181. Two Fights, One Month
A/n: Explicit language in this one! Anyways, I hope that you guys enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!
My husband is the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes, and next month we will be celebrating our one year anniversary. What should I get him? I laid in bed, wrapped up in his arms as I thought about this. I looked at his handsome sleeping face as I got an idea: I would get him a watch. He loves watches, so I'll get him one. I gently got out of bed so I wouldn't wake up Shawn and went downstairs to the kitchen table.
I opened up my laptop and began to look up watches. Money wouldn't be an issue - nothing is too much for Shawn, just like how he says that nothing is too much for me - so I didn't set a budget for it. I soon went on the Nordstrom website and looked at their watches. One of them would cost over seven thousand dollars, but Shawn wouldn't like it. I kept browsing, and smiled when I found one that I liked.
"What are you smiling about darling?" Shawn asked. I hadn't even heard him come downstairs. I shut my laptop quickly.
"Nothing." I lied. He frowned.
"Well it was obviously something. What was it babe?" Shawn asked.
"Nothing, it was nothing." I said.
"Why won't you tell me what you were look at?" Shawn asked. I shrugged.
"It's nothing Shawn. I'm hungry. Counter talks?" I asked. Counter talks are when Shawn picks me up and puts me on the counter. Shawn hesitantly nodded.
"Sure." He said. I smiled at him and put my laptop on the couch in the living room. I went to give him a kiss on the cheek but he moved his head away.
"Why did you do that?" I asked.
"It's nothing Y/n." He said. I sighed.
"Okay then. Will you put me on the counter so we can have counter talks like we do every morning please?" I asked.
"Why don't you go back to your laptop and smile at it some more while I make breakfast?" He asked in a harsh tone.
"Shawn, please. It's nothing bad. It's a surprise so I can't tell you what it is." I said. He chuckled. "What?"
"Do you think that I haven't noticed you talking to Nash Grier more than usual?" He asked.
"What? We were talking about his baby." I said.
"Sure." Shawn said. I took a step back.
"Shawn, do you, do you think that I'm cheating on you with Nash?" I asked. He shrugged.
"I don't know." He said as he continued to make pancakes. I felt like I had been punched in the gut or something.
"Are you serious? Shawn, I'll show you the conversations, we've been talking about his baby. You and I are married, and he's married too." I said. Shawn shrugged.
"Whatever Y/n." Shawn said. Tears formed in my eyes.
"How could you think that I would do that to you Shawn? I love you with everything in me." I asked and said. He shrugged.
"I don't know. Would you just leave me alone please?" He asked.
"Fine." I said. I grabbed my phone, turned off my laptop, put on my shoes, grabbed my purse, and headed to my mom's house. I bursted into tears when I saw her.
"What's wrong?" She asked. I told her what happened.
"I thought that he trusted me." I said.
"He does, he just isn't think straight for some reason." She said. I nodded. The door swung open and Shawn walked in.
"Honey, I'm sorry. I don't know why I ever thought that stuff and said it, I didn't mean it, I swear. I trust you, and I know that you love me and I know that you would never cheat on me." He said. I looked at my mom and then ran past Shawn. "BABE!" He yelled as I got in my car. I needed to get away. I quickly started the car and began to drive into the city. There's a bench in Boston that's dedicated to my uncle. It would take me a little less than an hour to get there.
After about forty five minutes, I got to the bench, and then began crying again when I remembered that Shawn and I were sitting here when we had our first, second, and third kiss on our second date. I slowly stopped crying, walked closer to the river, and sat down on the ground. I sat there after a little bit before realizing that I was hungry. I hadn't eaten at all yet. I looked at Google Maps and found a food court not too far away. It was within walking distance, only about six minutes. I left my car parked where it was, and then walked to the food courts. I soon got a text from Shawn.
My Hubby: I'm at your uncle's bench and your car is here. Where are you?
Me: Fuck off and leave me alone Shawn.
My Hubby: I'm sorry for what I said honey. Are you near his old apartment building?
Me: I'm not going to tell you Shawn. Please just leave me alone.
My Hubby: Well you have to come back for your car eventually, I'll just wait here.
Me: Well you might be waiting a while.
My Hubby: I'll wait as long as I need to. I love you and I'm sorry.
I didn't respond. Instead, I walked the thirteen minutes to the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum. I went to the front to purchase an admissions ticket.
"Here you go. Wait, you're Y/n Mendes, right?" The person asked. I nodded.
"Yeah." I said with a fake smile.
"Where's Shawn?" She asked.
"It's a long story." I said and walked away before she could ask any questions. I walked around the art museum and almost cried when I saw the empty frames. In the 1990s, there was an art heist at the museum, and the thieves had left up the frames. My uncle, the one that the bench is dedicated to, loved it here. I looked at the empty frames, and the artwork around them, wishing that I could talk to my uncle about everything, but he's gone, so I couldn't. My phone vibrated.
My Hubby: I'm really worried about you. Please come back to your car.
Me: I'm not done looking at stuff. I'm fine Shawn, and I'll come back to my car when I want to.
My Hubby: Okay. I just don't like the fact that you're all by yourself in the city and I don't know where you are.
Me: I'm a big girl Shawn, I can handle the city, especially since I've lived in this area my whole life.
I put my phone back in my pocket and then continued to walk around the second floor, going from the Dutch Room into the Tapestry Room. Maybe Shawn had just been grumpy this morning for some reason and that's why he acted like that this morning. I should forgive him, shouldn't I? Yeah, I should. I went to the gift shop so I could get something for him. I found a puzzle of the courtyard that's at the museum and got that. Him and I could do it together. I paid for it and walked back to my car. I had walked over two miles that day. When Shawn saw me, he stood up and hugged me.
"Don't ever scare me like that ever again. I'm so sorry honey, I didn't mean what I said." Shawn said. I nodded and pulled away from the hug.
"I forgive you. I'm sorry that I scared you, but I came here, and then I went to a food court, and then I went to the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum." I said.
"Wow, you did a lot of walking today babe." He said. I nodded.
"Yeah. Um, I got this. I figured that we could do it together. There's like, three hundred pieces in it." I said as I handed Shawn the bag. He opened it up the bag and smiled at the puzzle.
"It's wonderful baby girl. I love it." He said. I smiled.
"Can I have a kiss please?" I asked as he put the puzzle back in the bag. He smiled at me and nodded. He put his lips on mine and I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. We pulled away and Shawn kissed my forehead as he held my face with one of his hands. I smiled at the feeling of his warm lips on my forehead, and his wedding band on my cheek. He then looked at me.
"Let's go home darling." He said. I nodded. I took the bag and we got in our separate cars and went home. As soon as we walked in, he hugged me again.
"I'm sorry that I scared you today." I said.
"It's okay darling. I just didn't like not knowing where you were." Shawn said. I nodded.
"I'm sorry that I can't tell you what I was smiling at on my laptop, but it's a surprise for you, so I can't tell you." I said as I pulled away from the hug a little bit. He nodded as he kept his arms wrapped around me.
"Okay honey, it's okay." He said.
"Shawn?" I asked as I rubbed his chest. He rubbed my back.
"Yes Mrs. Mendes?" He asked as he ducked down a little so I would look him in the eyes rather than look at his shirt.
"Do you promise me that you trust me?" I asked. He pulled me in for a hug.
"Of course I do baby. I promise you that I trust you, I was just being stupid this morning and I was being an ass. I'm sorry." He said. I nodded.
"I forgive you. I love you." I said as I looked up at him. He smiled at me.
"I love you too my darling, precious, girl." He said. I smiled at him and then wriggled out of his grasp. I got my purse and sat down on the couch and opened up my laptop so I could buy him the watch. Yes, it would cost $1,020, but Shawn's worth that and so much more. Shawn sat down next to me.
"No! I'm purchasing your surprise, you're not allowed to see this!" I said with a laugh. Shawn chuckled and moved to the other side of the couch.
"Better?" He asked. I thought for a moment before turning my body so there was no way that he could see the screen.
"Yup." I said as he laughed. I got out my debit card and purchased the watch. It was a Gucci G-Timeless bracelet watch, 38 mm (A/n: Pictured above!) and I hoped that he would like it. I think that he will.
One month later
I woke up in Shawn's arms. He was already smiling at me.
"Good morning gorgeous. Happy one year anniversary." He said. I smiled at him.
"Good morning handsome. Happy one year anniversary to you too." I said. Shawn and I had agreed that we wanted to be married for a year before we started trying to have kids, so when we made love that morning, we didn't use a condom. We then got dressed and went downstairs.
"I'm hungry. Pancakes?" Shawn asked.
"Sure." I said. He made the pancakes as we had counter talks, and then we sat down and ate them.
"I can't believe that we've been married for a year. It feels like just yesterday we were saying I do." Shawn said as we ate. I smiled and nodded.
"Yup. I love you Mr. Mendes." I said. He smiled at me.
"I love you too Mrs. Mendes. Should we do presents now?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yeah." I said. We sat down and he handed me a box.
"Here you go my love." He said. I opened up the box and inside of it was a necklace with an S engraved in it.
"Oh Shawn, it's beautiful." I said.
"Not as beautiful as you." He said. I smiled at him and gave him a kiss.
"Thank you honey. Will you put it on me please?" I asked. He nodded and put it on me before kissing my shoulder.
"There you go darling." He said.
"Thank you. Now it's time for your present. I'll be right back." I said as I got up.
"Okay baby." He said. I ran upstairs and got the Nordstrom bag. I went back downstairs and sat on the couch with him.
"Here you go." I said. Shawn's eyes widened.
"Honey, Nordstrom is too much." He said.
"Baby you haven't even see the gift yet. Nothing is too much for you my love." I said. He hesitantly opened up the bag and the box that was inside of it. His eyes widened when he saw the watch. "Well? What do you think?"
"How much did you pay for this?" He asked as he looked at the watch.
"It's a gift so I can't tell you how much I paid for it. Do you like it?" I asked, now starting to feel worried. He took out his phone and took a picture of it.
"I love it, but..." He said as he texted someone.
"But what?" I asked.
"But I want to know how much it costed you." He said as he looked up at me.
"Shawn, don't you always tell me that nothing is too much for me when I get worried about the price of things?" I pointed out.
"Yes, but this is different." He said as he looked at the watch.
"How is this different?" I asked.
"Because I have the money for it and you don't." He said. My eyes widened at his words. Were we really fighting on our anniversary? I guess we were.
"Shawn how could you?" I asked. He looked at me and it seemed as though he realized what he had said.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I -" He said. His phone went off. He looked at the text and his jaw dropped.
"What?" I asked. He looked at me.
"I sent a picture of the watch to John Mayer and asked him, since he's an expert at watches, if he could figure out how much you paid for this. Please tell me that you did not pay $1,020 for this." Shawn said. I sighed.
"I have the money for it. You're my husband and I want you to have the best things possible." I said.
"Y/n, I need you to return this watch and get your money back." He said. My heart broke.
"But I thought that you said that you love it." I said.
"Yes, I do love it, but I don't love the price. Please return it." He said.
"Shawn, my bank account is fine. This is why I've been picking up extra shifts at work, so I could put the money back in my account." I said. He sighed.
"I can't take this watch." Shawn said.
"Shawn..." I said as tears formed in my eyes.
"You spent too much. Next year we should set a budget." He said.
"Shawn, please. You're my husband and I love you more than anything. Nothing is too much for you. Need I remind you that you almost bought me a ring that was a little over ten thousand dollars?" I asked as tears fell onto my cheeks. He sighed.
"Okay. Good point. I'm sorry for what I said about you not having the money for it. I didn't mean it." He said.
"Are you sure that you didn't mean it?" I asked. He looked at me and nodded.
"Yes. I wasn't thinking. Come here baby." He said as he tried to put me on his lap but I wriggled out of his grip and stood up.
"Are you going to wear the watch?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yes, I love it, I really do honey. Come sit on my lap baby. Please? I'm sorry honey." He said. I sighed, unsure of what to do.
"I know that you're a millionaire, and I'm not, but whether you meant it or not, what you said still hurts." I said.
"I'm sorry baby girl. I didn't mean to hurt you. Do you want to put the watch on me since I put the necklace on you?" He asked. I sat down next to him and nodded.
"Sure." I said as I wiped away tears. He handed me the watch and I put it on him.
"Thank you baby. I just don't like it when you spend a lot of money on me." He said.
"Shawn, let's go through this. Over the past five and a half years together, you've bought me jewelry, books, dinner, outfits, you didn't want me paying for a lot of the stuff for our wedding and you even had me use your credit card to buy my three thousand dollar wedding dress. This watch is nothing compared to all of that combined. I don't like it when you spend money on me, but you're my husband, so you do it anyways. I love you Shawn, and nothing will ever be too much for you." I said. He nodded and brushed some hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear.
"Okay baby, you're right. I love you too." He said as he massaged my shoulder a little bit. I was silent for a moment.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"Why are you sorry?" He asked as he put his hand to my cheek so I would look at him.
"Because I spent that money on you and you got upset with me for it and because I don't have a lot of money like you do." I said. Shawn pulled me closer to him so my head was on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.
"Oh honey. It's okay. You don't have to apologize for anything. And technically, you do have a lot of money like I do." He said. I looked up at him, confused.
"No I don't." I said. He stroked my cheek with his thumb.
"Baby, you're my wife. We share everything now, therefore, my money is your money." He said. I nodded and put my head back on his chest.
"Okay. Can we cuddle please?" I asked.
"Of course darling. Do you want to cuddle in bed?" He asked. I nodded and we went upstairs and cuddled up to each other. I smiled at the feeling of his wedding band on my skin since he had put his hand underneath the top of my shirt, knowing how much I love the feeling of his wedding band on my skin since I put it on him as a symbol of our love and commitment for each other and to each other.
"Are you sure that you like the watch?" I asked. Shawn kissed the top of my head and I looked up at him as he smiled at me.
"I'm positive. I love the fact that instead of having numbers, it has bees and hearts and stars. I love you Mrs. Mendes." He said.
"I love you too Mr. Mendes." I said, and with that, we cuddled. I'm not glad that we fought twice within a month, but I'm glad that we made up. I love Shawn more than money can buy and more than words will ever be able to express.
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