I wake up with two strong arms around my waist. I slowly open my eyes and turn around to Shawn, he is still sleeping. I give him a kiss on his cheek and then he wakes up. "H-hey" he mumbles and rubs his eyes. "Hey Mendes" I smile. He smirks at me with his hand he is going through my hair. "You're so beautiful" he says quietly. It makes me blush.

He bends to my lips and he wants to kiss me but I stop him. "I haven't brushed my teeth yet" I say ashamed. "I don't care" and I feel his lips on my lips.

"Jade?! Are you home?" my mother screams. "Fuck fuck, you need to go!" I push Shawn out of the bed and he lands on the ground. "Sorry" I say quietly. He rolls his eyes and I give him a smile. "Hurry up!" He opens the window and gives me a kiss. "See you later." I wave at him for the last time and then he leaves.

"Yes?" Before I know it my mother is in my room. "Where were you last night? Wasn't I clear enough that you're grounded?" "I was walking around mom, nothing to worry about" I say to her with a straight face. "Okay then" and she want to leave. "But mom today it's saturday night can I go to Lisa's?" I ask carefully. "You're home for 12 pm, not later!" and she closes the door.

I jump around because I am so happy. I grab my phone and send Shawn a message. "Tonight we are going to the club!" A couple of minutes later I have a response back. "Okay x." I smile and put my phone away.

This is going to be the best day ever..

I put on some music and sing with it. I called Lisa telling her that she has to come over and she said she is here in 10 minutes. Lisa and Nash are coming with us too, so that's going to be fun.

10 minutes later and Lisa is here, she is coming through my window because my mother doesn't want anyone here because I am grounded. I can only leave the house for 4 hours.

"Hey!" she says. I give her a hug. "Hey!" "So you and Shawn? Are you guys official?" How does she know this? "No, we aren't but how do you know this? "I have my people" and she winks. I roll my eyes. "You and your people."

"What time do we need to go?" she asks. "In 30 minutes so we need to hurry." Lisa grabs all her make-up and starts doing my make-up. It's a basic look but with brown eyeshadow, it's cute tho.

After the make-up we search for a dress. I am looking through my wardrobe and see the perfect one. A black dress with my white Adidas shoes. "How about this dress?" and I hold it up. Lisa claps in her hands of excitement. "It's so pretty! Put it on, quick!" I smile and head to the bathroom. I change my outfit and walk back to my room. "And?"

"Oh my god, I am kinda jealous of Shawn right now" she laughs. I laugh too and then we are finally going to Shawn's house. I can't wait.

After a ride of 5 minutes we are at Shawn's place. Nash is there too and he gives me and Lisa both a hug. Lisa and Nash are kinda dating, it's complicated she says.

First we take a few shots and then we are going to play spin the bottle. I'm not a badas kid so this game is easy for me.

"Okay the rules are simple. If you have ever done something you need to take a shot if you didn't do it, you don't have to take a shot, easy right?" Lisa says. All of us nod and then we start to play. "Jade this one is for you" Lisa says. "Let's do it." "Have you ever had sex?" I swallow and look at Shawn. Do I need to take a shot or not?

I hesitate for a moment but then I take the shot. "We need to talk, soon" she whispers in my ear. I give her a little nod and then we continue the game. "Nash. Have you ever been in love?" I ask. He is blushing and he takes a shot. "In fact I am in love" and he looks at Lisa. I give him a little smile and then he asks something to Shawn.

"Shawn. Have you ever lied to someone who you loved." He doesn't hesitate for a moment and takes a shot. "Of course I did, we all did. "Lisa your turn. Have you ever been in love with your best friend's crush?" Lisa looks at me and then she grabs the glass and takes a shot. "Sorry" she says.

After a long time of playing this game we are finally go to the club. We are all a little bit drunk but who cares? It's vacation and we are young.

We arrive at the club and there are so many people, wow I didn't expect this many. Before I know I see Shawn talking with a blonde girl, ugh great. I turn around and see Nash. "H-hey Nash." "Hey Jade." "So, you and Lisa?" "So Lisa and I?" I roll my eyes and give him a friendly push. "Loser" I smile. "But yes Lisa and me, we are doing great. How about you and Shawn?" I point to Shawn who is talking with the blonde girl. "Ahh, I see it, you're jealous?"

"No! I am not. Okay maybe a little." "Don't be jealous Jade, if he really likes you he will fight for you, but excuse me I need to go to Lisa, bye." "Bye" and he leaves.

I look around and don't see Shawn anywhere. Where the hell is he?

I walk to the toilets but don't see him. I get out of the club and don't see him. Then I walk a little bit further and see him. Oh my god no.

He is kissing with someone else.