Swara's pov:

I was walking in hospital veranda along with sanskar, sanskar he never left me after that incident, he gave me a shoulder of strength..he is along with me telling me that he is with me no matter what,with his untold words..I found something under his deep dark eyes but being unable to think even partially I found it hard to figure out what's that...

& that is when I realized that he is holding my hands, I looked at our entangled hands and honestly it looked good together, like his fingers wrapped mine safely in complete protection and this warmed my heart; that there is someone else too in this world who care for me, who have soft corner for me...

His other hand is stuffed inside pocket and he is all lost in thoughts.. This realisation made me remember the scene at gadodiya mansion, that moment when I got that paper, everything revolved in my head  yet again like moving picture, unknown to me some kinda fear encircled me, I gulped my saliva ...he tightened his grip on my hand! Did he gotta know what is going on in my head? I don't know but still yet again he proved his presence with me..

As I walked I could hear every sort of cry, some happy some dead..yeah no one had heard  such honest prayer and cry like true than the hospital wall had heard...I joined one among them too...

Suddenly I saw ansh sitting there ,his head resting on the wall, having dry tear marks on cheeks and those cry he cried is for baba!

The truth is h-he was adopted & is not my Baba's son! No-no he is Baba's son even if not by blood, he is by heart ..I don't know why baba hided this thing from us..maybe due to fear of loosing him or there must be some cause & now I fear about his reactions when he gets to know the truth! What if he denied to call me didi thereafter? What if he broke & ends his relationship with us? What if. ....no no he can't do that! If he did then it would be my last day on this earth, I can't afford to lose one more loved person from my life, then I'm sure I won't survive...

Its better if I hide this thing from here safely...but still it's his right to know about his own life ...ohk then I myself will talk to baba..

& when I was thinking about this and when Baba's thought came in my mind I realised that he is still unconscious... Tears made way through my cheeks again, I never gave damn to wipe it out..

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"Little squirrel" his call made her come out from thoughts, she looks at him but wisely avoided eye contact with him..

"You are crying.. Aren't you?"

"Noo" she let out a slow whisper..

"Look at my face then" he cupped her face and he felt several knives on his chest stabbing very badly.. He just wanted to rotate that wheel of time to some good smiling day, unfortunately he is out of such angelic power..

She smiled meekly at him to show she is strong, he felt proud to be her friend... Waw it is amazing personality in the whole universe who can smile even at toughest times!

She saw ansh wiggling & she ran to him..

"Anchu..." Swara hugged him tight making him warm in her hug..

"Anchu promise me you won't leave me even if the world is asking you to do so" ansh looked at her confused..

"I can't afford to lose anyone anchu...I will die if something like that happens... I can't live rest of my life missing someone dear to me" she hugged him even more tighter,while he too hugged her back..

"No one is leaving among three of us didu..even baba would get his conscious back & he would come smiling shining for you ,for me" ansh said confidently as if he just made a glance of what had written in their fate...

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Next day morning..

Sanskar rushed out from car ,parking it in parking lot outside hospital.. It's just three hours before he left hospital and he is back at sharp 6! He looked at entrance once & mustered some saliva just to make his throat moist..he directly came here from bed, not even bothering to brush his teeth!

He walked fast to reach the room..he pushed the door of the room in which he made Swara sleep last night, after that he sat with her till 3 & later went home unable to bear headache..

Swara opened her eyes hearing door's crack sound, she rubbed her eyes seeing him..

"Good morning little squirrel" he smiled at her..

"Good morning" she too smiled faintly getting up from bed, she turned & looks around being confused. .

"You were sleeping in my shoulder out in bench, but I thought it would result in neck sprain & so I arranged a room.." He said smiling understanding her confusion, yet again she looked confused about how she came here..

"Voh I called you twice but you  were deep in sleep, I even patted your cheeks but due to tiredness you were in deep slumber na, so...I...b-bought yiu here" he said hesitantly avoiding eye contact with her, she remained silent ..

Yoo again an awkward silence there!

"Sanskar baba?" Swara asked at once as  if she got some nightmare, her face became pale..

"He is ...I mean he is recovering" sanskar didn't knew what to say..

"Still he is unconscious right?" She asked calmly and this calmness scared him like hell..

"He will gain soon Swara" he said cursing God badly for being so merciless..

She looked up to meet his eyes and it was showing some kinda confidence, it boosted her, she looked at him once more and this time she too looked confident, he pressed his hand on hers assuring her that everything is gonna be well, she clutched his fist tight..
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Swara didn't ate anything since yesterday evening and even now she is refusing to eat something, but sanskar made her understand how much her health is important that too  at this situation and atlast she is convinced..
They both brushed & went out for canteen in hospital.. Swara without ordering anything sat silently waiting for him to say something.. He sighed looking at her & asked for two plates of masala dosa..they completed eating silently..

For the first time he is seeing her so silent, he felt very bad seeing her all devasted, she is scared like anything & this is when he realized how much she must have suffered alone and that makes her fear so much ..

he is trying to say something with her, he don't know whether it's right asking that or not but he is clueless about it, he had ask, it is the matter of reputation moreover she practiced alot for it too...he opened his mouth several times to ask but his tongue get fully dried when he gets about to ask.. Yes it's about concert and it is going to happen today evening!!

After an hour ragini & uttara came there..ragini's mother is not well so sujata stayed home to take care of her.. Ansh too came along with them.. He jumped on Swara as soon as they saw each other..she kissed all over his face as if they were far from each other from ages.. They seems to be  too much in love!

They both walked towards ICU with trembling steps..they aren't allowed to go in, they saw him through small hole, he is attached to so much of wires, nose covered with oxygen mask and he is laying lifeless on the bed! Swara looked at ansh & he looks at her, she didn't cried this time, somehow she has managed to gulp her tears, ansh too kept silent seeing her..Swara turns to look at sanskar & he gives her a proud smile...he taught her this &  He is her teacher!

Half an hour later they are all sitting in bench, swara's phone beeped with a reminder 'uttu's birthday' ...she planned alot for this day and was waiting from long but see how she had to welcome this day; she didn't wanted to make her friend sad without wishing, she is in pain but still uttaras innocent face made her to near her and hug..

"Happy birthday uttu" Swara hugged her tight., oh that is how sanskar gotta remember her birthday..

"Happy 18 chudail" sanskar said trying to cheer up little..

"Thank you " uttara glared him while he made puppy eyes , she smiled at him puffing knowing well how his condition is...

"& today is the concert sanskar?" Swara asked breaking hug at once and getting shocked at this realisation..

She looks at him wishing him to say no but unfortunately he nodded in yes..actually heet out a relief sigh as he was trying to say this to her but he couldn't..

"But sanskar... What to do now? How will...I don't know... What to do??" She was cent percent sure that she won't be able to give concert and is hell worried about that..

"We are clueless" sanskar said biting his lower lips...

"I can't sanskar... I'm sorry I can't" Swara tried hard not to break dam of tears again..

"Didi you should didi.. You should go " ansh spoke making every one to look at him...

"What are you telling anchu? How will I leave baba here ? & do you think I can sing at least at this condition?" Swara asks him turning his side...

"But Dii yiu have practiced alot for this & also it's a matter of few hours , I can stay here" ansh said determined acting like a matured one...

"I can never climb up the stage" Swara said sitting on the bench....

"But Dii baba would be upset if he comes to know this... He won't be happy listening that you have not given concert giving a simple excuse" ansh said trying make her understand...

"It might be a simple excuse for others ansh but not for me..its a matter of my life..I'm living in a bubble of my own world and it is very small you know, if the major part went missing there means, this minor one will vanish bit by bit" Swara words are weighty enough to understand her intimate love for her baba..

"He will be disappointed with you didi" ansh warned her..

"What yiu thought anchu that I can sing going there when my baba, my life is struggling between life and death? " she ended up crying...

" he was the one who was very excited for my concert ,till this day he never heard me singing and from last few days he is saying that he will first listen to my song when I'm giving a concert itself  & you know he was counting days ...he also promised to sit in front row, opposite to my stand to boost up me, he is my confidence, he is my strength and I feel blank and confidence less without him..." Swara said everything in tears, no one got what to say, she ended up hiccuping badly ...

"Didi show to the world that no problem is a real problem unless you are coward" ansh said with meaningful tone making Swara to look at him..this is what actually shekar used to say everyday, & shekar got this dialogue from shomi & even Swara had read it in many places in her maa's diary..

"At what time it will gonna begin Sanskar?" Swara asked turning towards him...

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Every last funeral rituals are done and ansh, Swara, ragini ,sanskar & all are sitting outside gadodiya mansion..

"You may leave now! I just pretended to respect yiu just because shekar was alive and now you have no relation left with me and this house.. You are a complete stranger to me now and tie up your bags and bid goodbye to this mansion which is all mine now!" Janaki said in high pitch pointing towards ragini's mother ,making everyone at home to get rooted to their place....

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All kinds of eggs, tomatoes and all are welcomed😀 but before that lemme pull my nia as my shield NehaRai0 now you can throw everything on her... Poor nia..cholly *running* enjoy!!

How was the part guys?

So coming to the story.. How is it moving?

What do you think about swasan?

Will she be able to give a concert?

& what about last scene?

Is shekar dead?

Few words for janaki?

Words for ansh?