A/n: Smuttiness is ahead! Also, explicit language in this one. Anyways, I hope that you guys enjoy this imagine. Okay, let's begin!

Yesterday I married the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes. Once we left the wedding reception, we went to a local hotel in the city and we would fly to Hawaii in the morning. I woke up in Shawn's arms, and when I opened my eyes, his beautiful caramel eyes that I always get lost in were already staring into my own eyes.

"Good morning Mrs. Mendes." He said and my smile widened as my heart fluttered at my new name.

"Good morning Mr. Mendes. Yesterday was magical." I said. He pulled me closer to him and he nodded.

"Yup, it was. And today we fly to Honolulu, but our flight isn't until noon so we have a few hours. What do you want to do until then my darling wife?" Shawn asked. I smirked.

"Well, how about I get changed into the lingerie that you picked out for me and then you can take my virginity?" I asked. Shawn's smile widened and he nodded his head almost violently.

"Yes, that sounds amazing." He said. I giggled. He got out of bed and handed me the white lace lingerie. I smiled at him.

"I love it. Thank you for this baby. I'm going to go in the bathroom and get changed." I said. Shawn nodded.

"Okay darling. You're welcome and I'm glad that you like it." He said. I smiled and went in the bathroom. I changed into the lingerie and looked at myself in the mirror. Wow, I was actually feeling a bit confident. But suddenly, that confidence came crashing down. What if I'm not as good as his past sexual partners? What if he doesn't like how this looks on me? How badly is this going to hurt? I jumped when I heard a knock at the door.

"I'll be right out." I said.

"You okay in there darling?" Shawn asked, and I felt bad when I heard the concern in his voice. I nodded even though he couldn't see me.

"Yeah." I said, and then opened the door. His eyes widened and his jaw dropped.

"Holy fuck babe. Oh my gosh you look so sexy honey." He said. I blushed and smiled.

"Thank you." I said. He gently pulled me in for a kiss. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks on the Fourth of July. We soon pulled away so we could catch our breaths and smiled at each other. I was happy but I felt nervous. Shawn, knowing me so well, must have sensed this, because he frowned.

"You okay honey?" He asked. I sighed.

"Can we sit on the bed for a second please?" I asked. He nodded and we sat down.

"What's up my lovely girl?" He asked.

"Um, I'm just really nervous I guess. Like, I trust you with everything in me, I really do, so I don't know why the fuck I'm so nervous. I know that you're going to treat me right." I said as tears began to fall onto my cheeks.

"Honey it's okay to be nervous." He said.

"But I feel bad. Like, it's you, you always treat me right no matter what it is, so why am I so nervous about this? I don't get it and I guess that I'm just upset with myself for being this nervous." I said. Shawn wiped my tears away and I smiled a little when I felt his wedding ring rub against my cheek.

"My love, my wife, it's okay. I promise. I'm going to take good care of you. I'm going to be gentle and I'll go slow, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay. I'm sorry that I'm crying." I said. He shook his head.

"It's okay baby. Is there anything specific that you want me to do?" He asked. I thought for a moment.

"Um, so, when you're going in me, can you just keep kissing me please? Like until you're all the way in?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.

"Whatever you want darling. This is your first time and I want it to be as special as it can be." He said. I nodded.

"Oh! We should put the do not disturb thing on the door." I said. Shawn nodded, and since I was in sexy lingerie, and Shawn was simply in his shorts, he went to put the thing on the door. When he came back over, I was still sitting on the bed, playing with my fingers. He sat down with me and took my hands in his. His touch electrified me yet I felt safe and warm at the same time.

"What else is on your mind darling?" He asked.

"What if I'm not as good as your past sexual partners?" I asked. Shawn squeezed my hands and I looked into his caramel eyes, the same ones that I fell in love with.

"Darling, I don't give a fuck about my past sexual partners, and if I don't, then you shouldn't either. Honey, they were ex-girlfriends and one night stands. You're my wife and that, my love, is going to make our sex one hundred times better." He said. I nodded.

"How badly do you think that it's going to hurt?" I asked. He thought for a moment before answering.

"I don't know. I think that it's different for everybody. However, if the pain gets to be too much, do you promise me that you'll tell me?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes. I promise you that if the pain gets to be too much, I'll tell you." I said. He smiled.

"Good, thank you." He said.

"You're welcome. Shawn, we're about to make love. We're married honey! Oh my gosh we're married!" I said with a huge smile. Shawn laughed and pulled me to stand up as he stood up too. He pulled me in for a hug.

"We are my love." He said. I pulled away from the hug with wide eyes.

"We have condoms, right?" I asked. Shawn chuckled and nodded.

"Yes. I'll grab one out now." He said, and went over to his suitcase to get one. He then put it on the nightstand next to our hotel bed.

"Oh my gosh this is really happening, isn't it?" I asked, feeling a mixture of excitement and nerves. Shawn nodded.

"Yup, it is. By the way, the more turned on you are and the more wet you are, the less it will hurt when I go in you. So, Mrs. Mendes, will you let me turn you on?" Shawn asked with a smirk. I nodded and he began to kiss and lick my neck.

"Wait, I have a question?" I asked.

"What's up darling?" Shawn asked as he looked at me.

"Is it okay if I tug at your hair or scratch your back if I want to?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Of course it is darling. I'm your husband, and you can do whatever the fuck you want with me. This is your very first time, so do whatever you want honey, I just want you to be happy." He said. I smiled.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too." He said. He then began kissing and licking my neck again. He ran my fingers through his hair and turned my head a little to give him more access. He then hummed into my neck, sending vibrations through me, turning me on even more. I could feel myself getting wetter.

"Oh Shawn, do that again please." I said, and he did. He then reached down and squeezed my bum and I moaned.

"You like that kitten?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes." I said.

"Am I turning you on baby girl?" He asked. I nodded my head again.

"Yes. I'm getting so wet for you baby." I said. I could feel Shawn smirking against my neck.

"Good." He said as he continued to make out with my neck and squeeze my butt. After a little bit more of this, I pulled away.

"Can I undress you please?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded and I noticed that his eyes were dark with lust but his smile was still loving. I got down on my knees and took off his shorts. He looked so hard for me. I looped my fingers around his Calvin Klein's, my eyes asking for his permission to pull them down. Shawn knows me so well that he knew what I was asking, so he nodded as he took his hand and ran his fingers through my hair. I pulled his boxers down and his penis sprung up. I smiled at him.

"Do you see what you've done to me babe? You've made me so fucking hard. You look so sexy." He asked and said as I stood up.

"Well you did a very good job picking out my lingerie." I said. He smiled.

"Thank you. Um, could I undress you please?" He asked, and he seemed nervous for some reason.

"Of course you can. Honey, you're my husband, don't be nervous to ask that, okay?" I asked. He nodded and then undressed me. I blushed as he took a step back and eyed me up and down.

"I'm married to the most gorgeous girl in the world. Holy shit." He said and I smiled.

"Well I'm married to the most handsome man in the world." I said and he smiled at me.

"Ready darling?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Lay down." He said, and I did as told.

"Okay." I said. He put the condom on himself and then got on the bed and looked into my eyes.

"Honey, before I get started, I just want to say that I love and adore you so much and I'm going to take care of you, I promise. If the pain gets to be too much, let me know, and I'll stop. Also, I'm not going to fuck you. You and I will never fuck. I'm going to make love to you baby. You're my wife, and I want to make love to my wife. Okay my love?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay. And you'll keep kissing me while you're entering me?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yup. Let me just line myself up first." He said and I nodded. I then watched as he lined his very hard penis up with my privates. He then put his lips on mine and we kissed as he eased his way in. It hurt a little bit, but nowhere near as much as I expected. He kept kissing me, and then when he was all the way in, he stopped and looked into my eyes. I could tell what he was thinking, just by the look in his eyes: Are you okay? Am I hurting you?

"I feel good baby. Just give me a moment to adjust and I'll let you know when it's okay to move, okay?" I asked. He nodded.

"Okay. You're doing great so far babe." Shawn said and I smiled. After a moment or so, I felt more adjusted to his big size and I nodded.

"Okay, you can move now baby." I said.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded and he began to slowly thrust into me as he watched me. It took a moment, but the uncomfortableness and the slight pain went away, and I smiled as I felt the pleasure. I noticed that when I smiled, Shawn looked relieved and he smiled too.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned. He kissed my cheek.

"That's it baby, moan your husband's name." He said. I tugged at his hair a little.

"Shawn, oh Shawn baby you're making me feel so good." I moaned.

"Fuck kitten, you're making me feel so good." He moaned. I smiled.

"Shawn, faster baby, faster." I moaned. He picked his head up from my neck and looked at me.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes." I said.

"Okay, but if it hurts, tell me." He said and I nodded. He then started thrusting into me faster. I threw my head back in pleasure. I kept one hand in his hair and used the other hand to scratch at his back.

"Shawn, oh Shawn, just like that baby. Oh my gosh." I moaned as I felt even more pleasure.

"Oh Y/n honey. Tell me when you're about to cum." Shawn said. I nodded. He kissed me a bit more and then I could feel the pleasure building even more. Shawn had eaten me out before, so I knew what it felt like when my orgasm was about to hit me.

"Shawn, Shawn I'm about to cum. Oh my gosh Shawn." I moaned. Shawn smiled at me.

"That's it darling. Cum for me. Cum all over your husband's dick." Shawn said. After a few more thrusts, I was sent over the edge, and I felt my legs shake a bit.

"SHAWN! SHAWN! OH SHAWN! I'M CUMMING BABY! I'M CUMMING! FUCK!" I screamed at I scratched at his back. Shawn's nose then scrunched up a little.

"Oh fuck babe, I'm about to cum." Shawn moaned as he screwed his eyes shut.

"That's it my love, cum for me. Cum for your wife." I said. He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Look at, fuck, my wife. Taking all of me in her so well. Are you going to, fuck, make me cum baby?" He asked as he moaned. I nodded.

"Yes. Cum for me baby. Cum for your wife." I said. He then closed his eyes again, opened them and stared at me as he came.

"FUCK! I'M CUMMING Y/N! FUCK BABE OH I'M CUMMING FOR YOU! Y/N OH Y/N! SHIT!" Shawn yelled. His thrusts slowed down and I could tell that he was coming down from his orgasm. He smiled at me, gave me a quick kiss and then pulled out. He threw the condom away and then laid down next to me.

"That was amazing." I said. Shawn nodded and gently pulled me closer to him so our naked bodies were pressed up against each other.

"It really was my love. Are you sore or anything? Did I go too fast? Did I hurt you or anything?" He asked. I shook my head no.

"No I feel good baby. It hurt a little bit at first when you were going in me, but nowhere near as badly as I thought. And then once I got adjusted to your size I felt the pleasure, and then when you started to go faster I felt even more pleasure." I said. Shawn smiled and tucked a stray hair of mine behind my ear. I smiled at him.

"I'm so glad that I was able to make you feel good honey." He said. I nodded.

"Did I make you feel good too?" I asked.

"Oh my gosh honey you made me feel so fucking amazing. You know how I said that us being husband and wife is going to make our sex a hundred times better?" Shawn said and asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Well that was definitely true my love." Shawn said and I smiled.

"Good, that makes me happy. We should probably get ready to go to the airport." I said and Shawn nodded. He got out of bed so he could get dressed. I looked at him, in awe of the man that I married. He looked at me.

"Aren't you going to get up and get ready honey?" He asked. I propped myself up on my elbow.

"I'm just in awe of you. You went without sex for five years because you waited for me and I love you for that." I said. Shawn smiled at me, walked over to me and bent down, and kissed my forehead.

"I would've waited a lifetime for you my love." Shawn said. I smiled at him and then got out of bed and got ready. Shawn and I soon left for the airport and had a really great time on our honeymoon - which was filled with tourist things and lots of great sex. I love Shawn, my husband, my best friend, my everything, so much.