A/n: Explicit language and lots of drama in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

"Tomorrow will mark two years since you asked me to be your girlfriend. And now look at us babe. We have a whole damn house together!" I said to my boyfriend, Shawn Mendes, as we cuddled up to each other in bed. Shawn held me nice and close to him.

"I know honey. Tomorrow morning I'm going to the gym and then I have to run a couple of errands but then I'll be home. I know that last year we went out to dinner, but how about we stay in this time?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Okay. If you leave for the gym before I wake up, will you just leave me a note in case I forget please?" I asked.

"Of course I will darling." He said.

"Thank you. What errands do you have to run?" I asked.

"It's a surprise." He said.

"Ugh, I don't like surprises." I said. Shawn chuckled and placed a kiss on the top of my head.

"Well too bad." He said. I giggled.

"I'll make dinner." I said.

"Oh will you make your wonderful chicken parmesan please? I love your chicken parmesan so much." He asked and said. I nodded.

"Of course baby. Let's get some rest." I said.

"Okay, good night darling. I love you." He said as he began to rub my back. I smiled as I relaxed more into his soothing touch.

"Good night babe. I love you too." I said, and then we fell asleep. The next morning, I woke up to a note in Shawn's handwriting.

"Good morning my love! I went to the gym and then to run some errands. I love you, text me when you wake up and see this. Xx - Shawn." He wrote. I was a little surprised that he didn't write happy anniversary on it. Had he forgotten? No, he would never forget... right? I texted him.

Me: Good morning honey. I just saw your note. I love you too!

I got up, got dressed, and went downstairs. Maybe Shawn had made pancakes before he left and put an anniversary card or something with the pancakes? Nope, nothing. I made myself some cereal, ate it, and then went back upstairs to brush my teeth. I went downstairs and sat on the couch as I pulled out my phone and went on Instagram. Pictures of Shawn at the mall had been posted, and my stomach went into a knot. He was with Hailey and Justin Bieber. Shawn and Hailey were once seen together a lot, and to this day it makes me jealous. Oh well. I got out a book and began to read.

The hours went by with no texts or calls or anything from Shawn. I thought that we were going to celebrate our anniversary together, but it seems like he forgot. I decided to make dinner for him and I. I made it, put it on the table, and then lit some candles on the table. I got the presents that I had ordered for him and put them on the couch. I had gotten him a watch and some sneakers that I had seen him looking at.

I stayed sitting at the table, even when our dinner became cold and the candles were getting low. Where was he? How come he never even texted me back? I held back tears. He forgot, didn't he? I heard the door open and then laughter. Oh no. Please no. Shawn walked into the house, looked at the wrapped presents on the couch, and then at me, while Justin and Hailey stood behind him.

"What's all this for?" He asked.

"You're joking, right?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No. Why? What's today?" He asked. Tears fell onto my cheeks as my heart broke. I blew out the candles.

"It's our fucking two year anniversary." I said as I got up. Shawn's eyes widened and he tried to come towards me as I began to walk towards the stairs.

"Shit, baby, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that I forgot." He said.

"Leave me alone Shawn." I said as I cried and tried to walk towards the stairs. He gently grabbed my hand.

"No, let's work this out." He said.

"Shawn, I need space right now. Please. I sat here at home, all day, waiting for you. I made the dinner that you asked for, I lit some candles, I had everything ready for you, and you fucking forgot. You forgot Shawn! How could you? You know what? It's fine. It's fine. I'm used to people forgetting important days." I said as I wriggled my hand free from his.

"What? What are you talking about Y/n?" Shawn asked.

"My dad. He would forget my birthday and things like that. Just forget it Shawn. You can sleep on the couch tonight." I said.

"Babe -" He started.

"Leave me the fuck alone! What part of that don't you get?" I yelled at him before running up the stairs. I went into our bedroom and shut the door and locked it. I started to sob. I then went into our closet and got a pillow and blanket for him. I brought it downstairs, where he was sitting there tugging at his curls. Justin and Hailey were still there. "Here." I said to Shawn. He looked up at me.

"Babe, please." He said. I looked at Justin and Hailey.

"I'm really sorry that you guys heard me yelling and that you guys are seeing all of this. I don't usually yell unless I'm really upset, and I'm really upset right now. Shawn could you please take these?" I asked. He still hadn't taken the pillow and blanket from me. He sighed and nodded and took them from me.

"Um, thanks for the gifts. I haven't opened them yet, I don't want to open them until everything between you and I is okay so we can open them together." He said.

"You don't have to do that." I said.

"Yes I do. Do you mind if I post something on Instagram for our anniversary?" He asked. I shrugged.

"Sure. I'll post something too." I said and then turned around to go upstairs.

"I love you babe." He said. I stopped walking as more tears fell onto my cheeks. I looked at him.

"I love you too and that's why being so upset with you, especially on our anniversary, is so hard." I said as I sobbed. I then went upstairs, locked our bedroom door again, and sat on our bed as I sobbed. My phone lit up. Shawn had posted a photo. It was from the first time that we had gone to the John F. Kennedy Library and Museum in Boston. Someone had taken a picture of us with President Kennedy's sailboat, the Victura, behind us. I read the caption.

"Happy two year anniversary to my sweet and wonderful girl. Throwback to one of our first dates to the Kennedy Library and Museum. We had lots of fun that day. I love you so, so, so much babe." He wrote. I liked the post, and then posted the picture of us from my first summer with him in Toronto.

"Happy anniversary Shawn. Throwback to warmer weather! We've come a long way in the past two years, and I can't wait to see where the rest of our years together take us. I love you lots." I wrote. I heard someone leave, probably Hailey and Justin, and then I got a text from Shawn.

My Love: Hailey and Justin just left. I saw your Instagram post and I love it. Can you come downstairs so we can talk please?

Me: I'm really tired and I just want to sleep and forget about this. Maybe when I wake up it will be December 22 all over again, and this whole day was just a bad dream.

I then put my phone on do not disturb and put it next to my bed after I plugged it in. My stomach grumbled. I sighed, knowing that I've never been able to fall asleep while hungry, but also knowing that I would have to go see Shawn if I went downstairs. I heard the front door open, and then the sound of a car door outside. I got up and looked out the window. Shawn was carrying in a couple of bags. I opened the bedroom door and went downstairs.

"Hey." Shawn said when he saw me.

"Hey. I just um, I can't sleep when I'm hungry and I didn't have dinner." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah I haven't eaten yet either. Do you think that we could heat up what you made and sit down and eat it together please?" He asked. I thought for a moment or so and then nodded.

"Okay." I said.

"Thank you honey." He said. I nodded.

"Uh huh." I said. I put our food in the microwave and stared at the microwave, but I could feel Shawn's eyes on me. The microwave beeped and I got my plate out and put his in.

"Thanks." He said.

"Yup." I said as I went to the kitchen table to sit down and eat. I would usually wait for Shawn, but right now? Right now I didn't care - about anything. Shawn sat across from me.

"I um, I got you some presents today. I just brought them in." He said.

"I don't understand that. How did you forget that our anniversary was today, yet you got your presents for me today?" I asked.

"I don't know. I don't know. I fucked up, okay? I'm a shitty boyfriend and I fucked up." He said. I dropped my fork onto the plate and he looked at me as tears filled my eyes.

"Shawn, no. Don't you dare do that. Don't you dare start saying that you're a shitty boyfriend just because you know that if you say that, I'll go running to you to hug and kiss and make up. You fucked up Shawn. No, you're not usually a shitty boyfriend, but you were a shitty one today. It just confuses me so much. We've been talking about our anniversary and planning stuff and -" I started.

"I know Y/n! I already admitted that I fucked up! What more do you want from me?" He yelled. He's only yelled at me one other time and that was when we had been dating for about three months. My eyes widened.

"Great job Shawn. You interrupting me and yelling at me just made me feel worse. You've only ever yelled at me one other time and I very rarely yell at you. Don't I let you tell me what's going on in your head when you need me to? Well I was just trying to do the same thing. You know what? My mom is probably sleeping, but I think I'll sleep over Johnny's." I said.

"Baby, please, no. Stay." He said as I stood up.

"I can't Shawn. I can't. I'm too upset and I need space. Please Shawn, just leave me alone." I said as tears fell onto my cheeks. I walked out of the room, went upstairs, grabbed my purse, my phone, and my keys, and left. I went to the house next to the one that I grew up at and rang the doorbell. Anne, Johnny's mom, answered the door.

"Y/n? What's wrong?" She asked.

"I'm really sorry. I know that it's late, but could I talk to you please?" I asked. She nodded.

"Sure. Johnny and Dave are in the living room." She said. I nodded and we sat in the kitchen as I cried and told her everything. When Johnny and Dave heard me crying, they came in and so we all sat down.

"I just don't get it. How could he forget our anniversary? He always says that I mean so much to me and that the day that I said yes to being his girlfriend was the best day of his life, so how could he forget?" I asked. Dave, who has always been like a second father to me, rubbed my back to try and comfort me.

"I don't know. Do you want to spend the night in Jake's old room?" Dave asked. I nodded.

"Yes please. Sorry for coming over so late." I said as I wiped away some tears.

"It's fine. Do you want anything to eat?" Anne asked. I nodded.

"Yes please. I didn't really have much for dinner because of everything that happened." I said. Anne nodded and made me some food. They all sat with me as I ate.

"You going to be okay?" Johnny asked when I told them that I was going to bed. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. He's always been like my extra big brother, and he pulled me in for a hug.

"What do you want me to do if he shows up here in the morning?" Johnny asked. I thought for a moment and then shrugged.

"I don't know. Do whatever you want, I guess." I said. Johnny nodded and then we said good night to each other and I went to Jake's old bedroom and fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of someone talking downstairs. I got out of bed and squinted for a moment so my eyes could adjust to the morning light. I went downstairs.

"She's sleeping Shawn." Johnny said.

"She's coming down the stairs right now." Shawn said when he spotted me. I looked at him and then walked into the kitchen, where Anne was.

"I made you some waffles." She said. I smiled.

"Thanks. He's at the front door with Johnny." I said before taking a bite.

"Nope, he's right behind me." Johnny said. I sighed as Shawn sat next to me. Anne and Johnny left the room.

"Hey babe. How did you sleep?" He asked. I shrugged.

"Not so good, but oh well." I said.

"Why didn't you sleep good?" Shawn asked.

"Because I always sleep better in your arms." I said before taking another bite.

"Yeah I usually sleep better when I'm with you, so I didn't sleep all that great last night either." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Did you look at the presents that I got you?" I asked.

"No. Like I said honey, I'm waiting until we're okay so we can open them together." He said. I nodded.

"I just don't get it." I said as I looked at him. My heart broke. He looked like he had been crying and his hair was a mess, like he had been tugging at it.

"I don't get it either. I'm sorry honey. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, and please, please don't break up with me. I can't live without you." Shawn said as tears filled his eyes. I stood up and so did he. I pulled him in for a hug.

"I'm not going to break up with you Shawn." I said as he buried his face in my neck.

"I'm sorry that I yelled at you and interrupted you. I'm sorry for everything. I'm so sorry." He said. I rubbed his back.

"It's okay baby, I forgive you, okay? I forgive you." I said. He picked his head up and looked at me.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

"I'm positive." I said.

"Would it, um, would it be okay if I kissed you?" Shawn asked. I nodded and smiled.

"Of course it would be okay baby." I said. He smiled and put his lips on mine. The kiss was magical, per usual. I then heard footsteps and we pulled away.

"Ewww, were you guys just kissing?" Johnny asked.

"Hush, we made up." I said. He looked at Shawn and then at me again.

"Okay, but if you need me to punch him, I will." Johnny said.

"Stop it. You're crazy." I said as I shook my head.

"Nope, just protective." He said.

"Well, thank you guys for letting me stay." I said. Johnny nodded.

"No problem. Shawn, take care of her." Johnny said. Shawn nodded.

"I will. I promise." Shawn said. Him and I walked out to the cars and went home.

"Okay, now it's time for presents." I said when we walked in the door. He chuckled and pulled me in for a hug.

"No, right now it's time for me to hug my girl." Shawn said. I smiled and closed my eyes as I rubbed his back a little.

"I'll always be your girl." I said.

"Promise?" Shawn asked. I looked up at him and nodded.

"Yup. Unless you have any plans for getting rid of me." I said. He shook his head almost violently.

"No. Never will I ever get rid of you babe." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. I love you." I said.

"I love you too honey. Come here, I want to show you what I got you yesterday." He said with such enthusiasm that I couldn't help but smile and giggle. He sounded like a little kid on Christmas morning. I sat next to him as he handed me a Barnes and Noble bag.

"You got me books?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yup. I know that you've been wanting some of these, and then I found some that I thought that you would like. Oh, and I got you this as well." He said as he handed me another bag. I opened up the box that was in the bag and tears formed in my eyes. It was a ring with the date that we started dating on it.

"Oh Shawn, it's beautiful. I love it. Thank you so much honey." I said. He kissed my cheek.

"I'm glad that you love it babe. Mind if I put it on you?" He asked.

"I would absolutely love it if you put it on me. What finger should it go on?" I asked. He looked at my hands.

"Your middle finger." He said. I nodded and he put it on my middle finger.

"Thank you baby." I said.

"You're welcome honey." He said.

"Time for your presents!" I said as I clapped my hands together. Shawn chuckled.

"Which one should I open first babe?" He asked.

"Um, the smaller box." I said. He nodded, unwrapped it, and opened it. His eyes widened.

"Oh honey, I love it. Thank you baby." He said as he looked at the watch. I kissed his cheek.

"You're welcome bubs." I said. He then opened the box that had the shoes in it and smiled.

"Wait, are you serious? You got me the shoes I've been looking at?" He asked, his eyes wide. I giggled and nodded.

"Yup. Only the best for my man." I said. He smiled at me and gave me a kiss.

"I fucking love you." He said.

"I fucking love you too. Which gift do you like more, the shoes or the watch?" I asked. He set the box of his new shoes aside and pulled me into his lap.

"I like the one that's sitting on my lap right now." He said.

"But I'm not one of your gifts." I said with a small laugh. Shawn smiled at me.

"Oh darling, each and every single day with you is a gift, I promise." He said. I blushed and kissed him.

"That was so cheesy but I loved it. Since neither of us slept all that great last night, can we go take a nap together please?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course baby." He said and then began to carry me upstairs.

"You don't have to carry me." I said.

"Of course I do. I like carrying you places." He said and I smiled. Soon, he laid me down on our bed, and then we both got under the covers. He pulled me nice and close to him.

"I love you Shawn." I said.

"I love you too Y/n. Thank you for forgiving me." He said. I smiled and snuggled my face into his chest.

"Of course baby. I could never stay mad at you for too long." I said. He kissed the top of my head, and then we fell asleep in each other's arms. I love Shawn so much and I'm so glad that we made up.