A/n: Okay so I know that not everyone has a name that's hard to pronounce, but I do (Tia is just a nickname lol). Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I've been dating the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes for eight months now. We went public three months ago. Shawn invited his friends over today - I'm staying with him at his place in Toronto for the summer.

"Do I look okay?" I asked Shawn. I was dressed in a black t-shirt and white shorts. Shawn smiled at me.

"You look beautiful my love. Oh you're wearing the necklace that I got you!" He said. I nodded.

"Yup, I love it. I love you." I said. He smiled and put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks.

"I love you too honey." He said. I smiled at him.

"Should we wait in the living room for everybody?" I asked. He nodded and we sat and talked while we waited for everybody to show up. Soon, there was a knock at the door.

"I got it." He said.

"Okay." I said as I stood up. He opened the door.

"Hey, what's up guys?" He asked as Brian, Jon, Matt, and Geoff came in. They all bro hugged him. Brian saw me and eyed me up and down, which made me uncomfortable. I suddenly realized that my shirt was a bit more like a crop top and that it showed my stomach a bit.

"Hey Y/n." Everyone said as they gave me hugs.

"Hey." I said.

"Shawn, your girl looks smoking." Brian said.

"Shut up dude, she's mine." Shawn said as he got them beers. Jon gave me a look as if to say he was sorry for what Brian just said. I gave him a smile as I sat down. Brian sat next to me, and Shawn sat on the other side of me. He put his arm around me.

"Hi bubs." I said to Shawn. He kissed my nose.

"Hi honey. How are you doing?" He asked.

"Good." I lied before taking a sip of my water. Shawn kissed my cheek and I smiled. I love how touchy feely he is.

"Can't keep to myself around you." He whispered in my ear. I blushed and giggled. I then turned so I could whisper in his ear.

"I feel the same way about you." I said. He smiled and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

"Hey do you guys mind if I do a live stream?" Brian asked.

"That's fine with me." I said. Everyone nodded. Brian then started the live stream and showed everyone in the room. Shawn and I waved when Brian showed us.

"These are the lovebirds." Brian said. Shawn and I laughed. Shawn then kissed my cheek and looked at me.

"I'll be right back babe." He said. I nodded.

"Okay." I said. Shawn then went into his bedroom. I looked over and Brian was still doing the live stream.

"Look guys, I'm with this chick, also known as Shawn Mendes's girlfriend." Brian said. I looked at him.

"I have a name." I said.

"Oh yeah, what is it?" He asked before pronouncing it wrong on purpose. Brian knows how to pronounce my name, yet he mispronounced it on purpose. I got up and went to Shawn's bedroom.

"Hey babe, you okay?" Shawn asked.

"Can I just stay in here?" I asked as I sat on his bed. He frowned.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" He asked as he sat down next to me. I told him what happened - even the part about Brian eyeing me up and down - and I could tell that he wasn't too happy either.

"Now, because I just got up and left the room when he did that, your fans watching the live stream are probably going to think that I'm stuck up or something." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"I'll talk to Brian." He said.

"Thank you. I just want to stay in here." I said. Shawn rubbed my back.

"I know honey, but you can stick with me. How does that sound?" He asked. I leaned on him and nodded my head.

"Okay. I love you." I said.

"I love you too sweetie. Come on, let's go back out there and I'll talk to him." Shawn said.

"If he's still doing the live stream, are the fans going to think that I tattled on him or something?" I asked. Shawn put his hand to my cheek.

"My love, you overthink. Who cares what the fans think about this situation? Yes, they watched it happen, but there's really just three people involved in the situation: you, Brian, and I." He said. I nodded.

"Okay." I said. We stood up and Shawn held my hand as we walked back out to where everyone was. Brian looked at us.

"Hey, I'm still doing the live stream if you guys want to join." Brian said.

"Dude, my girlfriend is not a 'chick'. Also, don't eye her up and down like you did when you first saw her. And, you know how to pronounce her name, so please don't mispronounce it on purpose. Yes, Y/n is used to her name getting mispronounced, but that's when people first meet her. She doesn't like it when people who know how to pronounce it, pronounce her name wrong on purpose. Just have a bit more respect for my girlfriend, okay?" Shawn asked. Brian nodded.

"Okay." He said.

"Thank you." Shawn said. Brian nodded and we all sat back down. I was, once again, sitting in between Shawn and Brian.

"So, Shawn's girlfriend, how have you been?" Brian asked. It was weird, the first time I met Brian, he was so sweet and nice to me. I looked at him.

"I'm good, how are you?" I asked.

"I'm good. Did you really have to tattle on me?" Brian asked. Shawn was talking to someone so he didn't hear what Brian had just said.

"You made me feel upset and uncomfortable and I just wanted to get out of the room. Shawn didn't know why I was upset, so I told him. I didn't ask him to talk to you, he was the one who said that he would talk to you about it." I said. Brian nodded. Shawn kissed my cheek and I gave him a small smile.

"My love, I'm just going out on the balcony with Geoff." He said. I nodded, but I remembered that he had said that I could stick with me.

"Okay. I love you." I said. Shawn gave me a kiss on the lips.

"I love you too." He said and then stepped out onto the balcony with Geoff. I took a sip of my water and then set it down.

"So, how does it feel to be Shawn Mendes's girlfriend?" Brian asked. I felt irritated. I didn't even care about the fact that he was doing a live stream anymore.

"Well it feels good to be dating my best friend. Why do you keep referring to me as Shawn Mendes's girlfriend?" I asked.

"Well, that's what you are." Brian said.

"Yes, but who I'm dating doesn't define me and who I am. Yes, I'm Shawn's girlfriend, but our relationship doesn't define me, it doesn't make up who I am. I'm my own person, not just an attachment of Shawn." I said. He nodded.

"Okay. But don't you like dating a famous, Grammy nominated singer?" Brian asked.

"I'm not dating him because he's a famous, Grammy nominated singer. I'm dating him because I'm in love with him and he's my best friend and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I don't care about the fame or the money or anything like that. I care about who he is as a person." I said.

"Wow you guys are cheesy." He said. I stood up and went out to the balcony with Shawn. Shawn turned around and looked at me.

"Hey. You okay baby?" He asked. I told him about what had happened.

"Can I tell you something else?" I asked as Shawn rubbed my back.

"Of course baby." He said. Tears formed in my eyes.

"I miss my mom and everyone back home. I'm homesick. And on top of that, your fans have been messaging me some not so nice things ever since you and I did that live stream together. Hell, it started when we announced our relationship." I said as I wiped some tears away.

"Oh honey, why didn't you tell me sooner?" Shawn asked as he turned me so I was facing him. I shrugged.

"I don't know. I guess I didn't want to be a burden or anything." I said. Shawn pulled me in for a hug.

"Y/n Y/l/n, you are not a burden. If you want to go home, just let me know, okay? I won't be mad, I promise." He said. I sighed as I looked up at him.

"I don't know, I don't know what I want to do. I miss home but I love being here with you and spending all of this time together. Plus, if I go home, when are we going to see each other again?" I asked. He thought for a moment as he continued to rub my back.

"We could celebrate our one year anniversary together." He said.

"Shawn, that's in four months." I said. He sighed and nodded.

"Yeah. I hate being so far away from each other." He said as he looked out at the view. I put my hand to his cheek so he would look at me.

"You're not going to break up with me because of the distance, are you?" I asked. Shawn's eyes went wide.

"No, oh my gosh, no. You're the one babe, you're the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I could never break up with you." He said.

"Okay." I said.

"Do you think that, um, you would ever break up with me because of the distance?" Shawn asked. I shook my head.

"No. Never. You're it for me babe. You're the only one that I want." I said. He smiled at me and leaned his forehead against mine.

"If you want to go home, just tell me, okay?" He said.

"No, I want to stay with you. Do you think that it would be okay if I went in your room and Facetimed my mom?" I asked.

"That's fine my love." He said before kissing my forehead.

"I love you so much Shawn." I said.

"I love you too darling." He said. I smiled at him and then went in his bedroom and shut the door. I called my mom over Facetime.

"Hi sweetie, how are you?" She asked. I started to cry.

"I'm homesick but I want to stay here. Today has just been a rough day." I said.

"Oh honey. What's going on besides you being homesick?" She asked. I told her about Brian and the hate.

"I'm not used to this mom. I'm not used to the hate. I don't even understand why I'm getting hate. Because I'm in a relationship with the man that I love and who loves me?" I asked as I sniffled.

"You're getting hate because they're jealous and they have nothing better to do. You and Shawn love each other, that's obvious to everyone that sees and knows you guys. Remember the other day when you and Shawn Facetimed me, your brother, and Grace?" She asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Yeah. Shawn put the phone on the piano so you guys could see him play for me. I was sitting right next to him and he played, oh gosh he played a few songs. He played Hallelujah, Can't Help Falling in Love, All of Me, and A Thousand Years. What you guys didn't see was me rubbing his back while he played the piano." I said with a smile.

"Yeah but we saw you leaning on him which was cute. And then when you looked at him... Y/n, that was a look of love. Don't give up on Shawn because of the hate. I know you love him, and it's so obvious that he loves you too." She said.

"I'll never let go of him mom. He's not just my boyfriend, he's my best friend and my everything. He makes me happier than I've ever been in my whole life. The other day, his mum stopped by with Aaliyah, and Karen asked me if her and I could talk out on the balcony. Do you want to know what she said to me?" I asked. My mom nodded.

"Yeah." She said.

"She thanked me. She said that's never seen Shawn so happy like he is when he's with me or when he's talking about me. She said that when he talks about me, even if I'm not there, his whole face lights up with excitement and it's like he can't stop talking about me. But she kept thanking me for making him so happy and I thanked her for raising the man of my dreams." I said.

"That's so sweet!" My mom said. I nodded. We talked for a bit longer before we hung up. Shawn smiled when he saw me.

"There's my girl. How was your talk with your mom?" He asked as I sat on his lap.

"It was good." I said.

"Good. Do you feel better now?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. The rest of the night went smoothly and it was wonderful. I love Shawn so much.