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CHAPTER 2

I feel my stomach churn everything I ate, I'm strong normally but I felt very weak at the moment, The fact that I have no one here now to help me corroded my already scared heart and brain.

I had nothing to lit in my room except flashlight in my phone but something stopped me from switching flashlight on.. I shut my laptop down, tried dialling security guard again, within a ring he responded!

Millions of gratitude on your way god!

"Mam, we are trying to fix it but it is something out of our control; Don't panic we are working on it, all our electricians are trying hard" he said quickly as he attended the call.

I nodded without responding and disconnected; I feel something fishy;

I opened my window door slightly to see if anyone is out but found no one! Suddenly I saw something moving in highspeed making me gulp every litter of saliva, I shut the door and locked it from inside quickly. Robbery!

My hands dialled security's number without knowledge.

"Robbers they are! I saw them ! Black dress.. I saw.. I saw them run infront of door..there is..there is a crew! I really saw.. trust me..I saw" I already had panic attack and is panting very hard ..

"Calm down mam, tell me where..you are safe don't worry.." he is soft enough to make me calm down a little.

" Ladies hostel, 3rd block..I saw them run towards main office, they have some red light in their hand- I fear if that is some signal..I suggest you not to go alone" I told everything that I felt would help them.

"Police officials are here already mam, thank you!" I think he might have dialled emergency number from the control room so that police officials near our campus come without sirans.

I closed my eyes and started chanting prayers- I don't want anyone to be killed in this robbery! Robbers are cruel always as far as I heard, Oh my god of heavens please save your innocent creatures from cruelty!

After like 20-25 minutes lights came on and I heard noises outside. I peeped out only to find people gathering outside and discussing the robbery. The security was continuously asking for me - 'Who's thw girl who called me and helped us more than anyone?' I smiled simply from inside feeling happy, I closed the door after hearing one of the staff say - 'none got harm nor anything is robbed, all thanks to that one girl'

I have to leave this place tomorrow morning and I don't have heart to get delayed due to some unnecessary praisings, I just did what anyone else in my place would also have done, absolutely!

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Dipping a instant tea powder in hot milk I settled down in my slab unpacking a last pack of cookies I have, I smiled as I reminisced the moments I used to beg my roomies for a cup of tea still laying under blanket- no matter what those good days are gonna be my life saviours!

I hurried when I found myself sinking in memories instead of getting ready for my trip- My dream trip- solo trip!

I have seen almost every part of Canada in two years- I have starved myself in process of saving every single penny to travel every possible places in Canada; I have walked to stores to save taxi fairs, I have roamed around like poor begger in college just to travel, I had literally 48% attendance and I have written assignments for whole week without food and sleep, you know the sole reason behind my attendance shortage?- Travel!

Now it's the only place in my bucket list left and I always wanted to visit there but it is vast- requires thick pocket and time- Prince Edward Island!

This is gonna be my last trip in Canada and maybe I might visit here again in future but being a student, being independent and careless, being least responsible, It might be my last trip.

I know everything about this island from internet because last time I even had booked a ticket while finishing all my packings but I was made to stand in a place where I didn't even feel like breathing, leave alone traveling;
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After the hectic week everyone has already left to their respective places either planning to have fun weekend or chill in the room. I was half an hour late; gosh 12 missed calls from sugarpie- vansh. I tried calling back but he didn't receive, tried again and he declined recklessly. I sniffed with fake anger and before trying again I saw rechal, one of my classmate sitting alone near the stadium.

I stepped towards her astonished as I'm used to see her cheerful always with her boyfriend- they are the cutest couples in the college and everyone loved their bond, cute and pure; I always wished to attend their marriage because it would be filled with love morethan anything else.. They always roam around together- they least bother about anyone, just them! They had no much friends because for them they are enough- they party, they travel, roam, befriend and love together with joy- their love is something worth watching, worth listening!

"Rechal" I called as I approached her but it took her three more calls to turn slightly, till then I was sitting right next to her.

"Heyy!" I stopped in between seeing her puffy red swollen eyes with dried tears having a pool of pain residing within.

I sat straight for a while before holding her hand and took a deep breath. She smiled at me meekly.

"Where's Jimmy?" I asked taking out my phone to dial his number. Without second thought my heart knew he with her can resolve anything..

"He's gone.." her words without any reaction or  emotion made me stare at her forcing my fingers to tap that red button on my phone.

"Where?"  I asked back calculating in mind about the last day he went to his native and also tried to remember any of his talks with us about attending any functions or ceremonies at home, I was clueless.

" Not far in distance but he's gone" she told in dry nonchalant tone.

"Care to brief me okay!" I rebooked getting annoyed as millions of negative thoughts came across.

"He has many girlfriends swara! He went to other girl! He's not like me, he's enjoying his life with every kind of girls" she shouted her lungs out but her those strong thin line she fenced across her heart to make it strong broke at the end of her sentence.

" Hey hey! Rechal! Why are you crying? " I later realised it is the most dumbest question ever anyone can ask a broken heart.

" I can't take this swara.. I'm not that strong" she cried throwing herself in my arms like a innocent small baby who is seperated from her mother forcefully.

I simply patted her back in support; I couldn't say anything, I can't blame him because I don't know the story, but with the climax she narrated something I gotta know is he betrayed her.

"Swara.." she sniffed inbetween her cries and said.

"He said we can't be together anymore because he started feeling for some other girl"

I looked at her confused. How can that be possible? Love is very sacred and once you are into one person nothing else attracts you but how can he say that?

"I trusted him with all my heart,  I even shouted at my mom when she said don't fool yourself thinking it's love; I loved him with every ounce of my soul and mind and energy, that I believed he won't let me down; My ego was real small infront of our bond and I believed he won't let my self-respect fall, but...but..swara... he's really gone swara... He's no more..mine..I..I..I don't know how will my heart accept this..I just don't know swara.." she is devastated, she cried, wiggled in my arms, I myself cried seeing the cheerful girl infront crying unable to attend the situation, unable to register what had happened to her.

"You should be more careful, you should understand each other well, you should know him well before hooking up.. everyone says this swara but he knows me better, he knows how sensitive I'm, he knows I fixed my future with him in mind, he knows me" she is crying hard and I let her do that, let her cry her pain out, let her feel Little less of weight in her shoulder..

"But you know what  the better they know you, the better they can break you,  letting them know more about you just eases their work in the process of breaking you, like they know how badly you will break, they know how much pressure they have to put to break you to different levels"

She was continuously blabbering but I didn't say anything, I don't wanted to interrupt and make her question her worth, I would be sitting silently being a good listener till how much ever she talks..

I don't actually stand with her talks because being in love I know what it is..how soothing it is even at your burning phase.. I know how relaxing it is to the constricted soul.. I know how important love is to live..

"Rechal.. you can talk to me about anything, I won't be judging you, just let everything out and try to chill.. I'm not telling you to forget everything and chill at once but you have to let it go slowly..you have to accept somethings which is never supposed to happen..this is life.." I told her trying to give soothing effect on her disturbed itchy throat.

I went deep into thoughts and I felt my thoughts are shaken as she narrated how it happened- I silly logicless reason cooked just to leave!

When she felt like no more energy to drain she held my hand and stoodup, I really felt bad for her good intended heart, she is pure and child-like, she was grownup with utmost care and love & I think this might have shaken her to the core, she might feel this unable bear but she'll overcome and she won't fall in trap ever again, yes!

I made her way towards her room and I slowly walked towards mine which is straight opposite to her's. My legs unintentionally couldn't walk more faster, my whole body involved in this thinking process ig;

As soon as I reached my room I dialled vansh's number cursing myself for getting late to call him back, It had totally skipped out of my mind due to this love drama. He picked within 3 rings.

"Where the hell were you ? With whom were you hanging?" His raged voice didn't even had a heart to say hello back to my sweet hello.

He is always like this, talks in rough tone but it's okay I know him, he is good angel in heart- just a little -oh no lot- anger issues.

"I had to submit 2 of my assignments today because I won't be attending classes for a week right, I have planned for a trip to prince Edward Island, you remember that?" I smiled softly thinking that might have skipped out of his mind, otherwise he wouldn't have shouted.

" Go to hell or wherever I don't care, I asked why didn't you call back?" He roared again but this time his every word managed to prick staight in my heart.

" I tried calling you once I saw your missed call but you were busy and then I saw rechal crying and went near her..now tell me where you are, I have many things to tell you" rechal's breakup, my trip's excitement, whole day's happening - oh my god will I get time to cover all of this?

"You f**kng keep on giving silly reasons for your acts ok, listen I want to talk to you.. it's ok we neednot meet now, I will tell you over call itself" he said still not softly.

"I can come .." he interrupted me saying no need.

"See swara you should remain silent and hear me out fully, you are mature now and you know how things are..you have to forget everything happened between us and move-on, this can't be taken as joke anymore, I'll be going in search of good job and your parents will get you off married after studies.. you will find someone better and yeah we can stay in touch if you ever want to talk to me and well.. that's it"

As he stopped talking I couldn't Register his words. He's talking as if we were living a story in some movie or a fictional storybook and that now our script has ended and well that's it? Whom he's kidding? Isn't love really sacred? I couldn't understand. I'm not in a state to think anything straight.

Yes I'm mature enough but to do what? Is it like he pretended to be my boy friend so that he have a good timepass? Or is it like I was his friends with benefits? Do I really look soo like fool? Like they can use me and say it's enough for now, you may leave?

He disconnected saying "I hope you understand how the circumstances is..we can't be together..and if you need anything feel free to call me ok, yeah take care, bye!"

I'm shaken, I'm afraid even to walk, I just fled onto my bed and tried to escape but couldn't, I was trying to register what just happened because no it can't happen.. I didn't cry, I kept on staring at no where..

I got a call from travel agency confirming my seat for tonight to prince Edward Island; I asked him to cancel; I don't want to face anything, anyone.

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I lone tear escaped down my right cheek while I quickly wiped other tear drop waiting to show down on my left eye, he don't deserve my tears!

But I cry because I'm fooled, it hurted to leave him suddenly, it ached every minute thinking about the good times we had, I don't blame him now because I moved on.. I know I'm just unlucky in love and I can't put blame of my destiny on others. I have to accept the fact that 'love is not for me'

Now that I have a ticket in hand, no other person to stop nor anything I don't want to delay, I don't want to get involved in any other things inbetween and cancel my trip. This is my last chance and I'm gonna live it to the fullest extent possible..

Taking the final look of myself smudging a little nude lipstick with a nude light makeup I concluded I look perfectly beautiful, I smiled at my strong self, loved it little more and took a last glass of water from this room, from my college life I started walking towards door with a key in one hand, handbag hanging on my arms and my necessary things in trolly..

To be continued...

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