I've been married to the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes, for three months now. I woke up in the morning, my head was on his chest. There are these moments that I have, I've been having them every once in a while ever since Shawn and I started saying I love you to each other, and it's like an overwhelming feeling of love for Shawn. I looked at Shawn, who was still asleep. I gently got out of his grip, and went into his office. I sat down, grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil, and began writing about how I felt. Later on, I heard footsteps.

"Good morning Mrs. Mendes." Shawn said. I turned around and smiled at him.

"Good morning Mr. Mendes." I said. I set the pencil down, got up, and gave Shawn a hug. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. I closed my eyes as he rubbed my back and swayed us from side to side.

"How did you sleep darling?" Shawn asked.

"Good. What about you? How did you sleep?" I asked. Shawn kissed my cheek and then pulled away from the hug a little bit to look at me. His arms were still around my waist and he gave me a tired smile.

"It was good. Didn't like waking up without my wife though. What are you up to babe?" Shawn asked. I looked at the piece of paper and then back at Shawn. I kissed his cheek.

"I'm just writing something down. Can I, um, can I read it to you later?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course you can baby. Also, never be nervous to ask me anything okay? I'm your husband, you can ask me anything that you want." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. I love you." I said. Shawn smiled.

"I love you too. I'll be downstairs making breakfast whenever you're ready to come down and read that to me." Shawn said. I nodded and then went back to writing. Once I was done, I went downstairs.

"Shawn?" I asked. He looked at me as he stood at the counter, making waffles.

"Hey baby." He said.

"Hi. Um, I finished the letter. Could we, when the waffles are done, sit down so I could read it to you please?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah, how about you go sit on the couch and I'll be right there? Does that sound good darling?" Shawn asked. I set the letter down on the table and then walked over to Shawn. I stood behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"No, I want to be with you." I said.

"Okay babe. Whatever you want." Shawn said. I nodded my head against his back. I've told Shawn things that I had never told anyone before, but there was something that I had told him, something that I had forgotten about. But I would tell him when I read the letter to him.

"I love being your wife." I said.

"Well I love being your husband." Shawn said.

"What's your favorite part about being my husband?" I asked Shawn.

"Well the sex is great." Shawn said.

"Shawn!" I scolded and he laughed.

"I'm just kidding babe - although the sex really is great. Anyways, my favorite part about being your husband would have to be the fact that you're legally and officially mine forever, so we get to spend the rest of our lives together." Shawn said. I smiled and held him tighter.

"That's my favorite part of being your wife." I said.

"Yeah?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Waffles are done. Should we eat and then read what you wrote, or should we read what you wrote and then eat?" Shawn asked as he turned around.

"Um, I don't know why, but I'm nervous to read the letter to you, so could we read the letter first please?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course honey." Shawn said. I smiled at him a little bit. I then grabbed the letter and we sat down on the couch.

"Ready?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yup." He said. I took a deep breath and then began reading the letter to him.

"Shawn,

"As I write this, you're sleeping. I've told you so many things about my life and about me. I've told you things that I've never told anyone else, but there's something else that I've never told you. That isn't for any particular reason, that's just because I forgot about it. But this morning, as I looked at your handsome and sleeping face, I remembered, so I want to tell you.

"We met when I was twenty years old. For as long as I can remember, up until sometime after we met, I never thought that I would find the one. I always thought that I would end up alone. I always thought that I would never find someone who would love me so much that they would want to marry me. I always thought that I would never someone who would tell me that I was beautiful. But Shawn, you've proven me wrong.

"Shawn, I'm grateful for you beyond words. In you, I have found the person that I never thought that I would find. In you, I found the man who calls me beautiful, gorgeous, and stunning. In you, I have found the man that accepts me for who I am, and loves me for who I am. In you, I have found the man that loves me so much that you married me.

"Shawn, you love me in a way that no one else can. You care for me in a way that no one else can. You comfort me in a way that no one else can. I always say that you have my whole heart, and my whole soul, but what I have come to realize Shawn, is that you, my dear husband, are my heart and soul. You're my everything. Shawn, I love you more than words will ever be able to describe, and I appreciate you more than words will ever be able to describe. You're my best friend, my soulmate, the love of my life, and my other half. I love you.

"Love,

"Y/n Mendes." I read. I looked up and Shawn had tears in his eyes.

"That was so beautiful honey. Come here." He said as he patted his lap. I smiled and sat on his lap. I put my lips on his. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. I pulled away from the kiss and rested my forehead against Shawn's.

"One more thing that I forgot to write in the letter." I said. Shawn smiled as he rubbed my legs. My smile widened at the feeling of his wedding band on my skin.

"What is it love?" He asked.

"I never thought that I would find the man that would give me the insanely amazing feelings that you do." I said. Shawn gave me another kiss.

"I love you baby girl." Shawn said.

"I love you too my sweet man. Should we go eat our waffles now?" I asked. Shawn nodded and I got off of his lap.

"Yeah." He said. We sat down and began eating.

"Did you like the letter?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Oh my gosh babe, I loved it." Shawn said. I smiled.

"Do you remember, I think that we had been dating for a little over a year, and I did a random boyfriend appreciation post?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yes, and I loved that post." Shawn said.

"Would you mind if I did a random husband appreciation post?" I asked. Shawn smiled at me and shook his head.

"No, that's fine wifey." He said. After we had breakfast, we sat down on the couch.

"Babe, look at me." I said as I took my phone out and aimed it at him. He was wearing a white t-shirt, and he made a serious face. I smiled at the fact that you could see his wedding band. I took the picture and then showed it to him. He smiled.

"Why did I make that face?" He asked with a laugh. I laughed too.

"I don't know, but what I do know is that I have the most amazing husband in the world, who just so happens to be a hunk." I said. Shawn laughed.

"Well I have the most amazing wife in the world, who just so happens to be a damn goddess." Shawn said. I blushed and moved so my feet were in his lap. I posted the picture on Instagram and wrote a caption.

"Random husband appreciation post! Before I met Shawn, I never thought that I would find the one. I thought that I would grow old by myself. I thought that I would never find someone who would love me so much that they would want to marry me, and I thought that I would never find someone who would think that I was beautiful and wonderful. But Shawn has proven me wrong. I'm so grateful for Shawn's love. He loves me in a way that no one else can, he loves me so much that he made me his wife. In Shawn, I've found the one that I get to spend the rest of my life with. In Shawn, I have found my true love, the one who loves me for who I am, the one who accepts me for who I am. In Shawn, my husband, I have found so many things, including my other half. Shawn, I love you more than anything." I captioned it. Shawn's phone lit up and he smiled when he saw the post. He then commented on it.

"I love you so much honey. You're one of a kind and I absolutely love life with you!" Shawn commented. Other people commented on it as well, saying how cute it was and stuff like that, but Shawn's comment was my favorite. I sat up, moved so I was sitting in his lap, and held his face in my hands.

"I love life with you too bubs." I said. He smiled at me.

"You know what we should do?" Shawn asked.

"What should we do my love?" I asked before kissing Shawn's cheek gently and lovingly a few times.

"We should put on Unforgettable by Nat King Cole and dance to it." Shawn said. I looked at him and nodded.

"Okay." I said. I got off of his lap, and we slow danced to the song as we kept our eyes locked on each other and smiled.

"You're my everything. Did you know that? Did you know that everything that you feel about me, I feel about you too?" Shawn asked as he rested his forehead against mine.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Yup. Holy crap I love you babe. Oh my gosh I love you so much." Shawn said as he held me nice and close to him. My smile widened.

"I love you too honey. So, so, so much." I said. Shawn gave me a kiss and then continued to dance with me as the song played on repeat. I love Shawn so much and I'm so grateful to have found him.