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(Shawns p.o v)

Help me

I'm up. I'm up. Its 2 am. I'm up. My mind racing. My heart pacing. I'm up. I'm up at 2am. I should be sleeping.

Its like the walls are caving in.

I get up and go to our small bathroom in the bus. Trying not to wake everybody up. 2am. 2am. I lock myself in the small room.

Heart beating faster each minute. Vision foggy. The walls. The walls are moving. Moving directly towards me.

Sometimes i feel like giving up.
I cant do this. Nope i cant. I look at my self in the mirror. That is me. I cant do this. Heart beating faster. Faster. Faster. Vison failing at 2am.

I just cant

Its 2am. My head spinning in circles. Oxegyn short. Vison not working. I cant do this. Touring is stressful. I miss home. I miss my family. I miss me. 2am and everything is happening. She hates me. He hates me. I hate me.

  My knees give in. I hit the cold bathroom floor. Making a scrape on my knee. I rest my back on the wall. I look at my knee. The tears from my heart, falling down my face. I see blood on my knee.

Thats when i knew. Thats when i knew at 2am. At 2am.

It isnt in my blood.

I cant just give up. I then just sob. Sob the loudest i can. I want it to stop.

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Allyssas p.o.v

I get awaken from a cry. Not just a cry. It was filled with so many emotions. It was a cry for help. I isntantly get out of my bed. No one awake? How? I go towards Shawns bed.

Hes not there. I go towards the bathroom and hear the sobs getting louder. I knock.

"Hello?" I whisper.

"Alyssa.....I need sombody now"

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