A/n: Smuttiness is ahead in this one and so is explicit language! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I sat on the couch with my eighteen year old daughter, Rose Lucille Mendes. She is the oldest child of mine and my husband's. My husband is the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes. Not only do we have Rose, but him and I also have a sixteen year old son, Jacob Alexander Scott Mendes, but we call him Jake, and we also have Julia Kennedy Mendes, she's fourteen years old. Each of our kids are two years apart, and both Jake and Julia - or Jules as we sometimes call her - were born in May, but Rose was born in February.

"You and Dad should totally go on a date night and just have some alone time together before he goes on tour." Rose said. I nodded.

"I like that idea." I said with a smile. Rose smiled too but then her smile faded.

"I don't want Daddy to leave for tour. I always miss him so much whenever he's away an the timezones make it so hard." Rose said as tears formed in her eyes. I opened her arms up and she leaned on me.

"I know that you don't want him to leave for tour, and in all honesty, I don't either. But this is for his job. We've done this before and we always make it work. We'll call and text and Facetime him as much as we can, okay?" I asked. She nodded.

"Okay." She said as she cried a bit. She's always been a humongous Daddy's girl. Shawn dotes on all of his children, but Rose was the one that made him a father, and me a mother. I held her as she cried, and she didn't even look up when the door swung open and Shawn walked in. As soon as he saw that Rose was crying, a look of panic became etched across his face. Of course, as parents, it breaks our hearts to see one of our kids in pain.

"What's wrong Rosie?" Shawn asked. Rose got up and ran to him and hugged him. Of course he hugged back.

"I don't want you to leave for tour Daddy. I'm going to miss you so much." She said. He rubbed her back a little bit to calm her.

"I know honey, and I'm going to miss you guys so unbelievably much, but this is for my job, my career. Time will fly by and I'll be home before you know it, I promise." Shawn said. Rose pulled away from the hug and nodded.

"Okay. Um, I think that I'm just going to go read a book in my room so I can just relax." Rose said. Shawn nodded.

"Okay sweet pea. I love you." He said.

"I love you too Daddy." She said and then went upstairs. Shawn sat down next to me and I immediately put my head on his chest and snuggled up to him. He kissed the top of my head as he wrapped his arms around me.

"How are you feeling about me leaving for tour wifey?" Shawn asked. I sighed.

"Do you want the truth?" I asked.

"Of course." He said. I looked up at him as my head rested on his chest.

"The same way as Rose. And the thing is, before we were married and had kids, when you were on tour and I missed you, I could sit here and cry if I wanted to. But now? Now I can't because I can't let the kids see me like that. I have to be strong for them and put on a mask." I said. Shawn pulled me closer to him and I closed my eyes, feeling safe and content in my husband's arms.

"I'm sorry honey." Shawn said as he massaged the back of my head.

"It's okay. Shawn, when we started to get to know each other, and we started to date, I knew that we would have to go long periods of time without seeing each other, but I also knew, and still know, that you're worth it. You're worth everything to me Shawn." I said.

"You're worth everything to me too baby. I love you." Shawn said. I hummed.

"I love you too. Oh! Can I tell you about Rose's idea?" I asked as I sat up. Shawn smiled at me and nodded as he held my hand in his.

"Yeah. What was her idea?" He asked.

"That you and I have date night and just have some alone time together before you leave. What do you think?" I said and asked. Shawn smiled even more and nodded.

"I love it, and um," Shawn said before gently pulling me so I was straddling his lap. I giggled. "Maybe the kids could spend the night at your mom's house? You know, so we could have alone time in our bedroom, probably for many hours." Shawn asked and said. I smiled and nodded.

"I love that idea. When should we do it?" I asked.

"How about this weekend? I've missed your body and I'm absolutely dying to see it." Shawn said. I blushed and nodded.

"Okay. I'll call my mom and ask her to take the kids. Do we have condoms?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yup." He said. I let my hands roam up and down his chest as I smiled.

"I can't wait babe. I've missed you. Do I get to ride you?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Fuck yes you do. How about you suck at my fingers while you ride me too? I fucking love it when you do that." Shawn said. I giggled and nodded.

"Considering the fact that whenever I do that, it always sends you over the edge, yeah, I think that you do love it." I said. Shawn smiled.

"We should make a list of what we want to do. We'll obviously hide it from the kids." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. Let me just call my mom and ask her if she can take the kids for a night." I said.

"Okay." He said. I sat on his lap and called my mom.

"Hello?" She asked.

"Hi mom." I said.

"Hi honey, how are you?" She asked.

"I'm good. Rose was crying a bit earlier because Shawn leaves for tour soon, and obviously we're going to miss him. Luckily Shawn walked in the house and got her to calm down." I said as Shawn studied my face and rubbed my sides.

"Good. Let me guess, you and Shawn want me to take the kids for a night so you guys can have a date night and spend some alone time together. Is that right?" She asked.

"How did you know?" I asked while feeling shocked.

"Because you guys do this whenever he's about to go on tour." She said with a laugh.

"I'm sorry. Would you mind?" I asked.

"No, not at all. Drop them off on Friday and they can stay here until Sunday night." My mom said.

"Thank you so much mom." I said.

"You're welcome." She said, and we hung up. I smiled at Shawn.

"We can drop them off on Friday and then pick them up on Sunday night." I told Shawn. His smile widened.

"Good. Lots of time to make love to my wife." He said and I laughed, blushed, and nodded.

"Give me a kiss handsome." I said.

"With pleasure baby." He said. I put my lips on his and immediately felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon. I soon pulled away.

"I have to make dinner." I said as I got off of his lap and stood up. He stood up too.

"What about the list?" He asked. I laughed.

"We'll make it after dinner when we're alone." I said.

"Okay baby. Mind if I help you make dinner?" He asked. I smiled at him.

"I would love that. I love spending time with you." I said. He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"I love spending time with you too baby. So what are we making?" He asked. I thought for a moment.

"How about some baked chicken with parmesan and mozzarella?" I asked as I looked at my divinely handsome husband. He nodded.

"Okay hot stuff." He said. I blushed and got out the ingredients. Him and I began to make dinner. He kept touching me, which I didn't mind. He kept kissing my cheek, or he would turn me so I was facing him and he could kiss my lips or nose or forehead. He would put his hand on my back, or my bum, or my shoulders. It was cute. As we finished dinner, I looked at him and smiled.

"Can't keep your hands to yourself today handsome?" I asked. Shawn blushed and laughed.

"Not when I have my sexy wife next to me." He said. Now it was my turn to blush and laugh. We put the food on plates and I went upstairs.

"Kids! Dinner!" I yelled and then went back downstairs where Shawn was getting waters for the kids and pouring him and I some white wine.

"Hey, why don't we get wine?" Jake asked as he sat down.

"Because you're not old enough yet." I said as I sat down next to him. Shawn sat at the head of the table, and Rose and Julia sat next to each other on the other side of the table.

"You guys are going to go to Meimei's house on Friday and stay until Sunday night." Shawn said.

"Ewww." Jake said.

"What?" Shawn and I asked.

"I know what that means." Jake said. I sipped my wine.

"Well we don't want to traumatize you." Shawn said.

"Good point." Jake said. We began to eat. Shawn had been at the studio for most of the day, putting the finishing touches on his newest album. He looked at me.

"So, my darling Mrs. Mendes, how was work today?" He asked before taking a bite of his food.

"It was okay. I had some appointments and some meetings. The day seemed to drag on so I was happy to just get in my car and come home. How was the studio?" I asked.

"Good. We're just putting the finishing touches on everything for the album and tour. Actually, do you guys mind if we talk about tour for a minute?" Shawn asked as he looked around the table.

"That's fine Daddy." Julia said. Shawn nodded and put his fork and knife down.

"So, I know that you guys are going to miss me, and I know that it's going to be hard. I'm going to miss you guys so much and it's going to be hard on me too. But when I leave, I need you guys to be on your best behavior for your mother. Don't act up or anything. I need you guys to be good for me, and I'll know if you're not being good because I'll be in constant contact with all of you guys, including your mom. I want you guys to remember that this isn't easy for her either. We've been married for almost nineteen years, and December 22 of this year will mark twenty three years since I asked her to be my girlfriend. Do you guys understand what I'm saying?" Shawn asked. The kids nodded.

"Yup." They said.

"Good thank you guys." He said.

"You're welcome." They all said. I looked at Shawn and studied his facial features for a moment.

"Babe?" I asked. Shawn looked at me.

"Yes darling?" He asked.

"You always say that I'm beautiful. Are you still going think that when I'm old and wrinkly and saggy and my hair is all gray?" I asked. Shawn put his fork down again, wiped his hands on his napkin, and rubbed my cheek with his thumb.

"You'll probably, somehow, be even more beautiful and breathtaking when you're old and wrinkly and saggy and with gray hair. I'm always going to think and know that you're more beautiful that words will ever we be able to describe honey, no matter what the age is." He said. I felt my heart swell with joy for this man as I smiled.

"Promise?" I asked. He smiled back and nodded.

"I promise." He said before getting out of his seat to give me a kiss on the cheek. After dinner, the kids went upstairs to do their own thing. Shawn and I went to our bedroom so we could make that list, but before we could, our phones lit up. We both get notifications when the kids post on Instagram, and Rose had made a post. It was a picture of Shawn rubbing my cheek with his thumb as he looked at me with such love in his eyes and I was looking at him the same way.

"Here's a beautiful picture of my dad reassuring my mom that yes, he will still 'think and know' that she's beautiful and breathtaking when she's old and wrinkly and saggy and has gray hair. Wow I love my parents." Rose captioned it. Shawn and I smiled at the post and then at each other.

"I love that photo." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek and nodded.

"Me too honey. Do you want to make a list now?" Shawn asked with a smirk. I nodded and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. I sat back down next to him and we began writing.

"How does this list look honey?" I asked after we made it. I handed it to Shawn. He read it out loud but in a bit of a whisper so the kids wouldn't hear.

"Shawn will get on top of Y/n and make love to her, he will then flip her over and as she's riding him, she'll suck his fingers (Shawn will not help guide Y/n unless she asks), Shawn will have Y/n lay so her breasts touch his chest and he will pound into her, Shawn will eventually make her squirt, he will finger her and eat her out, sex on the dining room table because that's hot as fuck, Shawn will make Y/n cum as many times as possible." Shawn read.

"Holy fuck I can't wait." I said. Shawn laughed.

"Come here, come kiss me." He said as he put the note to the side. I put my lips on his, and as we kissed I let my hands roam his body. I kissed his jawline and he moved his head so I could kiss his neck. I then picked my head up and looked at him.

"I want you so badly Shawn. I want it to be Friday. I already have a dress picked out and I think that you're going to love it. If you were barely able to keep your hands to yourself today, I can't imagine what you'll be like when you see the dress." I said with a smirk.

"Fuck. The things that you do to me babe." Shawn said and we soon went to bed. Friday came soon. I asked Shawn to take the kids to my mom's house while I got ready and he did. I put on the white dress that was see through in a couple of spots. I let my y/h/c hair flow down, and put on mascara, eyeliner, and eye shadow. I then put on some white heels. I grabbed my phone and purse and went downstairs to wait for Shawn. When he walked in the door, his eyes widened.

"Like it?" I asked as I twirled. I watched as he eyed me up and down.

"Fuck baby. I can't wait for tonight." He said as he walked over to me. He was already wearing black dress pants and a white button up shirt. He put his hands on my waist and I put my hands on his shoulders.

"Well, the quicker we leave for dinner, the quicker we can get home and make love." I said. Shawn kissed my lips quickly. He then interlaced his fingers with mine, and as our skin touched, I felt electricity spark through me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. Shawn led me out to the car and opened the door for me.

"Holy fuck your butt looks perfect." Shawn said as he helped me into the car.

"You look pretty sexy too." I said. Shawn smiled, kissed me, shut my door and then got into the driver's seat. We drove to the restaurant, but everyone once in a while Shawn would look over at me, especially if we were at a red light.

"You're so stunning babe. I'm the luckiest man alive." Shawn said before kissing my hand.

"I'm the luckiest woman alive. I love you baby." I said.

"I love you too darling." Shawn said. We talked a bit more and soon arrived at the restaurant. We were seated by the lake and as we waited for our food, I kept smiling at him.

"Can you believe it babe? Soon we're going to be celebrating nineteen years of marriage." I said. Shawn smiled at me and then took a sip of his beer.

"I know honey. It feels like just yesterday you were walking down the aisle in that beautiful white dress and it feels like just yesterday we were having our first dance." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yup. Remember when the DJ cleared the dance floor so we could have it to ourselves for the last dance of the night?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yup. We danced to Leona Lewis's The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yeah. I want to dance to that again sometime." I said.

"How about this: when we get home, before we make love, we'll dance to it. Does that sound good honey?" Shawn asked. I nodded. At one point during dinner, I took a picture of Shawn as he smiled, not at the camera, but at me.

"Mind if I post it on Instagram?" I asked.

"That's fine babe." He said. I went to Instagram and made the post.

"Date night with the love of my life. I love you more than words will ever be able to describe Shawny baby." I captioned it. Soon, we went home.

"Ready to dance babe?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah, let me just take off my heels." I said. He nodded as he got the music ready.

"Okay my love." He said. I took my heels off and walked over to him. He smiled at me and started the music. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too, my beautiful girl. Thank you by the way." He said.

"What are you thanking me for?" I asked. He kissed my cheek.

"For being my partner in life, my partner in love, for saying yes when I asked you to marry me, for making me a father, for everything." He said. I kissed his lips and of course he kissed back.

"You're welcome babe." I said when we pulled away. When the song ended, Shawn scooped me so he could carry me bridal style, and brought me upstairs. He undressed me.

"Fuck baby, you're gorgeous." Shawn said and I blushed.

"Thank you baby. You're so handsome." I said as I began undressing him. I was still in my bra and underwear, and so when I was done undressing Shawn, he immediately began to squeeze my butt as he licked my neck. I moaned.

"That's it kitten. I want you soaking for me. Moan as much as you want. You know that I love hearing that pretty voice of yours moan and scream my name." Shawn said before going back to squeezing my butt. He then hummed into my neck, turning me on even more.

"Oh fuck Shawn. Do that again." I moaned.

"Hmmm." Shawn hummed into my neck. My fingers were tangled into his hair.

"Oh Shawn honey. I want you inside of me, but first, I want to turn you on." I said. Shawn looked at me.

"Trust me babe, you already have me turned on." He said.

"Well I want to turn you on even more. Lay on your back honey." I said and he did as told. I laid so I was half on him and half off of him. I watched him as I licked at his nipple, sucked on it, and then moaned into it. Shawn closed his eyes, tipped his head back and let out a moan.

"Oh Y/n. Just like that honey. Keep moaning into my nipples babe, don't stop." Shawn moaned. I switched and did it to the other nipple. Somehow without him noticing, I let my fingers slide into my underwear and get some of my own wetness, and my own touch caused me to moan more.

"Baby, open your eyes." I said.

"What is it darling?" He asked, his eyes dark with lust. I held up two of my fingers.

"Well because you had your eyes closed, you didn't notice me slip my fingers into my underwear. Want to taste how wet I am for you babe?" I asked. He nodded.

"Fuck yes." He said. I put my fingers in front of his lips, and he held my hand there with his own big hand as he suck on them and moaned and swirled his tongue around them. I moaned at the sight and the feeling.

"Shawn." I said. He released my fingers from his mouth.

"Yes?" He asked.

"Make love to me please. I need you inside of me." I said. He smiled and had me sit up. He took off my bra and underwear. He then grabbed a condom as I laid down.

"Do you want to put this on me?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes." I said. He was so hard for me as I slipped on the condom. I laid back down.

"I'm going to make you feel so good baby girl. I'm going to make you cum so hard and that's a promise." Shawn said. I smiled.

"I know that you will." I said as Shawn lined himself up with me.

"Ready?" He asked. I nodded.

"Fuck yes. I need you baby." I said. Shawn smiled and we both moaned as he entered me. I instantly let one hand go into his hair and the other scratched at his back.

"Fuck kitten. You're so tight." He said.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned. Soon he was in me all of the way.

"Let me know when I can move." He said. I nodded and took a moment or so to get adjusted to his huge size. I then bucked my hips a little.

"You can move Shawn." I said. He kissed me and then began to slowly thrust.

"Oh fuck babe." Shawn moaned.

"Shawn, fuck, I haven't had you in so long. Faster, deeper, more." I moaned.

"I don't want to hurt you." He said.

"You won't. Please Shawn." I said. He nodded.

"Okay baby." He said and then went faster. My nails dug into his back as I arched my back.

"SHAWN! YES!" I yelled as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Fuck kitten. Oh this feels so good." He moaned.

"Yes Shawn, oh God yes. Don't stop baby." I moaned.

"I won't. Scratch harder babe." He said.

"I don't want to make you bleed." I said.

"I don't care if I bleed. Scratch me babe." He said. I did and he moaned.

"Oh Shawn. Oh my gosh baby. This is what I've needed. Oh holy fuck." I moaned as he pounded into me.

"This what you've need?" Shawn asked me with a smirk.

"My husband's big dick inside of me, pounding into me? Fuck yes. I'm close Shawn. I'm close." I moaned.

"That's it babe. Cum for me. Cum all over my dick. You like me filling you up don't you? Fuck you make me feel so damn good. Cum for me Mrs. Mendes. I know you want to." Shawn said. His words and the intense eye contact sent me over the edge and I moved my legs from around his waist as my legs shook.

"FUCK! SHAWN OH GOD YES! SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN YES! OH MY GOSH I'M CUMMING SHAWN! SHAAAAWN!" I screamed as I came. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"Fuck I'm close baby." He said.

"Cum for me Shawn. Cum for me. Do you like filling me up? Do you like having me be your naughty sexy wife? Cum for me Shawn, cum for your wife." I said. I then let myself clench around him.

"Oh fuck do that again." He said.

"Like that?" I asked with a smirk as I clenched again. He scrunched up his nose for a moment and then kept eye contact with me as he came.

"FUCK! OH HOLY FUCKING SHIT Y/N! I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING! Y/N! Y/N YES! Y/N! Y/N OH FUCK!" He screamed as he came. We both then caught our breaths as he remained inside of me.

"More. More Shawn." I moaned.

"Come here babe." Shawn said and he flipped us over. I put my hands on his chest and he put his hands behind his head.

"Ready?" I asked and he nodded. I then began to ride him.

"Oh fuck Y/n." Shawn moaned.

"Oh Shawn. Oh God yes." I moaned. Him and I kept moaning as I rode him.

"I'm close baby, I'm close." He said.

"Give me that hand." I said as I pointed at the hand that has his wedding band on it. I then began to suck his fingers and moan into them as his eyes widened.

"Fuck! Don't stop! Don't stop! I'm going to cum!" Shawn yelled. I sucked on his fingers harder and hummed into them.

"Hmmmm." I hummed. Shawn's legs began to shake.

"Y/N! Y/N! I'M CUMMING! OH GOD YES I'M CUMMING! Y/N! Y/N! OH FUCK YES!" Shawn yelled. Soon, I came too.

"SHAWN! SHAWN I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING BABY! SHAWN YES! I'M CUMMING! SHAAAWN!" I screamed. I then let myself fall limp onto his body as my own body shook from the intense orgasm.

"Shhh baby, I've got you." Shawn said as he rubbed my back. That night, we made love so passionately and for so long that by the time that we stopped, it was almost two in the morning. I felt sensitive and wobbly. I cuddled up to Shawn before we fell asleep.

"Good night Shawn. I love you and thank you for making me cum seven times today babe." I said as I closed my eyes. Shawn chuckled.

"You're welcome baby. Good night Y/n. I love you too." Shawn said, and with that we fell asleep. I love Shawn so much.