A/n: Yesterday I watched To All The Boys I've Loved Before and it's sooo good. Go watch it. One of the actors, Noah Centineo is a hottie so I decided to write this. Enjoy!

My boyfriend of four years, Shawn and I were watching To All The Boys I've Loved Before starring Lana Condor and Noah Centineo, and let me tell you something, Noah Centineo is a good looking guy. Not as good looking as Shawn, but still. There was a hot tub scene where Noah's character, therefore Noah, was shirtless.

"Oh, la, la." I accidentally said out loud. I was sitting on Shawn's lap, his head on my shoulder and his arms around me. I felt Shawn tense up. "Baby relax he's not as good looking as you." I said. Shawn paused the movie.

"Can you get off my lap Y/n? I think I'm going to go to bed. I'm tired." Shawn said.

"Shawn you're not actually tired, you're just jealous." I pointed out.

"No, Y/n, I really am tired. Goodnight." Shawn said. He always says he loves me before bed.

"Baby please. I didn't mean to say it out loud." I said.

"No but you still thought it. Like I said, goodnight." Shawn said, and with that, he turned around and went upstairs. What had I done? I turned off the movie and went upstairs so I could go to bed. Shawn had his back so it would be facing me.

"Shawn please turn around." I requested.

"No, I'm okay, thanks though." Shawn said sarcastically.

"Shawn, please." I pleaded.

"I'm trying to sleep. Why don't you go dream about Noah?" Shawn said and asked. I put my hand on his shoulder but he shrugged it off. I ran to the bathroom and started to cry. Shawn soon came in. "Why are you crying Y/n?" Shawn asked.

"Are you serious right now?" I asked. Now it was my turn to be mad.

"Yes. What could you possibly be upset about? You get the chance to dream about a hot guy." Shawn said.

"Yeah and that hot guy is you Shawn." I said.

"Not according to what you said downstairs." Shawn said angrily.

"Would you let that go? You're the most handsome, most good looking, sexiest, most amazing man I've ever met." I asked and said. Shawn thought for a moment and then turned back and went into our bedroom. I started to cry again. What I had just said to him was true. He's so amazing in so many ways. I love him so much, and I can't lose him. I don't know what I would do without him.

I eventually stopped crying and wandered back into our bedroom, only to find Shawn asleep. Was I going to lose him? I went to bed and tried to fall asleep. When I woke up, Shawn wasn't in bed with me. I walked downstairs and there he was, sitting on the couch in the living room. I sat next to him and brushed a stray curl from his face.

"Good morning baby. Do you want something to eat?" I said and asked. Shawn brushed me off.

"I already ate. I finished watching the movie. It was good." Shawn said.

"You finished watching it without me?" I asked, feeling hurt.

"Yeah, I didn't think that you would mind." Shawn said. This whole time he had been staring straight ahead.

"Well I do mind. Just because you're mad at me doesn't give you the right to be rude to me and be an asshole." I said. Shawn just shook his head. "I want to fix this. Please honey. I really want to fix this." I said.

"Well you called another guy hot, so." Shawn said.

"I never said that. I said 'oh, la, la.' and that was it. Don't put words in my mouth Shawn." I said.

"Well you practically called him hot." Shawn said, turning his head to look at me.

"You are the sexiest, hottest, most handsome, most good looking, most amazing man ever. Please baby. I can't lose you." I said, starting to cry. His face softened.

"No no no, don't cry baby, I'm sorry. You're never, ever, going to lose me." Shawn said.

"I was crying last night and you did nothing. You asked me why I was upset even though the reason was obvious. I don't want to dream about Noah, I want to dream about you. And you know what my dream was last night? That we broke up. That you left." I said, still crying. Shawn hugged me.

"Oh darling I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I love you so much and I should've comforted you last night. I knew why you were crying, I don't know why I asked. I'm so sorry baby." Shawn said, now starting to cry. I pulled away and wiped away his tears away.

"I love you Shawn." I said.

"I love you too Y/n." Shawn said. "You know what? Can you hold on a second baby?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Sure." I said. Shawn ran upstairs, walked into our bedroom, came back down, and walked over to me.

"Come here honey." Shawn said as he reached out for my hand. I took it and felt sparks shoot through me but felt safe and warm at the same time.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"We're going on a little adventure." Shawn said. We got our shoes on and headed out to the car. "Can you close your eyes for a second?" Shawn asked.

"Yeah." I said. I closed my eyes and heard Shawn open and then shut the glove compartment.

"Okay you can open them now." Shawn said. I nodded and opened my eyes. Shawn drove to a nearby park.

"What are we doing here?" I asked my amazing boyfriend.

"You'll see." Shawn said. I felt so confused. Why were we at the park? Shawn and I started walking to a lake near the park.

"I'm really sorry about the oh, la, la comment." I said.

"It's okay. I'm really sorry I was an asshole." Shawn said, looking sad. I stopped walking, causing him to stop.

"What's wrong?" Shawn asked.

"You were being an asshole but that's okay. We're okay, right?" I asked. Shawn kissed my forehead.

"We're perfect." Shawn said. I smiled and nodded.

"Come on, let's go to the bench at the lake." I said, rubbing Shawn's back. He put his arm around me and I put my arm around him as we walked. We got to the lake and I admired the view. I felt a tapping on my shoulder and turned around only to find Shawn down on one knee. I clapped my hand to my mouth and tears formed in my eyes.

"Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n, you are the love of my life and nothing and no one gets better than you. You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, smartest, most loving, most caring, most understanding woman that I know. I have never loved anyone or anything the way that I love you. I want to kiss you for the rest of my life, I want to hold you for the rest of my life, I want to hear your laugh for the rest of my life, and I want to see your smile for the rest of my life. I want you for the rest of my life. Will you make me the happiest man alive and become my wife?" Shawn asked. I nodded my head violently.

"Yes, yes, a million times yes." I said. Shawn put the most beautiful ring on my finger and stood up and kissed me. I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my stomach, I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. Shawn and I pulled away, trying to catch our breaths after our very passionate kiss.

"I love you baby girl." Shawn said.

"I love you too Shawn." I said. We smiled at each other.

"I can't wait to marry you. You're going to look so gorgeous. You are so gorgeous." Shawn said, causing me to blush, which caused him to chuckle. I buried my face in his chest. "No, come on pretty girl, show me that gorgeous face of yours." Shawn said.

"No, stop it. It's not even that pretty." I said. Shawn backed up a little and held my face in his hands.

"Baby you're the most gorgeous girl in the world. You're so beautiful and so pretty. I love you so much darling so please believe me when I say that the things that I just said are true." Shawn requested. I nodded.

"I'll try. Can we go home and cuddle or do you want to enjoy the view of the lake?" I asked my fiancé.

"Let's go home and cuddle." Shawn said. We started to walk back to the car, our fingers interlaced together. A thought popped into my head.

"Wait, but you already had the ring. Were you already planning on proposing?" I said and asked. Shawn nodded.

"I was going to do it in a more romantic way. Sorry that I didn't." Shawn said, his face towards the ground. I stopped walking and gently held his face in my hands.

"Baby, the way that you did it was perfect. I loved it. I still do love it. The only thing that could have been better was if we had a secret photographer to capture the moment." I said with a smile.

"I was going to have Josiah secretly take the pictures. I'm sorry baby." Shawn said.

"It's okay. If you apologize one more time, I'm going to smack you." I said with a laugh. Shawn laughed and then kissed my cheek.

"Come on, let's go home and cuddle." Shawn said.

"Wait! Let's take a cute picture of the ring now." I said. Shawn nodded. I held my hand with the ring up and took a picture as Shawn jumped in the air. I smiled.

"How does it look?" Shawn asked.

"Perfect. And then we can always take another picture so we don't post the same photo." I said. Shawn nodded, and we headed home. Shawn and I cuddled on the couch.

"We should probably tell our families first before we tell the world." Shawn said. I nodded as he rubbed my head since my head was in his lap. I nodded. The next day Shawn and I announced to our families that we were engaged. They were ecstatic. Our friends were too, and when we told the world via social media, they were happy too. Shawn and I rested on the couch again.

"Hey baby?" I asked.

"Yes my love?" Shawn asked.

"I never got to see the full movie of To All The Boys I've Loved Before." I said with a giggle. Shawn threw his head back with laughter.

"That's right. We'll watch it now." Shawn said. We cuddled as we watched the movie. I love Shawn, my fiancé, so much.