A/n: Okay so in this imagine I mention that Y/n basically starves herself so she can lose weight, and I can't emphasis this enough: DO NOT DO THAT. IT'S UNHEALTHY! If you would like to lose weight, do it in healthier ways. Also, explicit language in this one. Anyways, I hope that you guys enjoy this imagine. Without further ado, let's begin!

I went to my doctors for my annual physical, and of course, they checked my weight. I asked them what it was, and they told me.

"That's a good weight to be at." My doctor said and I nodded and soon left. My boyfriend of three years is the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes. He just finished the first part of his world tour so he flew back to Toronto to be with his family, and in a couple of days he'll fly home to me. I pulled out my phone and texted him when I got home to the house that him and I share.

Me: Hi baby, I just got home from the doctors appointment.

Shawny baby: Good, how did it go?

Me: Good.

Him and I texted for a bit longer, and then I made myself two hot dogs. After I ate, I sat down on the couch to watch some tv, and kept playing with the promise ring that Shawn had put on me almost three years ago. I miss Shawn a lot. Later on, I was hungry - and sleepy - again so I went downstairs and made myself another hot dog. I texted Shawn and told him, and his response shocked me.

Me: Okay so earlier I had two hot dogs and I just got hungry and had another hot dog. I guess you could say that I like hot dogs.

Shawny baby: Don't eat too much babe, we don't want you gaining weight. How about we go for walks around the neighborhood when I get home.

Me: Sure. I'm going to bed. Good night. I love you.

Shawny baby: Okay darling. Sleep well my love. Good night, I love you too.

Shawn knows how insecure I am about my weight, so why would he say something like that? The next morning when I got up and my stomach grumbled for food, I didn't eat. It seems like Shawn wants me to lose weight, and I love Shawn. I want to be perfect for him. I had school that day, and when I got home, Shawn was sitting on the couch, so I went over to give him a hug and a kiss.

"Hi darling." Shawn said as he hugged me.

"Hi honey. I missed you." I said.

"Oh baby I missed you too. Here, come give me a kiss." Shawn said as he pulled away from the hug. I put my lips on his as I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. Shawn and I pulled away and I held his face in my hands as we smiled at each other.

"Are you hungry baby? Do you want me to make you something to eat?" I asked. Yes, I was upset with him for what he had said - especially since it had made me feel like shit - but he didn't mean it. Shawn frowned and shook his head.

"No I'm okay. Why do your hands feel shaky?" Shawn asked. I pulled my hands away from his face and shrugged.

"I don't know. They're not really shaky." I said. Shawn gently grabbed my wrist, lifted my hand up, and we watched my hand shake more than just a little bit. I pulled my hand away.

"Babe it's really shaking. Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded. My hands must be shaky because I hadn't eaten all day.

"Yeah, I'm fine baby." I said. Shawn gave me a hesitant look but nodded.

"Okay." He said. That night, he went to make dinner, just like always does when he's home.

"Oh I'm not hungry." I lied, even though in all reality I was starving. Shawn gave me a funny look.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay. I'll still make some spaghetti for you and you can have it later when you get hungry." He said. I nodded.

"Okay baby. Thank you." I said. The next morning, it was the same thing. I told him I wasn't hungry for breakfast.

"But baby you didn't eat last night." Shawn pointed out. I looked at my bottle of water.

"I snacked a little bit while you were sleeping." I lied. I heard Shawn sigh.

"Okay." He said. Later on, I left for work. Every other day, I go to school, and every other day, I go to work. I'm an English tutor at the college that I go to, and I had a little bit of time before my shift started, so I was talking to my coworker and friend, Susie. I told her about the text that Shawn had sent and that I wasn't eating.

"Y/n, I have Shawn's number. I can call him and talk to him if you want?" She offered. I shook my head.

"No it's okay." I said.

"You're not eating and that's not healthy." She said. I shrugged.

"I think that what surprised me the most is that Shawn has never said anything like that before. It's just not like him." I said. She nodded and soon our shift started. Each tutor gets their own table. I began to walk from mine to Susie's when something didn't feel right. I said her name, and then everything went black.

Shawn's point of view

I'm really worried about my girlfriend, Y/n. I can tell when she's lying, which is how I know that she didn't actually snack last night while I was sleeping. My cell phone rang while I sat on the couch. It was Y/n's friend Susie, so I answered.

"Hey Susie." I said.

"Hi, we just called an ambulance for Y/n." She said. I stood up.

"What? Why?" I asked.

"She passed out. She had been standing and walking over to me, and then when she passed out, she fell and hit her head so she's not conscious right now." Susie said.

"What hospital is she going to?" I asked and Susie told me.

"Do you want me to ride in the ambulance with her?" Susie asked as I got my shoes on.

"Yes please. I don't want her waking up alone and not knowing what's going on. I'll head to the hospital now." I said as I walked to the car.

"Okay. Bye." She said.

"Bye." I said, and we hung up. I called Y/n's parents and told them what happened.

"Why did she faint?" Her mom asked.

"I don't know." I said.

"Okay. I'll visit as soon as I can. Please keep me updated." She said.

"I will. Bye." I said.

"Bye." She said, and we hung up. I soon arrived at the hospital. Susie had texted me what room Y/n was in, and as soon as I got a visitor's sticker, I practically ran to the room. My heart broke when I saw my girlfriend in a hospital gown with IV's and things like that hooked up to her.

"How is she?" I asked as I sat next to Susie but kept my eyes on Y/n.

"She's okay. They said that she fainted because her blood sugar was so low." Susie said.

"I don't think that she's been eating, but I don't know why." I said. I looked over at Susie when I heard her sigh. "What? Wait, do you know why she hasn't been eating?"

"Well... Shawn I don't know if I should say or if I should let her tell you." She said.

"Please tell me." I pleaded. Susie paused before speaking.

"She hasn't been eating because she had texted you something about what she had eaten, and your response made her feel like you want her to lose weight." Susie said. Tears formed in my eyes as my heart broke.

"Oh my gosh. This is all my fault." I said.

"No it's not. It was just poor word choice on your part. She's the one that didn't eat." Susie said.

"Yes but I'm the reason why she didn't eat." I said. Susie sighed and stayed for a little bit longer before leaving. About five minutes after she left, Y/n woke up and looked around.

"Huh? What am I doing here?" She asked. I had moved the chair closer to her bed as I held her hand.

"You fainted at work and hit your head. I'm so sorry honey. Your weight is perfect the way that it is. You are perfect the way that you are. I shouldn't have texted you that and I'm so sorry." I said.

"How did you know that I was upset about that?" She asked.

"Susie told me." I said. Y/n sighed. I kissed her hand. "I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry."

"It's okay, I just... I was shocked when you texted me that. That's not like you. I just want to be good enough for you." She said and my heart broke as I began to cry. I was still holding her hand. I looked into her beautiful y/e/c eyes.

"My love, you're more than enough for me. You're perfect for me. I'm going to let the nurse know that you're awake, but please promise me that you'll never starve yourself ever again." I pleaded. She nodded.

"Okay. I promise that I won't do it again." She said. I stood up and kissed her forehead.

"Thank you. I love you." I said. She smiled at me as I pressed the button that would call the nurse in.

"I love you too." She said. Soon, I was able to take her home, and as soon as we got home, I made her sandwiches. I was very glad to see her eat them. I love Y/n so much and I'm so glad that Susie called me.