130. You Can't Sleep
A/n: Okay so I know that not everyone has insomnia and that not everyone takes medicine to help them fall asleep, but I thought that it would be nice for the story. Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!
I've been dating the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes for three months now. I've known from the moment that I laid eyes on him that he's the one for me, the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I have yet to tell him that though. Yes, we do say I love you to each other, but we haven't really talked about our future.
I'm on spring break for a week, so Shawn flew me up to Canada to meet his family and friends. I had been there for a few days and was having a lot of fun. What I have loved the most is all of the time that I've been able to spend with Shawn. We honestly haven't really left each other's sides. Last night, just like we've been doing whenever we fall asleep together, Shawn held me when we went to bed. What Shawn doesn't know is that I suffer from insomnia, and sometimes I only get about four hours of sleep.
I laid in bed with Shawn, unable to fall asleep. I felt restless and I wanted to get up. I gently moved out of Shawn's grip and checked the time on my phone. It was three o'clock in the morning, and I hadn't slept at all. I sighed, grabbed my phone, the book that I had next to the bed, and got up. I went down the hall and into Shawn's living room, sat down on the couch, and opened up my book. When it was around six in the morning, I went out to Shawn's balcony and sat out there and read. I soon heard the door open and turned around to see Shawn smiling at me.
"Good morning darling. How did you sleep?" He said and asked as he pulled a chair closer to me so he could sit next to me. I put the bookmark in the book and turned to him.
"Good morning honey. Um, yeah, about my sleep... there's something that I've never told you." I said as I looked out at the view. Suddenly Shawn turned my body so I was facing him.
"What is it darling?" He asked.
"I have insomnia. That's why I take medicine at night. The medicine is supposed to help me sleep, but sometimes it doesn't really work." I said. Shawn nodded and I felt bad when I saw the concern in his eyes.
"So how much sleep did you get last night?" Shawn asked.
"Um, I actually didn't get any sleep at all." I said. His eyes widened.
"Not a single wink of sleep?" He asked. I shook my head.
"No." I said.
"Oh baby. Why didn't you wake me up?" He asked.
"I didn't want to bother you or anything. I didn't want you to be upset with me or anything." I said. Shawn's jaw dropped and he sat back in the chair as he patted his lap.
"Come here darling. Come sit on my lap." He said. I did as told and he immediately wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you." I said.
"It's okay baby. Y/n, my love, you never bother me, and I could never be upset with you or anything. Are you tired right now?" He asked. I shrugged.
"Kind of but not really. I just want to spend time with you." I said. Shawn smiled and kissed my cheek.
"Well darling, we can spend time together in my bed while we sleep." Shawn said. I thought for a moment before nodding.
"Okay." I said. Shawn smiled and we went into his bedroom and laid down. He let me cuddle up to him and I felt safe in his arms.
"When you can't sleep, what usually helps you to fall asleep?" Shawn asked. I thought for a moment.
"Um, sometimes music, sometimes, like when I was younger, my parents would rub my back or my forehead and that would help me." I said. Shawn nodded and began to rub my forehead. As soon as I felt his comforting touch, I felt my body relax a bit.
"Is there anything specific that you want me to sing?" He asked. I thought for a moment.
"A Little Too Much please." I said. He smiled at me.
"It doesn't have to be one of my songs. As long as I know the song, I'll sing it to you." Shawn said.
"I know. But I like A Little Too Much. Would you mind singing that one to me or do you want to sing a different one to me?" I asked. Shawn kissed my forehead and the spot that he kissed was left feeling tingly even after his lips were no longer there.
"I don't mind singing A Little Too Much to you baby girl." Shawn said, and began singing. With the mixture of Shawn's calming voice, him rubbing my forehead, and his presence, I fell asleep pretty quickly. When I woke up, Shawn wasn't in bed with me. I got up and looked around. I couldn't find him, so I called him. "Hey baby."
"Hi. Where are you?" I asked.
"I am out getting us some coffee and food. You slept until noon baby. How do you feel now?" Shawn said and asked.
"Better, more well rested." I said.
"Good. I'll be back in a little bit darling." He said.
"Okay. I'll wait for you on the couch." I said.
"Okay honey. I love you." He said.
"I love you too." I said. I then sat down on the couch and waited for him to come back. He soon walked in the door and smiled at me.
"Hello there darling. I have a coffee for you and some food. Also, I know that you text Grace every morning saying that you've woken up, but since you were sleeping I texted her since you gave me her number, and her reaction was priceless." He said.
"Oh God. What did she say?" I asked. He showed me the text messages between him and my best friend.
Shawn: Hey Grace, it's Shawn Mendes. I know that Y/n texts you every morning but she didn't get any sleep at all last night so she's sleeping in my arms right now.
Grace: Okay, how am I supposed to believe that it's you?
Shawn: *Sends a picture of Shawn and I cuddling that he had taken while I slept*
Grace: OMG IT IS YOU. Okay I'll add your number to my phone and tell her to text or call me when she wakes up please!
Shawn: I will!
"Oh my gosh that's such a cute interaction and photo. Will you send that photo to me please?" I asked Shawn as I handed him back his phone. He nodded.
"Yeah. Actually, do you mind if I post it on Instagram?" He asked. I thought for a moment before shaking my head.
"No that's fine honey." I said. He nodded.
"Okay baby. I'll post it while you call or text Grace." He said and I nodded. I pulled out my phone and called my best friend.
"Oh my gosh Shawn sent me a photo of you two and it was so cute." She said. I laughed.
"Hello to you too. Yeah he showed me the texts and that was pretty funny. I literally didn't sleep at all last night, so this morning I told Shawn about my insomnia and he rubbed my forehead and sang to me and it helped me fall asleep." I said.
"Awww, that's so cute. I'm really happy that you guys found each other. You two are really cute together and he seems to make you really, really happy." She said. I smiled and began to whisper, not wanting Shawn to hear me.
"Grace, he makes me happier than I've ever been in my whole life. He's the one. I've known that since the moment that I laid eyes on him. He's it, he's the one for me." I said.
"Awww, that's so cute." She said. I laughed and we soon hung up. I then walked back over to Shawn. He had a humongous smile on his face as I sat down next to him.
"What? Why are you smiling like that?" I asked. Shawn gently pulled me over so he was laying down on the couch and I was laying on top of him. He put his lips on mine and we kissed. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks. We pulled away, gasping for air after our loving but passionate makeout session.
"So I'm the one huh? I'm it? I'm the one for you?" Shawn asked, and even though he had a big smile on his face, I still felt nervous all of the sudden.
"You heard that?" I asked. He nodded.
"Yup." He said. I sat up.
"What um, what did you think of that?" I asked. Shawn gently pulled me back down so I was laying on his chest again.
"I think, well, I know, that you're the one for me too. You're it darling." He said. I smiled and kissed him again.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too baby." He said. We spent the rest of the day cuddling. I love Shawn and the fact that he can help me so much.
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