I sat on the couch in my sweatpants and my boyfriend's cozy pink hoodie. My boyfriend of almost three months, Shawn Mendes, came into the room and sat on the couch with me. I smiled as he kissed my temple and reached his hand over to rub my shoulders. I leaned over and put my head on his shoulder, closing my eyes as I felt his arms wrap around me.

"You did great earlier at my parents. They loved you, and Aaliyah did too." Shawn said. My smile widened.

"I loved them. They're great." I said.

"They really are. Do you want to go out for date night tomorrow?" Shawn asked. I placed a gentle kiss on his neck before picking my head up and looking at him.

"We're not public yet. Is it okay for us to go out?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course. We haven't had a date night in... well, ever. There's a nice restaurant here in Toronto that I want to take you to." Shawn said. I gave him a quick kiss and then nodded.

"Okay. I brought a dress because you told me to, so should I wear that to the restaurant?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yup." He said. The next day, I went into Shawn's bathroom and put on a cream and coral floral print maxi dress (A/n: picture above). I then put on the diamond cluster baguette bracelet and beautiful diamond ring that Shawn had gotten me, and put on some pink drop earrings and rose gold ankle strapped heels. I straightened my hair and put on some light makeup, just mascara, eye liner, and light eye shadow, before stepping out. Shawn was wearing a similar suit to the one that he wore to the 2018 Vanity Fair because I told him how much I had loved pictures of him in that suit. Just seeing him took my breath away. He caught my gaze as he fixed his hair in the mirror. His jaw dropped as he turned around to look at me.

"I know I was staring at you but I couldn't help it." I said as I walked closer to him. He held his hands out so he could take mine and as soon as my hands were resting in his, he kissed the tops of my hands.

"It's fine. Oh my gosh you're the most gorgeous woman in the world." Shawn said. I blushed as I looked down but then looked up at him with a smile.

"You mean that?" I asked. He nodded as his thumbs rubbed the tops of my hands.

"Of course I do. You're so beautiful and I'm the luckiest man alive." Shawn said. I let go of his hands so I could cup his cheeks.

"You've made me the luckiest woman alive. I love you." I said. Shawn wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me with passion. When he pulled away, he nudged his nose against mine gently.

"I love you too bunny. Come on, I have a present for you." Shawn said as he led me over to his dresser.

"You didn't have to get me anything." I said.

"Not even this?" Shawn asked with a smirk as he lifted up a necklace that spelled his name in little diamonds. My jaw dropped.

"That is the most beautiful necklace I've ever seen. That's for me?" I asked as I pointed at the necklace. Shawn kissed my cheek and nodded.

"Well of course it is. Can I put it on you?" He asked. I nodded and he put it on me and then fixed my hair so it went over the necklace. I smiled at the caring little gesture that he had just done and put my fingers on the necklace.

"Thank you for this Shawn. I love it." I said. He interlaced his fingers with mine and smiled at me.

"Good, I'm glad you do. Now, you just need a jacket. How about your leather jacket? It can get chilly here in March." Shawn said. I put on the jacket and grabbed my Kate Spade purse before Shawn and I held hands and he led me to the car. He held the door open for me and I got in.

"Thank you my love." I said with a smile. He bowed a little, causing me to giggle.

"Anything for you darling." He said before shutting the car door. He got in on his side, buckled, and began driving.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"You'll see." Shawn said before letting one hand go from the wheel and putting it on my thigh. I smiled, liking the feeling of his touch on me, even though the fabric of my dress was in the way. I put my hand on top of his, wanting to feel close to him. Soon, we pulled into the Toronto Dominion Centre.

"Is it in here?" I asked, looking up at the building.

"It's up on the fifty fourth floor." Shawn said as we got out of the car. I interlaced my fingers with his and we went inside and up to the fifty fourth floor where there was a restaurant called Canoe.

"Can I help you?" The waitress asked.

"There should be a reservation under the name Andrew." Shawn said. Of course he put his manager's name, and not his. The waitress looked at the sheet in front of her and nodded.

"Yup, right this way." She said before grabbing two menus and leading us to a table with a beautiful view of the CN tower. Shawn and I sat down and I smiled at him.

"This is so beautiful. Thank you so much for this baby." I said. Shawn leaned forward as he smiled at me.

"Can I tell you a secret?" He asked. I nodded and leaned in some more, eager to know what my best friend and boyfriend was about to tell me.

"Of course." I said.

"I've had the reservations for this place since the day after Valentine's Day when you were in the shower. I was so happy about you saying yes to meeting my parents that I made the reservation right away." Shawn said. I put my hands on top of his and squeezed. He wrapped his fingers around mine.

"You mean the world to me, did you know that? You're so good to me and so sweet to me. No one has ever treated me the way you do. And you make me so damn happy. Oh my gosh you make me happier than I've ever been in my whole life. I love you so much baby, I really do, and I hope you can feel my love for you with everything we do." I said. Shawn kissed my hands before looking at me. His thumb rubbed my fingers as he spoke.

"I love you too, so, so much and I can always feel your love for me. I hope you can always feel my love for you as well. You make me happier than I've ever been and I used to say that I'll know I've found the one when I feel the same way about this person that I do about music. Y/n, I love you more than I love music. Do you realize that?" He asked me. My eyes widened and before I could respond the waitress came over and took our order. When she walked away, I looked at Shawn.

"Are you serious? You love me more than you love music?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yup. And before you ask if I mean it, over course I do." Shawn said. I smiled at the man that I love. The waitress brought over our drinks and I took a sip of it before speaking to Shawn again.

"So tomorrow, who am I meeting?" I asked knowing I was going to be meeting some of his crew and friends tomorrow.

"Well, Andrew isn't able to come into town, so he won't be there but Josiah, Connor, Mike, Dave, Eddy, Sylvie, you've already met Jake, he'll be there. Cez, who you also met, Prashan, Jon, Matt, and you've already met Brian. I know, it's a lot of people, but you'll be fine darling." Shawn added when he saw the look on my face. I nodded and took a deep breath.

"What do I do if they don't like me?" I asked. His eyes widened.

"They're going to love you baby, I promise. Let's just focus on right now." Shawn said. I nodded and took a sip of my wine.

"Wouldn't it be cool to do a photoshoot with Josiah? Like, you and I could do one with him, it could be really cute." I said with a smile. Shawn nodded at me with a smile on his face as well.

"I like that idea. I'll have to ask him about that." He said right before our food was delivered. I took a few bites and finished chewing before talking again.

"I really like the idea of one of those moon and sun tattoos. I think they're really pretty." I said.

"Yeah? Where would you get it on your body?" Shawn asked.

"I haven't figured that part out yet." I said, causing Shawn to chuckle.

"Well, when you do, I'm sure Livia would love to do it. I know she's doing your other tattoo on Wednesday." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yeah. I'm nervous because I've never had a tattoo done. How bad will it hurt?" I asked Shawn.

"It shouldn't hurt that bad. You're getting it on your wrist right? Yeah, so it shouldn't be too bad." Shawn said when he saw me nodding. Shawn and I sat there and when we finished eating he called the waitress over for the check.

"Are we going back to your place now?" I asked my sweet, handsome man. Shawn shrugged.

"That depends. Would you like to come for a walk with me before we head back to my place?" He asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Yes, but I'm wearing heels so I don't know how far I can walk." I said. He kissed my fingers before responding.

"We won't go far because we have to go back to the car." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. Oh wait, I put flats in my purse a while ago." I said. Shawn smiled.

"So let's change into those when we get outside and then we'll go for a walk." Shawn said. I nodded and when he paid for the check, we stepped outside. I changed into my flats and put my arm through Shawn's.

"This is nice." I said. Shawn nodded.

"It really is baby. Did you like your dinner sweetheart?" Shawn asked. I nodded as I smiled.

"Yes, I loved it, thank you for that baby." I said as Shawn let go of my arm and began to hold my hand.

"You're welcome. Those earrings are so cute on you." Shawn said. I blushed and smiled at him.

"Thank you baby." I said.

"You're welcome. So, your twenty first birthday is next month, what are we going to do for it?" Shawn asked (A/n: I know I already wrote a story for that one but I don't like how it came out. I'm not going to write a new one but Y/n's response isn't going to be what they did in the story I wrote.).

"Well, I was thinking that we could go to ihop for breakfast and then go to the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum. It's a really pretty art museum in Boston that I love." I said to Shawn before I began to tell him all about the art heist that happened there in the nineties. In the middle of the conversation, Shawn and I turned around and headed back to the car.

"So the thieves left the frames up but no artwork?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah, and it's super eerie to see just the frames and no artwork. Do you think we can also go out to dinner on my birthday?" I asked.

"Of course we can." Shawn said. We soon got back to the car and Shawn drove back to his place. I sat on the couch and took my flats off.

"Ouch." I said.

"Are you okay darling?" Shawn asked as he came up to me.

"My feet hurt from all of that walking." I said as I put my flats to the side.

"Would you like me to run you a bath?" Shawn asked me before kissing my forehead. I smiled at him as my heart fluttered with love for this man.

"Really?" I asked. He nodded.

"Of course." He said as he offered me his hand to help me stand up. I took it and he led me to the bathroom. He grabbed a bath bomb and a couple of towels as I put my hair up in a bun so it wouldn't get wet.

"Would you mind unzipping my dress please?" I asked as I took off my bracelet and ring but not the beautiful necklace. I wanted to keep that on. Shawn stood behind me and carefully unzipped my dress. As it hit the floor, he placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist. I leaned into his touch and closed my eyes.

"You're so beautiful. I know you don't believe me but you are. You're the most beautiful woman in the world and I want to spend every single day of my life looking at you." Shawn said. I placed my hand on his and squeezed.

"You have no idea how much your words mean to me. I love you." I said. Shawn kissed my shoulder again.

"I love you too darling." He said before gently letting go of me and starting the water so he could put the bath bomb in.

"What bath bomb is that?" I asked as I finished getting undressed.

"It's called goddess, which is fitting for you because you're my goddess." Shawn said with a smile. I smiled back and watched the water turn purple.

"Will you be joining me in this beautifully purple bath?" I asked Shawn.

"Would you like me to?" He asked. I nodded.

"Of course." I said. He smiled at me and then got undressed. I couldn't help but study his body as I bit my lower lip. He's just so... sculpted.

"Like what you see darling?" Shawn asked me with a smirk. I blushed, having been caught in the act, and then nodded.

"Yeah, I like it a lot." I said. Shawn chuckled.

"Good, I like what I see too. Come on, let's get in the bath." Shawn said to me. He stepped into the bath and then held his hand out for me to take. I took his hand and when he sat down, I sat down in between his legs and leaned so my back was against his chest and closed my eyes.

"I love you." I whispered to Shawn as I felt his soft lips on my shoulder.

"I love you too baby girl, so much." Shawn said to me. I couldn't help it - I turned around so I was on my hands and knees and planted my lips on his. He held my face in his big, manly, strong hands as our lips and tongues moved in perfect synchronization. One of his hands let go of my face and went to my back as I scooted closer to him. He kissed me with such passion that I heard him moan a little.

"Shawn, please, I need you." I said when I pulled away. He nodded and we got out of the bathtub, quickly dried off, and he went down on me for the first time. Afterwards, he laid next to me in bed, my head on his shirtless chest as his thumb rubbed my shoulder.

"That was so perfect baby." Shawn said. I nodded and looked up at him.

"It really was. Thank you for that baby." I said. Shawn smiled at me and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips. I put my head back on Shawn's chest as he reached for his phone and went to his notes app on his phone.

"I just got an idea for lyrics." He said.

"Oh, can I hear them?" I asked. He wrote them down and then showed it to me. It was obviously inspired by what we had just done (A/n: I don't know much about lyrics so if you don't like what I wrote please keep it to yourself! It was just an idea I had).

"Let me feel you in the way I feel you / Take care of you in the way that I take care of you / Treat you in the way I can treat you." It read. I smiled.

"I love it." I said to Shawn. He smiled at me and we relaxed in bed for the rest of the night. I love Shawn, and our date nights, so much.