I'm engaged to the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes. I was supposed to join him on tour in Edmonton, but things came up, delaying my arrival to his tour. Tonight, Shawn's show is in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. The flight wasn't that long, and Shawn's tour manager, Cez Darke, picked me up from the airport. We got my luggage and began to head to the venue, where Shawn was.

"So are you excited to see your man?" Cez asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Yes! Definitely!" I said. Cez laughed, and we soon arrived at the venue. Cez put my luggage on the tour bus, and then we walked around the venue. I soon saw Shawn. He was standing in the hallway, bouncing on his feet. I knew what this meant: he was nervous. Andrew pointed at me, and when Shawn saw me, his arms opened wide, and his smile was huge.

"There's my girl!" He yelled.

"Hi!" I yelled back as I ran into his arms. I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist. His hands went underneath my bum, holding me securely.

"Oh my gosh, I can't believe you're here. I'm so happy baby." He said. I looked at him and smiled.

"I'm so happy too." I said as Shawn set me down. He held my face in his hands and I smiled at his touch.

"How was your flight?" He asked.

"It was good." I said.

"Good. Are you hungry? Are you thirsty? I made sure that we stocked up on Sunny D for you." Shawn said. I smiled.

"I'm good honey. Thank you for stocking up on Sunny D." I said. Shawn smiled at me.

"Let's go spend some alone time together in my dressing room." Shawn said. I nodded and then waved at Andrew and everyone else. As soon as we got into Shawn's dressing room, he shut the door behind us.

"Hi." I said. Shawn picked me up by my legs and I wrapped them around his waist. He gently pushed me against the wall and put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt fireworks shoot through my body. Shawn and I were soon out of breath and pulled away. He set me down and kissed my cheek.

"I've missed you, my love." He said as he repeatedly but gently and lovingly kissed my cheek.

"I've missed you too honey." I said.

"Come here. Do you want to sit on my lap?" Shawn asked as he began walking towards the couch as he held my hand. As our skin touched I felt electricity spark through me yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. I nodded.

"Of course I do!" I said as I straddled his lap. Shawn laughed. He rubbed my sides and I held his face in my hands.

"I've hated being without you honey." Shawn said. I kissed his cheek softly.

"I know babe, I've hated being without you too." I said as I looked at his beyond handsome face.

"You should come into my question and answer session with me." He said. My eyes widened.

"Wait, what? Do you think that I'm ready for that?" I asked. Shawn chuckled and nodded.

"Of course I do. If I didn't think that you were ready, I wouldn't have asked. So what do you say babe? Will you come into my q and a with me?" He asked. I thought for a moment and then nodded.

"Okay. I'll go with you." I said. Shawn smiled and then gave me another kiss. He patted my legs so I would get off his lap.

"Thank you baby. I have to go tell Jake to add a seat next to mine." Shawn said and I nodded. He came back and we cuddled. Later on, Jake poked his head in after knocking.

"Are you guys ready for the q and a?" Jake asked. Shawn looked at me and we nodded.

"Yeah." Shawn and I said. Right before we went into the q and a, I squeezed Shawn's hand and he looked at me.

"I'm nervous." I said.

"You're going to be fine babe. I promise. I'll be right there, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said. We entered the q and a, and when Shawn's fans saw him they screamed, and when they saw me, they screamed some more. I sat down next to Shawn, but held one of his hands.

"So, just like always, if someone else is asking a question, please don't talk over them. Also, this is my lovely and amazing fiancée, Y/n Y/l/n, and you guys can ask her questions too. I know my fiancée, and I know that she's nervous right now, and I know that she can be shy and quiet around new people, so go easy on her. This is her first q and a." Shawn said. I smiled at him and then he picked someone to ask a question.

"My question is for Shawn. Since this is Y/n first q and a, how proud of her are you right now?" The fan asked. I looked at Shawn, whose smile was huge.

"I'm extremely proud of her. She's doing something that's getting her out of her comfort zone." Shawn said.

"Well you're very good at getting me out of my comfort zone." I said to Shawn. He smiled at me and kissed my cheek, causing my smile to widen. He then picked someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for Y/n. Have you picked out your wedding dress yet?" She asked.

"I haven't. Shawn and I have talked about some things for the wedding, but not a lot. We're waiting until tour is over in December before we really sit down and talk about the wedding. But I do have ideas for my wedding dress." I said. Shawn then picked someone else.

"My question is for Y/n. Is Shawn your best friend?" The person asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Definitely! He knows me better than anyone else in this world, and he's told me that I know him better than anyone else in this world." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek again.

"You're my best friend babe." He said, and I smiled. He then chose someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for both of you guys. How lucky do you guys feel to have found each other?" She asked. Shawn and I smiled at each other, and I squeezed his hand, wanting him to go first. He looked at the fans as I smiled at him, the man that I love.

"I'm definitely the luckiest man in the world. I walked into a Dunkin Donuts shop in Boston, expecting to get a coffee, and ended up meeting my future wife. She's my best friend, my soulmate, my everything, so yeah, I'm the luckiest man alive." Shawn said. He then looked at me.

"I'm definitely the luckiest girl in the world. Shawn's my everything, and he knows me better than anyone. I feel so lucky to be so beyond in love with someone who feels the same way about me." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek and then picked someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for both of you guys. What are your favorite nicknames for each other?" The person asked. Shawn and I smiled.

"I think that my top three favorite nicknames that she's given me are: Shawny baby, my love, or my sweet love." Shawn said. I nodded.

"I think my top three favorite nicknames that Shawn has given me are: my love, darling, and cuddle bunny." I said.

"Well you're my cuddle bunny." Shawn said and I blushed. He chuckled and picked someone else to ask a question.

"Have you guys done your engagement photoshoot yet?" She asked.

"We kind of did one. It was right after we had gotten engaged, but her and I were talking about doing another one where we're more dressed up and stuff." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yeah. It would be nice like, when you're home in September, we could go back to where we got engaged, or we could just go to different places in Boston and get all dressed up and do another engagement photoshoot." I said.

"You're from Boston, where's a good place that we should take at least a few of our engagement pictures?" Shawn asked. I smiled and thought for a moment.

"Um, Acorn Street in Boston is a popular one. We could go to the Boston Public Garden, the Christopher Columbus Waterfront Park, and the Boston Harbor has a great view of the Boston skyline." I said. Shawn nodded.

"I love being engaged to someone who knows Boston so well." He said. I laughed.

"I don't know it that well." I said. Shawn laughed and then picked someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for both of you guys. Do you think that you would ever get matching tattoos?" She asked.

"I once asked Y/n to get a matching tattoo with me and she said no." Shawn said.

"We hadn't even been dating for a year at that point. I wasn't ready. Maybe after we get married we can get matching tattoos of like, our wedding date or a quote or something like that." I said. Shawn nodded and then picked someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for Y/n. When did you know that you were in love with Shawn?" She asked.

"I fell in love with him right away when we met, and that's when I knew that he was the one for me. But at the same time, the more that him and I got to know each other, and the more that our relationship progressed, I continued to fall more and more in love with him. It got to the point where, I remember, I think that we were celebrating our six month anniversary, and he had gotten me these beautiful necklaces and a beautiful outfit and I literally started to cry because I was just so overwhelmed by my love for him. It's everything that he does that makes me fall more and more in love with him." I said. Shawn let go of my hand and hugged me and I smiled.

"I love you baby girl." He said.

"I love you too honey." I said. He pulled away from the hug, held my hand, and then picked someone else to ask a question.

"My question is for the both of you guys. Do you think that you'll get married in Toronto, Boston, or somewhere else?" The person asked.

"We want to get married in Boston. We've just had so many great memories in Boston. Boston is where we met, fell in love, went on our first date and our second date, it's where we had our first three kisses, and it's where we got engaged. Boston means a lot to us - Toronto does too, but Boston is on a whole other level." Shawn said. I nodded. Shawn picked someone else to ask a question.

"What made you guys want to move in with each other?" The fan asked.

"I think that it was just - oh, sorry." I said as I stopped talking. Shawn looked at me.

"What? Why are you sorry?" He asked me.

"Because this is your q and a, and I just started answering the question before you did." I said. Shawn shook his head.

"It's fine babe. You can answer the question first if you want to." He said.

"Are you sure?" I asked. Shawn chuckled and nodded.

"I'm positive." He said. I smiled and then looked at the fan that had asked that question.

"I think that it was just that we were so sick of being apart from each other. We were hundreds of miles away from each other, and when we were together, we would fall asleep holding each other. It got to the point where, when we were apart, we had a hard time falling asleep. We just didn't want to be apart from each other so we decided to move in together." I said.

"She said that perfectly. I feel the same way." Shawn said before picking another person to ask a question.

"My question is for Shawn. In a q and a from your last tour, you were asked how would a girl know if you like them, and you said that you're nice, and then you're nice and so I was just wondering how you were nice to Y/n when you first met her?" The person asked. Shawn chuckled.

"I swear to God, this is the effect that Y/n has on me: when I saw her for the first time, every pick up line that I had, every flirting technique that I had ever used went out the window because I was too stunned by her beauty." Shawn said with a laugh. I blushed and smiled.

"Guys, he's not kidding. I went up to him and said that I had seen him in concert the night before and that he was great, and I asked for a picture with him, and he just kind of stared at me for a moment and then he was like 'I'm sorry what? You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.'" I said.

"Yeah and then we took the picture, and I asked her to text it to me, and she did, and then I asked her what I should order, and she told me what she always gets. I told her to stay where she was because I wanted to talk to her, and when I went to place my order, Jake, my security guard was with me and he was like 'You can't give your number out to random fans.' and I said 'That's not a random fan. That's my future wife.' and look at that guys, she has an engagement ring on her finger." Shawn said. The fans cheered and then Shawn picked someone else to ask the next question.

"My question is for Y/n. Out of all of the things that Shawn has said to you, what's your favorite?" She asked.

"I love it so much when he says eh." I jokingly said with a giggle. Shawn let go of my hand and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him.

"What about when I say that I love you? What about when I asked you to be my girlfriend or when I asked you to marry me?" Shawn asked and I laughed.

"I was kidding! I was kidding!" I said. Shawn let go of me and then held my hand.

"Okay, so, what's your favorite thing that I've said to you?" Shawn asked. I smiled.

"I love it when you tell me that you love me. I think that that's my favorite." I said. Soon, the q and a came to an end and Shawn and I stepped out of the room. Shawn immediately picked me up and spun me around as I laughed.

"YOU DID IT! YOU DID YOUR FIRST Q AND A! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!" Shawn yelled and I laughed. He set me down and beamed that gorgeous smile at me.

"Thank you for being proud of me honey." I said with a smile. He gave me a kiss and then pulled me in for a hug.

"Oh my gosh baby girl I'm so proud of you. Are you proud of yourself for doing that? Please tell me that you're proud of yourself for doing that, because you really should be." Shawn asked and said.

"I am proud of myself, I promise. Before we went in, I was really nervous, but having you right next to me helped a lot." I said. Shawn gave me another kiss and then hugged me again.

"You make me really, really happy. Like unbelievably happy. Did you know that babe?" He asked. I nodded.

"I do know that. You make me unbelievably happy too my love." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek. We held hands as we went back to his dressing room and then cuddled while we waited for his show to start.

"Are you going to be on the side of the stage honey?" Shawn asked.

"Do you want me to be on the side of the stage?" I asked. Shawn nodded and kissed my cheek.

"Yes please. But you don't have to if you don't want to." Shawn said. I cupped his face in my hands and smiled at him.

"I'll be on the side of the stage, cheering on my rock star fiancé." I said. Shawn smiled and gave me a kiss.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I said. I then smiled and watched with pride as Shawn performed his music. I love Shawn so much, and I'm so proud and happy to be engaged to him, the man that I love.