A/n: Explicit language in this one! Also, I know that I recently wrote that story called Public Posts, but I kind of wish that I had made their first public posts about each other, the ones that announced their relationship, different. SO, the new first posts about each other are going to be in this imagine! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

March 2020 - Toronto, Canada

I've been dating the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes, for almost three months. This week I'm staying at his place while I'm on spring break from school. I got here Friday afternoon and met his parents and his sister on Saturday. Shawn said I did a good job with meeting his parents and I could tell that he was proud of me, which of course made me happy. On Sunday, Shawn and I went for a walk at the park. It was going to take me a bit of time to get used to the fact that anywhere and everywhere we went, people might take pictures of us. Soon, pictures of Shawn and I at the park kissing and holding hands - we were just trying to be a normal couple - went everywhere. On Monday I met Shawn's friends that he grew up with, and Brian suggested that we all go to the club together the next night, which is something that Shawn had mentioned to me the month before on Valentine's Day.

"What do you think darling? Do you want to come to the club with us?" Shawn asked as we sat with his friends. He was holding me securely in his lap, while Brian, Jon, Matt, Geoff and Prashan sat around us.

"We could bring our girls with us. Well, those of us who have girls." Matt said, causing all of us to laugh. I nodded as I played with some of Shawn's hair and he rubbed my back gently.

"Yeah, that sounds good to me." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek, and when I looked at him, he was smiling at me. Shawn's friends stayed at Shawn's place for a bit longer before leaving. Shawn shut the door and then turned to me with a smile.

"So you're going to come to the club with us tomorrow?" Shawn asked. I nodded and wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me nice and close to him.

"Yup." I said.

"That makes me really happy darling. The club that we go to usually isn't too busy, but it's a lot of fun. Did you like my friends?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah, they seem really fun and really cool." I said. Shawn kissed my forehead and then led me to the couch. He held me close to him and kissed the side of my head, causing me to smile.

"My friends were here for a long time, baby. I like having you all to myself." Shawn said. I giggled and blushed at his words.

"Yeah, I like your friends, but I like being alone at your place with you." I said as I moved over so I was straddling his lap. Shawn put his arms behind his head as he smiled at me. His eyes scanned my body before going back up to my face. There was something about the way he looked at me that made me feel... special and one of a kind. We smiled at each other for a moment before he spoke.

"Y/n Y/l/n, you are absolutely stunningly gorgeous and breathtaking, and you deserve to be admired every single day for the rest of your life. I'm going to text you every fucking day that we aren't together just to remind you that you're the most magnificent thing I've ever seen in my whole life." Shawn said. I blushed at his words more than I had ever blushed in my whole life, and I quickly buried my face in Shawn's neck so he wouldn't see it. Shawn laughed, and I knew that he had seen me blushing. His big hands moved to rub my back as he kissed the side of my head.

"I love you." I said, but it came out muffled since my face was buried in his neck.

"What did you say baby girl?" Shawn asked. I picked my head up and couldn't help but gulp at the fact that our faces were so close that our chins were practically touching and I could feel his breath on my face.

"Fuck. You have such an affect on me I forgot what I just said to you." I said. Shawn smiled at me.

"I like the effect that we have on each other." He said. His lips were really close to mine, and I suddenly was rendered speechless, so I simply nodded, causing Shawn to chuckle.

Shawn then decided to tease me. I thought that he was going to kiss me when he moved his lips closer to mine, but he just let his lips graze against mine, not fully kissing me. I had closed my eyes when I thought he was going to kiss me, but when I realized what he was doing, I opened my eyes. His eyes were open too, looking at mine. I felt him smirk against my lips, so I moved my body up so I could kiss Shawn, but he only moved himself back. I frowned at him and pulled away.

"You're not nice." I said as I began to move off of his lap. Shawn smiled at me, gently grabbed me before I could get off of his lap, and kissed me with a passion. As our lips moved in synchronization with each other, I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks on the fourth of July, I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy. We kept kissing until we couldn't possibly kiss anymore, and when we pulled away, we were out of breath.

"Fuck you're an amazing kisser." He said.

"So are you baby. Oh, by the way, I went shopping with Grace last week, and I got an outfit for the club." I said as I moved myself again so I was sitting sideways in Shawn's lap. I rested my head on his shoulder and spread out my legs in front of me. Shawn wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead before speaking.

"You got a new outfit for the club?" Shawn asked. I nodded my head against his shoulder.

"Mmm hmm. I almost called you after I tried the shirt on because, well, you know how I get insecure sometimes?" I asked as I rubbed his arms. He nodded his head.

"Yeah. You're beautiful by the way." Shawn said. I smiled.

"Thank you Shawny. When I had the shirt on, I just... I felt good about myself, and I felt sexy, and those are two things that I basically never feel." I said. Shawn used his hand to tilt my head up and he kissed me and then smiled at me.

"I'm excited to see the shirt darling. You deserve to feel good about yourself and you deserve to feel sexy, because trust me sweetheart, you are." Shawn said with a wink. I giggled and blushed.

"Thank you Shawn. You're quite sexy as well." I said as I let my eyes roam around him. He smiled and gave me a kiss.

"Thank you, my love." Shawn said. I gave him another kiss and then suddenly got an idea as I stood up and grabbed my phone. Shawn sat up as he watched me with curious eyes. I turned my volume up all the way and then began to play Love Me Tender by Elvis Presley. Shawn smiled at me as I set my phone down and then held out my hand for him to take.

"Dance with me." I said with a smile. Shawn stood up and took my hand. He placed his other hand on my waist, and I placed my free hand on his shoulder. We began to slow dance around his living room as we smiled at each other.

"This is nice. I like dancing with you." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yeah, I like dancing with you too. We should do this more often, shouldn't we, my love?" I asked. Shawn smiled at the nickname and nodded.

"Yeah." He said. We kept dancing until the song came to an end.

"I want to keep dancing with you." I said. Shawn smiled at me.

"Well, how about you pick another slow love song and we'll keep dancing?" Shawn asked. I nodded and went to my phone.

"What song should we dance to?" I asked as Shawn wrapped his arms around me from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Whatever song you want us to dance to." He said before kissing my cheek. I smiled and then put on Make You Feel My Love by Adele. I turned around in his arms as he smiled at me.

"This song makes me think of how I feel about you." I said. His smile widened as he placed his hand on my waist and held my hand with his other hand. We began to slow dance around the living room once again as he quietly sang along with the song, all while his eyes were locked with mine.

"When the rain is blowing in your face / And the whole world is on your case / I could offer you a warm embrace / To make you feel my love. / When the evening shadows and the stars appear / And there is no one there to dry your tears / Oh, I hold you for a million years / To make you feel my love. / I know you haven't made your mind up yet / But I will never do you wrong / I've known it from the moment that we met / No doubt in my mind where you belong." Shawn sang.

I smiled as he sang to me and danced with me. I moved my hands so both of them were around his shoulders, and he moved his arms so they were both around my waist. He rested his forehead against mine as he sang to me and we swayed from side to side. The song soon came to an end but we stayed like that with our foreheads resting together and our arms wrapped around each other.

"That was perfect. I love you." I said. Shawn smiled at me and gave me a kiss.

"It really was perfect darling. I love you too." He said.

"What type of music is going to be at the club? Are they going to have slow music or just fast music?" I asked.

"They have both, but usually just fast music. I think the slow songs are only if they're requested. Baby girl, what do you think of me getting you a promise ring? Would you like that?" Shawn asked. My eyes widened for a moment.

"Really? Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yeah, I mean, unless you don't want one, but -" He started before I shook my head.

"No, no, I do want one. Where would we get it?" I asked. Shawn smiled at me and gave me a kiss.

"Well, tomorrow we're not going to the club until later at night, so we could go to the mall and go to a jewelry store there and get you a promise ring, and then come back here, relax for a bit, and then get ready for the club." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. Can we go to bed now please? I'm tired." I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course. Come on my darling." Shawn said as he began to grab our stuff, turn off the lights, and then we went to bed. The next day, after we woke up, ate breakfast, and got ready for the day, we went to the mall. Of course, even though we were only holding hands and shared a couple of kisses, we were caught.

Later on, we got ready for the club. Shawn had no clue what I was wearing, but I was so excited for him to see this outfit. I wore black skinny jeans and a black tank top that was lace with flowers, and - the best part - it was partially see through. I did my hair so it was straightened and put on some light makeup, and then stepped into black heels. I looked in the mirror and felt badass, good about myself, and sexy. I opened up the door to the bathroom and saw Shawn in his bedroom.

"Shawn?" I asked as I stepped out. He was wearing black skinny jeans, a black shirt, a denim jacket, and black boots. When he saw me, his jaw dropped and his eyes widened.

"Holy fucking shit." He said. I blushed at his words and watched him as he walked over to me and placed his hands on my waist. I placed my hands on his shoulders and watched him as his eyes scanned my body.

"What do you think?" I asked.

"I think, no, I know that I'm the luckiest man alive to be dating a fucking smokeshow. Oh my gosh babe. I hope you know that I'm not going to be able to keep my hands off of you tonight." Shawn said as he gently pulled me closer to him. His strong, muscular arms completely wrapped around my waist as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.

"I wouldn't mind that." I said with a smirk. Shawn smiled and then kissed me long and lovingly. I couldn't help but play with his luscious locks that I love so much. Shawn smiled into the kiss and then pulled away. There was a knock at the front door, which must have been Shawn's friends. For some reason, their girlfriends weren't able to come, so I would be the only girl. Shawn patted my butt before speaking.

"Come on my sexy girl." He said. I smiled, we grabbed our phones and wallets, and then went to the door. Brian's eyes widened when he saw me.

"Wow Y/n, you look gorgeous." He said. Shawn immediately wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Back off buddy. She's my girlfriend." Shawn said. Brian put his hands up.

"Sorry dude, I was just complimenting her. Are you guys ready to go?" He asked. Shawn and I nodded.

"Yeah." Shawn and I said. As we began to walk to the car, I looked at Shawn.

"You look really good baby." I said. He smiled at me.

"Not as good as you sweetheart. Damn." He said. I giggled and blushed. Brian, Shawn and I went to the club. Matt, Jon, Prashan and Geoff were already there. It was decided that Shawn would be the designated driver, so he would only have one beer.

"Hey Shawn, hey Y/n. Wow Y/n, you look really good!" Jon said. Before I could thank him, Shawn, once again, got jealous and put his arms around my waist.

"I just want to remind you that she's my girlfriend." Shawn said. Jon, just like Brian did, put his hands up and apologized. I turned to Shawn, who kept his arms around my waist, and I placed my hands on his face. His eyes softened when he looked into my eyes.

"I'm yours baby. Don't worry." I said. He smiled and gave me a kiss on the lips before he began to repeatedly kiss my cheek, causing me to laugh as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. When he stopped kissing my cheek, he smiled at me.

"You have the most beautiful laugh in the whole entire world. Do you want a beer? I'll get you whatever you want." He said. I smiled at him.

"Can I have a bud light please?" I asked. He nodded and rubbed my back a little before unwrapping himself from me.

"Coming right up darling. I'll be right back. Stay right here so I don't lose you, okay baby?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said. Jon was standing across from me, a small table in between us, when Shawn walked away.

"You really love my guy, don't you?" He asked. I nodded and smiled.

"Of course I do. He's incredible, and he's my best friend. He's always there for me, and he makes me laugh and smile. He's got a really good heart and I love that about him." I said. Before Jon could respond, I felt a hand on my back, and jumped.

"It's just me sweetheart. Here's your beer." Shawn said as he handed me my beer and then wrapped his arm around my waist.

"Thank you." I said as I smiled at him. He smiled back and then kissed the side of my head.

"Shawn, your girl was just gushing about you." Jon said as Matt stood next to him. My face turned red, having been caught, and I looked at Shawn as I sipped my bud light. He smiled at me and then looked at Jon.

"What was she saying?" Shawn asked Jon. I put my beer on the table and wrapped my arm around Shawn's waist and leaned my head on his shoulder. Jon repeated to Shawn what I had said about him, and Shawn smiled a huge smile at me, obviously liking what I had said. He kissed the top of my head.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too darling. Do you want to dance with me?" He asked. I nodded.

"Of course I do!" I said. The club was not packed, but there were plenty of people there. Ariana Grande's song, break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored, started playing and Shawn pulled me close to me as we started dancing. I usually didn't dance, I wasn't very good at it, and I especially did not dance in public, but Shawn made me feel safe and comfortable. I focused on Shawn and the feeling of dancing with him, and that helped me forget the world.

"I'll never break up with you baby girl." Shawn said as the song came to an end. I gave him a kiss and then we started dancing to Ain't No Mountain High Enough by Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell. Shawn and I sang and danced, especially when the chorus started to play.

"'Cause baby there ain't no mountain high enough" Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell sang as Shawn and I raised our arms up as we smiled at each other. "Ain't no valley low enough" Marvin and Tammi sang as Shawn and I squatted down and pointed at each other. "Ain't no river wide enough" Marvin and Tammi sang as Shawn and I stood up and spread our arms out wide. "To keep me from getting to you babe" Marvin and Tammi sang as Shawn wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him before kissing me. When we pulled away we smiled at each other and laughed.

"Can we dance to this when we get married?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Fuck yeah baby." Shawn said. We kept dancing to the song, and when it ended, his song, Bad Reputation started playing.

"Oh my gosh!" I practically yelled. Shawn laughed, and I ran over to Brian, Matt, Jon, and Prashan. Brian, Matt and I instantly started singing along and dancing to it. I didn't hold back as I jumped around and danced to the song. When I looked at Shawn as his friends and I continued to sing and dance to his song, he was smiling at us. When the song ended, I walked over to him. His smile was huge.

"That was beautiful. Was that how you looked at my concert?" Shawn asked. I had seen him in concert the night before we met. I nodded.

"Pretty much, yeah." I said. He held me close to him.

"I want you front and center at my next concert. Will you do that for me sweetheart?" He asked. I nodded.

"Of course I will. Well, as long as my schedule allows it. I wish I could go to all of your concerts." I said. Shawn smiled.

"That would be great, wouldn't it babe?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. What do you think of me dropping out of school and becoming a groupie?" I asked. He laughed as he shook his head.

"Nope. Stay in school babe." He said. I stuck my bottom lip out in a pout. He chuckled and kissed my pout, so I stopped pouting. Nice To Meet Ya by Niall Horan started playing and I smiled and giggled as Shawn danced with me to his friend's song. He twirled me around and then sang the lyrics to me. Once that song ended, Truth Hurts by Lizzo started playing and I immediately got very excited.

"This is my jam!" I said as I pulled away from Shawn and started dancing.

"Oh my gosh." Shawn said with a laugh as he watched me dance. I decided to sing along and change the lyrics a little bit as I looked right at Shawn.

"I just took a DNA test, turns out I'm 100% your girlfriend." I sang, causing Shawn to throw his head back as he laughed. Brian started dancing to the song too. I sang the line "I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever, be your side chick" while pointing right at Shawn with a smile, and his eyes widened as he laughed. At some point Jon took a video of me, and when the song came to an end he showed it to me.

"Do you mind if I post this on my Instagram story?" He asked. It didn't have Shawn in it, it was just me dancing to Truth Hurts.

"That's fine. Thank you for asking." I said. He nodded, wrote something on the video, and then showed it to me before he posted it. I laughed when I read what he had written.

"She had THREE sips of Bud Light and won't stop GOING OFF!" He wrote. I laughed and nodded.

"Perfect." I said and then walked over to Shawn. He wrapped his arms around me when I got close to him - he had said that he wouldn't be able to keep his hands off of me tonight, and he was staying true to his word.

"What was that about baby?" Shawn asked as he brushed some stray hair out of my face.

"Jon wanted to post a video of me dancing on his Instagram story so he was just asking if it was okay, and I said yes." I said. Shawn nodded and kissed my forehead.

"Are you having fun?" He asked with a smirk. I nodded.

"Yeah, I'm having a lot of fun. Thank you for bringing me." I said. He gave my waist a gentle squeeze.

"Of course baby." He said. I kissed his jaw and then turned around to face Shawn's friends as we all talked.

Shawn and I have always been very affection with each other. As we talked to his friends, who were quickly becoming my friends as well, Shawn wrapped his arms around me as he stood behind me. He rested his chin on my shoulder and let one of his hands gently rub my side. I relaxed into his safe and loving touch. Suddenly, Shawn moved so he was standing next to me and he started to kiss the side of my face over and over and his grip on my waist tightened a bit. At first I didn't think anything of it, I just held one of his arms which was still around me, but then I noticed that he kept looking over to the side.

"What the fuck?" He asked. I turned in his arms and faced him. He wasn't looking at me. His eyes were upset, and they were staring at someone else. I put my hands on his cheeks so he would look at me, and that was when, for the second time that night, his eyes softened.

"What's going on with my love?" I asked. I could tell that something was wrong.

"That guy over there is staring at you in a way that only I can stare at you. He keeps getting closer and closer to us while he's eyeing you. I'm trying to kiss your face so he gets the hint but he won't and he's still getting closer." Shawn said. He nodded his head in the direction of the guy that he was talking about. I looked over and, sure enough, there was a guy staring at me. He smiled at me and even waved a little even though my arms were around Shawn, and Shawn's arms were around me. I looked at Shawn, who was looking at me, waiting to see what I was going to do. I shrugged my shoulders as I smirked at my boyfriend.

"Why don't we put on a show for him?" I asked before pulling him closer to me and full on making out with Shawn. I could tell that he was surprised at first but he quickly started kissing back as he held me as close to him as humanly possible, and I did the same. Usually, when we're in public, we'll share just quick kisses, but tonight - and especially right now - we didn't care. When we pulled away, Shawn smiled at me and kissed my forehead. He looked at where the guy was and then smiled at me.

"He's gone. That was perfect." Shawn said.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." Shawn said. He then leaned over to Prashan and asked him something, but I didn't catch it. Prashan nodded, and then headed towards the DJ. I looked at Shawn.

"What was that about?" I asked.

"I asked him to request a song for me." He said.

"What song?" I asked.

"You'll see." He said with a smile. I smiled and shook my head at him. Soon, Make You Feel My Love by Adele started playing. My smile towards Shawn widened.

"Will you dance with me?" I asked.

"Of course." Shawn said as he started to sway us from side to side. He rested his forehead against mine and began to sing the lyrics to me. I knew that the club was a bit loud, so I began to sing back to him, which made his smile widen. As we swayed, our heads resting together, I kept my eyes on him, and it felt like everything else faded away. I felt his hands gently rub my back and I closed my eyes for a moment, feeling relaxed, but then opened my eyes and looked at him again. When the song ended, Shawn gave me a loving kiss.

"I love you so much." I said.

"I love you so much more." He said. I shook my head at him as I placed my hand on his cheek.

"Nope. Can we sit down please? My feet hurt." I said. Shawn nodded and we found a place to sit down next to each other. He put his arm on the back of my seat and I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Besides your feet hurting, are you having fun?" Shawn asked. I nodded as I looked up at him.

"Yeah. What about you? Are you having fun?" I asked.

"I'm having the time of my life baby girl." He said before kissing me. We sat there for a bit before I yawned.

"I'm tired." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah, let's go find Brian." Shawn said. He held my hand and soon we found Brian partying like crazy.

"Shawn! Y/n! What's uppp?" He asked, very clearly drunk.

"We're going to leave, do you want to come with us or ask someone else for a ride?" Shawn asked. Brian turned to Matt.

"Can I ride with you instead of the love birds?" Brian asked. Matt nodded, he was sober.

"Of course bro. See you guys later!" Matt said to Shawn and I. We said goodbye to Matt and Brian, found Jon, Prashan, and Geoff, and said goodbye to them. We got in the car and Shawn turned it on. He had only had water so he was good to drive.

"I'm kind of glad that Brian is going to be riding with Matt." Shawn said.

"Why is that?" I asked as he began to drive back to his place.

"Because now I get you all to myself." He said with a smile. I giggled and kissed his hand, which had been resting on my thigh. We talked as he drove back to his place, and when we walked in, I immediately kicked off my heels.

"Oh my gosh that's so much better." I said with a sigh. Shawn chuckled and then scooped me up into his arms bridal style, causing me to scream because I wasn't expecting it.

"Come on my sexy girl, let's get you changed into pajamas." He said as he began to carry me to his bedroom.

"Wait, can we take a picture of you holding me like this please?" I asked. He laughed and went to the mirror that was attached to his dresser. I picked up my phone, which had been resting on my stomach, and took a picture of us. After we took the picture, we got changed into pajamas and went to bed, cuddled up to one another.

The next day, I checked Instagram while waiting for Shawn to wake up. Of course, videos of Shawn and I were everywhere. Before I really looked at them, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I needed to get better about not caring about people taking pictures and videos of us. I opened my eyes, and it looked like most of the videos were taken from the same angle, so it must have been mostly from the same person. They hadn't been very close to us, but they were close enough to us that you could tell that it was Shawn Mendes and his "mystery girl."

The first video was of Shawn kissing my cheek repeated as I laughed. The next video was us dancing to Ain't No Mountain High Enough and I couldn't help but laugh when I noticed Jon's face when Shawn and I squatted down. There was a video of Shawn's friends and I as we danced and sang along to Bad Reputation, and Shawn watched with a smile.

"Shawn Mendes watching in awe as his gf GOES OFF to his song." The snapchat caption read. The next video was of us making out, it was after Shawn had gotten jealous. The last video was of Shawn and I swaying from side to side as we sang Make You Feel My Love to each other. You could tell that we were swaying, our foreheads resting together, and you could just barely see our lips moving to the lyrics of the song. "Shawn Mendes and his mystery gf are singing Make You Feel My Love to each while they sway and that's just beautiful." The snapchat caption read.

"What are you looking at darling?" Shawn asked as he plopped himself down on the couch next to me. I showed him my phone.

"This." I said. He sighed and looked at it.

"They're actually really cute videos. I like the one of us singing to each other." Shawn said. I nodded as I cuddled myself into his side.

"Yeah. I love you." I said. Shawn hummed and then kissed the top of my head as he rubbed my back.

"I love you too darling." He said. Two months later, on mine and Shawn's five month anniversary, May twenty second, 2020, we decided to go public with our relationship. Shawn said that he wanted to make his feelings for me clear to his fans right away. He wrote about how we met and things like that in the notes app on his phone, screenshot what he had written, and got ready to make his post.

"Are you ready for this?" I asked.

"I'm ready for anything with you baby girl." Shawn said with a smile. I blushed at his words.

"You're so cute." I said, causing Shawn to chuckle. Shawn gave me a kiss, and then hit post. He had posted a picture of him kissing my forehead, my eyes closed, a content smile on my face as he held my cheeks. Josiah had taken it back in March. The rest of the photos in the post were the screenshots from his notes. Although our love story was obviously one I knew quite well, when I got the notification that Shawn had posted, I read what the love of my life had written about us.

"August 16, 2019, I was on tour in Boston, Massachusetts. I walked into Dunkin Donuts, expecting to get a coffee. I had no clue what to get, but there was a girl at the front of the line, so I thought that I could just ask her. When she turned around... wow. I had heard of love at first sight, I believed in it, and when I saw this beautiful girl, I knew that I had fallen for her right away, I knew that I had to get to know her. She came up to me and asked me something, but I had become mesmerized by her beautiful y/e/c eyes. The first words that I ever said to this wonderful woman were 'I'm sorry, what? You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.' she blushed, thanked me, and asked for a picture. After taking the picture, I asked for her number. When I asked for her name, she said 'Y/n Y/l/n.'

"I asked Y/n what I should order, and then asked her to stay where she was while I ordered it. My security guard, Jake, was with me. When we went to the counter to order, he asked what I was doing, he said that I couldn't give my number out to a random fan. I told him without any hesitation that Y/n's not a random fan, she's my future wife. I went back to where Y/n was, and asked her on a date right then and there. We sat down and talked for two hours and I was, and still am, completely entranced by her. Halfway through the first date when she mentioned that she's read all of the Harry Potter books and seen all of the movies, I asked her on a second date, which we had the next day. We had our first kiss and it was so magical!!

"Y/n and I would text, call, or Facetime every single day. December 22, 2019, tour was over, and the first thing I did was to get on a plane to Boston, get pink peonies because I know they're her favorite flower, and I went to her house. We sat on the couch in her bedroom, I asked her to be my girlfriend, and she said the most beautiful yes I've ever heard in my life.

"Valentine's Day was when I told Y/n exactly how I feel about her and I want you guys, my fans, to be clear about that too. Y/n is not a fling. She's not here, in my life, for only a little bit. Y/n is here to stay forever.

"I'm excited for the day that we move in together, whenever that's going to be. I'm excited to propose to her in a couple of years, or whenever it is that I propose, and I'm definitely excited beyond words for the day that I cry happy tears as Y/n, the most incredible woman in the world who's also my best friend, walks down the aisle to me and becomes Y/n Mendes for the rest of her life, and our life together. I'm excited for when we have kids and grandkids together. I'm excited for the day that Y/n and I are in our eighties and we wake up together. I'm excited to kiss her beautiful wrinkly face and kiss her head that's covered in gray hair.

"Most of all, I'm excited for right now with Y/n. We have lots of plans for this summer, and I'm so happy to be able to spend so much time with her. Y/n is sweet, smart, nice, kind, loving, caring, generous, strong, brave, courageous, funny, every nice word ever. She loves helping people and making people smile and laugh. She loves to randomly buy me gifts sometimes because she loves to see me smile. Y/n brings out the best in me and makes me want to be the best version of myself, not just for her, but for me too. I laugh the hardest and smile the biggest when I'm with her, and I know that she feels the same way about me. She supports me, encourages me, and loves me for who I am, and she doesn't let me forget that. When I'm going through all of the highs and lows of life, there is absolutely no one else that I want to have next to me but Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n.

"I apologize for keeping this wonderful girl a secret for so long, but Y/n and I didn't want her to get hate. I know that she's going to get hate, and that breaks my heart because she doesn't deserve it at all. Please don't send her hate, send her love instead. She's already been through enough, too much, in her twenty one years of life, she doesn't need more negative things. I'm so happy that Y/n and I are finally ready to show each other off to the world. She's amazing, and I know that you guys will love her.

"To my sweet girl, who I know is going to read this when I post it even though you already know all of this: I love you, I love you, I love you. Thank you for bringing the most amount of light and love into my world. I fall for you more and more every single day, and I appreciate you and everything you do for me. Happy five month anniversary bunny! Here's to a lifetime of morning coffee, trips to the park, cuddles during Netflix marathons, singing you to sleep while I rub your head, dancing with you, and the millions of other things we do together. I love you Y/n!!!" Shawn wrote in the notes app.

"Wow. That's beautiful." I said as I wiped away some tears. Shawn rubbed my back a little as I smiled at him.

"Did you read the caption too?" He asked. I looked. It was a quote from How I Met Your Mother.

"'When you meet the right person, you know it. You can't stop thinking about them. They're your best friend. And your soulmate. You can't wait to spend the rest of your life with them. No one and nothing else can compare.' - How I Met Your Mother." The caption read.

"Beautiful. I love it." I said. Shawn smiled at me and gave me a kiss as he rubbed my back. When we pulled away, I rested my forehead against his.

"I love you, bunny." Shawn said as he pulled his forehead away from mine. I smiled at the nickname. Out of all of his nicknames for me, bunny is my favorite.

"I love you too baby. I should make my post now." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Okay darling." He said. I moved so my feet were in his lap, I didn't want him to know what I had written until it had been posted. I posted my favorite picture of us, it was from my birthday. One of my hands was resting on Shawn's chest, our faces resting together with the biggest smiles that practically went from ear to ear. The view of the beautiful lake at my favorite park was behind us. I wrote my caption.

"In the beginning of 2014, I was sitting in world history class, waiting for the bell to ring. My friend asked me if I had ever heard of Vine, and I said yes. She asked if I had ever heard of MAGCON and I said no. She showed me pictures of everyone, and when she pointed at Shawn, I said 'Oh wow, he's cute.'

"August 16, 2019, I went to Dunkin Donuts. After I got my coffee, I turned around and almost dropped my drink when I saw Shawn. I've heard people say that when you meet the one, you know. I didn't understand that. How do you just look at someone and know? But when I saw Shawn standing there, I knew that he was one. He asked me on a date within five minutes.

"When I first met Shawn, I was going through a really dark time in my life, but this incredible man came in and flipped on the light switch. I would call him in the middle of a panic attack or when I was crying and didn't know why, and he was there for me, soothing me and getting me to laugh. Saying yes to being his girlfriend five months ago was the greatest decision I've ever made.

"Shawn, my sweet love, you have made these five months of being your girlfriend and nine months of knowing you so beyond magical. Thank you for bringing so much light into my life and for loving me so much. Thank you for the best memories, the best laughs, the best back massages, the best kisses, the best everything. I love you more than anything in this whole entire world and I fall for you more and more every single day and with every new thing I find out about you. Five months down, forever to go!" I wrote and then posted it. When Shawn read it, he had tears in his eyes. He liked the post, and then, even though he was sitting right next to me, he commented on it. I saw his comment and read it.

"I love you so much. Forever with you is going to be the greatest thing I'll ever experience." He commented. I smiled at him and then replied to.

"Forever is going to be the greatest thing WE will ever experience. I love you so much more!!!" I wrote. Shawn smiled and then gently pulled me into his lap. I'm so grateful for Shawn, I love him so much.