A/n: Smuttiness is ahead! Also, explicit language in this one. Another thing is that yes, you can actually blackout during sex, just like Y/n does in this imagine. Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, let's begin!

I've been married to the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes, for a year now. I woke up in his shirtless arms but he was still asleep. I gently got myself out of bed without waking him up. We were definitely going to be making love today. I went in our walk in closet and found my black lace lingerie that I've never worn for Shawn before. I put it on and then put my pink robe on over it. I have a robe that goes down to my ankles, but I think that Shawn will appreciate this one more since it barely covers my ass, and he's always saying how much he loves my butt.

I went downstairs and noticed that there tons of pink tulips in the living room. I smiled and happy tears formed in my eyes as I thought of how lucky I am to be married to Shawn, a man who treats me like a queen and spoils me like crazy. I then went over and started to make some pancakes for Shawn and I. As I was finishing up making the pancakes, I heard someone come down the stairs. I turned, and when Shawn saw me, his eyes widened.

"Holy fuck." He said as he walked over to me.

"Happy anniversary my love." I said. Shawn smiled at me, and even though his eyes were dark with lust, it was a soft and loving smile.

"Happy anniversary darling. Can you believe it? One year ago today I married my best friend." He said as he leaned against the counter. I smiled.

"Hey, don't forget about the fact that I got to marry my best friend too!" I said and Shawn chuckled. He then walked up behind me as I put the pancakes on two plates and wrapped his arms around my waist. He moved my hair and began kissing my neck, causing me to smile.

"I love it when you wear this robe." He said.

"Yeah?" I asked. He nodded his head as he kept kissing my neck.

"Yeah." He said.

"And why is that?" I asked.

"Because it barely covers your fucking gorgeous ass. Holy fuck babe if you told me to kiss your ass I would." Shawn said and I laughed.

"I love you." I said as I turned around so I could face him.

"I love you too." He said.

"Um, can we talk about something?" I asked, suddenly very nervous. He looked concerned as he rested his hands on my waist and I rested my hands on his shoulders.

"Of course darling. What do you want to talk about?" He said and asked.

"Well, we've always said that once we've been married for a year, we want to start trying to get pregnant. Do you still want to do that?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Yeah. Do you still want that too?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. So, when we make love today, no condom?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No more condoms." He said. My smile widened.

"Oh my gosh, I finally get to feel all of my huge husband." I said and Shawn laughed.

"You're too cute, my darling. Come give me a kiss." He said.

"With pleasure." I said. Shawn immediately put his lips on mine and we made out. I could tell that he was hungry for me considering the fact that he was holding me so close to him and by the way he was kissing me. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. I moaned when Shawn reached down and started to squeeze my bum. I then pulled away from the kiss. "Do you want to undo my robe?"

"Yes, definitely." He said.

"I hope you like what's underneath." I said since Shawn had never seen me in this lingerie before. He untied my robe and his eyes widened and he gasped as the robe fell to the ground.

"Holy fucking shit. Oh my gosh babe, just the sight of you is making me so hard." He said. I blushed.

"So you like it?" I asked. He had been eyeing my body up and down but then he looked me in the eyes.

"I love it. Holy shit I'm the luckiest man the world. You're the sexiest woman in the world." Shawn said and I blushed. He then pulled me close to him and continued to squeeze my butt some more as we made out. I felt so turned on and I wanted him, all of him. I pulled away from the kiss and looked at my sexy husband.

"Will you make love to me please?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Of course darling. Come here." He said as he picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he carried me up to our bedroom.

"Thank you for the flowers by the way." I said. He smiled at me.

"You're welcome honey. Actually, I promise I won't show the picture to anyone, but could I please take a picture of you before I undress you?" Shawn asked. I blushed and nodded and he took pictures of me as he kept whispering about how gorgeous and sexy I looked. Shawn then put his phone away and kissed me again very passionately.

"You're hungry for me, aren't you?" I asked with a giggle.

"Oh my gosh babe you have no idea. And the fact that we're not going to use a condom makes things so much better." He said. I nodded.

"Can I undress you?" I asked. Shawn nodded. We love to undress each other, I don't know why, but we do. When I took his shorts off of him, I noticed how hard he was. I pointed at his penis. "Who did this to you?" I asked teasingly.

"My fucking sexy wife made me this hard." He said. I smiled and then took off his Calvin's. I placed a gentle kiss on his dick, causing him to throw his head back, before standing up.

"Now it's your turn to undress me." I said. He smiled and undressed me and kissed me again.

"I love you so much darling. I really do. This past year of marriage and the whole time that we've known each other has been amazing. Thank you for being my best friend." Shawn said. I smiled at him.

"I love you so much too and thank you for being my best friend as well. Should I lay down?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yes. Ready kitten?" Shawn asked. I nodded and laid down.

"Yes. Oh my gosh I can't wait to feel all of my husband's dick inside of me." I said and Shawn chuckled. He kissed my lips and then entered me. Making love with Shawn is always a beautiful feeling, but I very quickly realized the feeling of him inside of me without a condom was an even more beautiful feeling. I smiled at him as he entered me and he smiled back. He then moaned.

"Oh fuck kitten. This feels even better than it did with a condom." Shawn said. I nodded.

"I know. Oh Shawn." I moaned as he slowly thrusted into me. I knew what he was doing. He wasn't fucking me. He never fucks me. He makes love to me, his wife. When we make love, it's more than just physical, it's psychological. Him and I are two people that are extremely in love with each other and want to make each other feel good and want to make each other happy. I ran one hand through Shawn's hair, and my other hand was on his back, clawing at him.

"Fuck kitten, you're so tight." He moaned.

"Faster Shawn, faster baby." I said. His head had been buried in my neck and he picked it up and looked at me before shaking his head.

"No baby. Not yet at least. I don't want to fuck you, I want to go slow and make love to you and make sure that you feel all of the pleasure that you can." Shawn said. I understood so I nodded and kissed him.

"I love you so fucking much Shawn." I said.

"I love you so fucking much too Y/n." He said. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and that's when he picked up his pace. It wasn't by a lot, he only went a little faster, but still, it was something.

"Oh Shawn. Yes baby. You're making me feel so good." I moaned. He kissed my cheek before resting his forehead against mine.

"You're making me feel so good too kitten. Oh fuck. I'm going to go a bit faster, okay?" He asked. I nodded and when he started going faster, I felt even more pleasure and I arched my back to the point where my boobs were touching his chest.

"Oh fuck Shawn. Yes, just like that baby. Oh my gosh Shawn yes." I moaned.

"Fuck kitten, oh you're making me feel so good. Do you like feeling all of me inside of you?" He asked as he moaned. I nodded.

"Yes oh my gosh. Oh Shawn, deeper, more baby, please." I moaned. Shawn went faster and I screamed his name.

"That's it darling, scream my name. Tell me and the whole neighborhood, who makes you feel this good?" Shawn asked.

"SHAWN! SHAWN YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD! FUCK!" I yelled.

"That's it darling. I love hearing you scream my name." He said before letting curses fall from his beautiful lips.

"Oh my gosh Shawn. FUCK! Oh Shawn yes baby, make love to me just like that." I moaned. He kissed my neck a little and then licked it. "Moan into my neck Shawn please." I said, and he did.

"Like that darling?" He asked. I nodded as I now used both hands to claw at his back.

"Yes, yes, yes. Keep doing that oh my gosh Shawn I'm so close." I moaned.

"That's it kitten. Cum for me. Feel all of me inside of you. I want you to cum all over my dick inside of you, understand?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes. Oh fuck Shawn." I moaned as he kept licking my neck and moaning into it. I ran some of my fingers through his hair and tugged. Shawn knows exactly what buttons to push and when to push them to send me over the edge. He knows that one of the ways to send me over the edge is to do dirty talk. He picked his head up and rested his forehead against mine as he pounded into me.

"You like this kitten?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes Shawn oh my gosh." I moaned.

"Cum for me Mrs. Mendes. Cum all over my dick. I know that you love my dick, don't you?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes, I fucking love it so much." I moaned. He smiled.

"Do you like wearing that robe to show me your perfect ass? Do you like turning me on and making me so fucking hard for you?" He asked. I moaned.

"Yes, oh fuck Shawn I'm about to cum, I'm about to cum." I moaned.

"That's it wifey. Cum for me, cum all over my dick darling. I want to feel your juices on my dick. Cum for me kitten." He said. His words sent me over the edge and I arched my back as I screamed.

"SHAWN! FUCK! YES OH FUCK! I'M CUMMING SO HARD FOR YOU! FUUUCK SHAWN!" I yelled as my legs shook like crazy. Shawn smiled and then I saw him scrunch up his nose, a clear indication that he was about to cum.

"I'm going to cum inside you babe. Are you ready?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes. I want to feel your hot juices inside me." I said as I came down from my high. Shawn then reached his climax and I could feel his warm cum shooting inside of me, it was such a beautiful and wonderful feeling that I couldn't help but smile.

"FUCK! OH FUCK Y/N YES! SHIT BABE I'M CUMMING! OH SHIT! FUCK Y/N OH FUCK!" He screamed and I could tell that it was an intense orgasm because his body was shaking so hard, his breathing was slightly rapid, and he was trying to grip the bed or anything. He kept moaning curses and my name as he came down from his high but his body still shook a little.

"Shhh baby, you're shaking. It's okay." I cooed. He let his body go limp on me for a moment. He then picked his head up and looked at me.

"Want me to make you cum again?" He asked. I nodded.

"Fuck yeah. But before you do, oh my gosh Shawn. Making love with you and being intimate with you is always such a beautiful feeling, but without a condom that felt a million times better and more beautiful. I love you." I said. Shawn smiled at me and placed a gentle and loving kiss on my lips.

"I love you too, and you're right, it did feel even more beautiful that it usually does. Ready darling?" Shawn said and asked.

"One more kiss and I will be." I said. Shawn chuckled and kissed me again.

"I love making love to you." Shawn said and then began thrusting into me again. I moaned.

"Oh Shawn, just like that. Deeper baby. I want you to make me cum so hard that my legs shake again." I said. Shawn nodded and started to go faster and deeper. I clawed at his back and tugged at his hair.

"Oh kitten, you make me feel so good." He moaned.

"Shawn baby oh my gosh." I moaned. Mine and Shawn's moans for each other filled the room.

"Fuck baby I'm about to cum. I'm about to cum inside of you again." Shawn moaned.

"Cum for me Shawn. I need you to cum for me baby. I'm close too." I said. Shawn's face scrunched up.

"FUCKING SHIT! OH FUCK BABE I'M CUMMING! YES YES I'M CUMMING SO HARD FOR YOU Y/N! Y/N FUCK! Y/N!" Shawn yelled, and the sound of him screaming my name sent me over the edge. The pleasure was beyond belief and my breathing was different, it was shorter and quicker but I still screamed when I came.

"FUCK SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN YES! FUCK SHAWN OH MY GOSH! I'M CUMMING SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU!" I screamed. The next thing I remember, Shawn was still inside of me, but shaking me a little. I opened my eyes.

"Babe? You okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, I just came really hard, why?" I asked, confused as to why he looked so concerned.

"You just blacked out for about ten seconds. I don't want to make love again until I know why my wife was suddenly unconscious." Shawn said as he pulled out of me. I whimpered at the loss of contact. He laid down next to me but I noticed that his penis was still hard.

"I'm okay baby, really." I said. Shawn pulled out his phone and began googling things.

"Did your breathing seem shorter or quicker or anything?" Shawn asked as he looked things up on my phone.

"Yeah, it felt both shorter and quicker because there was a lot of pleasure that I was feeling." I said.

"Okay, that's why you blacked out, because there was a lack of oxygen in your brain." He said as he put his phone down.

"I'm really sorry that I worried you Shawn." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"It's okay baby. I just wanted to make sure that I wasn't going to have to take you to the hospital or something." He said.

"Can you imagine if you had to? Like how do you explain that to a doctor?" I asked with a small laugh. Shawn laughed too.

"I would tell them that I made love to my wife so hard that she blacked out." He said. I smiled at him.

"I want more of you babe, and by the looks of your penis, you want more too." I said and I looked over in time to see Shawn blush.

"Yeah. Fuck baby, the things you do to me and the things you make me feel. It's amazing." Shawn said. I smiled and watched as he leaned his head back and closed his eyes for a moment. I took this as an opportunity to climb on top of him. Shawn opened his eyes when he felt my hands on his chest. I let myself hover over him.

"Is it okay if I ride you?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.

"Of course baby." He said. I lowered myself onto him and he put his hands on my waist to guide me like he usually does. I shook my head and he gave me a confused look.

"No baby. Don't guide me. I want to see if I can do this on my own." I said. Shawn nodded and smiled as he put his hands behind his head and stared at me as if I was the most amazing thing he's ever seen, like he was in awe of me. I then put my hands on his chest and moved up and down. Shawn and I moaned.

"Oh Y/n. Just like that baby. You're doing such a good job." Shawn said.

"Shawn, oh Shawn. Oh you feel me up so well. Do you like having your big dick inside of me?" I asked with a smirk and Shawn smiled as he nodded.

"Fuck yes. Oh Y/n, yes, just like that baby girl, you make me feel so fucking good." Shawn moaned. I started to bounce harder and faster, causing both Shawn and I to throw our heads back.

"Shawn oh my gosh." I moaned in pleasure as I scratched at his chest. I heard him hiss at the feeling and I pulled my hands away. "Am I hurting you?" I asked. Shawn took my hands and put them back on his chest.

"The pain adds to the pleasure. Keep scratching baby, I'm fine, I promise." He said. I nodded.

"Oh Shawn. Fuck. Fuck. Yes, yes! Oh Shawn!" I moaned.

"Fuck kitten I'm about to cum again baby." Shawn said.

"That's it Mr. Mendes. Cum for me as I ride your beautiful dick." I said. My words sent Shawn over the edge and he gripped the pillow behind his head as he screamed. I could feel him twitching inside of me as the hot liquid squirted in me once again.

"FUCK Y/N! FUCK YES! I'M CUMMING BABE! OH FUCK Y/N YES JUST LIKE THAT DON'T STOP! DON'T STOP KITTEN!" Shawn said.

"I won't stop baby. I'm about to cum too." I said as Shawn came down from his high.

"Cum for me darling. Cum all over me." He said. I kept riding him as he said dirty words to me and soon I was sent over the edge.

"SHAWN! OH FUCK SHAWN I'M CUMMING! OH MY GOSH DON'T LET ME FALL OFF OF YOU!" I screamed as my whole body shook as I came extremely hard. Shawn held onto my arms.

"I've got you babe, I won't let you fall. Ride it out kitten." Shawn said.

"FUCK! SHAWN YES OH MY GOSH! FUCK SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN! SHAWN!" I screamed.

"That's it darling. Ride it out." Shawn said.

"Shawn, Shawn, Shawn, Shawn, oh Shawn." I moaned as if his name was my favorite prayer to say, my favorite word, my favorite thing. And it truly is. I went limp on his body as I finished coming down from my intense orgasm. Shawn and I were both sweaty but neither of us cared. Shawn kissed the top of my head and I smiled lazily.

"You did such a good job of riding me without my help darling." Shawn said.

"I needed your help towards the end." I said as I looked at him. He was smiling at me.

"That was because your orgasm was so strong and so intense that you thought you were going to fall. When you were riding out your high, you were practically chanting my name." Shawn said and I blushed. I realized that he was still inside of me, so I got off of him and laid down next to him but I put my head on his chest.

"Your name is my favorite thing to say, especially during sex. You're the one that made me cum that hard. Did you mind me moaning it like that or do you not want me to do that?" I asked as I looked up at my husband. His eyes went wide.

"No, oh my gosh, I loved it. You make my name sound beautiful when it falls from your gorgeous lips." Shawn said.

"That's because your name is beautiful." I said. Shawn smiled and then brought his hand to my cheek and rubbed it with his thumb. I smiled at him lazily. Those three orgasms had really wiped me out.

"Do you like it when I moan your name?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. You make it sound beautiful." I said.

"That's because it is beautiful." Shawn said and I giggled.

"I love hearing you moan it or scream it or even just say it. I love you Shawn Mendes." I said. He smiled at me.

"I love you too Y/n Mendes. How about we take a break and then go downstairs and eat those delicious pancakes that you made?" Shawn asked. My eyes went wide.

"Oh my gosh I forgot about the pancakes!" I said and Shawn smiled and laughed.

"Rest honey, I can tell that you're tired." Shawn said. I nodded and rested my head on his chest as I closed my eyes.

"Happy anniversary Shawn." I said. He kissed the top of my head.

"Happy anniversary Y/n. How about we have sex everyday until we find out if we're pregnant or not?" Shawn asked. I nodded and smiled.

"That sounds perfect to me." I said, and that's exactly what we did. We would make love everyday for a month. It was a month after our one year anniversary that we found out that we had become pregnant, and eight months after that, Rose Lucille Mendes was born. I'm the luckiest girl in the world.