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Shawns p.o.v

I simply grab her hand and make sure shes okay. And also reasuring myself that too. My heart is still beating fast.

"Hey, its fine" i say. She looks at me and smiles. I help her up and walk over to jake. He looks the same. Ian looks shocked.

"Okay, well that happened" Jake tells us. Causing ian to laugh. I smile.

My heart is still beating fast. My chest is starting to hurt. What if it was real? I wouldve died. My fans would have been sad, my family.

"Ugh, im going to go to the restroom" i say playing with my hands. Ian nods and Allyssa smiles, wiping her tears. Jakes just looks concerned.

"Let me go with you" he offeres.

I look at him confused.

1beat 2 beat 3 beat...my heart beating faster. My breathing quickens.

"O-oh okay" i say turning, walking to the restrooms. I hear jakes foot steps behind me.

"SHAWN, HOLD UP" i hear him scream. He cathes up. He places his hand on my shoulder.

I look up. Having trouble consuming oxegyn. "Shawn, it was just a drill. Nothing happen. Your fine. Look im fine" he tells me. I nod.

Nothing happened. Were fine. It was just a drill. Im fine. Im fine.

"Lets take a seat, okay" he tells me. My vison blurries, just a tad. I sit down, fidgeting with my hands.

"Shawn. Breath in and out" he tells me. My breathing becoming harder, each minute.

Im fine. Nothing happened

Okay. My breathing comes back. As well as my visions.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, um Allyssa. Is she okay" i ask. John looks over at ian and allyssa.

"Yeah, shes fine" he tells me. He takes a seat right next to me.

"You mind telling me what you were or are feeling?" He asks. I look at him.

"I-i still need to go pee" i say smilling. He laughs and helps me up.

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   After im done peeing,i wash my hands and leave. Jake and i enter the loud lobby. Where Ian and Allyssa are sitting talking about something. We head over to them and sit.

"The bus will be here in like 20 minutes" ian tells us. Following a nod from each of our heads. I sit down not feeling quite well. I look around and see ian and Allyssa laughing. I look at jake who is on his phone. I take out mine. To kill the time.

I turn on my phone. Showing the lock screen. Its a picture of me and my family. I smile at that.

I then unlock it, and see my home sceen. A picture of Me and my friends. Ian, matt and brian. I go on instagram and just see what people post.

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Allyssa p.o.v

  Im still in shocked of what just happened. When i was about 9 our 10. My family went to the mall. There ended up being a shooting...but no one was hurt. I remember i had to go to thearpy for a few months after that.  

"Well, no, not really" ian tells me. After me just asking him if he knew why he didnt like Harry Potter.

"You have to have a good reason. You cant just hate something, just cause" i tell him. Simply being annoyed at the fact. He just laughs and looks at his phone. I take out mine.

Just noticing that i got a few text from people.

Daddy💕: hey! How was the flight?

Seaira: hi...how is it going?

Mom:hey! Sorry i didnt text you sooner! Also sorry about the whole tour thing!

Jake😶: wassup✌

  I quickly reply to my mom and dad.

To mom: Hey, its fine Xx The tour is doing great. Hows vacation

To dad💕: Hey! The fligjt was good. Actually during the wait they had a fake shooting drill. It actually scared me.

I then got interupted by Ian telling me we had to go. I nod and get up.

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We enter the tour bus and see everything in the exact same place where we put it. I go to my bunk and lay down for a while.

/A few mintues after\

I lay on my phone. Replying to my friends group chat. I go on twitter for a while.

I then get really bored and head out side for a bit. I get up from bunk, making sure not to bump my head. I move the curtain and leave. I make my way to the couch and lay down.

" Ughh...no! Why?" I hear a deep voice say. I reconise it to be Ian.

"I dont want to" i hear him say again.

"Mommm...please" he says whinning into his phone.

I laugh. I see him coming from his bunk and see him sit down infront of me.

"What?" I say laughing. He looks frustrated and puts his head down.

"When i go home i have to clean my room and do my laundry" he says.

"Really, that must suck" i say laughing. He looks at me grabing the nearest pillow by him and throwing it at me.

"HEY" i say throwing it back.

He throws it back. But two this time.

"THATS NOT FAIR" i say laughing. Throwing five at him.

He looks at me defeated. But then gets stoped by our laughter feeling the room. I calmly stop and just lay there.

"So, how old are you?" I ask him

"Seventeen" he says stretching

"You?"

"Nineteen" i say.

"Your old" he tells me. I scoff at him. Pretending to be hurt.

"Umm... Your too young" i say. Showing a little bit of sass.

"Yeah" he laughs.

I take out my phone and go on instagram. Seeing Hailey post.

Its a picture if her and a friends. Infront of a venue. Place. I guess thats where shawn is going to perform at.

I comment on her post

Itz:Allyssa: Hey! I cant wait to see you💕

"When is shawn going to perform?" I ask. I look at him.

"Ughh...i want to say at 7" he tells me. I look at the time, showing its 12 oclock.
I nodd.

"Speaking of him. Where is he?" I ask again. Getting up from my position.

"I was talking to him earlier in jakes back room. I think he is still in there" he tells me. I nodd and get up. I walk over to The back room on the bus. I make sure to knock first.

"Yeah" i hear.

"Can i come in?" I ask. "Yeah" i hear. I open the door. Revealing Jake and Shawn watching Tv. I make my way over to him and sit.

"Wassup" i tell him. He chuckles and responds with a "hi"

"Want to hang out with me and Ian?" I ask the teenager infront of me. He smiles and gets up.

I smile and walk out.

"So, are you nervous for tonight?" I ask. Wanting to k ow how he is feeling. I turn to him.

"Yup. Alot actually" he laughs. Being slight embarrassed from that answer.

"Hey, dont be" i say. We make it to the "living room" on the bus. Where ian was.

We take a seat next to eachother. "So..lets play never have i ever?" Ian asks. Me and shawn both agree to play.

"Never have i ever kissed and telled" Ian asks. All of us putting down one fingure.

"Who did u kiss? And who did u tell?" I ask. Spicing it up a little.

"Isnt that kissing and telling?" The bus driver tells us from the front. I forgot his name. I think it was chase? Idk.

"Hey! Mind your own busines"  i tell him. While causing all of us to laugh.

"I kissed this girl in 5th grade. Her name was camilia. And i told my mom" I hear Shawn say. I laugj.

"Wow" i look at him.

We continue to play the game intill Jake tells us we need to get ready. So i get up and go over to my suitcase. Wondering what to wear. I finnaly pull out a white and burgandy stripe shirt. I macth it with a denim jacket. Also with black mom jeans. I get ready and staighten my hair. I dont wear makeup so i was done before the guys. I go over to the living room and sit down on the couch.

"So. Why did you hate shawn?" I hear the buss driver ask. I swear, he needs to mind his own business.

"I dont know. He seemed like a snobby celebrity." I tell him.

"But i got know him and hes actually really sweet. And doesnt deserve to be going through this stuff" i tell him.

I see him smile and nodd.

"You know before you came. He was actually super nervouse for a few weeks to meet you" he told me.

"Really?" I ask. Confused as to why.

"Yup. Hes a sweet boy. You just need to get to know him. And hey! Be there for him, ya? Pretty sure he will do the same" he tells me. I smile at him.

Ian comes out. Wearing a hoddie with shorts. He sits down and goes on his phone. Doon after that Shawn come out dressed with a gray shirt and black skinny jeans.

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