A/n: Smuttiness and explicit language are ahead in this one so get the holy water out! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine! Okay, without further ado, let's begin.

Me: Are you free right now?

I texted my husband of eight years, Shawn Mendes five minutes ago and he hasn't answered. Shawn and I have three kids together: Rose, Jake, and Julia. They're currently at my mom's house so I can have a break. Shawn's on tour right now, so maybe he's playing a show and that's why he didn't answer? I don't know.

What I did know was that I needed him. Before Shawn left for tour, he told me that he had ordered something online for me, and that I couldn't open it in front of the kids. When it came in, he made sure that the kids were all napping so they wouldn't see the vibrator that he got me.

"Oh my gosh Shawn." I said when I saw the vibrator.

"While I'm away, send the kids to your mom's house for a night, and then Facetime me so I can see you use it." Shawn said. I nodded.

I wanted to use it - I needed to use it, but he wasn't answering my text. He was probably performing at one of his shows. I guess that he won't see me using it. I undressed myself, and turned it on. The good thing about being home alone was that I could moan as loud as I wanted, just like I would if Shawn and I were home alone. I put the vibrator to my privates and instantly felt the pleasure. I closed my eyes and imagined Shawn.

"Oh Shawn, oh my gosh baby, yes. Oh my gosh Shawn, more." I moaned. I then turned it up a notch and the pleasure got to be more intense. "Fuck! Shawn yes! Just like that baby. Shawn, oh Shawn. Yes, make love to me just like that, more Shawn, more." I moaned and turned it up another notch. I arched my back and gripped at the bed at the insanely immense amount of pleasure. I could feel my orgasm building. "FUCK! Shawn! I'm going to cum! I'm going to cum all over your big dick. Shawn, Shawn I'm going to cum. SHAWN! I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING! SHAWN! SHAWN!" I screamed. The pleasure was almost too much too bare as my whole body shook with the orgasm. Shawn had made my body shake from an orgasm but this was even stronger than that. I slowly turned the vibrator off and took it away from my privates. My body still shook from the orgasm, even when the vibrator was no longer there. It kind of scared me how much I was shaking. I started to cry. I had never shaken that much, and Shawn wasn't there to comfort me. My phone rang as I caught my breath from the orgasm, but I was still crying. It was Shawn. "Hello?"

"Baby? What's wrong?" I asked.

"I'm kind of freaked out right now. The kids are at my mom's house, and I had originally texted you because I wanted you to see me using the vibrator, and I used it and it made my whole body shake really hard. Like, more than I've ever shaken before. It just freaked me out and you're not here to comfort me." I said.

"I'm sorry baby, I was on stage. Deep breaths honey. Try to calm yourself down. Are you still shaking right now?" He asked.

"No. It was a really fucking intense orgasm. Maybe I turned the vibrator up too much." I said.

"How much did you turn it up?" He asked.

"Well I turned it on and then I turned it up two notches. I don't even know how many notches are on here." I said.

"I don't know either. Is there a way to check?" He asked. I looked.

"Um, it says that there are five notches. If just those first three levels did that to me, I'm never going up all the way." I said with a little laugh as I calmed down.

"Well maybe when I get home we can try it." Shawn said.

"I don't know. Shawn if you could've seen me... for a moment I thought that I was going to fall off the bed, and I had been screaming your name but I literally couldn't even make any noises because I was cumming so hard and shaking so much." I said.

"If I had been there when that happened, I would've rubbed your back and told you that everything was going to be okay, it was just an intense orgasm." Shawn said.

"I miss you." I said.

"I miss you too baby. So, you were screaming my name?" Shawn asked. I blushed.

"Well of course! Who else am I going to think of when I pleasure myself?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"It better just be me!" He said.

"Don't worry babe, your name was the only name I was screaming." I said.

"Well, I would still love to Facetime you and watch you use it on yourself. Do you want to try it on a lower notch?" He asked.

"What if I shake a lot?" I asked.

"Then stop and I'll comfort you. Think about it like this baby: if we Facetime right now and I watch you use it on yourself, you can close your eyes and I can talk to you while you do it as if I'm there." Shawn said.

"What do you mean? Like, what would you say?" I asked.

"Well I would tell you how good you're making me feel and how tight you are and things like that." Shawn said. I smiled.

"Okay. I'll keep on the lowest notch." I said.

"Okay baby. I'll hang up and then Facetime you, but don't start until we're Facetiming, okay?" Shawn asked.

"Okay. I love you." I said.

"I love you too honey." He said, and we hung up. He then immediately Facetimed me and when I answered, his handsome face popped up on my screen.

"Hi handsome." I said.

"Hey sexy. Before you use it, can you just move the camera on your phone so I can see all of you babe?" He asked. I nodded and flipped the camera around. His eyes widened when he saw that I was naked and I saw him reach his hand into his hair.

"Is seeing me like this turning you on baby?" I asked as I flipped the camera back around so it was facing me.

"Fuck yes it is. Keep the camera on your face while you did this babe, I want to see your face while you pleasure yourself." He said. I nodded.

"Okay. Should I start it now?" I asked. He nodded.

"Fuck yes." He said. I smiled and got the vibrator. I turned it on, closed my eyes, and put it on my privates. I instantly felt pleasure.

"Oh Shawn baby." I moaned.

"Yes kitten, just like that. You like this baby?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yes Shawn, oh Shawn. Fuck." I moaned.

"You're so tight kitten. Look at you, being such a good girl for me. Fuck baby. Open your eyes and look at me." Shawn said. I did as I moaned.

"Shawn, oh Shawn keep talking to me baby, fuck." I moaned. He had taken his shirt off and I could tell that he was rubbing himself.

"You're turning me on so much baby. Fuck this is amazing to watch. You feel good baby?" He asked.

"Yes, oh Shawn. Oh Shawn." I moaned as I closed my eyes again.

"What are you picturing baby?" Shawn asked.

"You on top of me making love to me." I said.

"Good girl. Look at you, taking all of me in you. You like that baby? You like what I'm doing to you kitten?" Shawn asked.

"Yes. Shawn I'm close baby. I'm going to cum Shawn." I moaned.

"Good girl baby. Cum for me, cum all over me." He said.

"Oh fuck Shawn, I love your dick inside of me. I'm going to cum, Shawn I'm going to cum." I moaned.

"That's it kitten, cum for me, cum all over me kitten." He said.

"SHAWN! SHAWN I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING! FUCK! SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN OH FUCK!" I screamed and rode out my high. I then took the vibrator away from my privates and looked at Shawn, who was smiling at me.

"Good girl baby. That was a beautiful sight to see." Shawn said. I smiled as I turned off the vibrator.

"That was amazing. Would you mind using it on me when you get home?" I asked.

"That would be amazing baby. I'm so fucking hard for you now." He said. I laughed.

"Well, as much as I would love to watch you take care of yourself, I'm exhausted now." I said. Shawn chuckled.

"Okay baby. I'll talk to you tomorrow." He said.

"Okay. Good night honey. I love you." I said.

"Good night. I love you too kitten." He said. I laughed and we hung up. I love Shawn so much.