlotte laugh.
"Bayley, I thought you were taking a few days off to search for houses for you, Alexa, and the baby?" Charlotte asks once she done laughing Bayley groans at the question.
"Is everything okay, Bayley?" I ask concerned, "Not really we been looking at houses but so far we haven't found a home that we like if we don't find a home that we like by next week then were just going to continue to live where we live now." Bayley answers.
"But why do the two of you want to move all of a sudden the two of you have been living in the same place after 6 months of dating?" Charlotte asks curiously, "Alexa has gotten tired of living in the same place and now wants a change of environment." Bayley replies.
"Do you even want to move?" Becky asks, "I don't really care if we move or not my main concern is the baby, and the moving situation is really stressing Alexa out and that's not good for her and the baby." Bayley explains with concern in her voice and rests her head on her hands looking at the table.
I rub Bayley back in a circle Bayley slightly looks up and smiles at me, "Thanks Sasha." Bayley says, "No problem, Bayls, I'm always here for you no matter what." I respond back and pull Bayley into a hug Bayley returns the hug I look and see Becky and Charlotte smiling at us.
"I just thought of a idea to help you with your moving problem." Becky announces to us, "You do!? What is it?" Bayley asks excitedly making me happy to see Bayley happy.
"We were going to tell you a couple of days ago but you and Alexa have been so busy with finding a house that we decided to wait." Becky tells Bayley and that's when realization hits me.
"Sasha, Charlotte, Carmella, Big Cass, and Finn all decided to move in together in one big house we just brought the house a couple of days ago and the house has nine rooms so you and Alexa can stay with us until you find a house to live in." Becky explains to Bayley.
"So what do you say, Bayls, you want to live with us?" Charlotte asks, "Of course... but shouldn't you ask Carmella, Big Cass, and Finn if their okay with this? I don't want them to be mad because you didn't ask them if their okay with it" Bayley reply's back.
"Bayley, of course their going to be, okay, with it. Carmella even suggested the idea of asking you if you and Alexa wanted to move in with us but when you told us that you were going to look at more houses we decided to wait, and of course Finn and Big Cass will be okay with it." Becky exclaims smiling.
"So Bayls, do you want to be roommates?" Charlotte asks smiling Bayley nods, "Yes!" Bayley happily answers and gets up and hugs Becky and Charlotte the three laugh as they hug they pull apart and Bayley turns her attention towards me.
"Are you okay with us moving in, Sasha?" Bayley cautiously asks me I look at Becky and Charlotte who nod at me and decide to leave Bayley and I alone I look back at Bayley who's waiting for me to answer.
"Bayley, were best friends of course I'm okay with it." I reply back smiling but deep down I was worried about Bayley and Alexa living with us but even though I was nervous I couldn't say no to Bayley.
Bayley smiles brightly and hugs me I smile as we hug as we pull apart we make eye contact I see Bayley glance at my lips and back at me I wanted to pull Bayley away from me but I couldn't do it.
Bayley slowly leans in kisses me on the lips before Bayley could pull away I kiss back I wrap my arms around Bayley neck and Bayley pulls me closer to her as she lifts my shirt slightly up and touches my abs making me have goose bumps.
Bayley pulls away and rests her forehead against mine, "Sasha, if you really wanted to be friends you wouldn't have kissed me back." Bayley states and I know she's right that no matter how hard we try to be friends are feelings won't go away.
"Bayley if your going to be living with us then we can't keep on kissing each other! We agreed that where best friends and that's all, okay." I remind Bayley as I pull away from Bayley.
"Your right, Sasha, I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that it's just I'm really stressed out." Bayley confesses and seats back down.
"But we already solved your moving problem, so what else is stressing you out?" I ask Bayley as I seat beside her.
"I'm scared that I'll be terrible mother, I'm scared that my daughter will hate me and... I won't have a clue what to do. What if I do an awful job and Alexa doesn't trust me?" Bayley confesses I pull Bayley into a tight hug.
"Bayley your going to be a spectacular mother and I have no doubt that your daughter will love you because no one in their right mind could ever hate you! That's just impossible." I tell Bayley, "Besides no doubt that your daughter will be a hugger like her mom." I add making Bayley laugh.
"Thanks Sasha, for being here with me and listening to me." Bayley says as she lays her head on my shoulder I wrap my arm around Bayley.
"I'll always be here for Bayley no matter what." I reply and kiss Bayley head the two of us stay like this enjoying each other company
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