I cried my eyes out. I felt myself drowning deeper into my depressed state.
I cried thinking Shawn just fakes loving me.
What's the point? I'm worthless.
I cry myself to sleep and drift off to a perfect dream world.

I felt a pair of hands wake me up. I stood up and saw Shawn with a worried face.
I give a small smile and he hugs me.
"What are you doing Shawn?"
"I love you (y/n). Why were you crying?" asks Shawn
I hide my tears and push Shawn off me. I go to the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror.
Shawn goes behind me and looks at me.
"Because that. I'm ugly and worthless"
"Babygirl no your not I love my girlfriend. The one that cares for everyone and is super beautiful and kind" says Shawn cupping my face with his hands.
I smile and have tears running down my face.
I kiss Shawn and smile.
For the first time I actually feel loved.