113. He Scares You During A Fight
A/n: Explicit language in this one! A few people have asked if I could do more of the fight/argument type of imagines, so here's this one! I literally had to google "What do married couples fight about?" because I have no clue, lol. Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!
Shawn's point of view
I sat on the couch at the home that I share with my wife of ten months, Y/n Mendes. Due to the fact that she works at her school every other day, and every other day she has school - but she has weekends off - we haven't been intimate in a bit. I miss her and her body. I needed her, but every single time that I would ask if we could be intimate, she would apologize and say that she was too tired. I just miss my wife.
Your point of view
I pulled into the driveway after a long day of work, wanting nothing more than to crawl into my husband's arms. Unfortunately, I had homework to do. I know that it's a Friday and that I can do my homework over the weekend, but I like to get things done right away. I got out of the car, grabbed my backpack from the backseat, and went inside.
"Hey kitten." Shawn said when I walked in. Oh no, he's in the mood for sex. Kitten is the nickname that he calls me when he's in the mood for sex. Lately he's been wanting to be intimate, and trust me, I want it too, but I have homework and school and work to do. I looked at him.
"Hi handsome. I have some homework to do so I think that I'll just do it at the dining room table. I just want to grab a drink first." I said after setting my backpack down. I began to walk into the hallway and into the kitchen but Shawn stopped me.
"Wait, honey, we haven't made love in a few weeks. You have the whole weekend to do your homework. Can't we at least do it once?" He asked.
"Shawn, I want to be intimate with you, I do -" I started.
"Then be intimate with me!" He said as he threw his arms up in the air. My back was to the wall, and his back was to the closet as we face each other.
"Could you let me finish what I was saying please?" I asked. He sighed.
"Sure." He said.
"I want to be intimate with you, I promise that I do, but I'm a hard worker, you know that. I just want to get my homework out of the way, and then we can spend time together this weekend." I said, trying to stay calm.
"No." He said.
"What?" I asked.
"No, I don't want to wait for the weekend. I want to be intimate with you now." He said.
"Okay, so you want to have sex with me, knowing that I don't want it right now?" I asked.
"No, I want you to want it too." He said with a sigh.
"Okay, and we can do it this weekend when my homework is done." I said. He ran his fingers through his hair and shook his head.
"You care more about your homework and school than you do about me." He said. My eyes widened.
"Don't you fucking dare say that to me. You know that that's not true Shawn." I said.
"Do I Y/n? Because all I'm hearing lately is that you won't have sex with me because of homework. You obviously care more about homework than you do about me." He said.
"No I don't! Shawn, we're husband and wife, we want to have kids and grandkids together someday! I care more about you than anyone else and anything else." I said.
"Please Y/n, I just want your body." He said.
"Shawn, I keep saying no. Please respect that." I said. I couldn't help but remember the time that he promised me that he would never pressure me for anything, especially sexual things. I had asked him to promise me that after I told him about how my ex boyfriend was.
"Y/n, please." He said.
"Shawn, when we were getting to know each other you promised me that you would never pressure me for anything, especially sexual things. You're breaking that promise right now." I said.
"How the fuck am I breaking that promise?" He asked as he threw his arms in the air again.
"Because I keep saying no and you keep pressuring me and asking me for sex! You know who you're acting like right now Shawn?" I asked.
"Who?" He asked. I didn't want to say what I was about to say, but maybe it would help him understand how I'm feeling.
"You're acting like Mike." I said. His eyes widened.
"No. No I'm not." He said.
"Yes you are! He would pressure me for sexual things, and you're pressuring me for sex right now even though you promised that you would never do that!" I said.
"Don't you dare say that I'm acting like that asshole!" Shawn asked.
"Well what do you want me to do Shawn? Want me to sugar coat it for you and lie to you and say that I'm fine with the fact that you're breaking a promise that you made to me and that I'm fine with you pressuring your wife for sex?" I asked. Shawn obviously didn't like what I said. He raised his hand as if he was going to hit the wall, but I didn't think. I instinctively covered my face with my hands and ducked down a little.
"Oh my gosh. Babe, did you, did you think that I was going to hit you?" He asked. I pulled my hands away from my face and stood up. His eyes were wide.
"I - I don't know. I don't know. I wasn't thinking. I - I have to go." I said.
"Wait Y/n." He said.
"No, I have to go. I have to clear my head and think." I said as I got my shoes back on and grabbed my purse, phone, and keys.
"Baby I wasn't going to hit you, I swear." He said.
"I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. I have to go." I said, and then I left. I got in my car and backed out of the driveway. I couldn't go to my mom's, because Shawn knows that I go there if I'm upset with him. Where could I go? Grace's house. I'll go to my best friend's house. I drove over there and rang the doorbell, I was still crying. Eve, Grace's mom, answered the door.
"Y/n, are you okay?" She asked.
"Can I come in please?" I asked. She nodded.
"Of course. Let's go sit in the tv room." She said. I nodded.
"Is Grace home? I saw her car in the driveway." I said. Eve nodded.
"Yeah, but she got home from work early because she was so tired. She's in bed right now. What's going on?" Eve asked. I cried as I told her everything.
"Y/n?" Grace asked. I looked at her.
"Hi. I'm really sorry to just randomly show up here but I needed somewhere to go and I didn't know where else to go." I said as I cried.
"It's okay. What happened?" Grace asked. I told her everything as Eve made us some drinks.
"I don't know why I flinched, and I feel terrible for it. It was just, I don't know. I just did it. It was an instant reaction I guess. I know that he would never hit me, so I don't know why I did it." I said.
"It's okay." Eve said. I nodded and took a sip of my water. We sat there for a little bit, Grace typing away furiously on her phone.
"Shawn just texted me." Grace said.
"What did he say?" I asked. She handed me her phone. She had responded to the texts.
Shawn: Is Y/n with you?
Grace: Dude, you fucked up big time.
Grace: I came downstairs and she was sitting with my mom sobbing. How dare you pressure her for anything ESPECIALLY after you promised her that you wouldn't.
Shawn: I know, and I'm so sorry. I've just missed being intimate with her and I pressured her and I know that I shouldn't have and I know that I fucked up. Does she realize that I would never hit her?
Grace: Yes, she said that to my mom and I and she said that she doesn't know why she flinched.
Shawn: Okay. Please just tell her to come home when she's ready to. I'll stay up waiting for her, I'll just sit on the couch until she gets home. I promise that I will never do this ever again.
Grace: You better not or else I'll flip my shit on you.
Shawn: Got it. Please tell her I love her.
I handed the phone back to Grace and sighed. By now I had stopped crying.
"Do you guys mind if I just stay here for a little bit? If you want me to go or if I'm imposing or anything, I can just drive around or something." I asked and said.
"No, stay here. We can put on a movie or something on Netflix. Whatever you want." Eve said. I nodded.
"Thank you. Um, can we watch something on Netflix please?" I asked. They nodded. We ended up watching a historical documentary that I had been interested in, and then a movie or two. I stayed for a bit longer. It soon became two in the morning, and I left and went home. I walked inside and there was Shawn, sitting on the couch waiting for me, just like he had promised. He looked at me.
"Hi." He said. I took my shoes off and sat down on the couch with him.
"Hi." I said. Shawn broke down crying.
"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry babe. I broke a promise to you and then I scared you. I'm so sorry. Please know that I would never, ever, ever hit you. I'll never pressure you ever again, I promise. I love you honey and I'm sorry that I fucked up." He said.
"I love you too, I just don't understand. You went about five years without sex, why can't you wait about a day?" I asked as I began to cry. Shawn put his head in his hands as he cried.
"I don't know. I'm such a fucking idiot." He said.
"Hey, stop that. Look at me." I said. Shawn picked his head up and looked at me. My heart broke at the sight of my husband's tears.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." He said. I gently put my hand to his cheek and stroked it with his thumb.
"It's okay. I forgive you. Okay babe? I forgive you." I said.
"Can I hug you? I just, I need to feel close to you right now." He said. I nodded and moved over so I was sitting on his lap.
"Better my love?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yeah. I'm sorry." He said. I kissed his cheek gently and tenderly a few times.
"It's okay. I forgive you. I'm sorry that I flinched, I just... I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. I know that you would never hit me. I'm sorry honey." I said. Shawn rubbed my sides.
"It's okay honey. Do you think that we could go to bed now, and tomorrow when you work on homework, maybe I could sit with you?" He asked. I smiled and nodded.
"Of course baby." I said. He smiled.
"And then, if you're up for it, maybe we could make love?" He asked. I nodded and then kissed his cheek again.
"Of course honey. Let's go to bed." I said. He nodded. I got off his lap, and we went to bed. The next day, he sat with me as I did my homework, and then we made love. I love Shawn so much.
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