A/n: Smuttiness is ahead! Also, explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, let's begin!

I woke up in the morning and immediately felt sad. Lately I've been feeling really insecure about my body, like, more than usual. I opened my eyes and saw my husband of three months, Shawn Mendes, already smiling at me.

"Good morning Mrs. Mendes." He said. I smiled at him.

"Good morning Mr. Mendes." I said. He kissed my forehead and then began to get out of bed.

"Are you hungry? Do you want me to make pancakes or waffles or something?" He asked. I thought for a moment. How do I tell him that I was thinking of just not eating so I could lose weight, even though I was starving (A/N: DON'T DO THAT IT'S UNHEALTHY!!!)? I don't.

"Um, I'm not really hungry right now." I said. He frowned.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. Actually, I'm still a bit tired so I'm just going to stay in bed for a little bit longer." I said. Shawn looked at me for a moment before nodding.

"Okay darling. You rest, I'll be downstairs when you wake up, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"Okay." I said.

"I love you." He said. I smiled at him.

"I love you too." I said and then closed my eyes again. I heard him go downstairs and I fell back asleep. I woke up a little bit later and decided to go downstairs. Shawn smiled when he saw me.

"Hey baby. Here, come sit on my lap." He said as he patted his lap. How do I tell my own husband that I don't want to because then I'll just crush him? I don't. I shook my head.

"No, I don't want to sit on your lap. Can I put my head in your lap instead?" I asked. He nodded.

"Sure. Oh wait, are you hungry now?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No." I said. Right after I said it, my stomach grumbled and it was pretty loud. Shawn chuckled.

"Are you sure about that?" He asked. I smiled a little.

"What did you make?" I asked. Shawn stood up.

"Waffles." He said as he interlaced his fingers with mine. He gave me a plate of some that were already drowning in syrup, just how I like it, and they were cut up. I smiled at him.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome darling. Do you want me to make you some coffee?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes please. You know how I like it." I said. He nodded.

"Of course I do. But first, I need a kiss from my gorgeous wife." Shawn said with a smile. He then put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my whole body. Shawn then pulled away and made me a cup of coffee.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome my love." He said as he sat down across from me.

"What are you doing baby? You don't have to sit with me while I eat. Why don't you go watch tv or something?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No, I want to sit with my beautiful wife." He said. I blushed and took a sip of my coffee.

"Shawn?" I asked as I looked at my food.

"Yes Y/n?" He asked.

"Do you, um, do you really think that I'm beautiful and gorgeous?" I asked.

"Honey look at me please." He said. I slowly looked up at him and sighed. "Where is this coming from?"

"I don't know. But do you really think those things?" I asked. He nodded.

"Of course I do. You're the most beautiful, most gorgeous, most stunning, prettiest girl in the world." Shawn said. I nodded and picked at my food. I looked up at Shawn and he was making a face as if he was realizing something.

"What?" I asked.

"Are you feeling insecure? Honey is this why you haven't let me make love to you in, like, a week?" He asked. I sighed and put my head in my hands and began to cry as I nodded.

"Yeah. Shawn I hate the way that I look. I'm fucking fat and ugly and I have stretch marks all over me. On my thighs, on my stomach, on my arms. I hate it." I said. Shawn came over to where I was sitting and pulled my hands away from my face. I looked at him and felt bad that my husband looked so heartbroken over something that I had said. He began to wipe my tears away.

"Baby, you are not at all fat or ugly or anything like that. You're so beautiful honey. I wish that you could see yourself the way that I see you. Wait, did you not want to eat earlier because you were trying to starve yourself?" Shawn asked with wide eyes. I sighed.

"Shawn..." I said.

"Babe please answer the question." He said. I looked at him and nodded.

"Yes." I said. I saw tears form in his eyes and fall onto his cheeks. He shook his head.

"No. Don't you fucking dare do that to yourself." Shawn said. I began to wipe his tears away.

"Shawn I just want to be thinner." I said.

"So you're going to try and do it by damaging your body? No way in hell am I letting my wife do that to herself. If you want to lose weight, which you don't need to because you're so fucking gorgeous, lose it by going to the gym with me." He said. I sighed.

"I just want to be the best person that I can be and look the best that I can for you. I want to be the perfect wife for you." I said. This made Shawn cry harder. I had never seen him like this.

"You don't need to do that. You're already the best person that I know and you look amazing, so damn amazing. You already are the perfect wife honey." He said. I shrugged. "What can I do? What can I do to make my wife feel better?"

"I don't know. I don't know Shawn and I'm sorry that I'm hurting you." I said as I cried. He pulled me up so I was standing and hugged me.

"It's okay, but what's not okay is that you're hurting yourself." He said. I nodded my head against his shoulder.

"I'm sorry." I said. He kissed the side of my head.

"Let me make love to you honey. Let me show you how beautiful you are. Let me prove it to you. Please." He said as his tears slowed down. I chewed at my bottom lip and looked at him.

"I don't know. I don't like the way my body looks right now." I said.

"Well I love the way that your body looks all of the time. Please let me make love to you and prove to you how beautiful you are." Shawn said. I thought for a moment before nodding.

"Okay." I said. He smiled at me.

"Thank you darling." He said.

"You're welcome. Just, please don't carry me upstairs. I'm too -" I started before Shawn interrupted me.

"Don't you dare say heavy. You're not heavy at all." He said. I sighed.

"Okay. I won't say it but I'm thinking it." I said. Shawn kissed me gently and lovingly. He let his hands travel down to my bum and squeeze. I moaned a little and then moaned some more when he began to lick my neck and moan into it. I tangled my fingers in his hair.

"I love hearing my beautiful wife moan for me. Am I turning you on gorgeous?" Shawn asked. I nodded as he licked my neck.

"Yes. Oh Shawn you're making me so wet for you." I said. I felt him smirk against my neck before picking me up and carrying me upstairs to our bedroom. I would have protested to him carrying me but with what he was doing to my neck, I was too busy moaning. Shawn set me down so my feet were touching the floor.

"Do you want to undress me baby?" Shawn asked.

"Yeah." I said as I nodded and undressed him.

"Now, can I undress you so I can see your beautiful body?" Shawn asked. I chewed at my bottom lip before nodding.

"Yeah." I said. He smiled at me and lifted off my shirt and bra. He then got down on his knees and pulled down my pants and underwear. He put his hands on the back of my thighs as he began kissing the stretch marks on my thighs.

"So beautiful. I love these marks." He said. Oh my gosh. This man really does love my body. I think that I just fell for him even more. I didn't even know that that was possible. I ran my fingers through his hair and he looked up at me. His lips got very close to my privates and I moaned.

"Shawn." I moaned. Shawn smiled. He then began kissing the stretch marks on my stomach as he looked up at me. They weren't lustful kisses that he was placing on my body, they were gentle and loving kisses. He placed kisses all over the stretch marks on my stomach and then stood up.

"Let me see your arms my beautiful girl." He said. I then showed him my arms and kissed all up and down my arms, but especially on my stretch marks.

"I love you." I said. Shawn looked at me and smiled.

"I love you too my gorgeous girl, and I love every mark, every stretch mark and freckle on your body. Will you let me make love to you now?" Shawn said and asked. I nodded.

"Yeah." I said.

"Lay down darling." He said, and I did as told. He grabbed a condom.

"Wait." I said.

"What's up baby?" He asked.

"Can I put the condom on you?" I asked with a blush. Shawn smiled.

"Of course you can darling. Never be embarrassed to ask that, okay?" Shawn asked. I nodded and put the condom on him.

"Okay." I said. He got on the bed and then kissed my stretch marks on my thighs, my stomach, and on my arms.

"So fucking beautiful. I'm about to make love to my gorgeous and sexy wife. Ready honey?" Shawn asked and I nodded. He did the same thing that he did when we made love and he took my virginity: he kissed me as he entered me. That didn't stop me from moaning into his mouth.

"Oh Shawn. Yes baby." I moaned. Shawn kissed my neck.

"Oh fuck kitten, you're so tight for me." He moaned. I smiled at him.

"Shawn, oh you're so handsome baby. You're making me feel so good." I moaned.

"You're so gorgeous darling. Oh fuck kitten, yes, scratch my back just like that baby, leave your marks on me, mark your territory." Shawn moaned, so I clawed harder. He hissed.

"Am I hurting you?" I asked. He kept thrusting into me at a steady pace.

"The pain adds to the pleasure baby." He said.

"Oh Shawn." I moaned. I wanted more, so I reached my hand down and started to rub my clit. Shawn gently moved my hand away.

"That's my job." He said.

"Sorry." I said. He kissed my cheek and then rested his face there.

"It's okay beautiful." He said.

"Shawn honey please go faster. I need more of you inside me." I moaned. He did as told and picked up his pace. I threw my head back and Shawn picked his head up so he could look at me.

"You look so fucking beautiful underneath me like this darling. I love making love to you. Am I making you feel good baby?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yes Shawn, oh yes baby. Oh Shawn don't stop honey." I moaned. He smiled at me tenderly and then moaned when he picked up his pace.

"Oh fuck babe. Oh honey." He moaned.

"I love you. Shawn baby oh my gosh yes." I moaned as I continued to claw at his back and tug at his hair.

"You like being underneath me like this baby? You like it when I make you feel this good?" He asked before letting curses fall from his beautiful lips. I nodded.

"Yes. Oh Shawn yes, I'm so close baby." I moaned.

"Me too babe, but I want you to cum before me." He said.

"Shawn, Shawn I'm going to cum." I moaned.

"That's it darling. I want to hear you scream so beautifully for me as you cum all over my dick. Scream for me beautiful girl. Cum all over me honey, cum for me." He said and his words sent me over the edge.

"SHAWN! OH SHAWN! FUCK SHAWN YES! I'M CUMMING SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN!" I screamed as my legs shook. Shawn kissed my cheek and then rested his forehead against mine.

"I'm going to cum baby." Shawn moaned.

"Cum for me honey, cum for me baby." I said. I then did something that I had never done before but somehow knew how to do: I clenched around him. Shawn threw his head back with pleasure.

"Fuck babe. Do that again, it'll send me over the edge." Shawn said. I clenched around him again and he came. "FUCK! FUCK Y/N! OH YES FUCK! YOU'RE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND YOU'RE MAKING ME CUM! Y/N OH FUCK Y/N!" Shawn screamed. I smiled as I watched him come down from his high. He then pulled out of me and I whimpered at the loss of contact.

"Thank you for that Shawn." I said.

"You're welcome baby. I heard you whimper when I pulled out, do you want more?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes please. Can I ride you?" I asked. He nodded and I got on top of him and lowered myself down onto him. We both threw our heads back.

"Oh fuck darling. You're so beautiful. So beautiful always and so beautiful when you're on top of me." Shawn moaned. I smiled and then Shawn put his hands on my hips to help guide me up and down.

"Oh Shawn honey." I moaned. Shawn smiled.

"Look, fuck, at you honey. Taking all of me in you while being so gorgeous." Shawn said and I blushed. I had my hands on Shawn's chest and he pulled me down so he could kiss me and then he began to thrust into me.

"Oh Shawn, don't stop baby." I moaned.

"I won't darling. I promise. Fuck baby." He moaned. I picked up my head and looked at him. He smiled at me and I smiled back. "So beautiful." He whispered.

"I love you." I said but it came as a moan.

"I love you too. I'm going to go faster, okay gorgeous?" Shawn asked.

"Okay." I said. He began to pound into me faster and I threw my head back and then rested it on Shawn's chest as I moaned.

"Look at me darling. I want to see your beautiful face." Shawn said. I looked at him.

"Shawn, don't stop baby. More, go deeper baby." I moaned.

"Your wish is my command darling." Shawn said and then went faster. My mouth fell open and Shawn smiled.

"SHAWN!" I screamed.

"Fuck baby, that's it, scream my name." He moaned.

"I'm going to cum, oh Shawn I'm going to cum." I moaned.

"Cum for me baby, scream my name." He said.

"SHAWN! SHAWN! OH FUCK SHAWN YES JUST LIKE THAT! SHAWN YES! I'M CUMMING! SHAWN!" I screamed. My screaming sent Shawn over the edge.

"OH FUCK Y/N! Y/N YES BABY! Y/N! I'M CUMMING! I'M CUMMING FOR YOU BABY!" Shawn screamed. We both came down from our highs and lazily smiled at each other.

"That was amazing." I said as I went to get off of him.

"Wait baby, don't get off of me yet. This may sound cheesy but when I'm inside of you it's like we're one. I want to be one with my beautiful wife right now. Is it okay with you if I just stay inside of you for a minute?" He asked and I smiled as I nodded.

"Yeah. I like the feeling of you inside me too. That was so amazing baby, thank you for that." I said as our naked bodies pressed up against each other. He smiled at me and rubbed my back.

"It really was amazing honey. You did wonderfully. You're welcome baby. Do you feel any better?" He asked. I nodded and rubbed his cheek with my thumb. He leaned into my touch and closed his eyes as he hummed.

"Yeah I feel better. I loved it when you screamed that I'm beautiful as you came, but what I loved the most was you kissing my stretch marks. That made me feel so beautiful Shawn." I said. He opened his eyes and smiled.

"Well I'm glad that I could make you feel beautiful darling, because you are. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes, then you would understand why I worship you babe." He said, a smile still adorning his handsome face. I giggled.

"Well I worship you too. Do you mind if I get off of you and lay next to you?" I asked.

"No that's fine darling. Actually, you didn't finish eating. Do you want to get dressed and I'll sit with you while you eat?" He asked. I nodded and that's what we did.

A little bit later, Shawn and I were cuddled up to each other on the couch. We didn't have the television on, we just laid there talking to each other. It was Shawn's idea to say what we love about each other, and when I asked Shawn what he loves about me, he smiled at me very lovingly and said "Everything." which made me very happy. Shawn had shorts on but he was shirtless. We were laying there when the doorbell rang.

"Are you expecting anyone?" Shawn asked. I shook my head.

"No. Are you?" I asked. He shook his head and got up to answer the door as I sat up. He then smiled and let his manager, Andrew Gertler, in.

"Andrew, what's up man?" Shawn asked.

"Not much. Just wanted to come over and see how my favorite newly weds are doing." He said as he came in and gave me a hug.

"We're good." I said.

"Do you want anything to eat or drink?" Shawn asked.

"Uh, just some water please." Andrew said as he sat down on the couch next to me.

"You got it." Shawn said as he walked over to the fridge, turning his back to us. I looked at Andrew, who had his hand over his mouth.

"What?" I asked. He pointed at Shawn.

"Did you have some fun with your husband?" Andrew asked. I looked over and saw all of the scratches that I had left on Shawn's back. Oh my gosh it looked so bad.

"I'm going to get him a shirt." I said before running upstairs and grabbing a white t-shirt. When I went back downstairs, Shawn gave me a funny look.

"Why is Andrew laughing and why did you get me a shirt?" Shawn asked. I took his hand and pulled him into the other room.

"Shawn, are you one hundred percent positive that you're okay with me scratching at your back during sex?" I asked. He nodded.

"Of course baby, I love it. It proves to me that you're feeling the pleasure. Why?" He asked.

"Because I left scratches all across your back and it looks bad." I said. Shawn smiled.

"It's fine darling. I'm guessing Andrew noticed?" He asked. I nodded and handed him the shirt.

"Yeah." I said. Shawn put on the shirt and gave me a quick kiss.

"I'm so glad that I could make you feel better Mrs. Mendes. Anytime that you're feeling insecure, just tell me and we'll do what we just did, okay?" He asked. I nodded.

"I love you handsome." I said. He smiled.

"I love you too beautiful." He said and then we joined Andrew in the living. I'm so glad that Shawn could make me feel better.