A/n: Explicit language in this imagine! Also, mentions of smut. Anyways, I hope that you guys enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I've been married to the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes for two months now. I was laying in bed upstairs reading while some of his friends were over, but they were downstairs in the living room. Andrew Gertler, Brian Craigen, Cez Darke, Josiah Van Dien, and Jake Stras were over. I started to head down the stairs. I just wanted to give my husband a hug and a kiss and remind him that I love him. I heard Shawn talking as I was going down the stairs and stopped. He was talking about our sex life. I feel like what him and I do in our bedroom, should stay in our bedroom.

"Y/n's the best that I've ever been with, and I love making love to her. I think that the fact that we're married is what makes our sex life a hundred times better, but there is one thing that's bothering me." Shawn said.

"What is it?" Brian asked.

"Well, I was her first - that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that we've been married for two months now and she still doesn't want to try new positions. I mean, we only do like, two or three positions, and that's it. I'm trying to be patient with her, but it's getting to be hard." Shawn said. I ran up the stairs and slammed our bedroom door shut and locked it. I sat on our bed, pulled my knees up to my chest, and cried. I heard someone try to open the door and I knew that it was Shawn. He must have heard me slam the door.

"Go away Shawn." I said as I cried.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I didn't mean for you to hear that." He said.

"What so you were just going to say that shit behind my back? That's fucked up." I asked and said.

"No, that's not what I meant. Darling please let me in so we can work this out." Shawn asked.

"Go away Shawn. You told me that we would start doing new positions when I'm comfortable and that you would wait for me." I said as I continued to cry.

"I know honey, and I'm so sorry. I don't know why I said what I did. I didn't mean it." He said.

"Just fuck off Shawn." I said. I heard his footsteps go downstairs after a moment. I pulled out my phone and texted my mom.

Me: Can I come over please?

Mom: Sure! Is everything okay?

Me: Shawn and I just got into a fight and I need to get out of the house.

Mom: Okay, I'll see you in a little bit.

I got up, wiped my eyes, and went into mine and Shawn's closet. I got some sandals, put them on, grabbed my purse and keys, and went downstairs. I then heard footsteps behind me and I felt Shawn gently grab my wrist.

"Where are you going?" He asked. I had been so close to the door, so now everyone was going to hear what I was about to say.

"Away from the man who told me that he would wait for me and then told his friends another thing. Fuck off Shawn." I said, and left.

"Baby, wait!" Shawn yelled, but I was already heading to the car. I got in and drove to my mom's house, the house that I grew up in. It's not too far away from where Shawn and I live, so I got there pretty quickly. My mom was waiting for me in the living room, and I instantly bursted into tears when I saw her.

"What happened?" She asked. I told her everything. She looked upset.

"And like, now I feel like I should go home and tell him that we can do whatever position he wants, even if I'm uncomfortable with it. I want to keep him as my husband and I want to keep him happy." I said.

"Y/n, don't do things that you're uncomfortable with." My mom said.

"But I don't want to lose him." I said as I continued to cry. She pulled out her phone and I knew that she was calling Shawn. She put him on speaker.

"Hi Y/m/n." Shawn said.

"Hi, I'm sitting here with your wife, my daughter, and she's sobbing because of what happened. But do you want to know what she just told me that's really bothering and upsetting me?" She asked.

"Yeah, what is it?" Shawn asked.

"She just told me that she feels like she should go home to you and tell you that you guys can do whatever position you want, even if she's uncomfortable with it, because she wants to keep you happy and she wants to keep you as her husband." My mom said. I was still crying.

"Oh my gosh. I fucked up so bad. I don't want her to do anything that she's uncomfortable with. I don't know why I said that it was bothering me, it's not. Can I talk to her please?" Shawn said and asked. My mom looked at me and I shook my head.

"She's shaking her head no." My mom said. I heard Shawn sigh.

"I need some fresh air." I said and got up and left the house. I noticed that my former next door neighbor, Johnny, was in his backyard, so I went over to see him. He saw me and frowned.

"Why are you crying?" He asked.

"Because my husband is a fucking asshole." I said. I then told him everything that happened and his eyes widened.

"What the fuck?" Johnny asked. I shrugged and slowly stopped crying as I looked at the fish pond that's in his backyard. I calmed myself down and then looked at my phone, which I had put on silent. I had missed calls and texts and voicemails from Shawn, but there was something that stood out.

"Holy shit." I said.

"What?" Johnny asked.

"Shawn tweeted to me since I wasn't answering his texts or calls." I said.

"What did he tweet?" Johnny asked. I checked and read it.

". @yourusername please come home honey I'm so sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it, I swear. You're not answering any of my texts or calls, just please come home so we can work this out." He tweeted.

"Damn. Are you going to respond to it?" Johnny asked. I nodded and quote retweeted it.

"Shawn, what you said really hurt and upset me. I keep asking you to leave me alone and you won't, so for the final time, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE! I'll come home when I'm ready to." I tweeted back.

"Sounds good to me. Hey, we should do a live stream on Instagram of my cool fish." Johnny said and I laughed for the first time in what felt like a long time.

"Yeah, but then people watching the live stream are going to be commenting and wondering what happened with Shawn and I." I said.

"Yeah so let's just ignore those comments." Johnny said. I nodded and turned on a live stream.

"Hi guys. I'm at my former neighbor's house and we're looking at the little fish pond that he dug all by himself which is pretty cool. Look at how big these fish are." I said as I turned the camera around.

"We had to put that netting over the pond because birds kept swooping in and getting the fish." Johnny explained as I showed the people watching the live stream the fish. I then flipped the camera back around so it was facing me.

"Yeah I remember your dad saying that. Guys, I'm not going to talk about my fight with Shawn on here so please stop asking." I said.

"Even I'm mad at him for what he said. Oh he just texted me." Johnny said.

"Shawn texted you?" I asked. Johnny nodded and read it.

"Here, read it." Johnny said as he handed me his phone.

Shawn: We're all watching Y/n's live stream on Andrew's phone. I'm sorry if I've upset you too. I didn't mean what I said, I don't know why I even said it. I understand that she's furious with me but I love her and I can't lose her Johnny. She's my everything and I can't lose her, I can't fucking live without her.

My eyes widened and I handed the phone back to Johnny. I then looked at my phone as I grabbed my keys and stood up and started to head to my car as I waved to Johnny.

"Shawn baby, you won't lose me. You're never going to lose me. I'm on my way home so we can talk this out and fix this. I just needed to get out and process everything. I'm going to turn the live stream off so I can focus on driving, but I'll be home soon baby." I said as I got in the car. I turned off the live stream and started the car. I then jumped back out of the car, ran into my mom's house, filled her in on what was going on, and then got back in my car and drove home. Shawn immediately stood up when he saw me walk in and he looked like he had been crying.

"Baby." He said and we hugged. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and let one of my hands tangle in his hair as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He began to cry again.

"Shhh baby boy, I'm right here. I'm home now, and we're going to work this out." I said. I pulled away from the hug a little so I could hold his face in my hands and wipe his tears away.

"Promise me that I won't lose you Y/n. Promise me that." He pleaded.

"You're never going to lose me Shawn. Not now, not ever. I'm right here babe, and I'm not going anywhere." I said. He nodded and then buried his face in my neck as his tears slowed down.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I don't want you to do anything that you're uncomfortable with and I don't want to rush you." He said. I rubbed his back a little and closed my eyes even though Shawn's friends were still over and watching all of this.

"It's okay baby, everything is okay. Come on, let's go upstairs and work this out." I said. Shawn pulled away from the hug and nodded. He then looked at his friends.

"We'll be back." He said and they nodded. I held his hand as we went upstairs to our bedroom and shut the door. As our skin touched I felt electricity spark through me yet I felt safe and warm at the same time. We sat down on the bed.

"I forgive you for what you said Shawn, and I'm sorry that I got so upset and left, but what I heard you say hurt and upset me, so I needed to go talk to my mom, and then I needed fresh air so I was hanging out with Johnny." I said. Shawn held my hand in his and rubbed it with his thumb.

"It's okay baby, I understand. Honey, I don't want to rush you to do any sexual position that you don't want to do. I want you to be comfortable with what we're doing, and I promise you that I will be patient, and understanding and all of that." Shawn said. I nodded.

"There's something that I want to say but I'm kind of embarrassed to say it." I said as I looked down. Shawn continued to hold one of my hands in his, but he used his other hand to make me look up at him.

"Mrs. Mendes, it's just me. You don't have to be embarrassed about anything. I'll never judge you, you know that." Shawn said. I nodded and sighed.

"Well it's kind of the reason why I haven't wanted to do any other positions." I said.

"What is it darling? We're husband and wife, you can tell me anything." He said. I nodded.

"I um, I don't really know any other positions besides the stuff that we've been doing..." I said. Shawn gave me a soft smile.

"Oh honey, I can teach you new things. And then, once we do it for the first time, if you don't like it, we never have to do it ever again. I always want you to be comfortable babe." Shawn said. I nodded.

"Okay. What if I realize that I don't like it while we're doing it?" I asked.

"Then let me know and we'll stop, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay. Thank you baby. Can I have a kiss please?" I said and asked. Shawn chuckled and nodded.

"My love, you never have to ask. Come here." Shawn said. We leaned forward and our lips met. I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks, and I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon. We pulled away and smiled at each other.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." Shawn said. His phone then dinged and when he unlocked it, he smiled.

"What is it?" I asked. He showed it to me. Brian apparently had taken a picture of us when I first got home and we were hugging.

"I like that photo." Shawn said and I nodded.

"Yeah. Should you post it on Twitter to clear up your last tweet?" I asked. He nodded and texted Brian to ask if that was okay, and Brian said yes. Shawn then posted the picture on both Twitter and Instagram. I read the caption.

"For anyone who saw my last tweet: she came home and now everything is okay again. I love you Mrs. Mendes." Shawn wrote. I liked the photo and commented on it.

"I love you too hubby." I wrote. We then went back downstairs.

"Are you guys all good now?" Cez asked when he saw us holding hands. Shawn pulled me close to him.

"Yeah." Shawn said. I then turned in Shawn's arms and whispered in his ear.

"Oh and can you please not talk about our sex life with others? I just feel like that's a private thing that should stay between us." I asked and said. Shawn kissed my forehead and nodded.

"Yeah." He said.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome darling. Want to sit on my lap?" He asked and I nodded. I'm so glad that Shawn and I made up.