A/n: Explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I've been dating the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes for almost eight months. I'm with him and his team at the studio house in Malibu. Shawn was in the booth, and I sat with Andrew, Teddy, Ziggy, and Scott. Shawn seemed frustrated, and when he stepped out of the booth, he ran his fingers through his hair.

"That sounded fucking terrible." Shawn said.

"No it didn't!" We all said.

"Yes it did." Shawn said.

"Shawn honey, you sounded amazing. Don't beat yourself up. You sounded great, I promise." I said. He looked at me.

"You're my girlfriend Y/n, you have to say that." He said. What?

"What are you talking about? I don't have to say anything. You sounded great Shawn." I said. He scoffed.

"You're just saying that to make me feel better." He said.

"No, I'm not Shawn. You know that I always say what I mean, and I mean it when I say that you sounded great." I said. Shawn shook his head.

"Whatever Y/n. Save it. I don't want to hear it." He said.

"Shawn!" Teddy said as my eyes widened. Shawn's eyes widened as he realized what he had said. I stood up so I could head to the bedroom.

"Wait, baby, I didn't mean it." He said.

"Get away from me Shawn. Leave me alone." I said.

"Baby, please." He said.

"No Shawn." I said, and slammed the bedroom door shut. I sat on the bed and brought my knees to my chest. I felt homesick. I'm from the other side of the country. I pulled out my phone and texted Teddy.

Me: Can you come here please?

Teddy: Yeah, I'll be right there.

There was a knock at the door.

"Come in." I said and Teddy walked in. I hadn't even realized that I was crying.

"Hey. He's sitting out there with his head in his hands and he's saying that he fucked up." Teddy said. I nodded.

"He did. He knows that I always mean what I say. He's never spoken to me like that. Plus, I feel so homesick. I miss my mom, and my brother and my best friend. They're all the way on the other side of the country. At home, I can take walks to clear my head, but I can't here because I don't know where anything is. Does Shawn even want me here?" I asked as I wiped some tears away.

"Of course he does. He just took his frustrations out on you for some reason. Do you want me to ask him to come in here so you guys can talk?" She asked. I thought for a moment and then nodded.

"Yes please." I said. She nodded and left the room. Soon, Shawn knocked on the door.

"Can I come in honey?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. I hugged my knees to my chest as he sat down on the bed.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I was frustrated and I took it out on you when I shouldn't have. I know that you always mean what you say, so I don't know why I said that." He said. I nodded.

"Part of it is that you've never talked to me like that before. Never. And it surprised and shocked me. And the other thing is that I feel really homesick right now, and what just happened only made that worse." I said as I stared straight ahead.

"Oh honey, I'm sorry. I didn't know that you were feeling so homesick. I can promise you I'll never speak to you like that ever again." He said. I wiped some tears away. I could feel his eyes on me. I finally looked at him.

"Do you even want me here?" I asked. His eyes went wide.

"Oh my gosh, of course I do baby. Of course I want you here. I just got frustrated and I took it out on you when I shouldn't have. I'm sorry honey. Can I please hug you? I want to hug you." Shawn asked and said.

"Are you sure that you want me here?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"I'm positive honey. I promise you that I want you here." Shawn said. I nodded and moved over so I was leaning on him. He instantly wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry that I overreacted." I said.

"You didn't overreact babe. I promise. Why didn't you tell me that you were homesick?" Shawn asked.

"I don't know. I guess that I didn't want to bother you." I said.

"My love, you never bother me, I promise. If you want to go home, just tell me, okay?" He asked.

"But I want to stay here with you." I said.

"Then stay here. It's up to you." Shawn said.

"I want to stay." I said. He kissed the top of my head.

"Okay baby. Mind if I play a song for you on the piano?" Shawn asked.

"That's fine." I said and we got up. When Shawn got to me, he interlaced his fingers with mine. As our skin touched, I felt electricity spark through me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. Everyone looked at us.

"Are you guys okay now?" Teddy asked. We nodded.

"Yeah. I'm going to play her a song on the piano." Shawn said.

"Okay." Everyone said. Shawn sat at the piano and patted the seat so I would sit next to him. He began to play a song on the piano and I smiled when I realized that he was singing All of Me by John Legend.

"'Cause all of me / Loves all of you / Love your curves and all your edges / All your perfect imperfections / Give your all to me / I'll give my all to you / You're my end and my beginning / Even when I lose I'm winning / 'Cause I give you all, all of me / And you give me all, all of you" Shawn sang. I leaned my head on his shoulder and I put my hand on his back as he sang. He soon finished singing, and looked at me.

"You sounded wonderful, just like always. That was beautiful." I said. He smiled at me.

"I'm sorry that I was a dick." He said. I smiled at him and put my hand on his cheek. He leaned into my touch, wanting more.

"It's okay baby. I forgive you." I said. He put his lips on mine, and I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy.

"Wooo! Go Mendes!" Ziggy yelled. Shawn and I pulled away, and I knew that my face was red.

"Dude, hush." Shawn said. I buried my face in Shawn's chest, embarrassed. Shawn laughed and rubbed my back a little. "Do you see what you've done Ziggy? You've made my amazing girlfriend hide from embarrassment."

"Sorry Y/n." Ziggy said. I picked my head up.

"It's okay." I said. Shawn gave me another kiss and then got back in the booth. I love Shawn so much and I'm so glad that we made up.