Shawn's point of view

I woke up in the morning, expecting to see my wife of three months, Y/n Mendes, laying next to me, but she wasn't there. I realized that the book that's usually next to her side of the bed wasn't there either. I got out my phone and began a live stream on Instagram.

"Hi guys. So I just woke up and my newly wedded wife, Y/n Mendes, isn't in bed with me. Let's go look for her. I'll bet you guys anything that she's downstairs reading a book in the living room." I said as I got out of bed. I then started to head out of our bedroom and changed it so the camera was facing away from me as I walked down the stairs, and sure enough, Y/n was curled up on the couch with her nose in a book. I smiled and leaned against the doorframe. "Good morning Mrs. Mendes." I said. Y/n looked at me and smiled.

"Good morning Mr. Mendes. Cuddles?" She asked. I chuckled and nodded as she made cute grabby hands at me after she put her book down.

"Of course babe. Want to sit on my lap?" I asked as I sat down. She nodded.

"Yeah. What are you doing with your phone?" She asked. She must have noticed how I was angling my phone.

"I'm doing a live stream on Instagram." I said as I changed the camera so it was facing us. Y/n immediately covered her face.

"No! Don't show me!" She protested.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Shawn, I don't have any makeup on and I'm in my pajamas." She said. I took my free hand and gently pulled her hands away from her face.

"Your point being?" I asked.

"I look like garbage." She said. My eyes widened.

"Stop that! You look drop dead gorgeous! I wish that you could see yourself the way that I see you honey, then you would understand how much I love you and why I love you and you would see how beautiful you are." I said. She snuggled her face into my neck.

"Thank you. I love you." She said. I smiled a little.

"I love you too. Do you mind me doing a live stream while we cuddle?" I asked.

"It's up to you babe. Whatever you want to do." She said and I turned my head a little so I was looking at her more. Her eyes were closed. It broke my heart knowing that she thought that she looked like gorgeous, when in reality, she's the most beautiful, most stunning girl in the world.

"Well what I want to do right now is kiss you." I said. She giggled, causing my heart to flutter, as she picked up her head and looked at me.

"Well then kiss me." She said. I smiled and put my lips on hers. I didn't care about the fact that tens of thousands of people were watching me lock lips with my wife, all I cared about were the feelings that I was getting. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my stomach. Soon, we pulled away and smiled at each other.

"You give amazing kisses." I said and she blushed.

"Well so do you." She said. I kissed her cheek.

"I love and adore you so much babe. Oh my gosh I'm so in love with you." I said and Y/n's smile widened.

"I love and adore you so much too babe. I'm really in love with you." She said and I rested my forehead against hers.

"You make me so happy." I said. Y/n brought her hand to my cheek and rubbed it with her thumb.

"You make me so happy too honey. I love how affectionate you are." She said. I smiled and kissed her nose.

"I'm only like this with you babe. You're my best friend." I said.

"You're my best friend too and I would hope that you're only like this with me!" She said with a giggle and I threw my head back with laughter before smiling at her again. I pulled her closer to me.

"What are you reading?" I asked. She lifted up the book.

"Jackie After O by Tina Cassidy." She said.

"When did you start it?" I asked. She smirked.

"Just yesterday." She said. My jaw dropped.

"And you're already that far into it?" I asked. She giggled and nodded.

"Yup. Ninety pages in less than, what, fifteen hours?" She asked. I nodded and kissed her cheek again.

"You're my little reader. I have a bunch of pictures on my phone of you reading. I even have a couple from when we were on our honeymoon." I said. She giggled, causing my smile to widen.

"Well I needed to bring books on our honeymoon in case I woke up before you and needed something to do!" She pointed out. I laughed and nodded, not paying much attention to the live stream now, but instead focusing on my wife.

"I know. You were so cute when you were asking me if I would mind it if you brought some books. You were almost like, nervous." I said.

"Well I was worried that you would get upset for some reason. I don't know why." She said. I nodded and kissed her cheek.

"I could never get upset with you darling." I said. She hummed and then I saw her eyes widened.

"Why am I just now realizing that you're wearing a tank top?" She asked. I laughed.

"I don't know my dear." I said. She looked into my eyes and then at my arms.

"I love it when you wear tank tops." She said. I smiled.

"And why is that?" I asked. She looked into my eyes again. Holy crap her eyes are beautiful. She said something but I was too busy getting lost in her eyes. They're like a maze that I don't want to find my way out of.

"Shawn?" Y/n asked as I was snapped out of my thoughts.

"I'm sorry what? You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen." I said. Her eyes widened.

"Wait, do you remember the first time that you ever said that to me?" She asked. I thought for a moment before remembering. My eyes widened.

"Oh my gosh I just quoted the first words that I ever said to you! I didn't even mean to do that!" I said and Y/n laughed.

"Well, did you catch what I said for why I love it when you wear tank tops?" She asked. I shook my head.

"No, I was too busy getting lost in your beautiful y/e/c eyes." I said. She blushed and leaned her head on my shoulder before picking her head up and looking at me.

"Well, it's because your arms are really sexy." She said with a blush and I laughed before kissing her again. When I pulled away, and I kept my face close to hers.

"Well you're just sexy all over." I said with a smirk.

"Shawn! Not during a live stream!" Y/n said. I looked at my phone.

"Oh my gosh I completely forgot that I was doing the live stream." I said and Y/n laughed. "Did you know that your laughter and giggles make my heart flutter?"

"Did you know that your laughter and chuckles make my heart flutter too?" She asked. I smiled and began to kiss her cheek repeatedly.

"I love you. I adore you. I love you. I adore you." I said repeatedly in between kissed. Y/n laughed like crazy, making my heart flutter like crazy. I then pulled away and smiled at her.

"I love and adore you too babe." She said.

"I'm the luckiest man in the world and that's all because of you my love." I said.

"Well I'm the luckiest woman in the world and that's all because of you Shawn. You make me happier than I've ever been in my whole entire life and I'm so beyond in love with you." She said. I smiled and gave her a kiss on the lips, and then another, and then a few more.

"You're my whole world babe. I hope you know that." I said. She smiled at me softly and nodded.

"I do know that. You tell me that all the time, and you're my whole world too." She said and I smiled.

"Thank you for being my best friend and the love of my life darling." I said. Her smile widened.

"Thank you for being my best friend and the love of my life too. You're amazing in every way possible." She said and I rested my forehead against hers as I looked into her eyes. I then pulled my head away and stared at her as I smiled. She gave me a confused look.

"What?" I asked.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked.

"You're just... oh my gosh you're gorgeous. I can't believe that you're mine. You're so beautiful and gorgeous and stunning and you have a heart of gold." I said. Y/n smiled at me.

"Oh honey." She said.

"It's true. And I know that you like what I just said. Do you want to know how I know that?" I asked. She nodded.

"Yeah. How do you know that?" She said and asked.

"Because whenever I say or do something that you like, you say 'Oh honey' or 'Oh Shawn' or 'Oh baby' or something like that." I said. Y/n nodded.

"Well I must say those things a lot then because you always say or do something that I like." Y/n said. I nudged her jaw with my nose.

"Are you my girl?" I asked. She perked up even more as she nodded.

"Yeah I am!" She said. I looked at my phone.

"This is her typical reaction when I ask her if she's my girl. She gets even happier than she already was." I said.

"Yup. It's true." Y/n said. I looked at her and smiled.

"Now, another question: are you my wife?" I asked with a smirk. She laughed and nodded.

"Yup! And I have the ring to prove it!" She said as she held up the wedding ring. I laughed.

"Well I have the ring to prove that I'm your husband." I said. She put her head on my shoulder and snuggled her head into my neck.

"Do you like being my husband?" She asked before placing a little kiss on my neck. I smiled.

"Oh honey, I love being your husband. People have called me a lot of things. Grammy nominated singer, pop singer, heart throb, but what I love being called the most is your husband. Do you like being called my wife?" I asked. She picked her head up and smiled at me as she nodded.

"Yes, I love being Y/n Mendes, Shawn Mendes's wife." She said. I looked at her smile and got butterflies.

"I swear to God babe, your smile could cure everything bad in the world." I said and she blushed.

"Well the same goes for your smile! You have the most amazing smile in the world." She said and I blushed.

"Hey, remember at our wedding when I was dancing with you and then Jimmy Fallon cut in and started dancing with you?" I asked with a chuckle. Y/n laughed.

"Yes! That was so much fun and it was so funny." Y/n said. I looked at the live stream.

"Jimmy Fallon, if you're watching this, this means war." I said.

"No don't declare war on Jimmy. Why are you declaring war on Jimmy?" She asked with a giggle.

"Because my wife had fun dancing with him!" I said. Y/n laughed.

"You were, and still are, my favorite person to dance with." She said. I looked at my phone again.

"Okay Jimmy, if you're watching, this does not mean war. You're in the clear." I said, and Y/n laughed. I then heard her stomach grumble. "Have you had breakfast yet babe?"

"No, I was waiting for you so we could have our counter talks and eat together." She said. I kissed her cheek.

"Okay. Let's end the live stream. Do you want pancakes or waffles?" I asked. She thought for a moment.

"We haven't had waffles in a while. Should we do waffles?" She asked. I nodded and then looked at the live stream.

"Okay guys, in case you can't tell, I really, really, really love my amazing wife, Y/n Mendes. Okay, love you guys, bye!" I said before ending the live stream. Y/n laughed.

"I think that they could tell that you love me Shawn." She said. I put my phone down and wrapped both of my arms around her.

"Well I just needed to make sure that everybody knew." I said with a smile. She smiled back and then ran her fingers through my hair.

"Can you do me a favor please?" She asked.

"Of course babe." I said.

"Don't cut your hair. A trim is fine, but holy crap I love the length of your hair right now." She said. I laughed.

"I won't cut it babe. Come on, let's go make some waffles." I said.

"Okay." She said as she nodded and got off my lap. Later that day, I posted ten pictures on Instagram in one post, all of them were pictures that I had taken of my wife with her beautiful and cute nose in a book. I wrote the caption.

"Earlier I talked about how I have a bunch of photos on my phone of my wife reading. Here's ten of them - and this isn't even half of them! I love how much she loves to read. I love asking her to read to me, not only because I love to hear her voice, but also because I love to see her eyes light up with excitement when she's reading about something that she loves (her eyes don't light up when she's reading for homework). Y/n Mendes, I love you and your bookworm ways." I wrote. I posted it and when Y/n saw it, she smiled.

"Oh Shawn, that's so cute! I love you honey." She said as she cuddled up to me.

"I love you too babe." I said. I love Y/n so much, and I love to love her.