A/n: Okay so obviously I don't know what Shawn's post meant, but I made this anyways. By the way, I broke up what Shawn said into more than one paragraph or else it would be just one HUGE paragraph and I didn't want that. Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

Shawn's point of view

My fiancée, Y/n Y/l/n, was reading a book while sitting in our hotel room. I was in my manager's hotel room as I posted a video onto my Instagram account as a post and in my Instagram story as well. It was a teaser for a music video that I was doing with Camila Cabello. I posted it and a half hour later, I decided to go back to my hotel room to see my girl. When I walked in, the lights were off. I turned them on, and Y/n was laying in bed. I walked over to her and gently shook her.

Your point of view

"My love, it's too early to go to bed." Shawn said. I had been pretending to be asleep.

"Can you lay in bed with me please?" I asked.

"But honey it's too early for bed." Shawn said again.

"I want to talk to you." I said. My biggest fear is that Shawn's going to stop loving me and leave me, and when I saw that video of him and Camila, I had begun to cry. Was I about to lose him?

"What's wrong honey?" Shawn asked, a look of concern etched across his handsome face. It must have been obvious that I had just been crying. I started to cry again.

"What the hell is that video that you posted?" I asked. He sighed.

"Honey, it's for a music video that Camila and I are doing." Shawn said.

"And you couldn't tell me that before you posted it? Shawn you know that my biggest fear is that you're going to stop loving me and leave me and you know that I get jealous of you and Camila. Why didn't you warn me about this?" I asked as I cried.

"I don't know baby. I don't know. I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry." Shawn said. His eyes looked sincere, so I knew that he meant it. But after he had posted that video, any bit of self confidence that I had was crushed. Soon after it was posted, haters of mine started messaging me saying that they had known that this day would come - the day that Shawn would leave me for Camila.

"Do you know what your fans are saying to me?" I asked. He sighed.

"No. What are they saying?" He asked.

"They're telling me that they knew that this day would come. That they knew that you would eventually leave me for Camila. That's what they think this video is. And in between the time that you posted that video, to now, any self confidence that I had been feeling has gone down to nothing." I said. It was as if I could see Shawn's heart break.

"Oh honey. I'm so sorry. I'll make a post or something to set things straight." Shawn said as he reached for his phone.

"Wait, um, can we sit up and talk some more please? I, um, I have a question." I said. Shawn nodded as we sat up and leaned against the headboard of the bed.

"Yeah, what is it baby?" Shawn asked. I turned my body so I was facing him more.

"Why did you ask me to marry you?" I asked as more tears fell onto my cheeks. Shawn's eyes widened as he took my hands in his. I felt electricity spark through me yet I felt safe and warm at the same time.

"My love, my sweet, amazing love, there are so, so, so many reasons why I asked you to marry me." Shawn said. His eyes were searching mine.

"But, I just, I have about zero self confidence right now. I just need to know why you love me and why you asked me to marry you. I just don't get it right now, I don't understand it." I said.

"Do you want to sit on my lap while I explain it to you?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yes please." I said. Shawn pushed back the blankets and gently moved me so I was sitting on his lap. He held my face in his hands, and I wrapped my fingers around his wrists, needing to feel his touch.

"Okay, let's break this down and dissect it. Does that sound good darling?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"So, let's go back to the day that we met. I remember seeing you and instantly falling for you. I fell for your beautiful y/e/c eyes before I fell for anything else. I remember looking into your eyes and thinking that I never wanted to look away from them, and that I never wanted to look at another pair of eyes again, because your eyes are so beautiful. Your eyes are my favorite thing about you physically.

"I remember seeing your beautiful y/h/c hair, and wondering what it would be like to run my fingers through your hair. And then, once I knew what it felt like to run my fingers through your hair, I never wanted to stop. I love running my fingers through your hair, and I love knowing that I get to run my fingers through your hair for the rest of our lives. I love tucking your hair behind your ear. I don't know why, but I do.

"So, again, let's go back to the day we met. I remember hearing your voice for the first time, and I instantly fell in love with your voice. I remember wondering what it would be like to wake up and hear that beautiful voice say good morning to me every morning, and let me tell you something, it's amazing to wake up and the first thing that I hear is you saying good morning to me.

"I remember sitting down for our first date about five or so minutes after we first met, and I fell in love with the mystery of you. Yes, when we sat down and had our first date, we talked about a lot of things during those two hours, but there were still things that you didn't want to talk about right away. I remember asking you random questions so I could get to know you more, and even though I knew that it was a sad question, I had just asked you what the three best days of your life were, and so I asked you what the three worst days of your life were to balance it out. You looked at me and said that you needed more coffee, and then went to the counter to get another coffee. When you came back, you asked me what my next question was. I pointed out that you hadn't answered the question that I had just asked. You said 'That's because I don't want to right now.' and I didn't want to push it, so I moved on to the next random question that I had for you.

"I remember the next day, we went on our second date. That's when I saw you cry for the first time. I remember asking you why you were crying, and that's how I found out about the number one worst day of your life, because we were at a bench that was dedicated in memory of your uncle. You sat down and told me about him as you cried. You said that you probably scaring me away, but you were doing the opposite of that. You were making me fall for you even more because I was seeing you when you were sad and vulnerable. I wanted to wipe your tears away, but I wasn't sure if you would be okay with that." Shawn said.

"I probably wouldn't have minded it if you had wiped my tears away." I said. I had stopped crying by now. Shawn's big hands were now on my waist, and my hands were on his shoulders. Shawn smiled and then continued with the beautiful words that he had been saying.

"I also remember, and this is actually from the first day that we met, but I remember hugging you and just feeling like I never wanted to let go. I remember loving the feeling of my arms around you and your arms around me. I remember, after we hugged for the first time, and you left, I looked at my arms, as if there was going to be something there. A mark or something, something to prove to me that the feelings that I felt inside of me were right and true.

"I remember, on our second date, we had our first kiss. I got all of these magical feelings and I realized that I wanted more of your kisses because after the first one alone, I knew that your kisses were like a drug and I was hooked. We kissed three times that day, and for each of the kisses that we've ever shared, I still get those crazy feelings.

"I love you for the things that you don't love about yourself. I love you for the stretch marks on your body that you hate, which just makes me want to love you more. I love you for everything that you already are, and everything that I know you'll become in the future. I know that you'll become an amazing adjustment counselor, and I know that you'll be an amazing wife, and I know that you'll be an amazing mother to our children.

"I remember the day that I asked you to be my girlfriend, and you said yes, and I thought that I could never be happier than I was at that moment. But then I fell for you even more with each passing day - I still do fall for you more and more every single day. And then I remember the day that you told me that you love me for the first time, I thought that my heart would explode with love and happiness. I thought that I could never be happier than I was at that moment. And I remember the day that we moved in together, and thinking that I could never be happier than I was at that moment. And I remember when I asked you to marry me, and you said the most beautiful yes that I had ever heard anyone ever say, and I thought that I could never be happier than I was at that moment, yet I know that on our wedding day, I'll think the same thing, and I'll think it again when we have kids. Because the truth is, my happiest days and my happiest moments are when I'm with you. Why are you crying again baby?" Shawn asked.

"You're saying the most beautiful words ever and I love it and it makes me really happy." I said as I wiped some of my happy tears away. Shawn had a look of relief on his face and he smiled. He then continued.

"My love, there are probably a billion more reasons why I love you, and why I asked you to marry me, but those are the ones that come to mind right away. Does that make you feel better?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. I love you." I said with a smile.

"I love you too." Shawn said as he smiled back at me. I put my lips on his and felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. We soon pulled away and Shawn wiped my happy tears away.

"Shawn?" I asked as I slowly stopped crying.

"Yes baby girl?" Shawn asked.

"When you talked about our first hug, you said that after I left, you looked at your arms as if there was going to be something there to prove to you that the feelings that you felt inside of you were right and true. What were the feelings that you felt inside of you?" I asked. Shawn smiled at me.

"I felt a strong and powerful feeling of love at first sight. I also felt like my heart was racing, but not in a bad way. It felt like it was racing with excitement, knowing that I would be seeing you again the next day. I felt like I was on top of the world, but most of all, I felt like I had just met the woman that I would marry someday." Shawn said. I smiled and kissed him again.

"I'm never letting you go Shawn Mendes." I said.

"I'm never letting you go Y/n almost Mendes." He said. I giggled and then kissed his cheek.

"Baby, out of all of our dates, which one has been your favorite?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment.

"I don't know. Maybe either our first date, our second date, or the coffee date we had very soon after we got engaged." He said.

"I think my favorite date of ours was the coffee date we had at the Dunkin Donuts that we met at after we got engaged." I said as I got off of his lap and laid down. He smiled and laid down with me.

"You know what we should do to clear up the rumors about Camila and I?" Shawn asked.

"What should we do?" I asked.

"We should take a selfie and one of us, or both of us, could post it." He said.

"Or, we could take two selfies and I post one and you post the other." I said. Shawn smiled.

"This is another reason why I love you: because you come up with such good ideas." Shawn said. I laughed. We took a selfie of us kissing, my hand on his cheek to show off my beautiful engagement ring. We then took a selfie of us laying there with my head on his chest and my hand resting on his chest to show off my engagement ring in that photo too.

"Who should post which photo?" I asked. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"Do you want to post the one of us with your head on my chest, and I'll post the picture of us kissing?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said. Shawn made his post first and I smiled at his caption.

"Kisses from my bride to be. I love this girl more than words will ever be able to express, and I will never, ever, ever leave her. Can't wait to be your husband forever babe!" Shawn wrote. I liked the photo, and then posted the picture of my head on Shawn's chest.

"Cuddles with my sweet love after deep talks are the best kind of cuddles. Deep talks (and cuddles) with you Shawn are amazing and I love them. I can't wait to be your wife forever! I love you!" I captioned it. Shawn liked it and then smiled at me.

"Give me another kiss babe. I can't get enough of your kisses." He said. I smiled and we kissed again. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss, causing Shawn to smile too, and we pulled away. I then yawned.

"I'm tired baby boy." I said. Shawn yawned and nodded.

"Me too baby girl. Should we get some rest for the night?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yes, but can you promise me something first?" I asked.

"Of course, anything." Shawn said.

"Promise me that if you're going to post something like that again, you'll tell me first. I just, I can't go through feeling like I'm going to lose you again." I said.

"I promise you that it won't happen again. You'll never lose me. I love you honey." Shawn said as he reached over to turn off the light.

"I love you too. Good night Shawn." I said.

"Good night Y/n." Shawn said as he held me close to him. We then drifted off into a slumber, the both of us happy to be in each other's arms. I can't wait to marry Shawn, and I'm so glad that we had that talk. I love him so much.