A/n: Smuttiness is ahead in this one so get out the holy water! Also, explicit language in this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

Less than twenty four hours ago, I married the love of my life, the singer and songwriter Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. Shawn and I decided that we would go home after our wedding reception, and then the next day we would board our flight to Hawaii. It was sometime after midnight, and I felt wide awake as Shawn and I tried to sleep. I knew that he was still awake because I could feel him rubbing my back. I picked my head up and put my chin on his chest.

"Shawn?" I whispered.

"Yes baby?" He asked.

"I can't sleep." I said.

"I'm sorry honey. If it makes you feel any better I can't sleep either." He said and I giggled. I reached over him and turned on the light that was beside his bed. It took our moment for our eyes to get adjusted, but when we did, I put my hand to his cheek and rubbed it with my thumb. He smiled at me.

"My husband." I said, not able to stop smiling. Shawn's smile widened.

"My wife." He said. My smile widened.

"Forever and ever, that's what I'll be: your wife." I said. He nodded, held my hand where it was on his cheek, and then turned to kiss my hand.

"I love you Mrs. Mendes." He said.

"I love you too Mr. Mendes." I said.

"Kiss me darling." He said. I immediately put my lips on his. I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon. I pulled away and kissed Shawn's cheek.

"I adore you baby. I really do." I said before burying my face in his neck. Shawn's arms wrapped around me tighter, but not too tight.

"Well I adore you too babe." He said.

"What time is it?" I asked as I picked my head up. Shawn checked his phone.

"A little after one thirty in the morning." He said.

"And what time does our flight leave?" I asked.

"We have to be at the airport at two in the afternoon. Why?" He asked. I chewed at my bottom lip for a moment.

"I have an idea." I said as nerves set in. I've wanted to wait until I'm married before I have sex because I want to make sure that I'm with the right guy before I do it and that I'm not going to regret it. Shawn and I were going to wait until we got to Hawaii before he took my virginity, but wouldn't it be nicer to do it in the comfort of our own bed?

"Babe? You look nervous." Shawn said. I sat up and so did Shawn.

"That's because I am." I said as I reached out for Shawn's hands. As our skin touched, I felt electricity spark through me, yet I felt safe and warm at the same time.

"Darling it's just me. You don't have to be nervous." He said. His eyes looked concerned. I nodded.

"Um, since we're both wide awake, do you, um, sorry I'm just nervous." I said as I looked down. Shawn put his index finger underneath my chin and lightly lifted my head up so I was looking at him.

"Please don't be nervous my love. It's just me, your husband." He said. I nodded.

"Do you want to take my virginity right now?" I asked. His eyes widened.

"Really?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. But if you don't want to, and you want to wait for Hawaii -" I started.

"No, no, I would love to do it now. Are you sure that you want to do it right now?" Shawn asked. I smiled at him and nodded.

"Yeah. I just, um, there are some things that I want to talk about before we do it." I said. Shawn nodded and pulled me into his lap.

"Okay. What's on your mind baby girl?" Shawn asked before kissing my cheek.

"How badly is it going to hurt? Like, that's probably what I'm the most nervous about." I asked and said.

"Well, the pain could vary for different people. However, I did some research recently, because I know you so damn well, and I had a feeling that you would ask that. So, according to the research that I found, the more turned on you are, and the more wet you are, the less it should hurt. Honey, if at any point the pain gets to be too much, tell me to stop. I won't be mad, okay?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Okay. Are you sure that you won't be mad?" I asked. He nodded.

"I'm positive baby. Why would I be mad?" Shawn asked. I rubbed his chest a little bit.

"Shawn, you've gone without sex for about about five years because I made you wait. I don't want to be in the middle of doing it for the first time, and you're finally able to feel the pleasure again, and then I take it away from you just because I'm in pain." I said.

"Oh my sweet, precious, darling, girl. You wouldn't take anything away from me. If I ever found out that you were in pain while we were making love, I would feel really bad. So, if the pain gets to be too much or anything, I want you to tell me, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said.

"And by the way babe, I would've waited a lifetime for you. I'm loyal to you. I always have been and I always will be. You're the only girl for me. Well, you're the only girl for me romantically." He said. I tilted my head a little.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Well I'm obviously not going to want our daughters romantically." He said. I nodded.

"True. Okay, um, there's another thing on my mind." I said as Shawn rubbed my legs. He kissed my cheek a few times.

"What is it baby?" He asked. Tears formed in my eyes.

"I know that you've had sex in the past, but I never have. What if I can't make you feel as good as those girls did? I just want to be good enough for you Shawn. You're my husband and I want to make you happy and I want to make you feel as good as possible." I said as tears fell onto my cheeks. Shawn wiped them away.

"Oh honey. Those girls were ex girlfriends and one night stands. You, my precious Mrs. Mendes, are my wife and the fact that you're my wife will make things a hundred times better. Please remember that I'm not with you for the sex. That's not why I married you. I married you because you make me the happiest man alive and you make me happier than I've ever been in my whole entire life. Before we met, I was my happiest when I was on stage. But do you want to know something?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Ever since we met, I'm my happiest when I'm with you. You make me want to be the best person that I can be, and honey, you're worried that you're not going to be good enough for me even though you're perfect for me, but I'm worried that I'm not going to be good enough for you." He said. My eyes widened as I moved to straddle his lap.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"Because I'm the one that's going to be taking your virginity." He said.

"Oh honey, like you said about me, you're perfect for me. Whenever you finger me or eat me out, holy fuck you make me feel good. Do you still want to do it tonight?" I asked. He nodded and smiled.

"Yeah." He said. I got off his lap.

"Okay. Um, I got some lingerie, so close your eyes so you won't see it until I come out of the bathroom, okay babe?" I asked. He nodded and closed his eyes.

"Okay. I'll keep them shut until I hear the bathroom door shut." He said.

"Okay." I said. I grabbed the one piece, lace, slightly see through lingerie and went in the bathroom and got changed into it. I hope that he likes it. Should I put my hair up or leave it down? Ugh, I don't know. I opened the bathroom door a little bit so Shawn could only see my face. "Shawn?"

"Yes baby?" He asked as he looked over at me.

"Should I put my hair up or leave it down?" I asked.

"That's up to you honey." He said.

"Okay." I said and shut the door again. I got a hairband and put it on my wrist. I would leave my hair down but I would wear the hairband in case I wanted to use it. I opened the door a little more. Shawn was sitting up, running his fingers through his hair. "Shawn?"

"Yes honey?" He asked as he looked over at me.

"Ready to see my lingerie?" I asked. He nodded.

"Definitely." He said as he moved so he was sitting on the edge of the bed. I smiled.

"Okay." I said, and then stepped out of the bathroom. His eyes widened as he eyed me up and down.

"Holy shit babe. Oh my gosh you look so fucking sexy babe. Do you mind if I take a picture of you? I won't show it to anyone, I promise." He said.

"That's fine. These pictures are for your eyes only." I said as Shawn grabbed his phone and began to take pictures of me.

"Oh trust me honey, no one else is allowed to see these." He said. I blushed and he was soon done taking pictures. He set his phone down and walked over to me.

"So you like it?" I asked.

"You look stunning babe. You always do. Is there anything specific that you want me to do to you?" Shawn asked. I thought for a moment as I rested my hands on his chest.

"Um, you don't have to do this, but when you're going in me for the first time, will you just keep kissing me please?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.

"Of course darling. Anything else?" He asked.

"Is it okay to play with your hair and scratch your back if I want to?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yup. Also, don't hold back your moans just because it's the middle of the night. Moan as loud as you want baby." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. Can I undress you please?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Of course you can my love. This is your first time and I want to make it as special as possible. Do you want music or anything?" He asked. I smiled and shook my head.

"No. The only thing that I want to hear is our moaning." I said. Shawn kissed me.

"Okay baby." He said. I undressed him and he was already so hard for me. I smiled at him.

"I love you." I said. He kissed me quickly.

"I love you too baby. I want to turn you on as much as possible. Like I said earlier, the more turned on you are, and the wetter you are, the less it should hurt, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said.

"Good." Shawn said. He then began to lick my neck and I smiled and closed my eyes as I tangled my fingers in his hair. I felt him reach down and squeeze my butt.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned.

"Good girl. Keep moaning." He said. He then hummed into my neck and my grip on his luscious locks tightened.

"Oh fuck Shawn. Do that again baby, do that again." I said. He hummed into my neck repeatedly, sending vibrations through me, as he squeezed my bum. I let my hands roam to his back and I scratched a little.

"That's it kitten, but harder. I want you to scratch me as hard as you can. I don't give a fuck if I bleed, I want you to scratch me. Okay?" He asked before licking my neck again.

"Okay. Oh Shawn I'm so wet for you baby. Please baby, I need you." I said. Shawn picked his head up and smiled at me.

"Ready?" He asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Okay kitten. Let me undress you." He said.

"Okay." I said. He undressed me and his eyes widened when he noticed how wet I was.

"Holy fuck kitten, you're soaking for me." He said.

"Please Shawn, I need you baby." I said.

"Go lay down and I'll grab a condom." He said.

"Okay." I said and went to lay down. Shawn grabbed a condom and put it on before getting on the bed.

"Ready honey?" He asked.

"Wait, how is all of that going to fit in me?" I asked while looking at his big size. Shawn laughed.

"It'll fit, I promise. Ready?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay, I'm going to start now." He said. I nodded. He put his lips on mine and kissed me as he slowly entered me. Even though I was really wet, there was still some pain. My eyes were shut since I was kissing him, and I squeezed them shut for a moment before pulling away from the kiss and putting my hands on his shoulders.

"Hold on." I said.

"You okay baby?" He asked.

"It just hurts a little bit." I said.

"Do you want to stop?" He asked, concern in his eyes and in his voice. I shook my head.

"No, I just need to get adjusted and then you can go in more." I said. He nodded.

"Okay. You're doing great so far babe. I'm so proud of you." He said. I smiled.

"Thank you honey. Okay, you can move again." I said.

"Are you sure?" He asked and I nodded.

"Yeah." He put his lips on mine again and kept kissing me until he was all the way inside of me.

"Okay babe, I'm all the way inside of you. Let me know when you've adjusted and when I can move." He said. I nodded and after a few moments, I adjusted.

"Okay, you can move Shawn." I said. He smiled.

"Alright babe." He said. He then began thrusting into me slowly. It hurt a little at first but then the pain turned to pleasure and I smiled. Shawn had eaten me out before, and he had fingered me before, but this felt different - in a good way.

"Oh Shawn baby." I moaned. He smiled at me and then moaned.

"Oh fuck kitten, you're so tight. Oh honey." He moaned as he rested his forehead against mine.

"Don't stop baby, don't stop." I said.

"I won't, not unless you tell me to." He said.

"Faster Shawn, faster." I moaned.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes, fuck yes. I want more of you. I need more of you." I said.

"Okay baby." He said and began to go a bit faster. I threw my head back as I scratched at his back as hard as I could.

"SHAWN! FUCK!" I yelled.

"Shit Y/n. Oh fuck babe." He moaned.

"Shawn, Shawn, just like that baby, yes." I moaned.

"Fuck Y/n. Oh I'm close honey, but I want you to cum first." He said.

"I'm close too. Oh shit Shawn. I'm going to cum. I'm going to cum baby." I said. Shawn smiled at me.

"That's it baby. Cum all over me. Cum all over your husband's dick baby. Cum for me." Shawn said. I was soon sent over the edge and I arched my back and scratched at Shawn's back.

"SHAWN! FUCK! I'M CUMMING BABE! SHAWN I'M CUMMING! SHAWN! SHAWN YES! OH GOD YES SHAWN! SHAWN!" I yelled. Shawn's nose then scrunched up and he came.

"Y/N! I'M CUMMING Y/N! OH HOLY FUCKING SHIT! Y/N YES! OH I'M CUMMING Y/N! FUCK! YES! Y/N! Y/N! Y/N YES!" He yelled as he came. He then let himself collapse on top of me.

"Holy fuck that was amazing." I said. He picked his head up and kissed my cheek.

"It really was babe. Are you sore or anything?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No, I feel good baby." I said with a smile, which Shawn returned. He then pulled out of me, threw the condom away, turned off the lights, and laid down beside me.

"Mrs. Mendes?" He asked.

"Yes Mr. Mendes?" I asked.

"Remember how I had said that the fact that we're married would make our sex a hundred times better?" He asked. I smiled.

"Yeah." I said.

"It wasn't a hundred times better." He said. My smile dropped.

"Oh." I said.

"It was a million times better." He said. I smiled again and cuddled up to him.

"That makes me so happy. I love you baby." I said.

"I love you too honey." Shawn said. I'm so grateful for Shawn.