A/n: Okay so I had a really hard day today so I decided to write this. Explicit language in this one. I hope that you guys enjoy it. Also, these events from school actually happened today so yeah screw my life. Okay, let's begin!

I got in my car after leaving school, tilted my head back, and closed my eyes. I then opened my eyes, turned on the car and drove home as I tried not to cry. Today had been a really rough day, and yesterday wasn't all that much better. Yesterday was Valentine's Day, but my boyfriend of three years, Shawn Mendes, had to do some stuff up in Toronto. But luckily we Facetimed and he sent me flowers.

I walked in the door to the house that I share with Shawn and sighed. He wouldn't be home for another week, and then he would have to leave for tour soon after that. All I want right now, after a long and hard day, is Shawn. I put my backpack in the dining room and made a mental note to do my homework later. I then went into the living room, pulled out my phone, and called Shawn. He picked up on the fourth ring.

"Hey there darling. How are you?" He asked. I started to cry.

"I'm terrible. I'm absolutely terrible." I said.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's going on? Talk to me baby girl." Shawn asked and said. I sighed.

"Well, you know how my ex is in one of my classes?" I asked.

"Yeah." Shawn said.

"Well today our professor decided that we would do group work -" I started before Shawn cut me off.

"But wait, you talked to the professor and told him the situation with you and Mike, right?" Shawn asked. I nodded even though he couldn't see me.

"Yeah. So when he mentioned getting into groups I got really anxious, like my anxiety kicked into high gear right away, but luckily the professor remembered our talk so he moved me to a different group. I thanked him after class." I said.

"Well that's good. So did the anxiety go away after you were moved into a different group away from Mike?" Shawn asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"Okay. So what's going on right now?" Shawn asked. This is why I love Shawn. He's so caring and always wants to help me and be there for me. I continued to cry a little as I spoke.

"Well, I made a tutoring appointment with a new person that I've never worked with before. His name is Eric and everyone had said such good things about him. Let me backtrack a little bit actually, I fucking hate statistics class. It's terrible. The professor goes too fast, we have our first exam next Friday, and I don't understand the work. So that's why I went to tutoring with this Eric guy that people were saying good things about. He was terrible. I'm still anxious from our tutoring session even though I'm home now. He wasn't helpful at all and he gave me a little bit of an attitude. I never want to go to him again." I said.

"Baby, can you do me a favor?" Shawn asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Can you hang up and I'll call you over Facetime?" Shawn asked.

"No because I'm a crying and blubbering mess right now and I don't want you to see me like this." I said.

"My love, I don't care if you're crying or not. I want to see your beautiful face right now." Shawn said.

"Okay. So I'll hang up and then you'll call me?" I asked.

"Yup." He said.

"Okay. Bye." I said, and hung up. Shawn then immediately Facetimed me and I answered. He looked so concerned.

"Oh my poor baby girl. Can you do me a favor?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yes." I said.

"Can you take a deep breath in for me and then hold it, and then let it out?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes." I said, and did as I was told. Shawn then had me do this a few more times and I slowly stopped crying.

"Good job babe. I'm proud of you." He said with a smile. His praise caused me to smile.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome." He said. My smile then faded.

"Can I just say that I really want to cuddle with you and just be with you right now?" I asked. Shawn sighed and nodded.

"I know baby. Just one more week and then I'm all yours." He said. Tears formed in my eyes.

"Yeah and then I only get you for twelve days before you leave for tour." I said as I held back the tears. I didn't want Shawn to see me this upset about it. I didn't want to worry him too much. Shawn sighed again and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Baby, you know that I'm trying to get home to you as soon as possible, right?" Shawn asked. I nodded. It felt like I couldn't hold the tears back for much longer.

"Yeah. Um, I have to go do homework. I love you. Bye." I said, and hung up before he could respond. That was when I let the tears out. Even though I had done the deep breathing, I was still upset. It's so fucking hard to be in a long distance relationship. Luckily Shawn and I have always made it work, but still, it's hard. I just want him to hold me. That's all I want right now.

Shawn's point of view

My girlfriend, Y/n Y/l/n, hung up on me over Facetime. She wasn't trying to be rude, but I think that she was about to cry. She looked like she was going to cry and she probably didn't want to worry me, so that's why she hung up. I texted her, knowing that she needed at least a little bit of space right now, especially after a hard day.

Me: I love you too honey. I'll talk to you later.

Y/n didn't respond. I went to my manager, Andrew.

"Hey man, what's up?" He asked.

"Y/n isn't doing so well right now and she had a point when I was on the phone with her just now: by the time that I get home, she won't even have me for two weeks. She only gets me for twelve days. I need a private jet to fly home on, and I need it as soon as possible please." I said. Andrew's eyes widened and he thought for a moment before nodding.

"Okay. Yeah, I'll call in a favor and have you on a private jet as soon as I can." Andrew said. I smiled.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome." He said. I went and packed up my stuff, and soon I was on a private jet, on my way home.

Your point of view

I sat on the couch in the living room, watching tv. Well, it was more like the television was just background noise as I sat there trying to read a book for school. Basically all of the dialogue in the story was in slang so the book was hard to get through and read. I was just about to give up to try again later when the front door swung open. I looked up and saw my handsome and amazing boyfriend standing there. He dropped his bags and immediately opened his arms up for me to come into. I stood up and began to cry happy tears as I walked over to him. As soon as his arms were around me, I was home. I was in the place that I'm meant to be in.

"Shhh baby, don't cry. I'm right here love." Shawn said as he rubbed my back. I pulled away from the hug a little but kept my arms around his torso as his arms were wrapped around my shoulders.

"What are you doing home?" I asked. Shawn put his hand to my cheek and rubbed it with his thumb. I leaned into his touch, wanting more and liking the feeling of his warmth.

"Well, you sounded pretty upset over the phone, to the point where you hung up on me, so I decided to surprise you and now you have me for nineteen days rather than twelve." Shawn said. I smiled but then it faded a little.

"I'm sorry that I hung up on you. I just, well, I was about to cry because I missed you so much and I didn't want you to see me so upset." I said as I looked down. Shawn put his index finger underneath my chin and lightly lifted my head up so I was looking into his caramel colored eyes. I was still crying, so Shawn helped to wipe some tears away.

"Baby, it's okay. I don't care if you're crying or not - well I do because I don't like seeing you upset, but you can cry in front of me honey. You know that." Shawn said. I nodded and my tears slowly stopped.

"Yeah. Um, do you need help with your luggage?" I asked. Shawn kissed my forehead before shaking his head no.

"No. I want you to go sit on the couch and relax." Shawn said. I smiled and did as told. Shawn soon finished bringing his luggage in and he put it in the family room for now before walking over to me.

"Can I sit on your lap baby?" I asked. Shawn sat down and nodded.

"Of course. Come here." He said as he pulled me onto his lap. I laughed. "Oh my gosh I freaking love that laugh."

"Are you serious? My laugh is terrible." I asked and said. Shawn looked surprised.

"What are you talking about? Your laugh is like music to my ears and every damn time I hear it, my heart flutters." Shawn said. I smiled at him.

"You sure know how to make a girl swoon Mr. Mendes." I said. Shawn laughed, which caused my heart to flutter.

"Well Miss Y/l/n, you're the only girl that I want to make swoon." Shawn said. I leaned my head against his shoulder. It was slightly uncomfortable, but oh well.

"I love you." I said, and I could tell that Shawn was smiling.

"I love you too honey. What were you reading before I came home?" Shawn said and asked as he looked at the book.

"Their Eyes Were Watching God. It's a bit hard to get through because a lot of it is in slang, but it's for school, so I have to read it." I said. Shawn nodded.

"What if I read it to you?" Shawn asked. I picked my head up.

"Really? You would do that for me?" I asked. Shawn chuckled and smiled at me.

"Babe, you do realize that I literally just dropped everything that I was doing to fly to another country for you, right?" Shawn asked. I hadn't even thought about that. My eyes widened and suddenly I felt bad.

"Oh my gosh I didn't even think of the fact that you were doing stuff. I'm so sorry honey." I said. Shawn frowned and tilted his head to the side a little.

"Why are you sorry?" He asked.

"Because you had stuff to do and then you just dropped everything for me. I just feel bad." I said. Shawn shook his head.

"Don't. Please don't feel bad my love. I wanted to do this. You're my love and this may sound cheesy but when you hurt, I hurt. I'm always going to be here for you babe." Shawn said. I smiled at him and cupped the back of his neck with my hand and pulled him in for a kiss. As soon as our lips made contact, they started to move in sync with each other. I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, and I felt sparks shoot through my body. Shawn and I soon pulled away and smiled at each other. He then picked up the book and began to read to me. I'm so beyond lucky to have such an amazing man in my life.