A/n: Smuttiness is ahead in this one and so is explicit language! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin, shall we?

My boyfriend is the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes. We've been dating for a little over a year and a half and it's been the best year and a half of my life. Shawn and I were going for a walk in Toronto today.

"I love you baby girl." Shawn said as he interlaced his fingers with mine. I felt sparks shoot through me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. I smiled.

"I love you too baby boy." I said. Shawn let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around my shoulders. I put one of my arms around his waist.

"Can I tell you something honey?" Shawn asked. I rubbed his back a little.

"Of course you can." I said.

"I can't keep my hands to myself around you. You're just so hot and sexy." Shawn said. I blushed and laughed as I wrapped my other arm around him too.

"Well I can't keep my hands to myself around you either. But then again, why would I want to?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"Baby..." He said. I looked at him.

"Yeah?" I asked. We stopped walking. Shawn put both of his hands on my cheeks and then put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. Shawn pulled away and whispered in my ear.

"How about we had back to my place and have some fun?" He asked. I smiled.

"I thought you'd never ask." I said. Shawn chuckled and then we went back to his place. My phone dinged so I looked at it. I had been tagged in a post on Instagram. It had just been taken, it was when I had both arms around Shawn, and it was posted by one of his fan accounts.

"Y/n really loves touching Shawn." The person captioned it. I liked the post and then commented on it.

"What can I say? I can't keep my hands to myself around my hunk of a boyfriend." I commented with a winky face.

"Baaabe." Shawn whined. I tossed my phone so it was on the couch.

"Yes baby?" I asked. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him.

"I want to do naughty things to you." He said. I giggled.

"Yeah? Like what?" I asked.

"Well, I want to turn you on as much as possible, and then I want to eat you out, and then I want to finger you." He said.

"What's stopping you?" I asked with a smirk.

"I fucking love you." He said before he began to place wet kisses on my neck. I giggled, but when he began to lick my neck, that's when I gasped and closed my eyes. He reached down and squeezed my bum.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned.

"Good girl kitten, keep moaning for me." He said. He then hummed into my neck as he squeezed my bum again. I gripped at his luscious locks.

"Oh Shawn. Do that again baby." I moaned.

"Hmm mm." He hummed.

"Fuck baby. Oh Shawn." I moaned. He pulled away and looked at me.

"Are you going to let me eat you out kitten?" He asked, his voice husky, and his eyes dark with lust. I nodded.

"Yes baby. I'm already so wet for you." I said. Shawn smiled and led me to his bedroom. He began to undress me and then I undressed him so he was in his boxers.

"Lay down and spread your legs nice and wide for me baby girl." Shawn said. I did as told.

"Like this?" I asked. Shawn nodded as he brought his face close to my privates. He smiled at me as he placed his hands on my thighs, holding them in place.

"Perfect. I want to try something new, is that okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Of course it is baby. I trust you." I said. He smiled.

"Thank you my love." He said. Before I could respond, he was sucking at the skin on my hip bone, close to where I needed him. I moaned.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned.

"I would never leave a hickey or any mark where everyone can see it darling, I hope you know that. Only you and I will be able to see the marks that I leave on you." He said before licking over where he had just sucked, soothing it.

"Shawn, please baby, I want you." I gasped out.

"Yeah?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes, please baby. Can I play with your hair?" I asked. He moved his face away from my privates so he could give me a kiss. He then rested his forehead against mine.

"You can do whatever the fuck you want to me. I'm yours baby. I don't even care if you leave scratches all over my body, as long as I can make you feel good I'm happy." He said. I smiled.

"You always make me feel good." I said. He kissed me quickly.

"Good." He said and then moved down on the bed. I propped myself up on my elbows and watched him. He looked at me before blowing on my privates.

"No teasing Shawn, please. And please don't go easy on me either." I begged.

"Whatever you say darling." He said with a smirk. He then began to relentlessly eat me out. I threw my head back as I screamed his name and gripped his bed.

"SHAWN!" I screamed.

"Good girl, keep screaming and moaning." Shawn said before he continued to eat me out. I moaned again. He usually took his time, went slow and easy. But right now? Right now he knew how much I needed him. Somehow, even though he was being so relentless on me, it still wasn't enough. I bucked my hips on his face.

"Shawn, oh God yes." I moaned. Shawn held my hips in place as he looked at me.

"Do you want me to eat you out or do you want to ride my face?" He asked.

"I want you to eat me out as I ride your face." I said. He pulled his face away from my privates and I whimpered at the loss of contact.

"Let me lay down baby, and then I want you to ride my face while you hold onto my headboard." Shawn said. I nodded and moved over so he could lay down. I positioned myself so my privates were hovering above his face. He wrapped his arms around my legs lightly as I gripped the headboard.

"Like this?" I asked.

"Perfect baby. Ready?" He asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Good. Ride my face while I eat you out kitten." He said. I ran my fingers through his hair as he began to eat me out. I gripped onto the headboard with both hands as I thrusted on his face.

"Oh my gosh, yes Shawn, yes." I moaned. He kept eating me out and I kept riding his face.

"Stop for a second babe." He said, and I did as told. He then began sucking on my clit.

"Fuck! Shawn! Yes! Oh my gosh, keep doing that Shawn." I moaned. He kept sucking on me and then he licked me. The pleasure was immense.

"You can move again babe." He said. I began thrusting on his face again and it was like I couldn't stop moaning. I looked at him, and he was already looking at me. Just the sight of him alone brought me closer to my orgasm. I moaned.

"Fuck, you're so fucking sexy Shawn." I moaned. He hummed into me.

"Hmm mm." He hummed, sending vibrations through me.

"FUCK! I'M GOING TO CUM! SHAWN! I'M GOING TO CUM!" I yelled.

"Good girl, cum all over my face kitten." Shawn said before continuing to eat me out as I rode his face faster. My breathing became erratic.

"Oh my gosh, Shawn, Shawn, SHAWN I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING! SHAWN! SHAWN HOLY FUCK! DON'T STOP! SHAWN! SHAWN!" I screamed as I came. My juices released on his face, and when I was done coming down from my orgasm, I got off of him and looked at him. "Oh my gosh I'm so sorry."

"Why are you sorry babe?" He asked.

"My juices are all over your face." I said. He smiled.

"Yeah, I fucking love it when you squirt all over me. Want to clean my face up for me babe?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. I kissed and licked where my juices were, but then used my fingers to wipe up some of them. I put those fingers in front of Shawn's mouth and he immediately began to suck on them as he closed my eyes and moaned. This turned me on again. He released my fingers with a pop.

"Delicious babe. Mind if I finger you?" He asked. I kissed him quickly.

"Go ahead baby." I said. He smiled and moved off the bed. I laid on my back, ready for him to do whatever he wanted to me.

Shawn's point of view

I looked at my girlfriend, Y/n Y/l/n, and my heart swelled with joy and happiness. I wanted to finger her, and I was about to, but I needed to take this moment in. I looked at her gorgeous body. How is she insecure? She's the most gorgeous girl in the world. Plus, we can't forget the fact that I was seeing her in a way that only I get to see her - naked, practically gasping for air after the last orgasm that I gave her, her eyes dark with lust for me, and sweaty. She's a glorious sight to see.

"Shawn?" She asked. I locked eyes with her.

"Huh? What?" I asked.

"Why are you just staring at my body like that?" She asked with a blush. I moved so I was laying down next to her. She turned so she was on her side, facing me. I placed my hand on her side and rubbed.

"Because I'm the luckiest man alive. How are you insecure? You're so fucking gorgeous honey. And I love the fact that I'm see you this way. I'm the only one who gets to see you this way, when you're naked, horny, and basically gasping for air from the last orgasm I gave you. I'm just... I'm the luckiest man alive." I said. She blushed and buried her face in my chest. I chuckled.

"I love you." She said as she pulled away and looked at me.

"I love you too baby." I said. She gave me a kiss. It wasn't lustful, it was sweet and gentle. She pulled away and yawned.

"Damn, you know you gave me a really good orgasm when I'm yawning because it wiped me out." She said. I chuckled and continued to rub her side.

"You liked the orgasm?" I asked. She nodded as she placed her hand on my cheek. Her eyes looked droopy. I knew that this meant that I wouldn't be fingering her - she was too tired and wiped out from the last high, the last orgasm, that I gave her - but I didn't mind. As long as I get to spend time with her, I was happy.

"Yeah. It's a really good thing that I was gripping the headboard. I think that if I hadn't been gripping the headboard, or if your hands hadn't been on my legs, I would've fallen back." She said with a giggle. I chuckled and gave her a kiss.

"You look tired. Rest my love." I said.

"But I thought that you were going to finger me." She said as she yawned.

"I was going to, but I can tell that you're really tired. Rest baby, I'll finger you later, okay?" I asked. She nodded.

"Okay. I'm sorry." She said. I shook my head.

"Don't apologize honey, it's fine. Actually, let me wipe you down and then we can cuddle and rest, okay?" I asked. She nodded.

"Okay." She said. I got up and got a small towel, when I came back to her, I saw her wiping her eyes.

"Baby? You okay?" I asked.

"I feel bad. You were going to finger me and then I got too tired. I feel like this always happens. You and I do one sexual thing and then I'm wiped out." She said. I laid beside her.

"Oh honey, it's okay." I said.

"No it's not Shawn. It's not, because you gave me an orgasm and I should be able to return the favor or at least let you do it to me again. I'm sorry I'm such a mess." She said.

"Hey, stop it, you're not a mess babe. Let me wipe you down and then we'll talk, okay?" I asked.

"Okay." She said. I wiped her down, threw the towel to the side, and laid down with her. I gently pulled her close to me.

"My love, my sweet girl, I don't mind the fact that you get tired sometimes. It doesn't happen all the time. It's just that, well, whenever you have a strong orgasm, it seems that it tires you out, and that's okay honey. Do you want to get dressed and then we can cuddle?" I asked. She thought for a moment.

"Um, would you mind if I just stayed naked? I feel like I'm still a little too wobbly to stand up and get dressed." She asked and said with a blush.

"Trust me hot stuff, I don't mind it at all if you sleep naked." I said. She giggled, causing my heart to flutter, and cuddled up to me more.

"I love you. Thank you for always giving me such great orgasms." She said. I laughed as I rubbed her bare back.

"You're welcome, and thank you for the same thing. I love you too babe." I said. She kissed my chest and I smiled, happy to have the woman that I love, the woman that I'm going to marry someday, in my arms.