A/n: Okay so I know that for the past few imagines, I've been writing that Shawn and Y/n got engaged in what would have been August of 2022, but let's pretend that they got engaged in May of 2022 okay? Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Now, without further ado, let's begin, shall we?

My fiancé is the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes, and I'm currently on tour with him. I was in Shawn's dressing room with him as he laid on the couch, with me laying on top of him. My head was on his chest, my eyes closed, as I listened to the soothing beat of his heart - the heart that he says beats for me, and only me - as he rubbed my back in slow, soothing circles. Shawn kissed the top of my head and I hummed, feeling happy and content in the arms of the man that I love so much.

"I love you baby boy." I said.

"I love you too baby girl." He said.

"Do you want me to come into your question and answer session like I usually do? If you don't want me to, that's fine." I asked and said.

"Of course I want you to come in with me babe. Do you like coming in with me?" He asked. I nodded my head against his chest.

"Yeah." I said. There was a knock at the door.

"Come in!" Shawn said. I opened my eyes, and Jake Stras, Shawn's security guard, poked his head in.

"Hey, you guys ready for the q and a?" He asked. Shawn and I nodded and sat up.

"Yeah." Shawn said.

"Y/n, are you coming with Shawn?" Jake asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. Shawn interlaced his fingers with mine. His touch electrified me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. We walked into the q and a, and the fans screamed. Shawn and I sat down, and I held his hand in my lap, just like always.

"So, per usual, if someone is asking a question, please don't talk while they're asking a question, and if you need me to repeat a question, I will. Also, as you guys most likely know, this is my very lovely and very amazing fiancé, Y/n Y/l/n, and you guys can ask her questions if you want to." Shawn said. I smiled at him and then at the fans.

"Thank you guys for always letting me come in." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek and then chose someone to ask a question.

"My question is for Y/n, how did you react when Shawn won a Grammy for a song that was about you?" She asked. I smiled.

"There's actually a video of my reaction, which I sent to Shawn. I was with my mom, my brother, and my best friend, and my brother was the one that took the video, and I was holding my mom's hand and then when they announced Shawn's name I started crying happy tears." I said.

"And you can tell, when you watch the video, that everybody is hugging her." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yeah, everyone was hugging me and then when Shawn thanked me in his speech I was crying even more and I think at one point I was like 'I have to text him but my hands are shaking.' but yeah, I was sobbing tears of joy." I said.

"I remember getting emotional when I watched the video. What's your question?" Shawn asked as he chose someone else.

"My question is for Shawn, um, how hard was it to move from Canada where all of your friends and family were, to Massachusetts?" She asked. I felt a pang of guilt. Shawn began to rub my hand with his thumb, he knows that I still sometimes feel bad about the fact that he moved to another country for me.

"I mean, obviously it was very hard to move away from them, but at the same time, I knew that Y/n and I wanted to live together, and that it would have been at least a little bit selfish of me to ask her to move up to Toronto for me. My job takes me around the world, but Y/n is still in college, and she wants to be an adjustment counselor in a high school. I love Y/n, and there was no way that I could ask her to start all over at a new school and then possibly have to adjust her dream job, because I'm not sure if there are adjustment counselors in Canada. But we like living together, right babe?" Shawn asked as he looked at me. I nodded and smiled.

"Yup. I get to wake up every morning with my best friend right next to me - living with you is basically a never ending slumber party with you - unless you're downstairs making pancakes or at the gym or something. But Shawn's so cute, if he leaves for the gym, or anywhere, before I wake up, he always leaves a little note so I don't worry about him and wonder where he is." I said. Shawn kissed my hand, causing me to smile. He then pointed at someone else.

"What's your question?" He asked.

"So, I was wondering if you would mind covering your eyes Shawn, because there's a picture that I want to show Y/n, and I want to see her reaction. Is that okay with you guys?" She asked. Shawn looked at me and I nodded even though I was a little nervous. Shawn looked at the girl.

"Yeah, that's fine." He said and then covered his eyes and looked away. The girl handed me her phone and I smiled when I saw a selfie that Shawn had posted on Twitter (A/n: picture is above!).

"Look at him." I said with a smile as I studied his face in the photo.

"Look at who?" Shawn asked. I rubbed his hand with my thumb before looking at the girl.

"Do you mind if I zoom in?" I asked. She shook her head.

"No, that's fine." She said. I double tapped on the photo and zoomed in.

"Oh my gosh. I'm so in love with this handsome face. I love that face and everything about it." I said.

"Is that a picture of me?" Shawn asked. I laughed.

"Hold on a second baby. Guys, I get to marry this gorgeous human being. Oh my gosh, I'm so in love with him in every possible way." I said as I kept looking at the photo. It was like I couldn't look away. How is one human being so handsome and so amazing?

"Okay, I'm pretty sure that it's a photo of me." Shawn said.

"You can open your eyes honey." I said. Shawn opened his eyes and I showed him the picture that was on the girl's phone.

"Awww, you were saying that stuff about me?" He asked and I laughed as I looked back at the photo.

"Of course I was! Who else would I be saying stuff like that about?" I asked as I handed the girl her phone again.

"Noah Centineo." Shawn said.

"Am I marrying him?" I asked.

"No." Shawn said with a smile.

"Exactly. I'm marrying the most handsome and most amazing man in the world." I said. Shawn puckered up his lips and I smiled before putting my lips on his for a quick kiss. The fans cheered and I blushed.

"I want more kisses from you babe." Shawn said when the fans quieted down.

"I'll give you more later, I don't want to make out with you in front of your fans." I said. Shawn chuckled.

"But don't you like making out with me?" Shawn asked as he wiggled his eyebrows at me. I laughed and nodded.

"I do like to make out with you, trust me, I do, but not in front of a bunch of people. Later baby, I promise." I said. He nodded.

"Okay. I'm going to hold you to that promise baby girl. I loved the fact that like, yes you were saying 'oh my gosh' and stuff like that when you were looking at the picture of me, but you weren't saying it while, like, freaking out. You said it so calmly and like you're so in love." Shawn said.

"That's because I am so in love!" I said. Shawn smiled and let go of my hand so he could wrap his arm around my shoulders. I leaned on him but then sat up.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Did anyone take a video of me seeing that picture of Shawn?" I asked. A few hands went up. "Would you guys mind posting it on Instagram and tagging me in it please?" I asked.

"That's fine." They said and I put their Instagram usernames in the notes app in my phone so when they posted it, I could save it to my phone and they said that I could post the video if I wanted to. I thanked them, and after the q and a, I went with Shawn to his dressing room again. He immediately pulled me in for a hug.

"I love you, my sweet, sweet girl." Shawn said. I smiled.

"I love you too, my sweet, sweet man. I'm really in love with you, like really in love with you." I said. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"I know baby, and that makes me really happy. I'm really in love with you too." He said. I smiled and then yawned.

"I'm tired." I said.

"Well how about you lay down on the couch babe?" He asked. I nodded.

"Are you going to lay with me?" I asked as I laid down. He shook his head.

"No. I'm just going to sit over here. I feel bad. You're not used to traveling constantly and suddenly you're on tour with me." He said as he sat in a chair close to me, but he moved it even closer so he could run his fingers through my hair.

"It's okay bubs. I'm with the man that I love, and that's all that matters." I said as I closed my eyes.

"You're too sweet babe. How about you lay back here during my show? I want you to get some rest." He asked and said.

"No, I would feel bad if I slept through your show." I said, but I did feel really tired.

"Nope, I want you to rest back here during my show." He said as he continued to massage my scalp.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"I'm positive." He said.

"Okay. And you'll come get me when we're going to leave to get on the tour bus, right? You won't forget me and leave me behind?" I asked.

"Darling, I could never forget you. I promise." He said. I nodded.

"Okay. I'm going to rest now. Good night." I said. Shawn chuckled.

"Good night baby girl. I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I said, and then fell asleep. When I woke up, I was alone, but I could hear Shawn performing. It took me a moment, but then I remembered that Shawn had told me to stay back here while he performed. I sat up and looked at my phone. Shawn had posted a photo, so I looked. Oh my gosh. Why? Why in the world did he post a picture of me sleeping while he rubbed my head and gave a thumbs up and a smile to whoever was taking the picture? I looked terrible. I read the caption.

"That moment when your girl is on tour with you but she isn't used to traveling constantly so she falls asleep while you're rubbing her head in your dressing room. I love this girl LOTS, and when I told Y/n that I felt bad because she isn't used to touring, she said to me 'It's okay bubs. I'm with the man that I love, and that's all that matters.' I mean come on guys, do people get any sweeter than Y/n Y/l/n? Nope. Can't wait to marry this sweet girl, who's currently napping. I love you lots babe." Shawn captioned it. I commented on it.

"Your handsome face and the cute caption make up for the fact that you posted a picture of me sleeping. Omg Shawn, whyyy? I look terrible, and there's no way that you can convince me otherwise." I commented.

I then went into the notes app on my phone and looked the usernames. I went to Instagram and watched the video of me reacting to that handsome and wonderful picture of Shawn. I liked the video and saved it to my phone. I then posted it to my Instagram.

"Thank you to @randominstagramusername for capturing the moment that someone showed me the selfie that Shawn had posted on Twitter. Still crazy to think that I get to marry my best friend, the love of my life, my soulmate, my everything. I'm so beyond in love with my sweet man." I captioned it. I then laid back down since I was still tired. I woke up to the feeling of Shawn lightly shaking me.

"Baby, wake up. Wake up baby girl." Shawn said.

"Huh?" I asked as I opened my eyes. Shawn smiled at me as he crouched down next to the couch.

"Hey sleepy girl. Time to go to the tour bus. Do you want me to carry you?" He asked.

"No, I'm too heavy." I said. He frowned.

"What are you talking about babe? You're not heavy at all. Come here." He said as he picked me up.

"I'm too heavy." I said as my eyes fluttered shut again.

"No you're not honey. We'll talk about this more when we get to tour bus, okay?" He asked.

"No." I said, not wanting to talk about it. Shawn didn't say anything, he just carried me to the bus and laid me down on the bed in the back.

"Baby, can you sit up for me please?" He asked. I sighed and sat up.

"Okay." I said.

"Why do you think you're too heavy?" He asked.

"Shawn, you know what my ex said to me." I said. He then nodded, and I could tell that he was remembering. My ex boyfriend would make me feel like crap, and he would say stuff to me about my weight.

"Okay, but honey, he's wrong. Let's talk about what you commented on my Instagram post. Andrew read it to me when I was walking back to the dressing room." Shawn said.

"What did I write? I forget." I asked and said. Shawn pulled out his phone, and apparently he had taken a screenshot of what I had commented.

"You said 'Your handsome face and the cute caption make up for the fact that you posted a picture of me sleeping. Omg Shawn, whyyy? I look terrible, and there's no way that you can convince me otherwise.'" Shawn read. I sighed.

"Well I don't like that picture of me. I was sleeping, probably drooling and snoring and then you posted that photo. I don't like that picture of me." I said as I played with my fingers. Shawn reached over and held my hand in his. I looked at him.

"Well I love it. You weren't drooling, and you weren't snoring - which is a bit surprising since you typically snore - anyways, I love it babe. I love the fact that I get to wake up to that beautiful face every morning that we're together. I love waking up before you. I love it when the sun is hitting you just right, and your mouth is open a little. Sometimes you kind of scrunch up your nose a little bit and then your nose goes back to the way it was before. You look so peaceful and content when you're sleeping. Like, when you're sleeping, it's not like you're looking at the hate that some people send you. When you're sleeping, you're not thinking about the bad things, sometimes you even smile a little in your sleep. You're so beautiful my love." He said. My heart felt like it was going to burst. With the way he was talking about me and the look on his face, you can tell that he's in love with me. I scooted closer to him and he put an arm around me.

"I love you." I said. Shawn kissed the top of my head.

"I love you too baby. Did you know that sometimes you say my name in your sleep?" He asked.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yup. And it's so cute, because sometimes you'll say my name in your sleep and then smile and one time you said my name, smiled, and then said 'I love you too bubs.' and it was the cutest thing ever." Shawn said.

"I've heard you say my name in your sleep." I said as I looked up at Shawn.

"Really?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yup. I remember one time, you said my name, and then you said 'Where are you?' but my eyes were closed so I thought that you were being silly or something and I said 'I'm right babe.' and then I opened my eyes and I remember realizing that you were still asleep. But after I said that I was right there, you smiled and, in your sleep, pulled me closer to you, and said 'Okay. Don't go anywhere.' and I said 'I won't honey, I promise.' and you, very sleepily, said 'Okay.' and it was just so damn cute." I said. Shawn kissed my forehead as he smiled.

"You look tired baby. Let's get some sleep." Shawn said. I nodded and we laid down.

"Good night baby. I love you." I said. Shawn kissed the top of my head as I rested my head on his chest.

"Good night honey. I love you too." He said, and then we fell asleep. I'm so beyond in love with my handsome and wonderful man.