A/n: Okay so this gets a bit personalized, but I needed to put some of it in to make the story longer and better and all that. Also, explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I'm engaged to the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes, and I'm currently on tour with him. I couldn't sleep one night since I'm not used to falling asleep on a tour bus, or any moving vehicle. I got up and saw Connor Brashier, the guy who's been filming Shawn. I sat down and we started talking.

"You know what we should do Y/n?" Connor asked.

"What?" I asked. I felt tired, like, really tired, but for some reason I couldn't fall asleep.

"We should totally make our own YouTube channel. I know that you're only on tour with us for the summer, but can you imagine how cool that would be?" He asked. I smiled and nodded.

"That would be pretty cool. So what would we do for videos?" I asked. Connor thought for a moment.

"Well, obviously we could do an introduction video first, and maybe at some point we could even interview someone." Connor said. My eyes widened.

"I call dibs on interviewing Shawn!" I said. Connor laughed and nodded.

"Okay." Connor said. I then saw Shawn walk towards us. He looked tired.

"Hi bubs. What are you doing up?" I asked him as he sat down next to me.

"I don't know, but I woke up without you and I don't like waking up without you. What are you doing up honey?" He asked before resting his head on my shoulder.

"I can't sleep, so I decided to get up. Connor and I have decided that we're going to make a YouTube channel." I said. Shawn sat up and looked at me.

"Really?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yup. You're creative, what do you think that we should name it?" I asked. He kissed my cheek.

"Y/n and Connor." Shawn said. I looked at Connor.

"Sounds good to me." He said. I smiled and nodded. I then looked at Shawn.

"Baby, can I interview you for one of the videos?" I asked. Shawn smiled.

"If you come back to bed with me right now, yes." He said.

"But I can't sleep." I said. He kissed my forehead, and the spot that he kissed was left feeling tingly even after his lips were no longer there.

"I'll rub your forehead." He said. I nodded.

"Okay. Good night Connor." I said as Shawn and I got up.

"Good night Y/n. Good night Shawn." He said.

"Good night." Shawn said. Shawn and I then went back to bed. Everyone had the next day off, so Connor and I began our introductory video where we would talk about ourselves. I took a selfie with Connor and posted it on Instagram.

"We're up to stuff. Can't say what, but we're up to something." I captioned it. We finished the video and Connor had to edit it. He said that he wouldn't mind if we started talking about it. When I went with Shawn into his q and a the next day, I knew that someone would ask about it.

"My question is for Y/n. What are you and Connor up to?" The person asked. I smiled.

"So, Connor said that him and I can finally talk about this, and we'll post about it later too, but there was one night that I was just awake and I couldn't fall asleep so I got up. Connor was up and we were talking, and we've decided to make a YouTube channel called Y/n and Connor. We're going to try and post a bunch of cool videos and Connor was editing the introductory one earlier. We have a special one coming up after that." I said, knowing that the next video would be me interviewing Shawn. The fans cheered and I smiled. Later, Shawn posted a video of himself on Instagram.

"Hey guys, my wonderful fiancée, Y/n, and my friend Connor Brashier have started a YouTube channel called Y/n and Connor and they're going to post cool videos on there. I might even be in one of them, so go subscribe and watch them!" Shawn said. I smiled when I saw the post.

"Are you out here just shamelessly promoting mine and Connor's YouTube channel?" I asked Shawn with a laugh. He nodded.

"Yup." He said with a smile. Connor and I then came up with a bunch of questions to ask Shawn, and my best friend, Grace, put sent a question in there too. Everybody left the tour bus but Shawn and I, and Connor showed me how to start recording and stop recording ourselves on his laptop. I started filming the video as Shawn sat next to me.

"Hi everyone, I'm Y/n Y/l/n, and in this special video, I will be interviewing my very amazing and very handsome and very lovely fiancé, Shawn Mendes! Shawn, my love, thank you for doing this." I said as I looked at him.

"Anything for you babe. We haven't even started with the questions and this is already my favorite interview ever." Shawn said. I laughed.

"You're so cute. Okay, so, Connor and I came up with these random questions, and plus someone else added another question in here -" I started.

"Who?" He asked.

"You'll be able to tell by the question. Are you ready?" I asked.

"I need a kiss first and then I'll be ready." Shawn said. I smiled and gave him a quick kiss.

"Okay, now are you ready?" I asked with a smile. Shawn nodded.

"Yes." He said. I looked at the paper that had all of the questions on it. Why did I feel so nervous? It's just Shawn. I took a deep breath.

"Okay, I'm pretty sure you'll be able to figure out who asked what. The first question, my sweet love, is, you know that your fiancée loves President Kennedy and all of the Kennedys, but who is your favorite Kennedy?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"You definitely came up with this one. Um, I don't know. I really like Bobby Kennedy, but that might be because you and I have watched Bobby Kennedy for President on Netflix about a million times." Shawn said. I laughed.

"Well it's a great Netflix special! Okay, so, what are you most proud of in your career?" I asked. Shawn smiled.

"The Grammy nominations." He said.

"I'm very proud of you for those. Okay, what are you most proud of in your personal life?" I asked. Shawn's smile widened and he began to play with my engagement ring.

"I'm really, really, proud of the fact that we're engaged and that eventually you're going to be my wife." Shawn said. I smiled and gave him a quick kiss.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too bubs." Shawn said.

"It's funny that you call me bubs, because the next question says, where did the bubs nickname between you and Y/n come from?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"I honestly don't even remember that night. You had to tell me what happened when you woke up to me puking my guts up the next morning." Shawn said. I nodded and laughed.

"Yeah. That night was hilarious." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah. So basically, I was blackout drunk, and Y/n drove home, and like, at one point she went to help me get changed, and - wait can I swear in this?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay, so, Y/n went to help me get changed, and I gently pushed her away and from what she told me, apparently I said to her 'Please don't undress me. I have a girlfriend and she's hot and gorgeous as fuck.' and Y/n had to tell me that it was, in fact, her helping me. I guess later on that night I drunkenly called her bubs and it stuck." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yup, and the next morning I woke up to you being massively hung over. Ready for the next question babe?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yup." He said.

"If you could change anything about our love story, whether it's a place, a time, whatever it is, would you change anything?" I asked. Shawn shook his head but then stopped.

"No, not at all. Wait, maybe. I don't know. No, I wouldn't. I wouldn't change anything in our love story." Shawn said.

"Wait, what made you say that you didn't know?" I asked.

"Because there's a part of me that wants to say that yes, I would try and find you sooner so you could be in my life longer, but at the same time, I think that everything happens when it does for a reason, so I think that we found each other at the right time." Shawn said. I smiled.

"I like that. I actually didn't come up with this next question, but, when did you know that I was the girl that you wanted to marry someday?" I asked.

"You're asking that in past tense! I still want to marry you!" Shawn said. I laughed.

"That's how Connor wrote the question!" I said. Shawn laughed.

"Well, I know that I've told you this a million times, and I've told other people this, but the second that I laid eyes on you for the first time, I knew that someday you would become my wife, and look at that, you have a nice engagement ring on your finger." Shawn said. I smiled and nodded.

"Yup, I love this ring. You know my taste in jewelry so well." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"I'm your fiancé, I'm supposed to." Shawn said and I laughed. I then read the next question.

"Do you remember your first words to me?" I asked with a smile. Shawn nodded.

"Yup. You had asked me something, and I said 'I'm sorry what? You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.'" Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yup. That was the first time that you made me blush. So, I wrote this question. If you had to choose any part of my full name, including my middle name, which part of my name is your favorite?" I asked.

"Your first name." Shawn said without any hesitation.

"Wait, what? Why? People mispronounce it constantly." I said. Shawn chuckled, took the papers out of my hands, set them on the table, and held my hands in his. As our skin touched, I felt electricity spark through me yet I felt safe and warm at the same time.

"Because, babe, the thing is, I know you better than anyone else does, right?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Right." I said.

"So I know that you don't like your first name. I know that when you were younger, you wanted to change it to Jennifer because that was easier for people to pronounce. And the thing is, when I learn that there's something that you don't like about yourself, it makes me want to love you, and that part of you, a hundred times more. Remember when I saw the stretch marks on your stomach for the first time?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"I was staring at you because I thought 'Holy shit, she really is the most beautiful girl in the world.' but you thought that when I was staring at you, that I wasn't liking the stretch marks on you, so what did you do?" Shawn asked. I pretended that this wasn't being recorded and just focused on Shawn.

"I took my hands and covered up my stretch marks." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Yup, and when I asked you why you had done that, and you told me that you didn't want me to see your stretch marks, what did I do?" Shawn asked as he rubbed the tops of my hands.

"You got on your knees and pulled my hands away from my stomach and kissed my stretch marks and then you told me that you love every mark that's on my body." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Exactly. So yes, I love your whole entire name, but I love your first name the most because I know that you don't love it. Does that make sense?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah I love you." I said as I hugged Shawn.

"I love you too baby girl." He said. We stayed like that for a moment and I closed my eyes. I then pulled away from the hug.

"I should probably keep asking you questions. Okay, so, my best friend, besides you, is Grace. What is your best Grace impersonation?" I asked with a laugh. Shawn laughed too.

"Um, oh I don't know. Oh, I know. Okay, so this is like, when you're laughing and it's egging her on and making her laugh more. Ready?" Shawn asked. I took out my phone and began recording him.

"Okay, now I'm ready." I said.

"Y/N SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Shawn yelled as he closed his eyes and shook his head, just like Grace would. I laughed and stopped recording. I would send that to Grace later.

"That's hilarious and so spot on." I said.

"What's your best Grace impersonation?" Shawn asked. I thought for a moment.

"Oh gosh. Um, okay wait, this is hard because I've known her for five years so I have a lot more memories with her than you do. Um, okay, I know. Ready?" I asked. Shawn got his phone out and started recording.

"Okay, go." He said.

"I THINK ABOUT PAUL REVERE ON THE DAILY!" I yelled and Shawn laughed as he set his phone down.

"She does seem to really like Paul Revere." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Yup. Okay, this next question was asked by someone other than Connor and I, but I think you'll know who asked it. What is your favorite line from the show The Office?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"Grace definitely asked this question. Either, um, 'Dwight you ignorant slut.' or 'The worst thing about prison was the - the Dementors.' What's yours babe?" Shawn asked.

"Um, either 'Dwight you ignorant slut.' or 'Bears. Beets. Battlestar Galactica.'" I said. Shawn smiled.

"I knew you would say those." He said and I laughed.

"Out of all of the gifts that I have ever gotten you, which one is your favorite?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment.

"Um, oh wow. I don't know." He said.

"I'm surprised that you're not saying the Harry Potter pillow. I think that was the first gift that I ever gave you." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah, you already had it at your house, so you gave it to me the day that we started dating. Um, I think that out of all of the gifts that you have ever gotten me... it would have to be, this is going to sound so cheesy, but the gift of your love." Shawn said.

"Oh my gosh you are so cute and I love you." I said. Shawn laughed.

"I love you too baby. Out of all of the gifts that I've gotten you, what's your favorite?" Shawn asked.

"Who's interviewing who?" I asked. Shawn laughed.

"Well I'm curious." He said. I thought for a moment.

"Oh my gosh this is really hard. Um, I really love one of the first presents that you ever got me, which was a framed picture of us, and it was our first picture as boyfriend and girlfriend." I said.

"I love that picture." Shawn said. I nodded and moved so I could put my feet in Shawn's lap.

"Me too. What is something that you learned about me that surprised you?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment.

"I was really surprised for some reason when I heard you listening to Clique by Kanye West, Jay-Z, and Big Sean." Shawn said.

"Really?" I asked with a smile. He nodded.

"Yup." He said. I then went to the next question.

"Have you ever tried to climb a tree before?" I asked.

"This is very random and I like it. Um, no, I don't think so, and I know you haven't either." Shawn said.

"Wait, I never told you that I used to sit in the tree next to my house when I was younger?" I asked. Shawn's eyes widened.

"Wait what? Okay, now I'm surprised about this. What tree?" He asked.

"You know how when you're looking at the house that I grew up in, to your left there's a little tree, and then a bigger tree?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah." He said.

"I used to sit in the bigger one. Not very high up, but just a little bit up, and sometimes I would bring a book and read." I said.

"I bet you didn't have good lighting in there." Shawn said. I laughed and shook my head.

"Nope, I didn't. Okay, this one is surprisingly not from me, it's from Connor. What's something that you absolutely don't want at our wedding?" I asked. Shawn smiled.

"Anything that makes you unhappy." He said.

"Shawn no! This is your wedding too! Pick something!" I said as I pulled my knees to my chest. Shawn laughed.

"I did pick. I picked that I don't want anything that makes you unhappy." He said.

"Oh my gosh. Okay, if someone were to write a book about your life, what would you want the first sentence to say about you?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment.

"Um, oh that's a tough one. I don't know. I don't know." Shawn said as he shrugged.

"Would you ever write a book?" I asked.

"Maybe some time down the road I will, and then I would have you be my editor." He said with a smile.

"Why would you have me as your editor?" I asked.

"Your first job, well it was kind of your first job was as an English tutor. I love the fact that you say that that was your first job, but need I remind you about the fact that you used to babysit a little girl?" Shawn asked.

"Well I wasn't interviewed to babysit her since our families were friends, it was kind of just like, her mom just asked me to do it and I said yes, but then her mom stopped asking me for some reason. But I guess that wasn't a bad thing considering the fact that our families stopped being friends." I said. Shawn nodded. He then brought my hand up to his lips and kissed the top of it.

"Can we take a break from questions? I want to cuddle with you." Shawn asked and said. I smiled.

"We're almost done baby boy, I promise. Just one more question." I said. Shawn nodded. My knees were to my chest, and Shawn moved a little so his cheek was on my knee, but then he sat up.

"You have bony knees." He said. I laughed and kissed his cheek.

"Yup. Okay, last question. I know that out of the two of us, I'm more of a reader than you are, but out of all of the books that you've read, which one is your favorite and why?" I asked. Shawn smiled at me.

"Well first of all, yes, out of the two of us, you are more of a reader than I am. Second of all, it would have to be The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz because it was the first book that you ever got me, and I remember reading what you wrote in it for the first time and crying happy tears because I loved what you had written in it for me so much. I love you so much." Shawn said. I smiled and gave him a sweet kiss.

"I love you so much too. Okay, guys, that was really fun and I really liked interviewing my soon to be husband, mister Shawn Mendes. Connor and I will have another video coming soon. Send us suggestions down below in the comments on what we should do. Bye!" I said and then attempted to end the recording.

"Holy shit I'm in love with you." Shawn said. I blushed and giggled and then ended the video. I looked at Shawn.

"That was fun. Did you like that babe?" I asked. He nodded and then kissed my cheek.

"Yes. I loved it. Want to go lay in bed and cuddle?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. Let me just turn off Connor's laptop so it doesn't die. Oh, and I'll leave a note for when he gets back to just let him know that we finished the video." I said.

"Okay baby." Shawn said. I turned off the laptop and then left a note for Connor saying that it went perfectly but he would need to bleep some parts out. I then laid down with Shawn and cuddled up to him. He held me nice and close to him as he rubbed my back.

"I love you Shawn." I said.

"I love you too Y/n." He said. I looked up at him and he smiled at me.

"I can't wait to be your wife." I said. His smile widened.

"Well I can't wait to be your husband." He said. I smiled, kissed his jaw, and then put my head on his chest. I fell asleep, and when Shawn and I woke up, we watched the video. Connor had bleeped out the swears and we posted it to YouTube. It soon got a lot of views and it was great. I love Shawn so much.