160. Talks With Camila Cabello

"All right honey, I have to go to a few meetings today but I want you to stay home and relax, okay?" My fiancé, Shawn Mendes, asked me. I nodded and smiled at him as I brought my hand to his cheek and rubbed it with my thumb. Shawn closed his eyes and leaned into my touch.

"Okay. When will you be home?" I asked. Shawn opened his eyes and thought for a moment.

"Probably around four or five o'clock tonight. Okay, I have to go, but I love you." Shawn said with a smile. I smiled back.

"I love you too. Do I get a goodbye kiss?" I asked. Shawn chuckled.

"Always." Shawn said as he leaned forward and put his lips on mine. As our lips touched, I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks, I felt my heart race as if it was going to beat out of my chest, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy. Shawn and I pulled away, gasping for air after our rather passionate kiss, and smiled at each other. He then waved goodbye to me and left. I sat down on the couch in our living room and tried to think of what I could do today. I then picked up the phone and called one of mine and Shawn's friends.

"Hi Y/n!" Camila Cabello said.

"Hi Camila! How are you?" I said and asked.

"I'm good, how are you?" She asked. I smiled as I looked down at my engagement ring. Shawn had just proposed last week. Our friends and family knew, but the world didn't, not yet at least.

"I'm good. Shawn's going to be in some meetings today and won't be home until around four or five. Do you want to come over and keep me company?" I asked, hoping that she would say yes.

"Of course! I'll be right over." She said.

"Okay, bye." I said.

"Bye." She said, and we hung up. Not too long after we had hung up, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and saw Camila standing there wearing just casual clothing. I was dressed in black leggings and a t-shirt.

"Hey! Come on in." I said. Camila walked in and we hugged before heading over to the couch.

"Soooo, let me see that ring!" Camila said. I laughed and showed it to her. Her eyes widened and she smiled. "It's gorgeous."

"Thank you. He took my best friend, Grace, with him to help pick it out." I said. Camila nodded.

"Well they did a good job." Camila said. I nodded and now it was my turn to admire my beautiful engagement ring. Suddenly, a knot formed in my stomach as something that popped into my head.

"Do you think that Shawn knows how much I love him?" I asked as I looked up at Camila. Her jaw dropped before she nodded.

"Of course he knows how much you love him. Why do you ask that?" Camila said and asked. I shrugged.

"I just love him so much. Like, when he got down on one knee, oh my gosh, I instantly got tears in my eyes. But some of his fans don't like me." I said. Camila put her hand on my knee.

"I know. But you and Shawn found each other, and that's all that matters, right?" She asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. I just don't understand why some of his fans don't like me. I mean, Shawn says that I make him happy, and you would think that his fans would see that I make him happy and so they wouldn't send me hate." I said, tears now forming in my eyes as I thought of the mean things that some of his fans have said to me. Camila moved over and put her arm around my shoulders.

"The haters are just jealous, that's why they're sending you hate. They want to be the ones to make Shawn happy, they don't want it to be you." Camila said. I nodded, tears still coming down my face.

"Do you want to know what some of the fans are saying to me?" I asked. Camila seemed hesitant but nodded.

"If talking about it will help you, then sure. I'm all ears." Camila said with a smile. I sighed as I looked at her and tilted my head a little.

"Well, I think that for some reason the biggest one that bothers me is that some of them are saying that I'm just with Shawn for the money. I'm not with him for the money, I swear. I love him so much. I wouldn't care if he was broke and living on the streets, I would still want to be with him, I would still love him just as much as I do now. Do you want to know what I want?" I asked, now staring at my ring.

"Yeah. What do you want?" Camila asked. I smiled at my ring.

"I want to be married to Shawn and have kids and grandkids with him. I want to grow old with him and just be together forever with him. That's all I want. I don't want the money. I want him." I said. Camila nodded.

"I know you want him, and he wants you too. And don't worry Y/n, you'll get all of that with him." Camila said. I nodded.

"I'm worried that, once we announce our engagement to the world, the hate will get worse." I said. Camila nodded.

"Well, even if it does get worse, you'll have Shawn right beside you to make you feel better." Camila said. I nodded.

"Sorry that I just unloaded all of that on you." I said, looking down. Camila put her hand on my shoulder, making me look up at her.

"It's okay. I'm your friend. I'm here to listen." Camila said. I smiled and nodded as we hugged. "Have you told Shawn that you feel this way about all of that stuff?" Camila asked. I shook my head.

"No. I don't want to burden him. He says that I'm not a burden and that I don't bother him, but I just get so worried that that will change someday." I said. Camila frowned.

"No, that's never going to change. You're perfectly fine, and Shawn loves you." Camila said. I nodded.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome." She said. Camila stayed for a while and, just like he said, around four o'clock, Shawn walked in the door. He looked shocked to see Camila sitting with me.

"Hey Camila! What are you doing here?" Shawn asked. He came over to me first to give me a hug and a kiss and then walked over to Camila to give her a hug.

"Well, your lovely fiancé invited me over, so we've been hanging out and talking." Camila said. Shawn nodded and picked me up so he could sit down and put me on his lap. I giggled.

"Did you guys have a nice talk?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. Actually, Y/n wanted to talk to you about what her and I talked about. I'll see you guys later. Bye!" Camila said, waved goodbye, and left. My eyes widened. I didn't want to tell Shawn about it, but I guess now I have to. Shawn turned my body a little so I was facing him a bit more.

"What's up my love?" Shawn asked. I sighed and shook my head.

"I don't actually want to talk about it." I said. Shawn pulled me closer to him.

"What's on your mind babe? Please tell me. No secrets, remember?" Shawn asked. I nodded and tears formed in my eyes again and I began to cry as I told Shawn everything that I had told Camila. Shawn helped to wipe my tears away when I was done talking.

"I'm sorry. That was a lot of stupid stuff, wasn't it?" I asked, looking down at my lap. Shawn gently put his hand to my wet, tear stained cheek and made me turn my head so I was looking at him.

"Nothing you ever say is stupid. I'm sorry that the fans are saying that my love. But do you want to know something?" Shawn asked.

"What?" I asked.

"I want you to. For the rest of my life, I want you. And Camila's right, if the hate gets worse, I'll be right by your side. I'll do a livestream or something." Shawn said. I slowly stopped crying and nodded.

"You promise?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"I promise." Shawn said. I smiled and placed a gentle kiss on Shawn's lips. He, of course, kissed back, and I felt all of those same magical feels that I had gotten before, the heart racing, the sparks, the butterflies, everything. We pulled away and leaned our foreheads together as we smiled.

"I love you Shawn Mendes. Broke or rich, I love you." I said. Shawn's smile widened.

"I love you too Y/n Y/l/n. Always and forever, I'm going to love you." Shawn said, causing my smile to widen. I nuzzled my face into his neck and we cuddled for the rest of the night before going to bed. The next day, Shawn and I announced that we were engaged and almost all of the comments were positive. As long as I have Shawn, I'm happy.

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